GUESS WE WILL ALL FIND OUT WHAT I AM REALLY LIKE WHEN I AM NOT HAVING MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY MESSED WITH BY THAT GOD AWFUL SOUND I HAVE  EEN HEARING ON AND OFF FOR QUITE A WHILE NOW.  I CAUGHT MY PC SAMPLING AUDIO AT 22050 Hz AND THE SOUND SHOULD NOT BE AUDIBLE TO ME AS I AM AN OLDER WOMAN AND HEARING HIGH PITCHED SOUNDS DECREASES WITH AGE, THAT IS COMMON KNOWLEDGE.  BUT THE PEOPLE HACKING ME DID NOT KNOW ABOUT MY EXTENSIVE EAR DAMAGE GOTTEN WHEN MY FORMER FIANCE, BRAD HILLIARD-THE MAN WHO INTRODUCED ME TO METH-WHEN WE WOULD COME DOWN FROM THE DOPE, HE WOULD TAKE THE BOOTS TO ME AND I ENDED EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND CURLED UP IN THE FETAL POSITION ON THAT KITCHEN FLOOR WHILE A 265 POUND BIKER KICKED ME ALL OVER MY BODY UNTIL WAS TIRED OF NEATING ME, THIS WENT ON EVERY WEEKEND FOR OVER TWO YEARS AND THE RESULT WAS UPPER AND LOWER SPINE DAMAGE AND BOTH EARDRUMS BEING REPEATEDLY RUPTURED AND SCAR TISSUE FORMED  AND WAS RE RUPTURED OVER AND OVER TO THE POINT THAT I COULD HOLD MY NOSE WHILE UNDER WATER IN THE TUB AND BLOW BUBBLES FROM BOTH EARS.   DUE TO THIS I HAVE HAD ONGOING EAR INFECTIONS AND SURGURIES AND THIS PAINFUL PROBLEM LEFT ME VERY HARD OF HEARING BUT WITH THE ABILITY TO HEAR ULTRA HIGH PITCHED SOUNDS…WHEN I WENT TO VISIT MY FAMILY RECENTLY, THE HACKERS FOLLOWED ME THERE – MY NIECES WERE ABLE TO HEAR THE SOUND VERY WELL AND ONE OF THEM SAID SHE COULD FEEL THE VIBRATIONS OF THE SOUND WHEN SHE PRESSED HER EAR TO THE WALLS AT MY DADDY’s  PLACE…I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO PROVE THIS SOUND IS TORTURING  ME FOR QUITE SOME TIME AND WHEN I GOT ANOTHER IPAD I WAS ABLE TO ADD A MIXPAD APP AND WAS ABLE TO RECORD IT AND GET A VISUAL REPRESENTATION OF THE 3 SEPARATE OCCILATING SOUNDS ON TWO DIFFERENT MIXER APPS.  I FINALLY HAD MY PROOF BUT NO ONE,INCLUDING ME KNEW WHY THIS SOUND WAS OCCURING… COME TO FINS OUT THAT THIS SOUND WAS EFFECTING  THE DOPAMINE AND SEROTONIN LEVELS IN MY BODY, CAUSING ME TO GO THRU EPISODES OF PARANOIA AND BECOME SCHIZOPHRENIC.   I COULD HEAR OR RATHER ‘FEEL’ THE SOUND BY RESONANCE ALONG MY JAWLINE UP TO WHERE THERE WAS METAL THAT HAD BEEN PUT THERE WHEN MY JAW WAS COMPLETELY SNAPPED BY SOME GUY WHO DID NOT LIKE ME REFUSING TO FUCK HIM AND HIS BUDDIES WHO I WAS DRINKING WITH WHEN I WAS ABOUT 18 YEARS OLD, ONE GOOD PUNCH FROM A PISSED OFF AND HORNY DRUNK CHANGED THE WAY I HEAR FOR LIFE.  WELL, NOW YOU HAVE A BIT OF MY PAST EXPLAINED AS TO WHY I HEAR A SOUND I SHOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HEAR AT MY AGE.  RESONANCE.  AND THIS IS THE KICKER – pun not intended – I CAN HEAR THIS GOD AWFUL NOISE AT CERTAIN TIMES RAMP UP TO THE POINT THAT IT CAUSES ME PHYSICAL PAIN OR INDUCES STRANGE EFFECTS TO MY BODY, THIS SOUND CHANGES, SOMETIMES IT SOUNDS LIKE A FAST TICKING -TIC,TIC,TIC, OTHER TIMES IT IS LIKE RUNNING WATER AND THEN THERE ARE TIMES THAT THE SOUND IS SO BAD THAT I GET THIS FEELING THAT I NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT OF WHEREEVER I AM, KIND OF LIKE A GUT FEELING THAT CANNOT BE IGNORED TELLING ME TO RUN CAUSE I AM BEING HARMED.  THESE NOISES CAN MAKE ME SUFFER NUMBER OF THINGS THAT I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING FOR WELL OVER A YEAR… THIS SOUND CAN GIVE ME THE ‘PUKE-POOP’ URGE OR JUST MAKE ME FORGET WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO, THERE IS ALSO WHAT I CALL GETTING ‘SCATTERBRAINED’ THE SOUND WILLJUST SCRAMBLE MY BRAIN LIKE THAT COMMERCIAL ABOUT YOUR BRAIN ON DRUGS WHERE THEY FRY AN EGG… THERE IS  ALSO A SOUND THAT CAN MAKE ME BELCH UNCONTROLLABLY AND VERY LOUDLY IN PUBLIC OR SNEEZE REPEATEDLY, NOT JUST A FEW TIMES-20 PLUS TIMES IN FAST SUCCESSION TO THE POINT THAT I PISS MYSELF.  LOTS OF FUN THERE. NOW YOU KNOW WHY I WEAR TWO PAIR OF PANTIES ALL THE TIME. THE POINT BEING THESE SOUNDS EFFECT MY BODY IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT KIND OF INTERNAL DAMAGE THESE SOUNDS CAUSE-MY FORMER NEIGHBORS ON ONE SIDE GOT MIGRAINES, THE  MOM AND HER GIRLS GOT A SAMPLE OF THE MIGRAINES I BEGAN TO GET AND THE NEIGHBOR ON THE OTHER SIDE DIED OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT- ANAL BLEEDING…TO DEATH.  THANK GOD I HAD THOSE MIGRAINES AS BAD AS I DID OR I WOULD HAVE SEEN MY FRIEND CARRIED OUT TO THE CORONER VEHICLE IN A BODYBAG…ONE DAY I GOOGLED WHAT CREATES SOUND AT 22050 Hz AND IT WAS MICROPHONES AND OTHER AUDIO EQUIPMENT THAT CAME UP.  THEN I GOOGLED EFFECTS TO THE HUMAN BODY AND FOUND OUT THAT THAT FREQUENCY EFFECTS THE SEROTONIN AND DOPAMINE LEVELS IN YOUR BRAIN…  THAT WAS NOT ALL I WAS LOOKING UP BECAUSE THEN THE SOUND BEGANTO GET WORSE AND THE PC WAS TELLING ME THAT AUDIO WAS BEING SAMPLED AT 41000 Hz.  THE SOUND HAD DOUBLED AND SO DID THE PAIN IT CAUSED… I DO NOT HAVE TINNITUS, I HAVE AN AUDIO AND VIDEO  BUSINESS HACKING ME AND THEY HAVE SOME WAY TO TRANSMIT THIS SOUND AT ME.  THEY HAVE THE KNOW HOW AND THEY HAVE THE EQUIPMENT TO DO IT.  THEY HAVE A WHOLE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS AT THIER DISPOSAL AND APPARENTLY MICHAEL SHURER HAS A SHITLOAD OF METH TO GIVE THESE SICK FUCKS THAT FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I GO, EVEN TO DIFFERENT STATES AND COUNTIES HERE IN COLORADO.  THEY STAY UP ALL NIGHT APPARENTLY AND DESTROY MY THINGS IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS WHEN REGULAR FOLKS SLEEP, THE EVENT LOGS SHOW THE TIME… ANY SENSE OF SAFETY I MAY HAVE HAD IS LONG GONE DUE TO THIS AND THE SOUND IS PRESENT IN MY RV RIGHT NOW AND IT IS AS IRRITATING AS IT GETS AND THE ONLY THING I HAVE FOUND TO PROVIDE RELIEF OF ANY KIND IS TO CUT THE CANNULAS AND MAKE TUBES FORMY EARS THAT REDUCE THE AMOUNT OF SOUND THAT CAN ENTER MY EARS BUT THIS DOES NOT HELP THE PAIN FROM RESONANCE AT ALL… I DO NOT KNOW WHAT PRODUCES THIS SOUND BUT WHEN IT IS PRESENT AND ESPECIALLY LOUD, I TRY TO FEED THE CROWS AT THE SCENIC OVERLOOKS AND THEY REFUSE TO COME GET THE DONUTS AND OTHER TREATS I SET OUT IN A SEMICIRCLE.  ONE DAY I WATCHED AS ONE OF THE DOMINANT CROWS FLEW DOWN TO THE SIDEWALK AND LONGINGLY STARED AT THE BOUNTY OF DONUTS I HAD PUT OUT FOR THEM.   THE BIRD WOULD TAKE A FEW STEPS TOWARDS THEM AND THEN BACK UP AND THEN FLY AWAY WITHOUT EVEN GRABBING ONE HUNK…THE ANIMALS CAN HEAR IT AND IT APPARENTLY HURTS THEM TOO.  I HAVE FOUND BEAM FORMING DIRECTIONAL MICROPHONES ON THE DTC CONTROLS IN MY PC.  A WHOLE BUNCH OF HIDDEN MICROPHONES HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTED BY TIME AND DATE STAMPED PHOTOS OF THE THINGS I KEEP SEEING ADDED TO MY PC IN THE DEVICE MANAGER… THAT AND A WHOLE BUNCH OF NETWORK ADAPTERS AND OTHER THINGS…IF I DISABLE OR UNINSTALL THEM THE HACKERS SEND THE PC THE RESET/ RAIDPORT O SEVERAL TIMES TO KILL THE PC,THAT DAMN BSOD… BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH…I HAVE SEEN THE RED SCREEN OF DEATH, BLACK SCREEN OF DEATH AS WELL AS A SHITLOAD OF MASTER KEY CREATION AND WORSE.   SOMETHING HAS BEEN PLACED IN MY RV, IT EFFECTS BATTERIES AND ON THE CEILING OF MY RV THERE ARE A COUPLE OF THOSE CHEAP PUSH LITES YOU STICK IN CLOSETS THAT HAVE  EVER HAD THE BATTERIES CHANGED BUT THAT STILL ARE WORKING EVEN THOUGH I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO TURN THEM OFF A FEW TIMES AND THEY WERE ON ALL NITE LONG.  THE OTHER TWO THAT WERE LEFT NOT STUCK ANYWHERE HAVE NOT WORKED SINCE THE FIRST WEEK I HAD THIS RV.  THER IS ALSO A HOT SPOT THAT I SAW ON THE ROOF OF MY RV WHEN I FIRST GOT IT AND WENT UP TO  LOOK FOR LEAKS THAT HAD IT RAINING INSIDE THE RV.  IT IS WHERE  THERE SHOULD NOT BE ANY WIRING,BETWEEN THE VENT IN THE BATHROOM AND OVER THE CAB.  I SAW THE SNOW HAD BEEN MELTED THERE.  I STILL HAVE NOT TAKEN THE AREA APART AND INSPECTED IT BUT I DO KNOW THAT MY  DIFFERENT STEREOS I AM HAVING RECEPTION PROBLEMS WITH ACT RATHER WIERD IN A CERTAIN SPOT…I HAVE TRIED A NUMBER OF ANTENNAS BUT STILL HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO LISTEN TO ANY MUSIC FOR LONG, JUST ANOTHER FORM OF DDOS ATTACK.  MAKING SURE I CANNOT HAVE ENTERTAINMENTOF ANY KIND,NO RADIO,NO DVD,NO SHIT.   AND THIS HAS BEEN GETTING WORSE AND WORSE OVER THE LAST COUPLE YEARS.  POLICE CLAIM NOT TO HAVE THE INTELLINGENCE TO UNDERSTAND THE HACKING, BUT THE COPSHOP IN SILVERTHORNE WAS HACKED, WONDER WHAT THEY FOUND…I UNDERSTAND THAT THE COPS DO NOT HAVE THE PROGRAMMING SKILLS MY HACKERS DO MUCH LESS THE EQUIPMENT TO DO IT WITH AND ME, I AM DOING MY BEST TO TEACH MYSELF HOW TO LEARN PROGRAMMING BUT I DO NOT HAVE FULL LIBRARY PRIVELEDGES AFTER I GOT HOLD OF A BOOK ABOUT PORTSCANNING… I HAD FOUND WHAT I NEEDED TO LEARN AND HAD USED MY HIGHLIGHTERPENS ON PRACTICALLY THE WHOLE BOOK AS ALL OF IT WAS RELEVANT AND EVEN THOUGHT I PAID FOR THE BOOK AND EVEN RETURNED IT AFTER THE HEAD LIBRARIAN IN THE FRISCO LIBRARY INFERRED I WOULD HAVE MY PRIVELGES RESTORE IF I RETURNED THE BOOK, SHE REFUSES TO GIVE ME FULL USE OF THE SUMMIT COUNTY LIBRARIESAND MATERIALS.  SHE DID NOT EVEN TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION MY MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES… SHE TOLD ME TO COME BACK IN A YEAR AND THEN MAYBE SHE WOULD LET ME HAVE MY LIBRARY USE RESTORED, BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH,I DO NOT THINK SHE WILL EVER DO THIS, EVER.   I AM SURE SHE HAS SEEN OTHER BOOKS WRITTEN IN BY OTHER PEOPLE OR KIDS BUT DID NOT TREAT THE PEOPLE WHO DID IT LIKE SHE HAS ME. I PAID  FOR THE BOOK AND RETURNED IT, I EVEN ADMITTED IT IN ANVANCE OF THEM FINDING OUT I HAD USED A HIGHLIGHT PEN IN THE BOOK-MORE DISCRIMINATION TO THOSE OF US BIPOLAR FOLK… BUT THAT HAS NOT KEPT ME FROM LEARNING, I LOOK AT WHAT THE HACKERS DISABLE IN THE EVENT LOGS AND AM ABLE TO LEARN SOME OF WHAT IS BEING DONE BUT I AM JUST GOING TO  HAVE TO TEACH MYSELF WHAT I NEED TO STOP THIS SHIT.   EVERYTHING I HAVE LEFT IS BEING ACCESSED AND DESTROYED AS I AND THE LADIES AT THE LOCAL LIBRARIES WATCH.   THEY HAVE SEEN SOME PRETTY FUCKED UP STUFF ON THIER LIBRARY PC’s AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT THESE THINGS ARE CAUSED BY OR WHAT THE DEBUGGER SHOWS THEM BUT THEY THEMSELVES HAVE SEEN THE   PC’s AT THE PUBLIC LIBRARIES  GET THE RED, BLACK AND BLUE SCREENS OF DEATH AND HAVE WATCHED AS I HAVE TRIED PRINTING UP MY ARTICLES OF THERAPUTIC WRITING AND THIER PRINTERS DO THE CRAZIEST CRAP YOU CAN IMAGINE.   OTHERS CAN USE THE COMPUTERS WITHOUT THIS CREEPY CRAP HAPPENNING TO THEM BUT NOT ME, I CANNOT EVEN TRUST MY CHEAP CELLPHONE TO WORK RIGHT.   AND THIS STUFF IS GETTING EASIER TO UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE DAY AND ONE DAY I  WILL HAVE THE EPIPHANY OF A LIFETIME AND WILL UNDERSTAND EVERY DAMN THING ABOUT COMPUTERS THAT MY HACKERS KNOW AND MOST LIKELY MORE THAN THEY DOS THEY ARE DRUG ADDICTS AND DRUNKS AND I HAVE BEAT ALL THAT BY MY STRENGTH OF MIND AND WILL TO NOT DIE A FUCKING DRUG ADDICT.   AND I WILL BE DAMNED IF I GOT CLEAN AND SOBER  JUST TO BE A PERMANENT VICTIM OF MICHAEL SHURER AND HIS PACK OF IDIOTS AT HIS AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS THAT BRAGS ABOUT BEING ABLE TO REMOTELY ACCESS YOUR WHOLE HOME AND EVERYTHING IN IT…I WILL BE DAMNED IF I WILL SPEND THE LAST OF MY LIFE CLEAN AND SOBER BUT BE VICTIMISED BY AN UNETHICAL MAN I CAUGHT AT A NUMBER OF CRIMES, INCLUDING CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND BLOCKING ME FROM USING MY COMCAST MODEM BY USING UP ALL THE PRE CONFIGURATION ASSOCIATION ADDRESSES OF MY PC.  I WAS THE REMOTE USER OF MY ETHERNET CONNECTED INTERNET BECAUSE I CAUGHT SOMEONE USING HIS ROUTER CREATING A NEW USER IN MY PC’s ON 7-23-13 at 3:19pm AND SINCE THEN THE ‘TRUSTED INSTALLER’ HAS TAKEN OVER EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ELECTRONIC DEVICE I HAD SINCE CATCHING HIS EMPLOYEES CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND SLAPPING SPLITTERS ON THE  UILDING AND WIRING UP EMPLOYEE UNITS IN  THE APARTMENTS HE HAS IN FRASER,COLORADO WHEN I USED TO LIVE IN GRAND COUNTY,COLORADO.   AT LEAST I USED MY CAMERAS TO TAKE PICS OF ALL OF THE CRAZY CRAP WHEN I CAUGHT IT, NOT KNOWING WHAT IT MEANT, I TOOK PICTURES OF ALL THE FILES AFTER I FIGURED OUT HOW TO OPEN THEM, ALL OF IT.  SINCE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANT, I TOOK PICS OF IT ALL AND HAVE IT ON VARIOUS TYPES OF MEDIA FOR WHEN I FINALLY A  ABLE TO LEARN WHAT I NEED TO PROSECUTE THIS SICK FUCK FOR ALL THE HELL HE HAS PUT ME THROUGH SINCE CATCHING HIS LAZY ASS EMPLOYEES LEAVING AN EXTENSION LADDER BETWEEN MY TWO BACK WINDOWS WHERE MY SATELLITE DISH WAS FOR OVER A WEEK…LAZY THIEVES.  HAD THEY NOT LEFT THAT LADDER THERE AS LONG AS THEY DID, I MAY NEVER HAVE CAUGHT THE HACKING.   THE BITCH OF ALL THIS IS THAT EVEN THOUGH I CAUGHT MY PUBLIC UTILITIES BEING CUT INTO BY HIS EMPLOYEES I CANNOT GET THIS BUSINESS INVESTIGATED BECAUSE THEY BLOCK ANY EVIDENCE FROM GETTING OUT TO THE AUTHORITIES.  BUT JUST LIKE DRUGS,BOOZE AND CIGARETTES, I WILL BEAT THIS CREEP AND ALL HIS METH USING MINIONS.   JUST WATCH AND SEE.  LAZY THIEVES ARE NOT SMART CROOKS AND THEY WILL BE FOUND OUT AND THE WHOLE NEST OF THEM WILL BE ERADICATED BY ME.  THE ONLY ONE  WILLING TO RISK LOSING MY WAY OF LIVING TO PROVE THE CRIMES DONE TO ME BY AN UNETHICAL FUCK LIKE MICHAEL SHURER.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 1-11-17  I MAY NOT HAVE A FRIEND IN THE WORLD BUT I DO HAVE THE STRENGTH OF CHARACHTER REQUIRED TO DO ANYTHING I SET OUT TO DO, THE THINGS THAT OTHERS CANNOT QUIT WITHOUT PILLS OR PALATIVES OR SUPPORT GROUPS OR JUST BEING IN JAIL UNABLE TO GET THE DRUGS THAT GOT THEM JAILED IN THE FIRST PLACE.  FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I CAN SEE THINGS I WOULD  NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CATCH WERE I STILL A DOPE FIEND. NO BRAG-JUST FACT.

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