I HATE SEEING THE TRASH AT OUR SCENIC OVERLOOKS AND WHEN I PARK MON WEEKENDS -I PICK UPET ONE BUCKET OF TRASH FOR THE USE OF OVERNIGHT PARKING BUT THE TRUCKER SIDE OF THE OVERLOOK IS DISGUSTING-THERE ARE LITERALLY SEVERAL BAGS OF HUMAN SHIT AND THE CLOTHING USED TO WIPE THEIR REAR IN BAGS ON THE GROUND RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE $1000 FINE FOR LITTERING SIGN.  I TOOK A PICTURE OF A CHILD LOOKING AT IT TODAY RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE SIGN AND TODAY WENT TO FRISCO POLICE STATION AND TURNED IN A TRUCKER LOG FOUND RIGHT NEXT TO THE BAG OF CRAP SO THAT FRISCO CAN START TO COLLECT THE FINES WITH THE EVIDENCE I WILL BE GIVING THEM AND I HOPE THIS STARTS SOME KIND OF ACTIONS TOI END THE LEAVING OF BOTTLES OF PEE AND BAGS OF CRAP AND THE CLOTHING USED TO WIPE WITH SO TOURISTS DO NOT HAVE TO SEE IT.  YOU GET CHOLERA FROM HUMAN WASTE-CHOLERA…  IT IS AN ENVIRONMENTAL VIOLATION OF THE WORST KIND AND SUMMIT COUNTY SHOULD NOT HAVE PLACES WHERE THE TOURISTS TAKE PICTURES LOOKING LIKE THIS- IT IS SO SAD THAT CHILDREN ARE WALKING AMONG MULTIPLE BAGS OF PEOPLE POOP.  I TRY TO LEAD BY EXAMPLE, I REALLY DO… SO THAT PEOPLE WILL SEE THAT THERE IS AT LEAST SOMEONE IN THIS COUNTY THAT CARES HOW PEOPLE REMEMBER IT, AND IF I HAVE TO BUY EXPENSIVE HEAVY DUTY TRASH BAGS WITH WHAT LITTLE I GET FROM SSI-$5900 A YEAR TO LIVE OFF-I WILL SPEND THE MONEY GLADLY AND DO THE CLEANING SO THAT OTHERS DO NOT GET SICK FROM IT-I AM ALREADY TERMINALLY ILL FROM BLOOD DISEASES I GAVE MYSELF WHEN I WAS A JUNKIE, EVEN IF I DO NOT LOOK LIKE IT-THAT IS BECAUSE I TAKE CARE OF MY HEALTH TO AN EXTENT YOU PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN TO THE POINT OF DEATH AND BELIEVE ME-IT IS NOT UNDER RATED…IT HURTS.  I DO THE CLEANING AS ONE OF THE WAYS TO DEAL WITH MY MENTAL STRESS-DISTRACTION IS THE ONLY TOOL THAT MIND SPRINGS OFFERS AND PICKING UP TRASH DEFINITELY WILL TAKE YOUR MIND OFF THOUGHTS THAT CAUSE DISTRESS.  BUT THAT IS THE ONLY TOOL THEY HAVE FOR A CLIENT THAT IS NOT A DRUG ADDICT OR A DRINKER-I AM A VICTIM AND MIND SPRINGS SIMPLY DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO HELP VICTIMS…I HOPE THEY REALLY CAN HELP THOSE WITH WEAK MINDS BUT SO FAR THEY ARE STILL ASKING ME-“WHAT CAN WE DO TO HELP YOU?”  I AM FIGURING OUT THINGS MOST PEOPLE SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO CONTEMPLATE WHEN IT COMES TO HACKING, ELECTRONIC ATTACKS AND BEING ABLE TO HANDLE THEM AND SINCE GETTING OFF THE DRUG SEROQUEL- I HAVE ONLY HAD 4 FLIGHT OR FIGHT EPISODES I WAS UNABLE TO CONTROL AND WHEN I WAS STILL ON THAT DRUG-I WAS DEALING WITH THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT THING ON AN ALMOST DAILY BASIS.  I HAVE REQUESTED A FULL MENTAL HEALTH RE-EVALUATION NOW THAT I AM OFF THAT DRUG.  I JUST THOUGHT THE WORLD SHOULD KNOW WHY NI AM IN THIS STATE OF MIND-ALSO I HAVE NOT HAD A SINGLE MANIC ATTACK SINCE BEING OFF THEN DRUG-I WONDER IF IT WAS CAUSING THEM NOW…THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 3-15-17

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