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THIS IS SOMETHING NOTEWORTHY TO ME AS IT PERTAINS TO PROOF OF THE SOUND BEING THE SAME IN THE CAR AS IN THE TRAILER… WHEN I WENT TO BROOKSHIRES JUST A BIT AGO, THE SOUND WAS THE SAME IN THE TRAILER AS IN THE CAR-A LIGHT TAPPING NOISE, WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE STORE THE SOUND IN THE CAR HAD CHANGED TO A HISS WITH NO TAPPING, WHICH WAS VERY NOTICEABLE, SO NOTICEABLE I LOGGED IT IN MY BOOK, AND WHEN I GOT BACK TO DADS THE SOUND INTHE TRAILER HAD CHANGED TO A HISS AS WELL… SO I NOTICED THE SOUND CHANGING AT THE STORE AND COME BACK TO FIND IT CHANGED AT THE TRAILER TO WHAT THE NOISE WAS IN THE CAR.   I KNEW THE SOUND WOULD BE DIFFERENT BEFORE ARRIVING BACK AT DADS.  TELL ME I AM HEARING THINGS BEFORE  I INSTALL AN APP FOR CHECKING DECIBEL LEVELS AND CHECK WHAT IT IS IN THE CAR.  I THINK THIS IS A MIGRAINE SOUND I AM BEING HIT WITH…I WILL TELL YOU WHAT THE DECIBEL LEVEL IS WITH VERY HUMID AIR JUST AFTER THE RAIN.

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YES, IT SEEMS  IT TAKES FIVE FULL MONTHS FOR A FERAL CAT TO ACCEPT A HUMAN INTO ITS CIRCLE.  I HAVE  HAD TO CHANGE PLACES FOR SLEEP A FEW TIMES BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN SOUND AND NOW I HAVE ME A LITTLE  CUSHION FORT TO PROTECT ME FROM THE MAIN BLAST OF TICKING NOISE I AM CURRENTLY BEING ASSAULTED WITH AND THE CAT SEEMS TO LIKE THE ARRAINGEMENT AS HE NOW HAS A PILLOW OF HIS OWN TO LAY ON RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND HE IS USING IT! HE IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME RIGHT NOW AS I TYPE AND I LIKE IT A LOT, IT HAS BEEN MANY YEARS SINCE I DARED TO HOPE FOR HAVING PETS IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS BECAUSE HUMANS LIKE TO HARM THE THINGS I LOVE.  HOPEFULLY THE CAT WILL BE SAFE ENOUGH LIVING IN THIS NOISE BUT I CAN SEE THAT IT EFFECTS HIM NONE THE LESS.  I USED TO WATCH WILDLIFE VERY CLOSELY WHEN THE SOUND WOULD GET BAD SO I COULD KIND OF GET A DIRECTION AS TO WHERE THE SOUND WAS VOMING FROM, THE ANIMALS WOULD NOT COME NEAR MY RV TOWARDS THE END OF MY STAY IN COLORADO BECAUSE OF THE NOISE  COMING FROM SOMETHING PLACED IN THE RV LIKE THERE IS NOW A NOISE IN THE CAR THAT MATCHES WHATEVER THE SOUND IS IN DADS TRAILER.  I JUST GOT OVER ANOTHER BRITAUL SOUND ASSAULT THAT LEFT ME WITH A TWO DAY MIGRAINE.  THE SOUND QUIT FOR A SHORT WHILE BUT IT IS BACK AND TICKING AWAY AS I TYPE THIS ON A RAINY TEXAS MORNING BUT THE CAT SEEMS TO BE PRETTY HAPPY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME AND IT IS REALLY NOT THAT BAD RIGHT NOW SO I CAN IGNORE IT EASIER, I CAN IMAGINE IT WILL START  UP BEING SUPER FAST AND LOUD BEFORE TOO LONG THOUGH.  I AM FINSLLY STARTING TO SHOW A BACKWARD STEP IN THE EDEMA BUT IT HAS BEEN BECAUSE I AM NOT EATING OR DRINKING AT ALL DURING THE DAY AND DOING THREE MILES A DAY ON THE TREADMILL I GOT MYSELF, I TROT FOUR TIMES A DAY, BESIDES THE SELF IMPOSED FASTING, ONE MILE FIRST RATTLE OUT OF THE BOX THEN 3/4 A MILE AT NOON, ANOTHER 3/4 MILE AT 3 PM AND THEN A HALF MILE AT SIX PM… THAT IS A PRETTY TIGHT SCHEDULE TO KEEP JUST TO STOP THE EDEMA FROM GETTING ANY WORSE BUT IT IS WHAT HAS TO BE DONE SO I DO IT WHETHER I HAVE A MIGRAINE OR NOT…THAT IS WHAT SEPARATES THE JUNK FROM THE JEWELS.  THE ABILITY TO SET A DIFFICULT PATH FOR YOURSELF THEN TO STICK WITH IT DAY AFTER DAY WHATEVER THE WEATHER OR ISSUES THAT MAY COME UP.  I AM A SLAVEDRIVER WHEN IT COMES TO DOING WHAT I MUST TO REGAIN CONTROL OF MY HEALTH AFTER ALL I SPENT A WHOLE YEAR GETTING RID OF OVER 100 POUNDS.  IT WAS SO BAD THAT I COULD NOT GET INTO ANY OF MY DRESSES DUE TO THE EDEMA THAT WAS PUTTING ON SOMETIMES 5 POUNDS OF WATER ON MY MIDSECTION BEFORE NOON, I HAD TO DO SOMETHING BEFORE I  COULD NOT DO ANYTHING.  FOR SOMEONE WITH A MOUTH THAT NEVER SEEMS TO SHUT UP THAT IS A PRETTY TALL ORDER BUT I AM REAL GOOD IT SEEMS AT CONTROLLING WHAT GOES INTO MY MOUTH, WHAT COMES OUT OF IT HOWEVER STILL SEEMS TO SHOCK EVEN ME AT TIMES BUT A AM WORKING ON THAT AS BEST I CAN.  I MAY BE WATCHING MY WEIGHT BUT IT IS WATER BEING RETAINED, NOT FAT.  MY HANDS AND FEET ARE NOT COLLECTING ANY WATER AS OF NOW BUT MY CHEST HAS GOT 20 FULL POUNDS OF FLUID AROUND MY LUNGS AND ORGANS.  THIS IS A VERY UNCOMFORTABLE THING TO DEAL WITH WHEN COUPLED WITH INDICED DEPRESSION BUT I AM COPING AS BEST I CAN… I AM GETTING SOME OF THE THINGS BACK I HAVE HAD TO SELL OR JUST GIVE AWAY THAT I GOT AS TREATS OR TOUS AND YESTERDAY I GOT DADDY N ME A SMALL DEEP FRYER SO WE CAN ENJOY HOME MADE ONION RINGS AND DEEP FRIED MUSHROOMS! I HAD A REAL NICE DEEP FRYER, A PROFESSIONAL ONE I GAVE FIFTY BUCKS FOR, I REMEMBER IT CAUSE I GOT IT RIGHT BEFORE I GOT MY ICE CREAM MAKER…I USED TO MAKE THE BOMB ICE CREAMS!  LOTS OF FRESH FRUITS AND COCONUT WAS WHAT I LIKED  MAYBE DADDY AND I CAN DO THIS TOO SOON, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS UNLESS YOU ARE DEEPLY DEPRESSED, THEN ALL IT HOLDS IS DARK THINGS.   SPEAKING OF DEPRESSING THINGS, REMEMBER THE BUZZARD WITH THE BROKEN WING I TRIED TO HELP?  I THINK IT LIVED AS I SAW SOMEONE HAD THROWN OUT A BUNCH OF BREAD RIGHT WHERE IT WAS THE OTHER DAY… THERE WAS A DOG EATING SOME OF THE BREAD SO THAT IS HOW I KNOW IT WAS FOOD INSTEAD OF TRASH.  I STILL REMEMBER TOUCHING THE FEET OF THE BUZZARD, I KNOW THE WAY ITS FLESH FEELS FROM WHEN I GRABBED HOLD OF ITS CLAWS WHEN I THREW THE BLANKET OVER IT, IT REMINDED ME OF A GILA MONSTER LIZARD I ONCE OWNED, FELT EXACTLY LIKE THE SCALES OF THE CRITTER WHICH ARE KIND OF LIKE ROUND  SCALES, VERY SOFT WHICH WAS KIND OF SURPRIZING… I WILL NEVER FORGET HOLDING A GIANT BUZZARD BY THE FEET AS I GOT A GOOD TAP FROM ITS BEAK RIGHT AFTER I GRABBED THEM, IT DID NOT UNDERSTAND I WAS TRYING TO HELP SO I DO NOT RESENT THE CUT I GOT.  TODAY IS KIND OF NICE AND LAZY, YESTERDAY I COOKED MY FIRST ROAT THAT I CONSIDER AS GOOD, I ROASTED IT SLOWLY IN THE OVEN WRAPPED IN TINFOIL FROM 9 am TIL AFTER 3 pm AND COOKED CARROTS AND YELLOW POTATOES IN ANOTHER ALUMINUM PACKAGE SO I WOULD HAVE THE JUICE AND A WHILE BEFORE DINNER, I TOOK THE ROAST OUT OF THE TINFOIL AND DUMPED THE JUICE INTO AN OVEN PAN AND PUT THE CUT ROASTED POTATOES CUT SIDE DOWN IN THE JUICE TO SOAK IT UP, THEN MADE A GRAVY WITH A POUND OF SHROOMS AND A CAN OF BEEFY MUSHROOM CAMPBELLS SOUP AND THEN POURD THAT OVER THE SLOW ROASTED GOODIES…DADDY ATE ONE HE K OF A HUGE PLATE, I PUT FOUR HALVED TATERS AND A SMALL AMOUNT OF CARROTS ON HIS PLATE BESIDES A GOOD SIZED HUNK OF ROAST AND THE PLATE CAME BACK EMPTY, SO THERE IS YOUR REVIEW BY MY DADDY WHO WILL NOT EAT SOMETHING HE DOES NOT LIKE, I GUESS THE CARROTS WERE NOT BAD ENOUGH TO NOT EAT, I PERSONALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE PRETTY DARN SWEET, I ATE THE REST OF THE CARROTS AFTER DINNER WHEN PUTTING THE LEFTOVERS IN THE FRIDGE, THEY DID NOT STAND A CHANCE AS I LOVE SWEET CARROTS!  I AM FIXING TO GO GET A CERTAIN KIND OF BATTER FOR ONION RINGS THAT DADDY LIKES ALONG WITH SOME MILK AS HE JUST MADE ANOTHER BATCH OF DADDY  COOKIES SO I AM GOING TO  UT THIS OFF FOR NOW, THIS IS JUST PLAIN OLD WRITING TODAY-NO THERAPY NEEDED…AT LEAST I  CAN SAY ANOTHER OF THE THINGS I HAD TO LOSE TO LEAVE A BAD SITUATION ARE COMING BACK AND I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW JUST HOW MUCH DADDY LIKES HAVING A MINI DEEP FRYER TO EXPERIMENT WITH, GUESS I WILL FINISH WATCHING HUMAN CENTIPEDE…ONE CREEPY MOVIE.  EVEN FOR ME.

WAS WATCHING YOUTUBE  VIDEOS OF ALL MANNER TODAY WHEN I CAME ACROSS SEVERAL TYPES OF INSULATED WALLS BEING CREATED TO BLOCK OUT ECHOS…EVERYTHING FROM SOUND BLANKETS TO FOAM INSULATION TO LAYERED TOWELS WERE BEING USED BY MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE FOR A VARIETY OF ISSUES, MOSTLY NOISY NEIGHBORS.   MY ISSUE IS ABOUT UNWANTED SOUNDS TRAVELLING THROUGH THE AIR IN THE PLACE I AM AND IT IS NOT JUST ONE TYPE OF SOUND I AM DEALING WITH BUT A WIDE VARIETY OF NOISE TO DO A LOT OF UNWANTED THINGSS INCLUDING CHANGING HOW ELECTRIC SIGNALS WORK IN MY BRAIN PRODUCING THINGS LIKE JUST SCATTERBRAINING ME TO CAUSING ME TO FEEL PUKEY OR WORSE TO A DEEP DEPRESSION AND FINALLY UNWANTED BURNS ON MY BODY, BROKEN BLOOD VESSELS ON HANDS THEN FINALLY INTENSE MIGRAINES AND I EVEN HAD A NEIGHBOR THAT DIES OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT THAT I AM CERTAIN WAS CAUSED WHEN THE SOUND FIRST APPEARED IN MY LIFE IN 2014 AFTER I WAS HACKED BY AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSNESS CALLED MICHAELS AUDIO AND VIDEO BASED IN FRASER, COLORADO…I RENTED A UNIT FROM MICHAEL SHURER, THE OWNER OF MICHAELS AUDIO AND VIDEO WHERE HE HOUSED HIS EMPLOYEES AND WAS HACKED BY HIS ROUTER AND BUSINESS ACCOUNT  WITH COMCAST AND HAD MY DIRECT TV DISH CUT INTO BY EMPLOYEES OF THE SAME BUSINESS AND THAT IS WHEN MY HOME AND CELL PHONE PROBLEMS BEGAN THAT I AM STILL PLAGUED WITH TO THIS DAY.  THE SOUND HAS APPEARED NOW IN BOTH THE CAR MY DAD GOT FOR ME TO USE AND HIS TRAILER AS WELL, SAME SOUND IN CAR, THE SOUND IN THE HOUSE CHANGES TO EXACT SAME SOUND IN THE CAR EVEN WHEN I AM NOT AT DADS HOME AND SOMETIMES, THOUGH RARELY, I GET A FEW DAYS OF TOTAL SILENCE TO RECUPERATE FROM PARTICULARLY VIOLENT AUDIO ASSAULTS THAT CAUSE DEEP DEPRESSION, MIGRAINES AND BURNS TO MY BODY.  IN A YOUTUBE VIDEO I SAW  THIS FOAM BEING USED TO CREATE THE ANECHOIC CHAMBER AND IN PARTICULAR THE VIDEO WAS CALLED ‘CAN SILENCE ACTUALLY DRIVE YOU CRAZY?’  NEEDLESS TO SAY THE TITLE WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO GRAB MY INTEREST AND AS I WATCHED I SAW THESE DIFFERENT PEOPLE USING THIS FOAM RUBBER CRAP TO SOUNDPROOF A ROOM FROM REVERB WHILE RECORDING AUDIO BUT WHAT REALLY CAUGHT MY INTEREST WAS WHEN THEY SAID THE HIGH POTCHED NOISES WERE ABSORBED BY THE FOAM INSTEAD OF BOUNCING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THE PEAKS TO,DEADEN  LOW FREQUENCIES…I AM VERY INTERESTED IN THEHIGHNFREQUENCIES BEING ABSORBED SO I GUESS I WILL BE WATCHING QUITE A BIT OF STUFFABOUT CREATING ANECHOIC XHAMBERS SO I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT TYPE OF FOAM I,WILL BE NEEDING FOR THE TAPPING SOUNDS AND FOR THE HIGH PITCHED RINGINGSOUNDS AND POSSIBLY THROUGH A COMBINATION BE ABLE TO,DEADEN ALL THE STRANGE UNWANTED FREQUENCIES I AM BEING ASSAULTED WITH TO GET THE DECIBEL LEVELS DOWN WELL BELOW THE 100 I AM CURRENTLY DEALING WITH NOW. I HAVE USED A DECIBEL METER IN BOTH HOME AND CAR AND THEY ARE ALWAYS PEAKING OUT AT 100 DCB, WHEN CAR IS NOT RUNNING AND THE AC OFF IN THE HOME.   NOTHING SHOULD BE CREATING 100 DECIBELS OF NOISE IN THE CAR WHEN THE ENGINE IS NOT RUNNING PARKED OUT IN THE COUNRTY OF EAST TEXAS WHERE MY DAD LIVES…NOTHING.   NOTHING CAN JUSTIFY THIS MUCH NOISE IN A STILL CAR, EVER.    I THINK I SHOULD TRY THESE IN THE CAR BEFORE THE HOUSE AS THIS SMALL AREA WILL MAKE A PERFECT SMALL SOUND ROOM AND AS THE SOUND IS COMING FROM THE REAR PASSENGER AREA OF THE CAR-IT SHOULD BE EASIEST TO BLOCK.  IF I CAN DEADEN THE NOISE OCCURRING IN THE CAR TO A N ACCEPTABLE LEVEL…THE HOUSE IS NEXT.   IN THESE DIFFERENT VIDEOS I AM SEEING JUST PARTSOF THE ROOMS BEING COVERED TO THE WHOLE THING, CEILINGS INCLUDED AND I SHOULD HAVE MY CHOICE OF MATERIALS DRASTICALLY WITTLED DOWN TO FIND WHAT WILL WORK, IF ANYTHING… I HAVE TO CONSIDER ALL OPTIONS WHEN BATTLING THIS UNWANTED SOUND.  TO NOT CONDCIDER THE MERITS OF EACH IS NOT DOING IMPERICAL RESEARCH AND THAT IS WHAT I AM TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH SO THAT IS WHY I HAVE BEEN WATCHING VIDEOS OF SUCH VARIETY.  MY SEARCH TODAY BEGAN WITH REVENGE ON NOISY NEIGHBORS AND HAS STOPPED FOR THE TIME BEING TO INVESTIGATING THE MERITS OF THE ANECHOIC CHAMBER…I WILL GO FROM THERE.  SO TO ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS IN THE AREA…START SAVING ANY KIND OF FOAM YOU MAY FIND IN PACKAGING AND SHIPPING FOR ME AND I WILL BE TRYING WHAT I CAN IN MY CAR SO I WILL BE NEEDING ENOUGH OF VARIOUS MATERIALS FOR  SHIPPING AND SOUND DAMPENING TO  DO COVER THE INSIDE OF THE CAR.   HOPE YOU ALL READ THIS AND I END UP WITH A NICE BIG PILE OF INSULATING STUFF TO TRY AND HELP MY PROBLEMS WITH UNWANTED NOISE SOON, TIL THEN, I WILL KEEP LEARNING ALL I CAN ABOUT WHAT IS MAKING IT BUT NOW I CAN AT LEAST FOCUS ON BLOCKING IT IN ONE PLACE, THE CAR.   IF I CAN GET RELIEF IN THE CAR I WILL CALL IT A SUCESS AND PROCEED FROM THERE.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE, NEW TERMINOLOGY HAS CREATED ANOTHER COURSE OF STUDY…ANECHOIC CHAMBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTR

IF I COULD ONLY GET ACROSS HOW NICE SILENCE IS…AFTER YESTERDAYS BRUTAL ASSAULT THAT MADE THE CAT WIG OUT, IT IS ALL I CRAVE ANYMORE, SILENCE.    NO VIOLENT FAST TAPPING, NO TICKING SOUND AND NO PRESSURE AT ALL…YES, THE CAT FREAKED OUT YESTERDAY-IT WAS WHEN I WAS TRYING TO LOAD A MOVIE AND THE SOUND MADE A VERY STRANGE NOISE THAT HAD THE CAT SCARED SO BAD IT TWISTED AND SCRATCHED ME TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE THEN RAN AND SAT UNDER THE TV.  UNDER THE TV. DID YOU GET THAT? under the tv.  MY DAD PLAYS THE TV AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE SO HE CAN HEAR IT AND THAT IS WHERE THE CAT WENT WAS UNDER THE  OISIEST THING IN THE HOUSE TO TRY AND GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE, HE STAYED THERE TIL BEDTIME.  AT ABOUT THE TIME THE CAT WIGGED I DECIDED TO TRY ANDL LOAD ONE OF MY APPS PREVIOUSLY USED TO GET A DECIBEL READING AND I COULD ONLY LOAD ONE THAT WOULD WORK AND IT SHOWED SOMETHING VERY LOUD, TO THE TIPS OF THE SCALE AND TEN I NOTICED THE SOUND WAS TO BE SEEN ON THE LIGHTS OF DADS MODEM.   THE LIGHTS ON HIS MODEM WERE OCCILATING AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE NOISE.  I HAVE SEEN THIS IN THE PAST SEVERAL TIMES, AND USUALLY THE FLASHLIGHTS WILL DIM AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE SOUND.  IT WAS VERY NOTICEABLE WHEN I TURNED ON ONE OF THOSE MINI FANS WITH LIGHTS IN THE PLASTIC LITTLE BLADES AND THE LIGHTS ON THE FLOOPY PLASTIC TWIN WINGS OF THE FAN WOULD OCCILATE IN TIME TO THE SOUND I WAS CURRENTLY HEARING, I HAVE MADE RECORDINGS OF THIS AND I THINK I POSTED SOME OF THEM ONLINE…IPAD WILL NO LONGER RECORD ANY VIDEO AND EVEN THOUGH I AM PAYING FORL CLOUD STORAGE I CANNOT GET THINGS TO GO INTO THE CLOUD  AND OFF THE IPAD ENOUGH TO EVEN RECORD ANY VIDEO AT ALL, IF I WANT TO TAKE A PIC OF ANYTHING, I HAVE TO DELETE STUFF.   BACK TO THE SOUND AND IT SINGING IN TIME TO THE LIGHTS ON DADS MODEM, I POINTED IT OUT THAT THE SOUND WAS VISIBLE TO,SEE WHAT I HEAR ON THE MODEM LIGHTS TO DAD BUT HE DOES NOT BELIEVE THIS IS EVEN HAPPENNING SO POINTING THINGS OUT TO SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT BELIEVE YOU IS POINTLESS, I WILL TRY TO CAT H THIS HAPPENNING AGAIN AND RECORD IT WITH MY CAMERA, THEN USE THE CARD READER TO TRANSFER THE VIDEO TO THE IPAD FOR ONLINE UPLOADING. APPLE HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO HELP ME GET MY IPAD SOME FREE SPACE YET AND I HAVE CALLED THEM SEVERAL TIMES.  I CANNOT GET THE APPS TO RECORD EITHER, SOMETHING HAS CONTROL OF THE MICROPHONES AND NO MATTER WHAT I TRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO ENABLE THE MICROPHONE FOR THESE APPS YET. THEY USED TO WORK REAL GOOD, NOW SOMEONE DOES NOT WANT ME USING THESE APPS AS THEY DISCLOSE THE DECIBEL LEVELS I AM DEALING WITH.  I AM TRYING TO PROVE THE SOUND OCCILATES TO OVER 100 DECIBELS AGAIN LIKE I HAVE ALREADY DONE IN THE CAR AND WHEN I DISCOVERED THE SOUND COMING FROM THE FLOOR VENT IN THE KITCHEN AT 100DECIBELS WITH THE AC UNIT OFF.  I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO TRY OUT NEW APPS FOR RECORDING DECIBEL LEVELS TIL I CAN GET ONE TO WORK.   AT TIMES I FEEL HOPELESS BECAUSE OF THIS SOUND AND THE WAY IT DISRUPTS THE ELECTRICAL SIGNALS IN MY BRAIN – THIS IS USUALLY THE SIGNAL I AM FIXING TO BE HIT WITHA TWO DAY MIGRAINE. RECOGNIZING WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A CERTAIN SOUND IS IN THE AREA IS HALF THE BATTLE OF KEEPING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS UNDER CHECK.   I AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT THESE SOUNDS INDUCE THOUGHTS OF DESPAIR OR HORROR OF REALISING I AM GOING TO DIE FROM THE NOISE, IF I SAID THEY DO NOT I’D BE LYING.  YES I FEEL ALL MANNER OF DEPRESSION AND DARK THOUGHTS FROM THESE SOUNDS AND THE OTHER NIGHT IN PARTICUAL I NOTICED THE PATTERN HIT ME BEFORE THE MIGRAINE. ASK MY DAD IF HE SAW ME ACTING A BIT WORSE OR MORE DESPONDANT THAN USUAL AND HE WOULD TELL YOU I WAS SAYING SOME VERY DEPRESSING STUFF BUT THEN MIGRAINE HIT AND NO MORE SOUND FROM ME FOR TWO DAYS.  I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING BUT GET UP AND DO MY FOUR TREADMILL SESSIONS THEN GO BACK TO MY CORNER AND LAY ON MY SIDE MUCH LIKE THE DEAD WILD PIG I SAW ROADSIDE A FEW WEEKS BACK, WITH ITS  SWOLLEN MIDSECTION AND FOUR LEGS STICKING STRAIGHT OUT-THAT IS EXACTLY HOW THIS SWELLING OF MY MIDSECTION FEELS, LIKE I AM A BLOATED CARCASS WITH MY BELLY UP AND ALL FOUR LIMBS STICKING OUT FROM THE SWOLLEN GUT.  I WILL NOT HARM MYSELF, JUST THOUGHT FAMILY SHOULD BE AWARE THAT EVEN THOUGH I MAY HAVE THOUGHTS OF ENDING THIS SUFFERING THAT I HAVE MADE A VOW NEVER TO TAKE MY LIFE OVER THIS ISSUE, THERE MAY BE A TIME IN THE FUTURE WHEN MY HEALTH IS SO BAD I WILL  CHOOSE TO END MY PAIN BUT I AM NO WHERE CLOSE TO THAT TIME SO SUICIDE IS NOT A THING FOR ME TO CONSIDER.  I AM READING ABOUT MATERIALS THAT WOULD ABSORB THE MICROWAVES I BELIEVE TO BE THE SOURCE OF THE SOUND AND EVEN FOUND A PLUG IN DEVICE THAT IS A NOISE CANCELLING PLUG FOR YOUR SOCKETS TO OFFSET SOUNDS THROUGH WALLS OF NOISY NEIGHBORS CALLED ‘QLOUD’, IT IS ON YOUTUBE.COM WHEN YOU LOOK UP NOISY NEIGHBORS AND AM SERIOUSLY THINKING THAT IT IS WORTH THE FIFTY BUCKS TO TRY IT OUT AND THEN I SAW A NOISE MACHINE I PLAN TO TRY AND CONSTRUCT MYSELF WITH MY REMAINING CONTRUCTION FAN AND IT WORKS BY AIR RESTRICTION TO PRODUCE  WHITE NOISE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE THE NESTED COVER FOR THE FAN WHERE YOU CONTROL THE NOISE BY TURNING THE TOP COVER TO COVER UP OR UNCOVER HOLES TO PRODUCE DIFFERENT SOUNDS WITH ONE FAN, THE ONE I SAW IN PARTICULAR WAS CREATED BY DOHM, AND REALLY, IF I CANNOT MAKE THIS THING AFTER SEEING HOW IT WORKS I AM ONE LAME CHICK…I AM ALSO LOOKING INTO CARBON SOUND ABSORBING MATERIALS MICROWAVES ARE JUST ANOTHER TYPE OF SOUND OR LIGHT, THEY ARE ACTUALLY LISTED AS A FORM OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIATION THAT OPERATES ON CERTAIN FREQUENCIES AND FREQUENCIES ARE WHAT SOUND WAVES ARE MEASURED IN, SO I KIND OF CATEGORIZE THEM AS SOUND WAVES.  SO THE NEXT QUESTION IS WHAT RANGE OF OBSORBTION IS NEEDED? I CANNOT PINPOINT THE EXACT FREQUENCY SINCE MY APPS WILL NOT WORK BUT ALSO IN RESEARCHING SOUND FOUND THAT FOG IN THE HOUSE LIKE FROM A STEAMY SHOWER OR BOILING A PAN OF WATER, WILL DAMPEN SOUND WAVES.  I HAVE NOT GOTTEN SO DESPARATE AS TO LIVE IN A FRIGGING RAIN FOREST TO TRY AND QUELL THE NOISE…YET. JUST THE FACT THE SOUND HAS STOPPED TODAY IS ENOUGH TO GET MY MIND RIGHT FOR A DAY OR SO, I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG SILENCE WILL PERSIST BUT EVEN A SHORT TIME IS BETTER THAN NOTHING, AT LEAST FOR THE POOR CAT.  I AM TAKING IT VERY EASY RIGHT NOW TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THIS LAST ASSAULT, BUT SINCE I AM FEELING GOOD ENOUGH TO WRITE, YOU KNOW AT THE VERY LEAST MY CAUSE IS NOT HOPELESS AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR TODAY, KNOWING THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO ON DAY AFTER DAY WITHOUT A BREAK.  YESTERDAY AFTERNOON WHEN THE CAT FREAKED, I REALISED I KNEW THE SOUND IN PARTICULAR AS THE PUKE POOP URGE SOUND, ONE I AM VERY FAMILIAR WITH SO LOOKS LIKE MY TORTURERS ARE RUNNING THE WHOLE SOUND SPECTRUM AT ME TO CAUSE THE MOST DAMAGE AND HAVE CIRCLED BACK TO THAT ONE PARTICULAR SOUND AGAIN IN AN EFFORT TO MAKE ME SICK AGAIN.  THIS WOULD EXPLAIN THE CAT THROWING UP SO MUCH TOO.   I AM DONE WRITING FOR THE ,MOMENT SO THE THREE PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTANTLY READING THIS WRITING, I HOPE ONE OF YOU WILL TAKE A MOMENT TO LEAVE A SINGLE COMMENT OF YOUR CHOICE, WHETHER YOU WANT TO CALL ME A NUT OR WHATEVER, JUST A SINGLE WORD WOULD BE APPRECIATED. WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 10-1-17 JUST OVER FOUR YEARS I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING THIS SOUND INVADING MY LIFE.

ME, PAYING TO MEET MEN??? IT IS NT SO MUCH TO MEET MEN AS TO TALK OR TYPE MESSAGES TO OTHER HUMANS.  I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL GO OUT WITH ANYONE BUT THERE IS NO HARM IN LOOKING, IS THERE?  THERE ARE A WHOLE BUNCH OF MEN ALL AROUND MINEOLA AND THE SURROUNDING AREAS THAT ARE LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL OR GOD WILL SEND ANOTHER DRUNK OR DRUG ADDICT MY WAY…I HAVE FOUND OVER THE YEARS WHEN YOU PRAY, TO BE VERY SPECIFIC OR THE FIRST THING YOU ASK FOR WILL BE SENT AND SOMETIMES THE RESULTS END UP BEING A DISASTER.  SO I AM MAKING SURE THEY ALL KNOW I COME WITH ISSUES AND WHAT TYPE OF ISSUES THEY ARE.  THE HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE I AM BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS VERY MINUTE ARE NOT SOMETHING I COULD HIDE EVEN WERE I TO WANT TO HIDE THAT.  I CANT EVEN SLEEP IN MY BED ANYMORE AS THE NOISE IS SUPER CONCENTRATED IN THE CORNER MY BEDS LOCATED INTO THE POINT I JUST CANNOT DO IT ANYMORE.  THE SOUND IS COMING OUT OF THE FLOOR VENTS FOR CERTAIN AS I HAVE USED SEVERAL APPS TO LOCATE WHERE THE HIGH DECIBEL LEVELS ARE BEING EMITTED AND THE DECIBEL LEVEL WITH THE AC OFF IS A CONSTANT 100 DECIBELS FROM EVERY SINGLE VENT, INCLUDING THE BATHROOM.  I AM SURE MY IPAD IS BEING USED TO PIN POINT MY LOCATION INSIDE THE TRAILER AND WILL MOST LIKELY HAVE TO CHANGE WHERE I SLEEP EVERY DAY OR SO BUT IF THAT IS WHAT IS REQUIRED TO GET MORE THAN 2 HOURS OF SLEEP A NOTE, SO BE IT.   THE FRIGGIN ONLINE MASTER GAMER HAS STARTED TO SEND ME VIDEOS OF HIM PLAYING SOME DUMBASS ONLINE ROLEPLAYING GAME AGAIN, 3 am LAST NIGHT… THE SOUND IS GETTING RATHER IRRITATING AGAIN TOO. AND IS CHANGING FROM A JUMPY CRICKET WITH FAST TAPPING AND A BACKGROUND HISS TO AN ALMOST INSECTIOD SOUND AND THE VERY, VERY FAST TAPPING SO I THINK THIS WEEKEND THE AUDIO TORTURE IS GOING TO BE ESPECIALLY BAD AS IT WAS WHEN IN COLORADO AND THERE EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND WAS A NIGHTMARE WITH CONSTANT SLEEP DEPRIVATION TO KEEP ME EXHAUSTED SO THEY COULD INSTILL THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT SYNDROME AT WILL.  ME TRYING A SOCIAL SITE IS A GOOD THING AS I HAVE BEEN ALONE A LONG, LONG TIME.    NEXT ITEM OF THE DAY…MY DADDY HAS SOME VERY NICE VCRs AND TWO OF ONE KIND IN PARTICULAR THAT HE LIKED A REWIND FEATURE ON.  THIS MORNING HE COMES TO ME AND TELLS ME ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO USE EITHER REMOTE ON THE TWO UNITS AND THEY HAD QUIT AT THE SAME TIME. SO RIGHT AWAY I GET OUT MY AM/FM RADIO AND DETUNE IT AND THEN PRESS A BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND HEAR A BUZZ ON THE RADIO…THAT TELLS ME THE REMOTE IS NOT THE PROBLEM, IT IS A SETTING ON THE VCR OR THE REMOTE OR BOTH. SO I GET BOTH NNITS AND THE MANUAL FOR THEM OUT AND CHECK THE REMOTE SETTINGS AND SURE ENOUGH, THEY WERE SET TO VCR A AND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS PUNCH A COUPLE OF BUTTONS AND GOT BOTH REMOTES WORKING FOR DADDY…UNCLE HOMER HAD COME OVER AND LOOKED AT THE VCRS AND TOLD DADDY IT WAS THE REMOTES…WRONG ANSWER. GUESS HE NEEDED SOMEONE A LITTLE SMARTER …ME! SO THAT IS MY MORNING, FINDINGOUT THE CREEP THAT HACKED MY OLD CELLPHONE IS STILL SENDING ME VIDEOS OF HIMSELF PLAYING GAMES TO  MESS WOTH MY HEAD, AND FIXING STUFF FOR DADDY HE THOUGHT WAS BROKEN!  HOME MADE COOKIES AND MILK FOR BREAKFAST AND NOW ON TOP OF ALL THAT, THE CAT HAS GIVEN ME THE FRONT PART OF THE CAT COSTUME TOPET AND DADDY HAS THE BACK HALF FOR A CHANGE…FUNNY HOW THINGS WORK OUT!  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE  9-1-17

I HAD TO SELL OR GIVE AWAY PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I HAD BECAUSE OF THE CRAP GOING ON IN  MY LIFE AND NOW, WHILE I AM NO LONGER IN THOSE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS-I SEEM TO BE GETTING BACK THE IMPORTANT STUFF I HAD TO GIVE UP AND I ENDED UP WITH VERY SAME MODEL OF INVERSION TABLE I USED TO HAVE AND NOW I HAVE A WAY BETTER TEADMILL THAN I HAD WHEN I TROTTED OFF THE 100 + POUNDS I LOST  AFTER GETTING UP OVER 288 POUNDS AS I WAS WHEN I VISITED MY DADDY BACK IN 2012.  TONITE MY DADDY GOT THE SATISFACTION OF WATCHING ME TROT JUST OVER 3/4 A MILE IN 15  HAVE GOTTEN BACK UPTO 190 lbs DUE TO INACTIVITY AND EDEMA.  I COLLECT WATER AROUND MY ORGANS.  MY DADDY MAKING HOMEMADE COOKIES IS NOT HELPING MY WEIGHT EITHER BUT WHO COULD RESIST COOKIES YOUR DADDY MADE FOR YOU MUCHLESS HOME BAKED PIZZA??? MY OLD TREADMILL WAS NICE BUT THIS ONE IS THE DELUXE MODEL AND VALUED AROUND $1000 BUCKS…  YOU CAN BET I WILL GET MY MONEYS WORTH OUT OF IT RIGHT QUICK AS MY LAST ONE HELPED ME TROT OFF OVER 100 POUNDS, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT PRIME BITCH MEAT GOES FOR A POUND BUT IF IT SELLS FOR AS MUCH AS THE CURE 81 HAMS GET FOR ME N DADDY, ON MY LAST TREADMILL  I TROTTED OFF OVER $300 DOLLARS WORTH OF FAT.  AND ROUTINE IS GOOD FOR US BI POLAR FOLK…  I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL BECAUSE OF THE SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES AND WATCH MY BLOOD PRESSURE REAL CLOSE AS WELL AS STAY OUT OF THIS DAMP AIR SO MY LUNGS DO NOT DEVELOP PNEUMONIA AS THIS HUMIDITY MAKES BREATHING HARD AS IT IS BUT I HAVE DONE THIS TREADMILL THING BEFORE SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST RODEO WITH THESE THINGS.  I KNOW I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL NOT TO GET EXCERCISE INDUCED MIGRAINES SO I TROTTED AT A LAZY 3 MILES AN HOUR TIL THE LAST MINUTE WHERE I JUMP THE SPEED UP A COUPLE NOTCHES TO GET THAT HEART RATE UP BUT I KNOW THESE THINGS CAN HAPPEN IF I AM NOT CAREFUL AND KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE.  SO HERE I AM STARTING OUT MY EXODUS TO NOWHERE IN MY DADDYS LIVING ROOM ON A HIGH DOLLAR TREADMILL INSTEAD OF A WALMART CHEAPO TROTTER, I STILL SWIM ACROSS THE LAKE WHEN THE MIGRAINES AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND  GET MORE THAN I CAN STAND AND YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO CATCH THIS 54 YEAR OLD GAL WITH ALL THESE BLOOD DISEASES AND EMPHYSEMIA SPORTING A RED AND WHITE BIKINI ON MY WAY TO THE LAKE IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY I SHOULD NOT BE HARD TO MISS AS I AM TOTING A  BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL DOWN TO TH LAKE OVER MYSHOULDER ALONG WITH MY FAVORITE SWIM FINS AND A JUG OF JUICE AND IF YOU MISS ME ON THE WAY TO THE LAKE-YOU CAN FIND ME OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF LAKE HOLBROOK WITH THE TURTLES CHASING AFTER ME!   IF YOU WANT ANY BEFORE AND AFTER PICTURES-I SUGGEST YOU START SNAPPING THEM ASAP AS I WILL NOT BE AT 190 lbs FOR LONG… WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-16- I AM DOING THESE THINGS WITH SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES…OH ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION GOODWILL AND THE BROKEN VCR…I GOT ONE FOR MY COUSINS AS THEIRS WAS BROKEN AND THE ONE I GOT FROM GOODWILL DID NOT WORK…THEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD GET AWAY WITH NO REFUND EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A PALTRY AMOUNT, I MADE A COMPLAINT AND THEN I FIND OUT THE GUY WHO FINALLY DID END UP TAKING THE BROKEN VCR BACK IS FAMILY AND THEY DID NOT KNOW I WAS GETTING THE THING FOR FAMILY!  I TRIED TO GET MY COUSINS SOMETHING TO WATCH VCR TAPES ON BUT ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER DRESS FOR CHURCH!  AND OUR PSYCHOTIC KITTY WAS AN ANGEL TODAY WITH PEOPLE IN AND OUT OF THE HOUSE MOVING FURNATURE AND EXCERCISE EQUIPMENT IN AND OUT AND PEOPLE OF ALL KINDS, HE ONLY WENT UNDER THE TABLE FOR A BIT AND THEN CAME OUT TO BE HELD AND LOVED BY OUR VISITING FAMILY MEMBERS!!! HE WAS AN ANGEL TODAY CONSIDERING HE WOULD NOT COME OUT OF THE CLOSET WHEN I FIRST MET HIM!!!

AFTER A TWO DAY BREAK THE SOUND IS BACK WITH A VENGANCE… THIS IS THE WORST CHEST PAIN I HAVE HAD IN A WHILE.  I KNEW IT WOULD BE BAD BUT THIS IS REDICULOUS.  MY DAD IS LOOKING KINDA RATTY TOO. HE WILL SWEAR UP AND DOWN THIS NOISE IS NOT HARMING HIM BUT HE HAS QUIT WEARING HIS HEARING AIDES AND CONTACT LENSES AND IN MY OPINION HE HAS BEEN THINKING QUITE RADICALLY WITH THINKING ABOUT PUTTING THE CAT DOWN… HE HAS BEEN GETTING SCATTERBRAINED EVEN THOUGH HE WILL NOT ADMIT TO IT AND DOING THAT COUGH THING PEOPLE AROUND ME DO WHEN THE NOISE IS PRESENT.  THE DVR IS STILL ACTIVE AND SOMEONE KEEPS UNLOCKING SPORTS CHANNELS AND CHANNELS TO WATCH  MOVIES THE WHOLE DAY.  THE SOUND IS A JUMPY CRICKET LIKE SOUND THAT HAS OTHER SOUNDS BURIED IN IT THAT I CAN HEAR WHEN WEARING MY NEW APPLE HEADPHONES THAT DO NOT HAVE A MICROPHONE BUILT INTO THEM.   MY DADDY ACTUALLY TRIED TO WATCH A MOVIE WITH ME TODAY, DJANGO UNCHAINED BUT I COULD SEE HE WAS DISTRACTED AND HAD HIP PAINS SO I LET HIM OUT OF THE MOVIE ABOUT AN HOUR INTO IT AND AM WATCHING AN OLD EDDIE MURPHY MOVIE WITH HIM AND THE CAT WHO HAS BEEN AN ANGEL TODAY, LETTING ME HOLD HIM FOR ABOUT AN HOUR OVER IN MY BED WHEN DADDY AND I WERE WATCHING DJANGO AND AFTERWARDS I HELD THE ICE CREAM BOWL AS THE KITTY HAD HIS TREAT FOR THE NITE, THE FACT THE CAT ATE WHILE I WAS HOLDING THE BOWL DID NOT GO UNNOTICED BY ME AND I MADE SURE DADDY SAW IT TOO.  THE CAT CAN CHANGE, JUST LIKE THE LIGHTBULB IN THE PSYCHIATRIST OFFICE, THAT IS AN OLD JOKE I USED TO TELL WHEN I WOULD GET TAKEN IN ON M1 HOLDS…HOW MANY PSYCHIATRISTS DOES IT TAKE TO CHANGE A LIGHTBULB?  JUST ONE BUT THE LIGHTBULB HAS GOT TO WANT TO CHANGE…AND I CAN SEE THE CAT WANTS TO PLEASE US, IT REALLY DOES TRY, I CAN SEE THAT, WHY OTHERS THINK CATS CANNOT BE EITHER TRAINED OR HERDED I DO NOT KNOW AS I HAVE SUCESSFULLY TRAINED AND HERDED THIS CAT TO THE ANIMAL IT IS TODAY THAT WILL LET PEOPLE WHO COME OVER PET IT INSTEAD OF RUNNING AND HIDING UNDER THE CHAIR LIKE IT USED TO DO…IN FACT, I HAVE NOT SEEN THE CAT HIDE UNDER THE CHAIR AT ALL IN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS!  I HAVE CHANGED HAVE CHANGED TOO, I USED TO SMOKE WEED QUITE A BIT AND I HAVE QUIT…   WELL IT IS ABOUT 8:30 pm AND DADDY IS OFF TO BED AND I AM HEADED THERE MYSELF, NO EXCERCISE TONITE AS I AM IN TOO MUCH PAIN.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-10-17  hopefully this sound will not kill me while i sleep.

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