Archives for category: ADVENTURES OF LIVING WITH A PSYCHOTIC CAT

YEP, THAT SCAREDY CAT IS LOVING HIS JACKSON GALAXY FEATHERED CATFISHIN ROD CAUSE MAMA DONE SOAKED IT IN CATNIP LEAVES FOR HIM!  THIS CAT IS ACTUALLY NIGGER RICH, AS FAR AS CATS CAN BE WEALTHY, HE HIT THE KITTY CAT JACKPOT.  HE HAS SEVERAL KINDS OF FOOD A DAY BUT THE ONES HE LOVES MOST OF ALL ARE THE SOFT KITTY CRUMBS I FOUND FOR HIM, THE HARD ONES HE DONT LIKE SO MUCH CAUSE HE HAS SOME BROKEN TEETH SO I FOUND HIM SOME SOFT KIBBLES AND THIS CAT IS EATING THEM LIKE THEY AINT GONNA MAKE NO MORE OF THEM, I PUT OUT TWO KINDS A DAY ANDBOTH CUPS ARE USUALLY EMPTY BEFORE DINNER AND HE HAS A BOWLING BALL SHAPE THAT HAS ME LAUGHING!  DADDY COMPLAINED TO ME TODAY ABOUT THE CAT AS IT WAS STUCK TO HIS LAP WHILE I WAS SLEEPING TODAY, I MUST HAVE STEPPED ON A SCORPION AS ONE FOOT IS QUITE SWOLLEN, SO MUCH SO THAT I CANNOT USE MY TREADMILL AT ALL, THE PAIN WAS SO BAD LAST NIGHT THAT I CHOSE MORPHINE OVER ANOTHER ALL NIGHT THROBBING SESSION SO KITTY HAD TO SIT ON DADDY TODAY… MY LITTLE STINKER HAS GOTTEN QUITE FOND OF ME LATELY AS I HAVE MADE HIM HIS OWN PILLOW SO HE CAN LAY NEXT TO ME DURING THE DAY AND HE HAS TAKEN TO SLEEPING WITH ME ALMOST THE WHOLE NOGHT TOO, FINALLY GETTING HIS BOWLINGBALL SHAPED BUTT UP AROUND4am AND I CAN HEAR HIM YELL FOR FOOD AROUND 6am, HE SOUNDS SO PITIFUL YELLING FOR HIS MEATY BREAKFAST, YOU WOULD THINK WE WERE STARVING HIM IF YOU HEARD IT… BUT THIS IS OUR KITTY AND HE IS THE LUCKIEST CAT I KNOW CAUSE HE HAS ME!!! HE EVEN HAS A $245 DOLLAR LASER BUT HE IS STILL TOO SCARED TO PLAY WITH IT YET, IT IS A MIRACLE THAT I CAN PLAY WITH HIM WITH ANY CAT TOY–THAT IS HOW SPYCHOTIC HE USED TO BE, JUST RATTLING OF THE LIZARD TOY WOULD HAVE HIM BOLTING FOR THE CHAIR HE USED TO HIDE UNDER! ME SHOWING UP HAS DEFINITELY CHANGED THIS ANIMAL FROM A SCAREDY CAT TO A SPOILED ROTTEN KID FOR BOTH DADDY AND ME TO LAUGH AT AND THE BEST THING IS I AM TRAINING HIM TO COME WHEN I CALL HIM AND HE IS LEARNING TO DO IT REAL GOOD EXCEPT FOR TODAY WHEN HE WAS WANTING TO HOLD DADDY DOWN IN THE CHAIR SO HE COULD NOT PLAY ON HIS PC, THE CAT IS JEALOUS OF THE PC AND HAS TAKEN TO SITTING ON THE CLOSED LAPTOP TO KEEP DADDY FROM PLAYING SOLITAIRE ON IT AND HE HAS PUSHED EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON THAT SHELF WHERE HE WAS SQEEZING IN UNDER TO THE FLOOR.  I WAS LAUGHING PRETTY GOOD AS I WATCHED THIS CAT TRY AND SQUEEZE HIS GUT UNDER THE SHELF WHERE THE PC IS, HE HAD TO WEDGE HIMSELF INTO THE SPOT UNDER THE SHELF BY WIGGLING BACK AND FORTH…BUT ONCE YOUR CAT MAKES HIS MIND UP TO DO SOMETHING, YOU CAN BET HE WILL TAKE THE TIME TO WADDLE OVER AND DO IT!  IM TELLING YOU, THIS CAT IS ABOUT THE ONLY GOOD THING IN MY LIFE SINCE MY HACKERS ARE STILL INFECTING MY IPAD DAILY WITH MULTIPLE VIRUSES, IT HAS GOTTEN SO BAD I CANT EVEN WATCH MOVIES ON THE WEEKENDS AT ALL, USUALLY STARTS UP ON FRIDAY AND IF THERE IS A HOLIDAY, IT LASTS TIL TUESDAY.   I STILL CANNOT UPLOAD ANYTHING TO THE CLOUD AND MY IPAD IS COMPLETELY FULL STORAGEWISE, I CANNOT TAKE PICS OR VIDEO MOSTOF THE TIME AND WHEN I  AN IT IS ONLY BECAUSE MY HACKERS HAVE REMOVED SOMETHING.  AT LEAST TODAY THERE IS NO NOISE PISSING ME OFF  THE MOVIES AND YOUTUBE BEING BLOCKED IS BAD ENOUGH WITHOUT HAVING TO LISTEN TO THAT CRAP.  SO I AM STUCK IN BED TIL WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MY RIGHT FOOT DROPS THE SWELLING, ENFORCED BREAK.  WELL NIGHT TO YOU ALL, I AM GOING TO TAKE THAT MORPHINE AND GET AGOOD NIGHTS SLEEP SINCE I CANNOT WATCH ANYTHING ON MY IPAD…CANT EVENPUT A NEW PASSWORD ON MY ROUTER…SAD. ALMOST FORGOT…DISH SENT ME A BILL TODAY WITH AN INTERRUPTION OF SERVICE NOTICE, IF I DO NOT WANT SERVICE CANCELLED, THEY WANT ALMOST $500 BUCKS.  I KNEW SOMEONE WAS STILL USING THE DISH SERVICE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN CUT OFF AT THE END OF JULY.  MAYBE NOW THERE IS A SERVICE INTERUPPTION IS WHY THE HACKERS ARE HARRASSING ME WIRSE THAN USUAL, NO MORE FREE SPORTS AND PORN FROM MY SERVICE.

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YES, IT SEEMS  IT TAKES FIVE FULL MONTHS FOR A FERAL CAT TO ACCEPT A HUMAN INTO ITS CIRCLE.  I HAVE  HAD TO CHANGE PLACES FOR SLEEP A FEW TIMES BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN SOUND AND NOW I HAVE ME A LITTLE  CUSHION FORT TO PROTECT ME FROM THE MAIN BLAST OF TICKING NOISE I AM CURRENTLY BEING ASSAULTED WITH AND THE CAT SEEMS TO LIKE THE ARRAINGEMENT AS HE NOW HAS A PILLOW OF HIS OWN TO LAY ON RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND HE IS USING IT! HE IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME RIGHT NOW AS I TYPE AND I LIKE IT A LOT, IT HAS BEEN MANY YEARS SINCE I DARED TO HOPE FOR HAVING PETS IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS BECAUSE HUMANS LIKE TO HARM THE THINGS I LOVE.  HOPEFULLY THE CAT WILL BE SAFE ENOUGH LIVING IN THIS NOISE BUT I CAN SEE THAT IT EFFECTS HIM NONE THE LESS.  I USED TO WATCH WILDLIFE VERY CLOSELY WHEN THE SOUND WOULD GET BAD SO I COULD KIND OF GET A DIRECTION AS TO WHERE THE SOUND WAS VOMING FROM, THE ANIMALS WOULD NOT COME NEAR MY RV TOWARDS THE END OF MY STAY IN COLORADO BECAUSE OF THE NOISE  COMING FROM SOMETHING PLACED IN THE RV LIKE THERE IS NOW A NOISE IN THE CAR THAT MATCHES WHATEVER THE SOUND IS IN DADS TRAILER.  I JUST GOT OVER ANOTHER BRITAUL SOUND ASSAULT THAT LEFT ME WITH A TWO DAY MIGRAINE.  THE SOUND QUIT FOR A SHORT WHILE BUT IT IS BACK AND TICKING AWAY AS I TYPE THIS ON A RAINY TEXAS MORNING BUT THE CAT SEEMS TO BE PRETTY HAPPY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME AND IT IS REALLY NOT THAT BAD RIGHT NOW SO I CAN IGNORE IT EASIER, I CAN IMAGINE IT WILL START  UP BEING SUPER FAST AND LOUD BEFORE TOO LONG THOUGH.  I AM FINSLLY STARTING TO SHOW A BACKWARD STEP IN THE EDEMA BUT IT HAS BEEN BECAUSE I AM NOT EATING OR DRINKING AT ALL DURING THE DAY AND DOING THREE MILES A DAY ON THE TREADMILL I GOT MYSELF, I TROT FOUR TIMES A DAY, BESIDES THE SELF IMPOSED FASTING, ONE MILE FIRST RATTLE OUT OF THE BOX THEN 3/4 A MILE AT NOON, ANOTHER 3/4 MILE AT 3 PM AND THEN A HALF MILE AT SIX PM… THAT IS A PRETTY TIGHT SCHEDULE TO KEEP JUST TO STOP THE EDEMA FROM GETTING ANY WORSE BUT IT IS WHAT HAS TO BE DONE SO I DO IT WHETHER I HAVE A MIGRAINE OR NOT…THAT IS WHAT SEPARATES THE JUNK FROM THE JEWELS.  THE ABILITY TO SET A DIFFICULT PATH FOR YOURSELF THEN TO STICK WITH IT DAY AFTER DAY WHATEVER THE WEATHER OR ISSUES THAT MAY COME UP.  I AM A SLAVEDRIVER WHEN IT COMES TO DOING WHAT I MUST TO REGAIN CONTROL OF MY HEALTH AFTER ALL I SPENT A WHOLE YEAR GETTING RID OF OVER 100 POUNDS.  IT WAS SO BAD THAT I COULD NOT GET INTO ANY OF MY DRESSES DUE TO THE EDEMA THAT WAS PUTTING ON SOMETIMES 5 POUNDS OF WATER ON MY MIDSECTION BEFORE NOON, I HAD TO DO SOMETHING BEFORE I  COULD NOT DO ANYTHING.  FOR SOMEONE WITH A MOUTH THAT NEVER SEEMS TO SHUT UP THAT IS A PRETTY TALL ORDER BUT I AM REAL GOOD IT SEEMS AT CONTROLLING WHAT GOES INTO MY MOUTH, WHAT COMES OUT OF IT HOWEVER STILL SEEMS TO SHOCK EVEN ME AT TIMES BUT A AM WORKING ON THAT AS BEST I CAN.  I MAY BE WATCHING MY WEIGHT BUT IT IS WATER BEING RETAINED, NOT FAT.  MY HANDS AND FEET ARE NOT COLLECTING ANY WATER AS OF NOW BUT MY CHEST HAS GOT 20 FULL POUNDS OF FLUID AROUND MY LUNGS AND ORGANS.  THIS IS A VERY UNCOMFORTABLE THING TO DEAL WITH WHEN COUPLED WITH INDICED DEPRESSION BUT I AM COPING AS BEST I CAN… I AM GETTING SOME OF THE THINGS BACK I HAVE HAD TO SELL OR JUST GIVE AWAY THAT I GOT AS TREATS OR TOUS AND YESTERDAY I GOT DADDY N ME A SMALL DEEP FRYER SO WE CAN ENJOY HOME MADE ONION RINGS AND DEEP FRIED MUSHROOMS! I HAD A REAL NICE DEEP FRYER, A PROFESSIONAL ONE I GAVE FIFTY BUCKS FOR, I REMEMBER IT CAUSE I GOT IT RIGHT BEFORE I GOT MY ICE CREAM MAKER…I USED TO MAKE THE BOMB ICE CREAMS!  LOTS OF FRESH FRUITS AND COCONUT WAS WHAT I LIKED  MAYBE DADDY AND I CAN DO THIS TOO SOON, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS UNLESS YOU ARE DEEPLY DEPRESSED, THEN ALL IT HOLDS IS DARK THINGS.   SPEAKING OF DEPRESSING THINGS, REMEMBER THE BUZZARD WITH THE BROKEN WING I TRIED TO HELP?  I THINK IT LIVED AS I SAW SOMEONE HAD THROWN OUT A BUNCH OF BREAD RIGHT WHERE IT WAS THE OTHER DAY… THERE WAS A DOG EATING SOME OF THE BREAD SO THAT IS HOW I KNOW IT WAS FOOD INSTEAD OF TRASH.  I STILL REMEMBER TOUCHING THE FEET OF THE BUZZARD, I KNOW THE WAY ITS FLESH FEELS FROM WHEN I GRABBED HOLD OF ITS CLAWS WHEN I THREW THE BLANKET OVER IT, IT REMINDED ME OF A GILA MONSTER LIZARD I ONCE OWNED, FELT EXACTLY LIKE THE SCALES OF THE CRITTER WHICH ARE KIND OF LIKE ROUND  SCALES, VERY SOFT WHICH WAS KIND OF SURPRIZING… I WILL NEVER FORGET HOLDING A GIANT BUZZARD BY THE FEET AS I GOT A GOOD TAP FROM ITS BEAK RIGHT AFTER I GRABBED THEM, IT DID NOT UNDERSTAND I WAS TRYING TO HELP SO I DO NOT RESENT THE CUT I GOT.  TODAY IS KIND OF NICE AND LAZY, YESTERDAY I COOKED MY FIRST ROAT THAT I CONSIDER AS GOOD, I ROASTED IT SLOWLY IN THE OVEN WRAPPED IN TINFOIL FROM 9 am TIL AFTER 3 pm AND COOKED CARROTS AND YELLOW POTATOES IN ANOTHER ALUMINUM PACKAGE SO I WOULD HAVE THE JUICE AND A WHILE BEFORE DINNER, I TOOK THE ROAST OUT OF THE TINFOIL AND DUMPED THE JUICE INTO AN OVEN PAN AND PUT THE CUT ROASTED POTATOES CUT SIDE DOWN IN THE JUICE TO SOAK IT UP, THEN MADE A GRAVY WITH A POUND OF SHROOMS AND A CAN OF BEEFY MUSHROOM CAMPBELLS SOUP AND THEN POURD THAT OVER THE SLOW ROASTED GOODIES…DADDY ATE ONE HE K OF A HUGE PLATE, I PUT FOUR HALVED TATERS AND A SMALL AMOUNT OF CARROTS ON HIS PLATE BESIDES A GOOD SIZED HUNK OF ROAST AND THE PLATE CAME BACK EMPTY, SO THERE IS YOUR REVIEW BY MY DADDY WHO WILL NOT EAT SOMETHING HE DOES NOT LIKE, I GUESS THE CARROTS WERE NOT BAD ENOUGH TO NOT EAT, I PERSONALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE PRETTY DARN SWEET, I ATE THE REST OF THE CARROTS AFTER DINNER WHEN PUTTING THE LEFTOVERS IN THE FRIDGE, THEY DID NOT STAND A CHANCE AS I LOVE SWEET CARROTS!  I AM FIXING TO GO GET A CERTAIN KIND OF BATTER FOR ONION RINGS THAT DADDY LIKES ALONG WITH SOME MILK AS HE JUST MADE ANOTHER BATCH OF DADDY  COOKIES SO I AM GOING TO  UT THIS OFF FOR NOW, THIS IS JUST PLAIN OLD WRITING TODAY-NO THERAPY NEEDED…AT LEAST I  CAN SAY ANOTHER OF THE THINGS I HAD TO LOSE TO LEAVE A BAD SITUATION ARE COMING BACK AND I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW JUST HOW MUCH DADDY LIKES HAVING A MINI DEEP FRYER TO EXPERIMENT WITH, GUESS I WILL FINISH WATCHING HUMAN CENTIPEDE…ONE CREEPY MOVIE.  EVEN FOR ME.

IF I COULD ONLY GET ACROSS HOW NICE SILENCE IS…AFTER YESTERDAYS BRUTAL ASSAULT THAT MADE THE CAT WIG OUT, IT IS ALL I CRAVE ANYMORE, SILENCE.    NO VIOLENT FAST TAPPING, NO TICKING SOUND AND NO PRESSURE AT ALL…YES, THE CAT FREAKED OUT YESTERDAY-IT WAS WHEN I WAS TRYING TO LOAD A MOVIE AND THE SOUND MADE A VERY STRANGE NOISE THAT HAD THE CAT SCARED SO BAD IT TWISTED AND SCRATCHED ME TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE THEN RAN AND SAT UNDER THE TV.  UNDER THE TV. DID YOU GET THAT? under the tv.  MY DAD PLAYS THE TV AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE SO HE CAN HEAR IT AND THAT IS WHERE THE CAT WENT WAS UNDER THE  OISIEST THING IN THE HOUSE TO TRY AND GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE, HE STAYED THERE TIL BEDTIME.  AT ABOUT THE TIME THE CAT WIGGED I DECIDED TO TRY ANDL LOAD ONE OF MY APPS PREVIOUSLY USED TO GET A DECIBEL READING AND I COULD ONLY LOAD ONE THAT WOULD WORK AND IT SHOWED SOMETHING VERY LOUD, TO THE TIPS OF THE SCALE AND TEN I NOTICED THE SOUND WAS TO BE SEEN ON THE LIGHTS OF DADS MODEM.   THE LIGHTS ON HIS MODEM WERE OCCILATING AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE NOISE.  I HAVE SEEN THIS IN THE PAST SEVERAL TIMES, AND USUALLY THE FLASHLIGHTS WILL DIM AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE SOUND.  IT WAS VERY NOTICEABLE WHEN I TURNED ON ONE OF THOSE MINI FANS WITH LIGHTS IN THE PLASTIC LITTLE BLADES AND THE LIGHTS ON THE FLOOPY PLASTIC TWIN WINGS OF THE FAN WOULD OCCILATE IN TIME TO THE SOUND I WAS CURRENTLY HEARING, I HAVE MADE RECORDINGS OF THIS AND I THINK I POSTED SOME OF THEM ONLINE…IPAD WILL NO LONGER RECORD ANY VIDEO AND EVEN THOUGH I AM PAYING FORL CLOUD STORAGE I CANNOT GET THINGS TO GO INTO THE CLOUD  AND OFF THE IPAD ENOUGH TO EVEN RECORD ANY VIDEO AT ALL, IF I WANT TO TAKE A PIC OF ANYTHING, I HAVE TO DELETE STUFF.   BACK TO THE SOUND AND IT SINGING IN TIME TO THE LIGHTS ON DADS MODEM, I POINTED IT OUT THAT THE SOUND WAS VISIBLE TO,SEE WHAT I HEAR ON THE MODEM LIGHTS TO DAD BUT HE DOES NOT BELIEVE THIS IS EVEN HAPPENNING SO POINTING THINGS OUT TO SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT BELIEVE YOU IS POINTLESS, I WILL TRY TO CAT H THIS HAPPENNING AGAIN AND RECORD IT WITH MY CAMERA, THEN USE THE CARD READER TO TRANSFER THE VIDEO TO THE IPAD FOR ONLINE UPLOADING. APPLE HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO HELP ME GET MY IPAD SOME FREE SPACE YET AND I HAVE CALLED THEM SEVERAL TIMES.  I CANNOT GET THE APPS TO RECORD EITHER, SOMETHING HAS CONTROL OF THE MICROPHONES AND NO MATTER WHAT I TRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO ENABLE THE MICROPHONE FOR THESE APPS YET. THEY USED TO WORK REAL GOOD, NOW SOMEONE DOES NOT WANT ME USING THESE APPS AS THEY DISCLOSE THE DECIBEL LEVELS I AM DEALING WITH.  I AM TRYING TO PROVE THE SOUND OCCILATES TO OVER 100 DECIBELS AGAIN LIKE I HAVE ALREADY DONE IN THE CAR AND WHEN I DISCOVERED THE SOUND COMING FROM THE FLOOR VENT IN THE KITCHEN AT 100DECIBELS WITH THE AC UNIT OFF.  I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO TRY OUT NEW APPS FOR RECORDING DECIBEL LEVELS TIL I CAN GET ONE TO WORK.   AT TIMES I FEEL HOPELESS BECAUSE OF THIS SOUND AND THE WAY IT DISRUPTS THE ELECTRICAL SIGNALS IN MY BRAIN – THIS IS USUALLY THE SIGNAL I AM FIXING TO BE HIT WITHA TWO DAY MIGRAINE. RECOGNIZING WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A CERTAIN SOUND IS IN THE AREA IS HALF THE BATTLE OF KEEPING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS UNDER CHECK.   I AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT THESE SOUNDS INDUCE THOUGHTS OF DESPAIR OR HORROR OF REALISING I AM GOING TO DIE FROM THE NOISE, IF I SAID THEY DO NOT I’D BE LYING.  YES I FEEL ALL MANNER OF DEPRESSION AND DARK THOUGHTS FROM THESE SOUNDS AND THE OTHER NIGHT IN PARTICUAL I NOTICED THE PATTERN HIT ME BEFORE THE MIGRAINE. ASK MY DAD IF HE SAW ME ACTING A BIT WORSE OR MORE DESPONDANT THAN USUAL AND HE WOULD TELL YOU I WAS SAYING SOME VERY DEPRESSING STUFF BUT THEN MIGRAINE HIT AND NO MORE SOUND FROM ME FOR TWO DAYS.  I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING BUT GET UP AND DO MY FOUR TREADMILL SESSIONS THEN GO BACK TO MY CORNER AND LAY ON MY SIDE MUCH LIKE THE DEAD WILD PIG I SAW ROADSIDE A FEW WEEKS BACK, WITH ITS  SWOLLEN MIDSECTION AND FOUR LEGS STICKING STRAIGHT OUT-THAT IS EXACTLY HOW THIS SWELLING OF MY MIDSECTION FEELS, LIKE I AM A BLOATED CARCASS WITH MY BELLY UP AND ALL FOUR LIMBS STICKING OUT FROM THE SWOLLEN GUT.  I WILL NOT HARM MYSELF, JUST THOUGHT FAMILY SHOULD BE AWARE THAT EVEN THOUGH I MAY HAVE THOUGHTS OF ENDING THIS SUFFERING THAT I HAVE MADE A VOW NEVER TO TAKE MY LIFE OVER THIS ISSUE, THERE MAY BE A TIME IN THE FUTURE WHEN MY HEALTH IS SO BAD I WILL  CHOOSE TO END MY PAIN BUT I AM NO WHERE CLOSE TO THAT TIME SO SUICIDE IS NOT A THING FOR ME TO CONSIDER.  I AM READING ABOUT MATERIALS THAT WOULD ABSORB THE MICROWAVES I BELIEVE TO BE THE SOURCE OF THE SOUND AND EVEN FOUND A PLUG IN DEVICE THAT IS A NOISE CANCELLING PLUG FOR YOUR SOCKETS TO OFFSET SOUNDS THROUGH WALLS OF NOISY NEIGHBORS CALLED ‘QLOUD’, IT IS ON YOUTUBE.COM WHEN YOU LOOK UP NOISY NEIGHBORS AND AM SERIOUSLY THINKING THAT IT IS WORTH THE FIFTY BUCKS TO TRY IT OUT AND THEN I SAW A NOISE MACHINE I PLAN TO TRY AND CONSTRUCT MYSELF WITH MY REMAINING CONTRUCTION FAN AND IT WORKS BY AIR RESTRICTION TO PRODUCE  WHITE NOISE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE THE NESTED COVER FOR THE FAN WHERE YOU CONTROL THE NOISE BY TURNING THE TOP COVER TO COVER UP OR UNCOVER HOLES TO PRODUCE DIFFERENT SOUNDS WITH ONE FAN, THE ONE I SAW IN PARTICULAR WAS CREATED BY DOHM, AND REALLY, IF I CANNOT MAKE THIS THING AFTER SEEING HOW IT WORKS I AM ONE LAME CHICK…I AM ALSO LOOKING INTO CARBON SOUND ABSORBING MATERIALS MICROWAVES ARE JUST ANOTHER TYPE OF SOUND OR LIGHT, THEY ARE ACTUALLY LISTED AS A FORM OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIATION THAT OPERATES ON CERTAIN FREQUENCIES AND FREQUENCIES ARE WHAT SOUND WAVES ARE MEASURED IN, SO I KIND OF CATEGORIZE THEM AS SOUND WAVES.  SO THE NEXT QUESTION IS WHAT RANGE OF OBSORBTION IS NEEDED? I CANNOT PINPOINT THE EXACT FREQUENCY SINCE MY APPS WILL NOT WORK BUT ALSO IN RESEARCHING SOUND FOUND THAT FOG IN THE HOUSE LIKE FROM A STEAMY SHOWER OR BOILING A PAN OF WATER, WILL DAMPEN SOUND WAVES.  I HAVE NOT GOTTEN SO DESPARATE AS TO LIVE IN A FRIGGING RAIN FOREST TO TRY AND QUELL THE NOISE…YET. JUST THE FACT THE SOUND HAS STOPPED TODAY IS ENOUGH TO GET MY MIND RIGHT FOR A DAY OR SO, I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG SILENCE WILL PERSIST BUT EVEN A SHORT TIME IS BETTER THAN NOTHING, AT LEAST FOR THE POOR CAT.  I AM TAKING IT VERY EASY RIGHT NOW TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THIS LAST ASSAULT, BUT SINCE I AM FEELING GOOD ENOUGH TO WRITE, YOU KNOW AT THE VERY LEAST MY CAUSE IS NOT HOPELESS AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR TODAY, KNOWING THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO ON DAY AFTER DAY WITHOUT A BREAK.  YESTERDAY AFTERNOON WHEN THE CAT FREAKED, I REALISED I KNEW THE SOUND IN PARTICULAR AS THE PUKE POOP URGE SOUND, ONE I AM VERY FAMILIAR WITH SO LOOKS LIKE MY TORTURERS ARE RUNNING THE WHOLE SOUND SPECTRUM AT ME TO CAUSE THE MOST DAMAGE AND HAVE CIRCLED BACK TO THAT ONE PARTICULAR SOUND AGAIN IN AN EFFORT TO MAKE ME SICK AGAIN.  THIS WOULD EXPLAIN THE CAT THROWING UP SO MUCH TOO.   I AM DONE WRITING FOR THE ,MOMENT SO THE THREE PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTANTLY READING THIS WRITING, I HOPE ONE OF YOU WILL TAKE A MOMENT TO LEAVE A SINGLE COMMENT OF YOUR CHOICE, WHETHER YOU WANT TO CALL ME A NUT OR WHATEVER, JUST A SINGLE WORD WOULD BE APPRECIATED. WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 10-1-17 JUST OVER FOUR YEARS I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING THIS SOUND INVADING MY LIFE.

TODAY WAS ONE FOR THE BOOKS.  ON MY WAYS BACK FROM A DOCTORS OFFICE  I SEE A RED HEADED CHICKEN FLYING OVERHEAD AS I NEARED MY DADS HOME AND ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WAS A LARGE FEMALE BUZZARD WITH A WING FLIPPED OVER AND UNABLE TO FLY.  I WENT HOME AND LOOKED FOR SOME AGENCY THAT HELPED WILD ANIMALS THAT ARE HURT BUT ONLY ABLE TO TALK WITH ONE VET THAT DEALT WITH INJURED RAPTORS AND I GOT THE QUICK AND DIRTY VERSION OF WHAT SHE WOULD DO, WERE SHE ABLE TO-TRY TO TWIST THE FLIPPED OVER WING AROUND AND IF THE WING WERE TOO BADLY DAMAGED, SHOOT THE POOR CREATURE.  MY DAD WAS KIND OF SHOCKED WHEN I PICKED UP ONE OF MY BLANKETS AND HEADED FOR THE CAR WITH IT AND I TOLD HIM I SIMPLY COULD NOT DO NOTHING AFTER SEEING AN ANIMAL IN PAIN LIKE THAT AND PROCEEDED ON.  I THREW THE BLANKET OVER IT AND MANAGED TO TWIST THE WING AROUND A BIT BEFORE THE POOR CREATURE SKITTERED OFF INTO THE THICK UNDERBRUSH AND IT WAS MOVING BETTER THAN IT WAS BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I DO NOT SEE THE BIRD MAKING IT THRU.  NATURE IS NOT BEING CRUEL INTENTIONALLY-THIS IS THE WAY OF WILD THINGS, LIVE FAST AND REPRODUCE IS THE MOST YOU CAN HOPE FOR BEFORE YOU END UP SOMETHINGS DINNER.   I JUST WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD RISK GETTING A GOOD STRONG PECK WITH THE BEAK OF A WILD BUZZARD TO TRY AND HELP IF THEY SAW IT HURT LIKE I DID… ONE OF THOSE THINGS YOU CANNOT UNSEE.  THE ONLY OTHER THING ABOUT TODAY IS THE SOUND ASSAULT IS PRETTY BAD TODAY WITH THE VERY FAST TAPPING SOUND IN THE KITCHEN AREA KEEPING ME IN MY PILLOW FORT ON THE COUCH TRYING TO PROTECT MYSELF FROM THE SOUNDWAVES HITTING MY BODY BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THE DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE, NOW I AM GETTING NOSEBLEEDS.  I THOUGHT I WAS SWEATING FROM BEING ON THE LAST 3/4 MILE JOG OF THE DAY, AND I LOOK DOWN AND INSTEAD OF SWEAT I SEE BLOOD ALL DOWN THE FRONT OF MY TOP AND BLOOD SPATTERS ON MY ANKLES.  THIS SOUND IS CAUSING ME TO HAVE NOSEBLEEDS. GREAT.  WHATS NEXT? ANAL BLEEDING? JUST ONE MORE REASON FOR ME TO ENJOY EVERY SINGLE BITE OF THE COOKIES I MADE THIS MORNING WITH PLENTY OF COLD MILK, BEST ENJOY THE GOOD STUFF WHILE I STILL CAN…MY DAD IS GETTING ON ME FOR DRINKING THE MILK SAYING IT HAS A LOT OF FAT AND WILL CAUSE ME TO GET FAT BUT DAMN…I DONT HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF ANYTHING IN MY LIFE BUT A DADDY WATCHING EVERY SINGLE BITE I EAT AND TELLING ME I AM GONNA GET FAT.  I HAVE EDEMA PROBLEMS CAUSING WATER TO GATHER AROUND MY ORGANS AND JUST WENT TO A DOCTOR YESTERDAY TO GET BLOODWORK AND A FLU SHOT AND REFERRALS TO OTHER  DOCTORS, AND I WAS ABLE TO SHOW THE DOCTOR MY CLOUDY URINE SAMPLE BEFORE IT WAS SENT OFF, THE DOCTOR NEEDS TO SEE JUST HOW CLOUDY IT IS SO HE KNOWS ALL THE PARTICULARS OF MY HEALTH ISSUES SO HE CAN HELP ME BEST AND I AM SURE HE WAS QUITE SURPRISED I WOULD NOTICE SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT I NOTICE MOST EVERY ISSUE THAT RELATES TO MY HEALTH PRETTY QUICK SO A NOSEBLEED LIKE THIS IS DEFINITELY GOING DOWN IN MY DAILY LOGS AND WILL BE TOLD TO THE DOC AS SOON AS I GO BACK TO DISCUSS MY BLOODWORK, TIL THEN , I WILL TROT MY TWO AND A HALF MILES ON MY TREADMILL AND ENJOY EVERY SINGLE BITE OF COOKIE I WANT AS YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL GET YOUR LAST ONE…MMMMMDADDY COOKIES……………..I AM DOING THE WORK TO TRY AND BATTLE THE EDEMA AND TO TRY AND GET AHOLD OF THE DOCTORS I NEED TO HELP ME TAKE CARE OF MYSELF TIL ME AND THE DOC GET THEM BLOODWORK RESULTS BACK I AM GONNA ENJOY EVERY COOKIE LIKE IT COULD BE MY LAST ONE BEFORE I GET ORDERS FROM THE DOCTOR TO STOP EATING COOKIES.  OH AND THE CAT SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT SLEEPING NEXT TO ME ON THE COUCH! FOUR MONTHS SINCE I MET THE SCARED FELINE AND NOW HE SLLEPS NEXT TO ME…NO DADDY IS NOT PUTTING DOWN THE CAT, IF HE WANT TO KILL SOMETHING TO PUT IT OUT OF ITS MISERY, I CAN POINT HIM DOWN THE ROAD TOWARDS THE BUZZARD TO CHECK AND SEE IF IT IS SUFFERING…one more dumb thing… the mental health doc who wanted to put me on a drug i have refused before cause of the rediculously bad side effects that would definitely harm me called today to see if i was going to bother with another appointment and i guess she already knewi was not coming back from the tone of the voice over the phone.  nope, had she bothered to read my files she would have known i have refused this drug before just necause of pre existing health issues it would negatively affect.  if they aint gonna read my previous file notes, why do they bother summoning them?   jan lorenz. one more doctor not out to help me but to promote some friggin drug for pharmacutical companies.

ONE OF THE THINGS I AM REALLY SCARED OF MAY HAPPEN WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT, THE CAT, MAY GET TAKEN TO THE VET AND PUT TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DADDY IS GETTING SCRATCHED BY HIM AROUND THE HEAD.  THE CAT SPENDS A LOT OF TIME ON TOP OF THE CHAIRS AND THE ONLY THING I CAN DO TO HELP THE CAT STAY ALIVE IS TO DILIGENTLY SHOO THE CAT FROM THE TOPS OF THE RECLINERS AS THE CAT SMACKED  DAD UPSIDE THE HEAD AND DAD SAID IT JUST MISSED HIS EYE AND CAUGHT IN HIS EAR…THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THIS IS TO KEEP THE CAT FROM SITTING WHERE IT COULD POTENTIALLY  BLIND DADDY SO HAVE GOTTEN A FLY SWATTER AND I AM NOW SITTING BEHIND DADDY AND WHEN THE CAT TRIES TO CLIMB UP TO THE BACK OF THE CHAIR, I WILL BE WAITING WITH THE FLYSWATTER, I CAN ALSO GET A SPRAY BOTTLE TO HELPTRAIN THE ANIMAL.  THE ONLY OQTHER THING WOULD BE FOR ME TO VERY QUICKLY GET ME A SMALLRV OR TRAILER AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT INTO IT.   I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH ABOUT THE CAT BEING VERY SMART AND THAT IT IS EXTREMELY TRAINABLE AND THAT IF IT CANNOT KEEP FROM SWIPING AT DADDY I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE THE MAIN HOUSE WITH THE ANIMAL, AS I KNOW WHAT BEING GOTTEN RID OF FEELS LIKE.   I GUESS DADDY HAD ALREADY MADE HIS MIND UP TO PUT THE CAT DOWN THIS MORNING BUT I REFUSE TO LET HIM OFF THIS SO EASILY AND I INSIST THAT IF THE CAT IS GOING TO BE KILLED THAT HE DO THE DIRTY WORK HIMSELF, FUNNY HOW IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO THE KILLING HOW MUCH HARDER IT SUDDENLY IS…SO THIS IS MY NEW STRESS FACTOR, HAVING TO MAKE SURE DADDY DOES NOT SNATCH THE CAT UP WHILE I AM ASLEEP AND RUN THE ANIMAL OFF TO A VET TO GET KILLED.   I AM ALREADY DEALING WITH STRESS BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH AT THIS VERY MINUTE AS SOMETHING KEEPS GRABBING CONTROL OF THIS IPAD WHILE I AM TYPING, THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS RETURNED AFTER TWO SMALL BREAKS FROM THE NOISE AND HAS COME BACK WITH A VERY PAINFUL AND FAST TAPPING AND MY DADDY WITH THE ATTITUDE THAT THE CAT IS GOING TO BLIND HIM THERFORE IT SHOULD BE KILLED WITHOUT TRYING ANY KIND OF TRAINING TO STOP THIS.   IF I HAVE TO, I COULD EVEN MAKE THE CAT SOCKS TO WEAR AND KEEP THE CLAWS COVERED…AND IF YOU THINK I HAVE NOT HAD MORE THAN A FEW THOUGHTS ABOUT HOW I COULD DO THIS -YOU ARE WRONG AS WHEN MY DADDYSTARTED TO GET THESE DEEP CUTS ON HIS ARMS FROM THE CAT, THE NAILS BEING TRIMMED WAS THE FIRST THING I DID AND THINK OF WAYS TO COVER ITS CLAWS WHILE DADDYWAS HEALING UP WAS SECOND. IF I HAVE TO I WILL GET A CAMPER FOR ME AND THE CAT TO LIVE IN BECAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT GO AROUND KILLING YOUR PETS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP IT FROM DOING SOMETHING THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE.  YES, IF THE CAT DIES, I AM GOING AWAY MYSELF.  THAT IS THAT.   I WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH DADDY IF HE DOES KILL THIS ANIMAL.  NO I DO NOT WANT DADDY GETTING BLINDED BY HIM SO THAT IS WHY I AM GOING TO SIT BEHIND DAD WITH AFLYSWATTER AND TRAIN THE CAT NOT TO SIT WHERE IT. CAN REACH HIS FACE BUT HE HAS TO WEAR THE LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS TO PROTECT HIS ARMS FROM SCRATCHES AS HE ALREADY KNOWS HIS FLESH IS HEALED AND SHOULD WEAR LONG SLEEVES TO PROTECT FROM FUTURE SCRATCHES TOO, HE WENT AND GOT THE SHIRTS, NOW HE HAS TO WEAR THEM.   IF I HAVE TO, I WILL CLEAN OUT A SIDE OF THE SHOP AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT. I THERE BUT I GOT TO MAKE SURE IT DOES NOT GET KILLED FIRST.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY A RATHER UPSET KARIN WRAPE 9-14-17 CAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT TAKE THE LIFE OF YOUR PETS SO LIGHTLY THAT YOU LOOK UPON THEM AS DISPOSABLE.  I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE THE SOUND NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE CAT BUT THAT IT CAUSES MY DADDY TO THINK AND ACT STRANGELY TOO EVEN IF HE DOES NOT BELIEVE IT DOES, I SEE IT.  THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME.  LOOKS LIKE I WILL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH TO TRY AND KEEP CAT FROM GETTING TAKEN OUT WHILE I SLEEP.

ME, PAYING TO MEET MEN??? IT IS NT SO MUCH TO MEET MEN AS TO TALK OR TYPE MESSAGES TO OTHER HUMANS.  I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL GO OUT WITH ANYONE BUT THERE IS NO HARM IN LOOKING, IS THERE?  THERE ARE A WHOLE BUNCH OF MEN ALL AROUND MINEOLA AND THE SURROUNDING AREAS THAT ARE LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL OR GOD WILL SEND ANOTHER DRUNK OR DRUG ADDICT MY WAY…I HAVE FOUND OVER THE YEARS WHEN YOU PRAY, TO BE VERY SPECIFIC OR THE FIRST THING YOU ASK FOR WILL BE SENT AND SOMETIMES THE RESULTS END UP BEING A DISASTER.  SO I AM MAKING SURE THEY ALL KNOW I COME WITH ISSUES AND WHAT TYPE OF ISSUES THEY ARE.  THE HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE I AM BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS VERY MINUTE ARE NOT SOMETHING I COULD HIDE EVEN WERE I TO WANT TO HIDE THAT.  I CANT EVEN SLEEP IN MY BED ANYMORE AS THE NOISE IS SUPER CONCENTRATED IN THE CORNER MY BEDS LOCATED INTO THE POINT I JUST CANNOT DO IT ANYMORE.  THE SOUND IS COMING OUT OF THE FLOOR VENTS FOR CERTAIN AS I HAVE USED SEVERAL APPS TO LOCATE WHERE THE HIGH DECIBEL LEVELS ARE BEING EMITTED AND THE DECIBEL LEVEL WITH THE AC OFF IS A CONSTANT 100 DECIBELS FROM EVERY SINGLE VENT, INCLUDING THE BATHROOM.  I AM SURE MY IPAD IS BEING USED TO PIN POINT MY LOCATION INSIDE THE TRAILER AND WILL MOST LIKELY HAVE TO CHANGE WHERE I SLEEP EVERY DAY OR SO BUT IF THAT IS WHAT IS REQUIRED TO GET MORE THAN 2 HOURS OF SLEEP A NOTE, SO BE IT.   THE FRIGGIN ONLINE MASTER GAMER HAS STARTED TO SEND ME VIDEOS OF HIM PLAYING SOME DUMBASS ONLINE ROLEPLAYING GAME AGAIN, 3 am LAST NIGHT… THE SOUND IS GETTING RATHER IRRITATING AGAIN TOO. AND IS CHANGING FROM A JUMPY CRICKET WITH FAST TAPPING AND A BACKGROUND HISS TO AN ALMOST INSECTIOD SOUND AND THE VERY, VERY FAST TAPPING SO I THINK THIS WEEKEND THE AUDIO TORTURE IS GOING TO BE ESPECIALLY BAD AS IT WAS WHEN IN COLORADO AND THERE EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND WAS A NIGHTMARE WITH CONSTANT SLEEP DEPRIVATION TO KEEP ME EXHAUSTED SO THEY COULD INSTILL THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT SYNDROME AT WILL.  ME TRYING A SOCIAL SITE IS A GOOD THING AS I HAVE BEEN ALONE A LONG, LONG TIME.    NEXT ITEM OF THE DAY…MY DADDY HAS SOME VERY NICE VCRs AND TWO OF ONE KIND IN PARTICULAR THAT HE LIKED A REWIND FEATURE ON.  THIS MORNING HE COMES TO ME AND TELLS ME ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO USE EITHER REMOTE ON THE TWO UNITS AND THEY HAD QUIT AT THE SAME TIME. SO RIGHT AWAY I GET OUT MY AM/FM RADIO AND DETUNE IT AND THEN PRESS A BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND HEAR A BUZZ ON THE RADIO…THAT TELLS ME THE REMOTE IS NOT THE PROBLEM, IT IS A SETTING ON THE VCR OR THE REMOTE OR BOTH. SO I GET BOTH NNITS AND THE MANUAL FOR THEM OUT AND CHECK THE REMOTE SETTINGS AND SURE ENOUGH, THEY WERE SET TO VCR A AND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS PUNCH A COUPLE OF BUTTONS AND GOT BOTH REMOTES WORKING FOR DADDY…UNCLE HOMER HAD COME OVER AND LOOKED AT THE VCRS AND TOLD DADDY IT WAS THE REMOTES…WRONG ANSWER. GUESS HE NEEDED SOMEONE A LITTLE SMARTER …ME! SO THAT IS MY MORNING, FINDINGOUT THE CREEP THAT HACKED MY OLD CELLPHONE IS STILL SENDING ME VIDEOS OF HIMSELF PLAYING GAMES TO  MESS WOTH MY HEAD, AND FIXING STUFF FOR DADDY HE THOUGHT WAS BROKEN!  HOME MADE COOKIES AND MILK FOR BREAKFAST AND NOW ON TOP OF ALL THAT, THE CAT HAS GIVEN ME THE FRONT PART OF THE CAT COSTUME TOPET AND DADDY HAS THE BACK HALF FOR A CHANGE…FUNNY HOW THINGS WORK OUT!  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE  9-1-17

LOOKS LIKE IT IS GOING TO BE A TOUGH DAY AS THE SOUND WHICH KEPT ME FROM SLEEPING IN MY BED LAST NIGHT IS GETTING WORSE… LAST NIGHT THE SOUND WAS ONLY HISSING LIKE ONE PISSED OFF SNAKE AT ME AND WHEN DADDY WENT TO BED THE SOUND INTENSIFIED TO AN ALARMING DECIBEL LEVEL AND WAS COMING FROM,THE CORNER WHERE MY BED IS IT WAS SITUATED EXACTLY WHERE MY FOAM MATTRESS IS ON THE FLOOR.  I WAS LOOKING OVER AT THE AREA AFTER I WAS DRIVEN FROM  ONE COUCH TO THE OTHER ONE LIKE I WOULD SE SOMETHING TANGIBLE HANGING INTHE AIR CAUSING THE NOISE… ANYHOO, IT WAS SO BAD I DECIDED NOT TO SLEEP IN THE BED LAST NIGHT AND THOUGH IT WAS WAY TOO SOFT FOR MY SPINAL FUSION TO BE SAFE  I SLEPT ON ONE OF THE COUCHES LAST NIGHT AND MY SLEEP WAS KIND OF BAD, BUT I DID FINALLY GET TO THE POINT OF DREAMING.  THIS MORNING WHEN I GOT UP, THE SOUND HAD AGAINCHANGED TO THE JUMPY CRICKET SOUND I HAVE BEEN HEARING QUITE A BIT OF LATELY BUT THE TAPPING OR TIC TIC TIC SOUND WAS NOT IN IT AS USUAL AND RIGHT AFTER DADDY FED OUR CAT, THE CAT CRAWLED UNDER HIS COVERS INHIS BED AND THREW UP ITS BREAKFAST…DADDY HAD TO WASH HIS COVERS THIS MORNING AND HE HAD JUST DONE THAT THE DAY BEFORE… THEN I NOTICED THE SOUND HAD CHANGED RIGHT AFTER THE CAT PUKED AND THE JUMPY  RICKET SOUND WAS GONE LEAVING ONLY THE HISS THAT CAN BE HEARD EVEN OVER MY APPLE EADBUDS WHEN WATCHING SOMETHING ON MY IPAD… IT KEEPS GETTING LOUDER THEN LOWERING AND I WONDER JUST HOW BAD TODAYS TORTURE IS GOING TO BE FOR DADDY AND THE CAT.  I AM PRETTY MUCH USED TO HAVING A CONSTANT HEADACHE BUT WHAT WORRIES ME IS THE BLEEDING THAT STARTED A COUPLE DAYS AGO WHEN THE SOUND FIRST DROPPED THE JUMPY CRICKET SOUND AND TIC TIC TICKING AND BECAME A LONE HISSING SOUND.   SOMETHING IS CONSTANTLY TAKING MEMORY SNAPSHOTS OF THIS IPAD ABOUT EVERY HOUR AND WHENI LOOK AT THE ANALYICTICS THERE ARE A WHOLE LOT OF DIRTY PAGES AS WEL, AS TWO ACTIVE CPUS AND WHEN I AM TYPING LIKE RIGHT NOW AND WANT TO CHANGE TO THE NUMBERS KEYPAD, I CANNOT DO IT.  THIS HAS BECOME AN ISSUE IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, NOT BEING ABLE TO GET TO THE NUMBERS KEYBOARD.  WELL THIS IS ALL THAT IS OF INTEREST AT THE MOMENT, I HAVE DONE MY MILE ON MY TREADMILL THIS MORNING AND BREATHING IS KINDOF HARD TODAY BUT THAT IS MOST LIKELY FROM THE HUMID AIR SO I AM GOING TO END THIS POST AND DO SOMETHING TO TRY AND TAKE THE HISSOFF MY MIND  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE, 8-29-17  I SEE PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT MY WORDPRESS POSTS AND WAS HAVING A BLAST SEEING WHAT OTHERS READ AND ACTUALLY RE READING WHAT I WROTE BACK THEN…ONE THING EVERYONE NEEDS TO BE AWARE OF IS THAT I WRITE WHAT IS ON MY MIND AT THE MOMENT AND THAT I DO NOT BOTHER TYING TO CORRECT ANYTHING BECAUSE IF I TRY TO PROOFREAD ANYTHING, CHANCES ARE THE POST WILL DISSAPPEAR… KEEP THAT IN MIND BEFORE YOU START TO BITCH ABOUT MY SPELLING AND TYPOS, PLEASE AND OF COURSE ANY AND ALL COMMENTS ARE WELCOMED WHETHER GOOD OR BAD!  AND IF YOU DO LEAVE A COMMENT  IF I CAN ACTUALLY SEE IT, I WILL MOST LIKELY RESPOND TO IT!

 

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