HELLO TO ALL MY FAITHFUL FOLLOWERS-I AM BACK AND NOW I FEEL LIKE MY MENTAL STATE IS MUCH IMPROVED,  I MAY BE LIVING IN MY CAR AGAIN-BUT I FEEL SUMMIT COUNTY IS STILL A GOOD PLACE TO WAKE UP!   I DO NOT LIKE SEEING THE BUMS THAT SIT AT THE ENTRIES TO THE VARIOUS  SHOPPING MALLS-AND IT KIND OF PISSES ME OFF TO HAVE TO LOOK AT THEM.  THESE ARE NOT GOOD FOR OUR TOURISTS TO SEE…I DO NOT KNOW WHAT OTHER HOMELESS PEOPLE DO OTHER THAN SIT AND BEG FOR BEER MONEY,WITH THE CARDBOARD  SIGNS, SMOKING CIGARETTES AND SITTING IN THE FILTH THEY CREATE,  BUT I DO KNOW WHAT I DO TO AVOID LOOKING LIKE ONE OF THESE BUMS- I HAVE CHOSEN A PLACE TO PARK MY CAR AT NIGHT WHERE I FEEL SAFE AND FOR THE KINDNESS OF POLICE LETTING ME USE THIS SCENIC OVERLOOK- I HAVE KIND OF ADOPTED THE AREA TO CLEAN AAS IT WERE MY OWN HOME.  EVERY DAY I GET MY TRASH BUCKET OUT AND PUT A SIGN ON IT TELLING FOLKS THAT I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO TAKE PICS FOR THEM SO THEY CAN ALL BE IN THE PICTURES INSTEAD OF THE WIFE TAKING A PIC OF THE HUSBAND AND HIM THEN TAKING ONE OF HER-I FEEL IF YOU DO NOT GET AT THE LEAST SOME GOOD PICTURES OF YOUR LOVED ONE AND YOU HOLDING THEM-THAT YOU HAVE BEEEN CHEATED OF A MEMORY-SO I HAVE A BOARD I PROP UP NEXT TO THE TRASH BUCKET AND OFFER TO TAKE THEIR PICTURES…I AM SEEING SMILING FACES THE WHOLE DAY AND EVENINGS AND IT HAS HAD A WONDERFUL EFFECT ON MY STATE OF MIND!  I SIMPLY FORGOT HOW TO BE HAPPY, OR MY FAITH IN MANKIND HAD BEEN SO DEPLETED, I SAW NOTHING BUT THE BAD THINGS AROUND ME AND THEN THEY WOULD HAVE THE POWER OVER MY STATE OF MIND.  THAT IS UNACCEPTABLE FOR ME, NO ONE SHOULD HAVE THE POWER TO RUIN MY DAY AND I HAVE FOUND THIS NEW WAY TO AVOID THE CREEPY PEOPLE-HANG OUT AT THE SCENIC OVERLOOK AND TAKE PICTURES OF SMILING HAPPY PEOPLE!  I KNEW I NEEDED TO FIND BETTER PEOPLE TO BE AROUND BUT DID NOT REALIZE THEY WERE EVERYWHERE AND I COULD BENEFIT FROM THAT-JUST SEEING PEOPLE SMILE GIVES ME GREAT PLEASURE AND THEY GET THEIR MEMORIES OF THEM BEING SOMEPLACE BEAUTIFUL TOGETHER-WIN/WIN SITUATION!  AND IN RETURN FOR THE NICE SAFE PARKING PLACE AT NIGHT I CLEAN UP THE AREA OF CIGARETTE BUTTS AND OTHER TRASH-ONE BUCKET A DAY, AND I ALSO CUT THE RATTY LOOKING GRASS DOWN SO THE PETS CAN GO POTTY SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN WHERE THE TRUCKERS PARK.   IN THE FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN STAYING THERE YOU CAN ALREADY SEE THE IMPROVEMENT OF HOW THE PLACE LOOKS AND I PARK IN A DIFFERENT SPOT AND CLEAN THE NEXT AREA AROUND MY CAR- I DO NOT WANT TOURISTS TO THINK OF OUR BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS AS AN ASHTRAY-SO I PICK THE BUTTS UP AND I HAVE HAD SOME VERY POSITIVE THINGS HAPPENNING DUE TO THIS, TODAY A WOMAN ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF ME!   I HAVE SEEN SOME OF THE KINDNESS IN HUMANITY- PEOPLE SOMETIMES MAKE A DONATION TO ME, BUT I DO NOT ASK FOR MONEY – THERE IS NO DONATION BUCKET-ONLY THE ONE I FILL WITH TRASH EVERY DAY TO MAKE SUMMIT COUNTY,  THE PRIDE OF COLORADO.  I ALSO LOOK UPON IT AS LEADING BY EXAMPLE-CLEAN YOUR ENVIRONMENT UP SO IT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE WHERE ALL THE BUMS LIVE IN DENVER.   I AM THE HAPPIEST HOMELESS PERSON YOU WILL PROBABLY EVER MEET AND NOW I GET TO REFLECT THE SMILES OF THE PEOPLE I SEE AROUND ME!   I MAY BE SLEEPING IN MY CAR AGAIN-BUT I LOVE WHERE I WAKE UP AND WHAT I SEE SO I AM STAYING AND EVERYWHERE I PARK FOR THE EVENINGS WILL GET THE SAME SPRUCING UP SO THAT I AM WELCOMED AS A BOON TO SUMMIT CVOUNTY RATHER THAN AN EMBARRASSMENT!   NO CARDBOARD SIGN FOR ME, JUST A HAPPY PERSON CLEANING HOUSE EVERYWHERE SHE GOES.   IF ONLY ONE SINGLE PERSON SEES ME DOING THIS CLEANING UP OF CIGARETTE BUTTS AND OTHER TRASH AND STARTS TO DO IT THEMSELVES-I WILL HAVE MADE AN IMPROVEMENT TO THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE AND BE A ENVIRONMENTAL IMPROVEMENT AS A THANK YOU FOR MY NIGHT!  LEADING BY EXAMPLE IS THE BEST WAY TO SHOW PEOPLE HOW TO LIVE AND I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO RID THE PARKING AREAS OF FILTH.   MUST BE KILLING THE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO KEEP ME HURTING-CAUSE THE SMILE I LOST AFTER RENTING AN APARTMENT FROM MICHAEL SHURER AND BEING HACKED -IT IS BACK!  I WAS UNABLE TO OFFER THE MAN HACKING ME ONE LAST CHANCE TO CEASE AND DESIST THE DESTRUCTION OF MY LIFE BUT HE WILL BE GIVEN ONE LAST CHANCE AND IF HE CHOOSES TO CONTINUE TO HARM ME-I VOW I WILL SHOW EVERY FORMER CUSTOMER OF HIS THE CONTRACT I FOUND IN THE TRASH AND MAKE THEM WONDER IF THEY ARE ONE OF THE 26-29 OTHER CLIENTS BEING ILLEGALLY RECORDED OR EVEN TAKEN VIDEO WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION.   AND IF YOU THINK I MAKE IDEL THREATS, I STATE RIGHT HERE THAT I DO NOT THREATEN PEOPLE, I SAY I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING -THEN I DO IT.  END OF STORY.  I DO NOT WASTE MY TIME WITH LAME THREATS AS I9 AM A DOMINAR OF ACTION.   I REALLY HOPE THIS MAN WHO HAS MADE MY LIFE A HORROR STORY DECIDES TO TRY AND MAKE PEACE WITH ME,BUT THERE SIMPLY ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT YOUN CANNOT HELP-THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT, I GUESS.  IT IS LIKE THE JOKE-HOW MANY THERAPISTS DOES IT TAKE TO CHANGE A LIGHTBULB??? JUST ONE~BUT THE LIGHTBULB HAS TO WANT TO CHANGE!  THIS IS MY THERAPUTIC WRITING FOR TODAY, MONDAY 9-19-16 AND ANYONE WHO WANTS TO TAKE PHOTOS OR VIDEOS OF ME CLEANING UP OUR ENVIRONMENT-TAKE ALL YOU WANT- I FEEL I SHINE LIKE THE SUN AND EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH ME AS I DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO HELP FOLKS INSTEAD OF HURT THEM.  SO AS USUAL, ALL COMMENTS, WHETHER GOOD OR BAD ARE WELCOMED- AND FOR KEVIN BOYD, THE MAN THAT GAVE ME THE WONDERFUL BLANKET THAT KEEPS ME WARM, I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I ALSO THOUGHT HE WAS SEXY AS HELL, BUT THAT IS JUST ME CHECKING OUT THE PEOPLE I HAVE HIDDEN MYSELF FROM FOR SO LONG-I LOVE THE SILVER OF HIS HAIR AND ENJOYED OUR CONVERSATION AS I HAVE ZERO FRIENDS HERE ONLY MENTAL HEALTH TO TALK TO-AND THEY HAVE TO LISTEN-THIS GUY DID NOT HAVE TO LISTEN-HE JUST DID AND I AM ENJOYING BEING AROUND PEOPLE MORE THAN I EVER COULD HAVE IMAGINED WHEN I WAS A RECLUSE-BEING MADE HOMELESS HAS FORCED ME TO DEAL WITH MY MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES AND I THINK I AM DOING GREAT-YOU BE THE JUDGE. CLEANING UP YOUR ENVIRONMENT IS NOT MENTAL-JUST A BIT OF CIVIC PRIDE-HOPE IT CATCHES ON!

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