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I AM DEALING WITH MAJOR DDOS ATTACKS LATELY SINCE READING ABOUT JOHANNA ALPERIN GETTING A SMALL TOUCH OF JUSTICE AND RELIEF FROM THE CREEP THAT DESTROYED HER LIFE WITH HIS MENTAL TERRORISM AND STALKING AND ALL THE HELL SHE HAS GONE THROUGH WITH ACCOUNTS ONLINE AND OTHER FORMS OF CYBERSTALKING.  THE FACT I WAS ABLE TO TALK WITH THIS POOR WOMAN WAS THE START OF PRETTY MUCH COMPLETE CELLPHONE BLOCKING USING VOICE SERVICES OR CALL FORWARDING OR WHATEVER THE HELL MY HACKERS ARE DOING TO THIS PHONE THAT MAKES IT SO I CANNOT HEAR PHONECALLS AT ALL BUT THAT WAS TO BE EXPECTED  IF I FOUND ANY KIND OF HELP.  TRY TALKING TO A DA ON A PHONE YOU DO NOT HAVE FULL CONTROL OF…I AM LUCKY I AM ABLE TO TALK WITH MY DADDY OR MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH BUT IF THEY BLOCKED MENTAL HEALTH SOMEONE WOULD INVESTIGATE THAT.   THE HELL THE PACK OF DOPE ADDICTS MICHAEL SHURER HAS FOLLOWING ME EVERYWHERE IS NOT FUN AND I HOPE MY PROBLEMS STOP WITH HIS CONVICTION FINALLY WHEN IT COMES BUT I AM AFRAID HE HAS GIVEN MY INFO OUT TO SO MANY DRUG ADDICTS THAT THIS WILL BE GOING ON FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. FUCKING DRAG.   I FIGURED OUT THAT THIS BUSINESS HAS FOUND A WAY TO INTFERE WITH MY CHEMICAL ACTIVITY IN MY BRAIN WITH SOUND.  IT INTERFERES WITH ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATION AND AS MY USE OF IT DECREASES, I FIND THE SOUND THEY HIT ME WITH AT 22050Hz AND 44100Hz IS HEARD BY ME THROUGH BONE CONDUCTION.  I AM TRYING TO GET A HEARING TEST SCHEDULED ASAP TO PROVE I REALLY CAN HEAR THIS SOUND AND MAYBE GET SOME KIND OF HEARING AIDE THAT CANCELS OUT THE SOUND ENTIRELY LIKE THE COLEMAN STOVE I HAVE DOES.  IT  DOES NOT BLOCK IT OUT COMPLETELY BUT IT IS A PRESSURIZED TANK THAT PRODUCES A HISS VERY SIMILAR TO THE SOUND MY PC SAYS IT IS SAMPLING AUDIO AT.  JUST THE FACT THAT I QUIT DOING ALL ILLEGAL DRUGS AND DRINKING SHOWS THE STRENGTH OF WILL I HAVE AND IF NOT FOR THAT, I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE COMMITTED SUICIDE ACTUALLY RATHER THAN SPITTING UP THE PILLS CAUSE THAT WOULD MEAN THE CREEP HACKING ME WOULD HAVE WON.  I DO NOT GIVE UP THAT EASY BUT DAMN,I NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS CRAP WOULD STILL BE GOING ON AFTER FOUR FUCKING YEARS AND ME CLEAN AND SOBER FOR THE WHOLE THING.   I HOPE THAT JOHANNA GETS ME IN TOUCH WITH ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED HER.  I HAVE A SHITLOAD OF TIME AND DATE STAMPED PICS FOR WHATEVER LAWYER OR PROSECUTOR DEALS WITH ME AND IT SHOWS THE RULES CREATED IN MY DEVICES AND THE TIMES AND DATES THEY WERE CREATED AND ADDED.   I ALSO HOPES SHE GETS ME IN TOUCH WITH WHATEVER MEDIA SHE SPEAKS WITH, SHE HAS MY PERMISSION TO GIVE THEM MY CONTACT INFO.   IT HAS BEEN A LONG HARD LIFE FOR ME BEFORE THE HACKING-I AM JUST GLAD THAT I SOBERED UP AND CHANGED MY LIFE BEFORE ALL THIS HACKING CRAP WAS A MAJOR ISSUE KEEEPING ME FROM CONTACTING THE OUTSIDE WORLD.   IT IS A SHAME THAT A HANDICAPPED WOMAN HAS TO PROVE THAT CRIME IS BEING DONE TO HER BEFORE POLICE SAY THEY WILL HELP ME.  THEY ARE NOT EVEN INTERESTED IT SEEMS AND THAT MAKES ME THINK THEY MIGHT BE BOUGHT AND PAID FOR TO IGNORE MY PLIGHT JUST LIKE GRAND COUNTY COPS WERE.   I WOULD JUST LOVE TO GET ON TV AGAIN AFTER READING THIS ARTICLE ABOUT JOHANNA ALPERIN.   AND WHEN SHURER PUT CHARGES AGAINST ME FOR HARASSMENT THEN DROPPED THEM RIGHT BEFORE THE TRIAL WAS TO START, THIS TIME HE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO KEEP THE EVIDENCE I COLLECT FROM A COURT AND IF I CAN UNDEERSTAND THE CONTENTS OF THE HACKING FILES, SO SHOULD A JURY.   THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 2-7–17 ALSO NEEDS NOTING THAT SHURER DID NOT FILE SLANDER OR LIBEL CHARGES, JUST HARASSMENT CHARGES…AND THERE WAS MORE THAN ONE TYPE OF CRIME I CAUGHT THIS BUSINESS DOING.

THIS SHIT JUST KEEPS GETTING CREEPIER AND CREEPIER, THE ALPINE AIRE VAN CAME TO DO A TANK EXCHANGE AND MY POLICE SCANNER WAS DE PROGRAMMED, I COULD NOT HELP BUT NOTICE AS I WAS LISTENING TO IT… MY EYE DOCTOR FOUND A CONDITION HE HAD ONLY SEEN ABOUT FIVE TIMES IN HIS THIRTY YEAR CAREER-MACULAR PIGMENT  CHANGE, AND WHAT I AM READING ABOUT IT IS THERE IS A YELLOW COLOR OF THE CELLS…BUT HE SAID MINE WAS RED.  RED?  THERE IS NOTHING I CAN FIND YET ABOUT PIGMENT CHANGES THAT ARE RED IN EYEBALLS… I NOTICED IT RIGHT AWAY AS I HAVE WITH ALL MY HEALTH ISSUES.  AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, THE BROAD AT THE SENIOR CENTER WHO I CAN TELL HATES ME HAS ONLY GIVEN ME MINUTES TO CHARGE MY STUFF FOR THE NIGHT.  LET ME SEE IF I .CAN FREAK YOU FURTHER… THE I.P. ADDRESS SHOWING AS BEING THE WISC IS ONCE AGAIN  169.254.57.23   MY RV WAS HIT BY A YELLOW VEHICLE AND I GUESS I WAS INSIDE A STORE OR SOMETHING WHEN IT HAPPPENED.  I MIGHT HAVE BEEN ASLEEP WHEN IT OCCURED AS THESEHACKERS HAVE KEPT ME IN A CONSTANT STATE OF EXHAUSTION FOR THESE LAST FEW MONTHS SO THAT IS WHAT IS HAPPENING IN MY CLEAN AND SOBER LIFE.  TO THINK I QUIT SHOOTING UP DOPE FOR THIS??? WHAT WOULD A SO CALLED NORMAL PERSON DO IN MY SITUATION?   LAST NIGHT I WAS FOLLOWED BY MY HACKERS IN A BLIZZARD AS I WENT TO CITY MARKET TO PARK SO I WOULD MAKE THE EYE DOC APPOINTMENT, THEY CIRCLED LIKE BUZZARDS IN THE BLIZZARD.  I AM AT A LOSS AS TO HOW TO PROTECT MYSELF ANYMORE.  I AM OUTNUMBERED AND HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE FRIEND TO TALK TO.  MENTAL HEALTH IS NO HELP EITHER.  THEY KEEP ASKING ME WHAT THEY CAN DO TO HELP ME FEEL SAFER… THE LOT POLICE ARE LETTING ME PARK AT OVERNIGHTS IS FULL OF ELECTRIC WORK VANS AND SEVERAL TRAILERS AND THERE WAS NOT EVEN ONE SPOT FOR ME TO PARK WHEN I WENT TO DO THAT TODAY… SO HERE IS ME, THE PERFECT VICTIM BEING CHASED EVERYWHERE I GO, MY BATTERIES ON EVERY DEVICE KILLED AND MY SCANNER BEING DE PROGRAMMED.  DOES ANYONE OUT THERE KNOW OF SOME WAY TO HELP ME FEEL SAFE?  IF YOU DO, CALL ME AT 970-389-6283 I AM SO DAMN SOBER AND THINKING SO CLEARLY AND NOTICING MANY THINGS MOST PEOPLE WOULD NOT EVEN NOTICE YET I AM STILL NOT EVEN BEING SEEN AS A VICTIM.   TALK ABOUT IRONIC…THESE SICK FUCKS ARE MORE SADISTIC THAN I AM AND I FORGOT TO MENTION THE TAIL LIGHT I CANNOT GET THE SCREWS OUT TO CHANGE THE BURNT BULB.  I AM JUST SUPPOSED TO  SIT IN THAT TORE BACK RV AND WAIT UNTIL WHOEVER MICHAEL SHURER GETS TO MURDER ME HAS THE CHANCE, I GUESS AND TIL THEN DEAL WITH DISCRIMINATION FROM THE BITCH AT THE SENIOR CENTER AND THE HEAD LIBRARIAN AT THE FRISCO LIBRARY…THAT IS ALMOST ENOUGH TO MAKE ME WANT TO DO DOPE OR JUST END MY LIFE AND ALL THIS VICTIMIZATION BUT I MADE A SOLEMN VOW TO MY FORMER FRIEND NANCY KLANCKE THAT I WOULD NEVER, EVER DO THAT AND I AM A PERSON OF MY WORD, A RARE THING THESE DAYS.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 1-12-17  

GUESS WE WILL ALL FIND OUT WHAT I AM REALLY LIKE WHEN I AM NOT HAVING MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY MESSED WITH BY THAT GOD AWFUL SOUND I HAVE  EEN HEARING ON AND OFF FOR QUITE A WHILE NOW.  I CAUGHT MY PC SAMPLING AUDIO AT 22050 Hz AND THE SOUND SHOULD NOT BE AUDIBLE TO ME AS I AM AN OLDER WOMAN AND HEARING HIGH PITCHED SOUNDS DECREASES WITH AGE, THAT IS COMMON KNOWLEDGE.  BUT THE PEOPLE HACKING ME DID NOT KNOW ABOUT MY EXTENSIVE EAR DAMAGE GOTTEN WHEN MY FORMER FIANCE, BRAD HILLIARD-THE MAN WHO INTRODUCED ME TO METH-WHEN WE WOULD COME DOWN FROM THE DOPE, HE WOULD TAKE THE BOOTS TO ME AND I ENDED EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND CURLED UP IN THE FETAL POSITION ON THAT KITCHEN FLOOR WHILE A 265 POUND BIKER KICKED ME ALL OVER MY BODY UNTIL WAS TIRED OF NEATING ME, THIS WENT ON EVERY WEEKEND FOR OVER TWO YEARS AND THE RESULT WAS UPPER AND LOWER SPINE DAMAGE AND BOTH EARDRUMS BEING REPEATEDLY RUPTURED AND SCAR TISSUE FORMED  AND WAS RE RUPTURED OVER AND OVER TO THE POINT THAT I COULD HOLD MY NOSE WHILE UNDER WATER IN THE TUB AND BLOW BUBBLES FROM BOTH EARS.   DUE TO THIS I HAVE HAD ONGOING EAR INFECTIONS AND SURGURIES AND THIS PAINFUL PROBLEM LEFT ME VERY HARD OF HEARING BUT WITH THE ABILITY TO HEAR ULTRA HIGH PITCHED SOUNDS…WHEN I WENT TO VISIT MY FAMILY RECENTLY, THE HACKERS FOLLOWED ME THERE – MY NIECES WERE ABLE TO HEAR THE SOUND VERY WELL AND ONE OF THEM SAID SHE COULD FEEL THE VIBRATIONS OF THE SOUND WHEN SHE PRESSED HER EAR TO THE WALLS AT MY DADDY’s  PLACE…I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO PROVE THIS SOUND IS TORTURING  ME FOR QUITE SOME TIME AND WHEN I GOT ANOTHER IPAD I WAS ABLE TO ADD A MIXPAD APP AND WAS ABLE TO RECORD IT AND GET A VISUAL REPRESENTATION OF THE 3 SEPARATE OCCILATING SOUNDS ON TWO DIFFERENT MIXER APPS.  I FINALLY HAD MY PROOF BUT NO ONE,INCLUDING ME KNEW WHY THIS SOUND WAS OCCURING… COME TO FINS OUT THAT THIS SOUND WAS EFFECTING  THE DOPAMINE AND SEROTONIN LEVELS IN MY BODY, CAUSING ME TO GO THRU EPISODES OF PARANOIA AND BECOME SCHIZOPHRENIC.   I COULD HEAR OR RATHER ‘FEEL’ THE SOUND BY RESONANCE ALONG MY JAWLINE UP TO WHERE THERE WAS METAL THAT HAD BEEN PUT THERE WHEN MY JAW WAS COMPLETELY SNAPPED BY SOME GUY WHO DID NOT LIKE ME REFUSING TO FUCK HIM AND HIS BUDDIES WHO I WAS DRINKING WITH WHEN I WAS ABOUT 18 YEARS OLD, ONE GOOD PUNCH FROM A PISSED OFF AND HORNY DRUNK CHANGED THE WAY I HEAR FOR LIFE.  WELL, NOW YOU HAVE A BIT OF MY PAST EXPLAINED AS TO WHY I HEAR A SOUND I SHOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HEAR AT MY AGE.  RESONANCE.  AND THIS IS THE KICKER – pun not intended – I CAN HEAR THIS GOD AWFUL NOISE AT CERTAIN TIMES RAMP UP TO THE POINT THAT IT CAUSES ME PHYSICAL PAIN OR INDUCES STRANGE EFFECTS TO MY BODY, THIS SOUND CHANGES, SOMETIMES IT SOUNDS LIKE A FAST TICKING -TIC,TIC,TIC, OTHER TIMES IT IS LIKE RUNNING WATER AND THEN THERE ARE TIMES THAT THE SOUND IS SO BAD THAT I GET THIS FEELING THAT I NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT OF WHEREEVER I AM, KIND OF LIKE A GUT FEELING THAT CANNOT BE IGNORED TELLING ME TO RUN CAUSE I AM BEING HARMED.  THESE NOISES CAN MAKE ME SUFFER NUMBER OF THINGS THAT I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING FOR WELL OVER A YEAR… THIS SOUND CAN GIVE ME THE ‘PUKE-POOP’ URGE OR JUST MAKE ME FORGET WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO, THERE IS ALSO WHAT I CALL GETTING ‘SCATTERBRAINED’ THE SOUND WILLJUST SCRAMBLE MY BRAIN LIKE THAT COMMERCIAL ABOUT YOUR BRAIN ON DRUGS WHERE THEY FRY AN EGG… THERE IS  ALSO A SOUND THAT CAN MAKE ME BELCH UNCONTROLLABLY AND VERY LOUDLY IN PUBLIC OR SNEEZE REPEATEDLY, NOT JUST A FEW TIMES-20 PLUS TIMES IN FAST SUCCESSION TO THE POINT THAT I PISS MYSELF.  LOTS OF FUN THERE. NOW YOU KNOW WHY I WEAR TWO PAIR OF PANTIES ALL THE TIME. THE POINT BEING THESE SOUNDS EFFECT MY BODY IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT KIND OF INTERNAL DAMAGE THESE SOUNDS CAUSE-MY FORMER NEIGHBORS ON ONE SIDE GOT MIGRAINES, THE  MOM AND HER GIRLS GOT A SAMPLE OF THE MIGRAINES I BEGAN TO GET AND THE NEIGHBOR ON THE OTHER SIDE DIED OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT- ANAL BLEEDING…TO DEATH.  THANK GOD I HAD THOSE MIGRAINES AS BAD AS I DID OR I WOULD HAVE SEEN MY FRIEND CARRIED OUT TO THE CORONER VEHICLE IN A BODYBAG…ONE DAY I GOOGLED WHAT CREATES SOUND AT 22050 Hz AND IT WAS MICROPHONES AND OTHER AUDIO EQUIPMENT THAT CAME UP.  THEN I GOOGLED EFFECTS TO THE HUMAN BODY AND FOUND OUT THAT THAT FREQUENCY EFFECTS THE SEROTONIN AND DOPAMINE LEVELS IN YOUR BRAIN…  THAT WAS NOT ALL I WAS LOOKING UP BECAUSE THEN THE SOUND BEGANTO GET WORSE AND THE PC WAS TELLING ME THAT AUDIO WAS BEING SAMPLED AT 41000 Hz.  THE SOUND HAD DOUBLED AND SO DID THE PAIN IT CAUSED… I DO NOT HAVE TINNITUS, I HAVE AN AUDIO AND VIDEO  BUSINESS HACKING ME AND THEY HAVE SOME WAY TO TRANSMIT THIS SOUND AT ME.  THEY HAVE THE KNOW HOW AND THEY HAVE THE EQUIPMENT TO DO IT.  THEY HAVE A WHOLE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS AT THIER DISPOSAL AND APPARENTLY MICHAEL SHURER HAS A SHITLOAD OF METH TO GIVE THESE SICK FUCKS THAT FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I GO, EVEN TO DIFFERENT STATES AND COUNTIES HERE IN COLORADO.  THEY STAY UP ALL NIGHT APPARENTLY AND DESTROY MY THINGS IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS WHEN REGULAR FOLKS SLEEP, THE EVENT LOGS SHOW THE TIME… ANY SENSE OF SAFETY I MAY HAVE HAD IS LONG GONE DUE TO THIS AND THE SOUND IS PRESENT IN MY RV RIGHT NOW AND IT IS AS IRRITATING AS IT GETS AND THE ONLY THING I HAVE FOUND TO PROVIDE RELIEF OF ANY KIND IS TO CUT THE CANNULAS AND MAKE TUBES FORMY EARS THAT REDUCE THE AMOUNT OF SOUND THAT CAN ENTER MY EARS BUT THIS DOES NOT HELP THE PAIN FROM RESONANCE AT ALL… I DO NOT KNOW WHAT PRODUCES THIS SOUND BUT WHEN IT IS PRESENT AND ESPECIALLY LOUD, I TRY TO FEED THE CROWS AT THE SCENIC OVERLOOKS AND THEY REFUSE TO COME GET THE DONUTS AND OTHER TREATS I SET OUT IN A SEMICIRCLE.  ONE DAY I WATCHED AS ONE OF THE DOMINANT CROWS FLEW DOWN TO THE SIDEWALK AND LONGINGLY STARED AT THE BOUNTY OF DONUTS I HAD PUT OUT FOR THEM.   THE BIRD WOULD TAKE A FEW STEPS TOWARDS THEM AND THEN BACK UP AND THEN FLY AWAY WITHOUT EVEN GRABBING ONE HUNK…THE ANIMALS CAN HEAR IT AND IT APPARENTLY HURTS THEM TOO.  I HAVE FOUND BEAM FORMING DIRECTIONAL MICROPHONES ON THE DTC CONTROLS IN MY PC.  A WHOLE BUNCH OF HIDDEN MICROPHONES HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTED BY TIME AND DATE STAMPED PHOTOS OF THE THINGS I KEEP SEEING ADDED TO MY PC IN THE DEVICE MANAGER… THAT AND A WHOLE BUNCH OF NETWORK ADAPTERS AND OTHER THINGS…IF I DISABLE OR UNINSTALL THEM THE HACKERS SEND THE PC THE RESET/ RAIDPORT O SEVERAL TIMES TO KILL THE PC,THAT DAMN BSOD… BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH…I HAVE SEEN THE RED SCREEN OF DEATH, BLACK SCREEN OF DEATH AS WELL AS A SHITLOAD OF MASTER KEY CREATION AND WORSE.   SOMETHING HAS BEEN PLACED IN MY RV, IT EFFECTS BATTERIES AND ON THE CEILING OF MY RV THERE ARE A COUPLE OF THOSE CHEAP PUSH LITES YOU STICK IN CLOSETS THAT HAVE  EVER HAD THE BATTERIES CHANGED BUT THAT STILL ARE WORKING EVEN THOUGH I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO TURN THEM OFF A FEW TIMES AND THEY WERE ON ALL NITE LONG.  THE OTHER TWO THAT WERE LEFT NOT STUCK ANYWHERE HAVE NOT WORKED SINCE THE FIRST WEEK I HAD THIS RV.  THER IS ALSO A HOT SPOT THAT I SAW ON THE ROOF OF MY RV WHEN I FIRST GOT IT AND WENT UP TO  LOOK FOR LEAKS THAT HAD IT RAINING INSIDE THE RV.  IT IS WHERE  THERE SHOULD NOT BE ANY WIRING,BETWEEN THE VENT IN THE BATHROOM AND OVER THE CAB.  I SAW THE SNOW HAD BEEN MELTED THERE.  I STILL HAVE NOT TAKEN THE AREA APART AND INSPECTED IT BUT I DO KNOW THAT MY  DIFFERENT STEREOS I AM HAVING RECEPTION PROBLEMS WITH ACT RATHER WIERD IN A CERTAIN SPOT…I HAVE TRIED A NUMBER OF ANTENNAS BUT STILL HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO LISTEN TO ANY MUSIC FOR LONG, JUST ANOTHER FORM OF DDOS ATTACK.  MAKING SURE I CANNOT HAVE ENTERTAINMENTOF ANY KIND,NO RADIO,NO DVD,NO SHIT.   AND THIS HAS BEEN GETTING WORSE AND WORSE OVER THE LAST COUPLE YEARS.  POLICE CLAIM NOT TO HAVE THE INTELLINGENCE TO UNDERSTAND THE HACKING, BUT THE COPSHOP IN SILVERTHORNE WAS HACKED, WONDER WHAT THEY FOUND…I UNDERSTAND THAT THE COPS DO NOT HAVE THE PROGRAMMING SKILLS MY HACKERS DO MUCH LESS THE EQUIPMENT TO DO IT WITH AND ME, I AM DOING MY BEST TO TEACH MYSELF HOW TO LEARN PROGRAMMING BUT I DO NOT HAVE FULL LIBRARY PRIVELEDGES AFTER I GOT HOLD OF A BOOK ABOUT PORTSCANNING… I HAD FOUND WHAT I NEEDED TO LEARN AND HAD USED MY HIGHLIGHTERPENS ON PRACTICALLY THE WHOLE BOOK AS ALL OF IT WAS RELEVANT AND EVEN THOUGHT I PAID FOR THE BOOK AND EVEN RETURNED IT AFTER THE HEAD LIBRARIAN IN THE FRISCO LIBRARY INFERRED I WOULD HAVE MY PRIVELGES RESTORE IF I RETURNED THE BOOK, SHE REFUSES TO GIVE ME FULL USE OF THE SUMMIT COUNTY LIBRARIESAND MATERIALS.  SHE DID NOT EVEN TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION MY MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES… SHE TOLD ME TO COME BACK IN A YEAR AND THEN MAYBE SHE WOULD LET ME HAVE MY LIBRARY USE RESTORED, BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH,I DO NOT THINK SHE WILL EVER DO THIS, EVER.   I AM SURE SHE HAS SEEN OTHER BOOKS WRITTEN IN BY OTHER PEOPLE OR KIDS BUT DID NOT TREAT THE PEOPLE WHO DID IT LIKE SHE HAS ME. I PAID  FOR THE BOOK AND RETURNED IT, I EVEN ADMITTED IT IN ANVANCE OF THEM FINDING OUT I HAD USED A HIGHLIGHT PEN IN THE BOOK-MORE DISCRIMINATION TO THOSE OF US BIPOLAR FOLK… BUT THAT HAS NOT KEPT ME FROM LEARNING, I LOOK AT WHAT THE HACKERS DISABLE IN THE EVENT LOGS AND AM ABLE TO LEARN SOME OF WHAT IS BEING DONE BUT I AM JUST GOING TO  HAVE TO TEACH MYSELF WHAT I NEED TO STOP THIS SHIT.   EVERYTHING I HAVE LEFT IS BEING ACCESSED AND DESTROYED AS I AND THE LADIES AT THE LOCAL LIBRARIES WATCH.   THEY HAVE SEEN SOME PRETTY FUCKED UP STUFF ON THIER LIBRARY PC’s AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT THESE THINGS ARE CAUSED BY OR WHAT THE DEBUGGER SHOWS THEM BUT THEY THEMSELVES HAVE SEEN THE   PC’s AT THE PUBLIC LIBRARIES  GET THE RED, BLACK AND BLUE SCREENS OF DEATH AND HAVE WATCHED AS I HAVE TRIED PRINTING UP MY ARTICLES OF THERAPUTIC WRITING AND THIER PRINTERS DO THE CRAZIEST CRAP YOU CAN IMAGINE.   OTHERS CAN USE THE COMPUTERS WITHOUT THIS CREEPY CRAP HAPPENNING TO THEM BUT NOT ME, I CANNOT EVEN TRUST MY CHEAP CELLPHONE TO WORK RIGHT.   AND THIS STUFF IS GETTING EASIER TO UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE DAY AND ONE DAY I  WILL HAVE THE EPIPHANY OF A LIFETIME AND WILL UNDERSTAND EVERY DAMN THING ABOUT COMPUTERS THAT MY HACKERS KNOW AND MOST LIKELY MORE THAN THEY DOS THEY ARE DRUG ADDICTS AND DRUNKS AND I HAVE BEAT ALL THAT BY MY STRENGTH OF MIND AND WILL TO NOT DIE A FUCKING DRUG ADDICT.   AND I WILL BE DAMNED IF I GOT CLEAN AND SOBER  JUST TO BE A PERMANENT VICTIM OF MICHAEL SHURER AND HIS PACK OF IDIOTS AT HIS AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS THAT BRAGS ABOUT BEING ABLE TO REMOTELY ACCESS YOUR WHOLE HOME AND EVERYTHING IN IT…I WILL BE DAMNED IF I WILL SPEND THE LAST OF MY LIFE CLEAN AND SOBER BUT BE VICTIMISED BY AN UNETHICAL MAN I CAUGHT AT A NUMBER OF CRIMES, INCLUDING CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND BLOCKING ME FROM USING MY COMCAST MODEM BY USING UP ALL THE PRE CONFIGURATION ASSOCIATION ADDRESSES OF MY PC.  I WAS THE REMOTE USER OF MY ETHERNET CONNECTED INTERNET BECAUSE I CAUGHT SOMEONE USING HIS ROUTER CREATING A NEW USER IN MY PC’s ON 7-23-13 at 3:19pm AND SINCE THEN THE ‘TRUSTED INSTALLER’ HAS TAKEN OVER EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ELECTRONIC DEVICE I HAD SINCE CATCHING HIS EMPLOYEES CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND SLAPPING SPLITTERS ON THE  UILDING AND WIRING UP EMPLOYEE UNITS IN  THE APARTMENTS HE HAS IN FRASER,COLORADO WHEN I USED TO LIVE IN GRAND COUNTY,COLORADO.   AT LEAST I USED MY CAMERAS TO TAKE PICS OF ALL OF THE CRAZY CRAP WHEN I CAUGHT IT, NOT KNOWING WHAT IT MEANT, I TOOK PICTURES OF ALL THE FILES AFTER I FIGURED OUT HOW TO OPEN THEM, ALL OF IT.  SINCE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANT, I TOOK PICS OF IT ALL AND HAVE IT ON VARIOUS TYPES OF MEDIA FOR WHEN I FINALLY A  ABLE TO LEARN WHAT I NEED TO PROSECUTE THIS SICK FUCK FOR ALL THE HELL HE HAS PUT ME THROUGH SINCE CATCHING HIS LAZY ASS EMPLOYEES LEAVING AN EXTENSION LADDER BETWEEN MY TWO BACK WINDOWS WHERE MY SATELLITE DISH WAS FOR OVER A WEEK…LAZY THIEVES.  HAD THEY NOT LEFT THAT LADDER THERE AS LONG AS THEY DID, I MAY NEVER HAVE CAUGHT THE HACKING.   THE BITCH OF ALL THIS IS THAT EVEN THOUGH I CAUGHT MY PUBLIC UTILITIES BEING CUT INTO BY HIS EMPLOYEES I CANNOT GET THIS BUSINESS INVESTIGATED BECAUSE THEY BLOCK ANY EVIDENCE FROM GETTING OUT TO THE AUTHORITIES.  BUT JUST LIKE DRUGS,BOOZE AND CIGARETTES, I WILL BEAT THIS CREEP AND ALL HIS METH USING MINIONS.   JUST WATCH AND SEE.  LAZY THIEVES ARE NOT SMART CROOKS AND THEY WILL BE FOUND OUT AND THE WHOLE NEST OF THEM WILL BE ERADICATED BY ME.  THE ONLY ONE  WILLING TO RISK LOSING MY WAY OF LIVING TO PROVE THE CRIMES DONE TO ME BY AN UNETHICAL FUCK LIKE MICHAEL SHURER.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 1-11-17  I MAY NOT HAVE A FRIEND IN THE WORLD BUT I DO HAVE THE STRENGTH OF CHARACHTER REQUIRED TO DO ANYTHING I SET OUT TO DO, THE THINGS THAT OTHERS CANNOT QUIT WITHOUT PILLS OR PALATIVES OR SUPPORT GROUPS OR JUST BEING IN JAIL UNABLE TO GET THE DRUGS THAT GOT THEM JAILED IN THE FIRST PLACE.  FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I CAN SEE THINGS I WOULD  NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CATCH WERE I STILL A DOPE FIEND. NO BRAG-JUST FACT.

YEP-THAT IS WHAT HE SAID-NO I WILL NOT LOOK AT IT.  I AM TRYING TO UNINSTALL THE SECOND PROCESSOR THAT IS SHOWING UP ON HP#3 BUT CANNOT REMOVE IT AT ALL CURRENTLY 19 NETWORK ADAPTERS AND A NUMBER OF AUDIO DEVICES AND MICROPHONES – I SPOKE TO THE TARGET SECURITY MAN AND ASKED HIM IF THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A VPN PROFILE ON A NEW PC-HE SAID “NO” BUT I ALREADY KNEW THAT AS THE DATE OF THE VPN PROFILE I FOUND UNDER ‘SCHEMAS’ WAS DATED 7-23-13-THE DATE I CAUGHT SOMEONE USING MR. MICHAEL SHURER’S BUSINESS NETWORK TAKING CONTROL OF MY PC AND CREATE A NEW USER, WITH THEIR OWN PASSWORD AND ANSWER TO A SECRET QUESTION.  THERE ARE A NUMBER OF COMPUTERS THAT SHOW UP AS CREATING MASTER KEYS-I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO THIS YET-INCIDENTALLY THAT IS WHAT HACKED THE COLORADO MOUNTAIN COLLEGE IN LEADVILLE WHEN I WENT TO ASK HIM WHY MY PC WAS RECORDING AUDIO AND SENDING IT TO SOME REMOTE ENDPOINT-HE SAID THEY WERE DEALING WITH THE WORST HACKING THEY HAD EVER HAD-I ASKED HIM WHAT HIS PROBLEM WAS-MASTER KEY CREATION…ONLY TOOK ME MINUTES TO GET THE EVENT VIEWER UP AND UNDER CRYPTO/DPAPI AND ADD A FEW COLUMNS-AND UP CAME 11 INSTANCES OF MASTER KEYS BEING CREATED IN HP#3-NONE OF WHICH WAS A PC I OWNED.   I PRITED THE PIC OF THE EVENT LOG UP AND DROPPED A COPY OFF WHEN I WAS AT MY STORAGE ONE DAY-I HOPE IT HELPED HIM AS I RISKED RUNNING INTO THE COP WITH THE LISP THAT KEPT TAKING ME IN FOR MENTAL HEALTH HOLDS-THE LAST ONE WAS VERY VIOLENT AND WAS 8 DAYS BEFORE THEY REALIZED THEY COULD NOT HELP ME AS I AM NOT AN ADDICT OR A DRINKER… TODAY I SAW ON HP#3 THAT I HAD BEEN CONNECTED TO THE W.I.S.C. FOR OVER A DAY AND AN HOUR.  THE LIBRARIAN SAW THIS.   I AM GOING TO MAKE THIS COP EAT HIS WORDS AS I AM GETTING MORE AND MORE INFO EVERY DAY ABOUT WHAT OR WHO ALL IS HACKING ME.   IF HE CAN TELL ME WHY I FOUND A VPN PROFILE DATED 7-23-13 IN A BRAND NEW PC OPENED IN THE WALMART IN ENGLEWOOD, CO. BY CHARLES, THE ELECTRONICS DEPARTMENT EMPLOYEE WHO I SHOWED THE PC I WAS RETURNING AS IT WAS HACKED ON MY RETURN TRIP FROM PURCHASING IT-THEN I MIGHT HAVE A NUMBER OF OTHER QUESTIONS HE WOULD HAVE TO BE QUICK TO THINK UP AN ANSWER FOR -MAINLY WHY IS MY PC CONSTANTLY RECORDING AUDIO AND S3ENDING IT TO A REMOTE ENDPOINT-HE SHOULD ALSO KNOW I CAUGHT SHURER’S EMPLOYEES CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH-THEN TAKING OVER MY PC’S BY USING UP ALL THE PRE-CONFIGURATION ASSOCIATION ADDRESSES-WHEN I SHOWED THAT PC TO RICK HOLDEN OF HOLDEN’S HARD DRIVE-HE DID NOT SAY ‘WHAT IS THAT’ OR I DON’T KNOW-HE ASKED ME WHERE I HAD FOUND THAT.  UNTIL I CAN GET SOMEONE HONEST TO LOOK AT THIS PC AND HELP ME LOCATE WHO ALL IS TAKING OVER MY PC’S-I WILL JUST ASSUME THAT THE COP ALREADY KNOWS WHAT IS BEING DONE TO ME.   I AM REALLY DOING THE BEST I CAN TO FIGURE THIS OUT BUT SOME HELP FROM AN HONEST PERSON WOULD REALLY HELP-IF I CAN FIND ONE-MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO WILL BE GETTING ASKED SOME VERY UNCOMFORTABLE QUESTIONS THAT WILL EVENTUALLY LEAD TO A NICE WARM PRISON CELL AND SOME NEW FRIENDS THAT LIKE NICE PINK LIPS AND BALDING MEN…THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 12-10-16  AND AS USUAL I WELCOME ANY AND ALL COMMENTS-WHETHER GOOD OR BAD.  ESPECIALLY ONES ABOUT ELECTRONIC WEAPONS AND THE ‘SOUND’ I HEAR THRU RESONANCE THAT IS SAMPLING AUDIO CONSTANTLY AT 22050 Hz…

THIS IS PLAIN OLD TERRORISM-ME BEING FOLLOWED EVERYWHERE I GO AND THIS 169.254.57.23 ADDRESS I HAVE SEEN BEFORE IN ANOTHER TOWN USING THE ETHERNET CONNECTION INSTEAD OF THE WIRELESS CONNECTION-YEP-I HAVE A MINIMUM OF 3 IDIOTS FOLLOWING ME AROUND MAKING SURE I CANNOT GET REAL INTERNET WITH THE ‘MAN IN THE MIDDLE’ ATTACK I HAVE BEEN VICTIM OF SINCE RENTING AN APARTMENT FROM MICHAEL SHURER-OWNER OF MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO.  I DO NOT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE MY INFO HAS BEEN GIVEN TO BY THIS UNETHICAL BUSINESS-BUT THEY HAVE NOT LEFT ONE SINGLE THING I OWN ALONE-EVERY DEVICE I GET IS ACCESSED AND NOW MY NEW RV IS DOING THE SAME THING AS MY CAR WAS DOING-GOING THROUGH ANTIFREEZE BY THE GALLON EVERY DAY.  I AM NOT EXACTLY SURE WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO MY DVD PLAYER ON THIS PC BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THEY ARE CAUSING THE DVD PLAYER TO CONSTANTLY TRY TO EJECT THE DVD AND THAT DRAINS THE BATTERY TO DEATH-THEY ARE DRAINING THE BATTERY ON MY CELLPHONE TOO-EVERY BATTERY IS BEING DRAINED-INCLUDING MY RECHARGABLE BATTERIES.   I AM OUTNUMBERED BY THESE HACKERS AND HAVE TOLD MY MENTAL HEALTH WORKER I FEAR FOR MY LIFE BECAUSE OF THESE CONSTANT CONNECTIONS TO MY PC- THERE ARE NETWORK AND LOCAL SERVICES CONNECTING TO MY PC AND I CANNOT BLOCK THEM-THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THIS IS I HAVE NO NETWORKING EQUIPMENT OR ANY SERVICES AT ALL-SO WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY CONNECTIONS THROUGH SOME NETWORK OR LOCAL SERVICE?  THEY LOG IN THROUGH THE GUEST ACCOUNT THEY HAVE HIDDEN ON MY DEVICES AND TAKE OVER AS ADMINISTRATOR AND THEN AS THE ‘TRUSTED INSTALLER’… NOW I CANNOT EVEN WATCH A DVD AT ALL AND THE PC IS USELESS TO ME-TIME TO CHANGE SIGNAGE IN BACK WINDOW OF RV TO WARN THE PEOPLE HERE IN SUMMIT COUNTY ABOUT THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH THAT CAME FROM MICHAEL SHURER BACK IN 2013-I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE THIS PUNK IS STILL HACKING ME AFTER OVER 3 YEARS AND NO ONE IS HELPING ME-POLICE CLAIM TO BE TOO STUPID TO UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF HACKING-I THOUGHT THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT PEOPLE FROM CRIMINALS LIKE MICHAEL SHURER AND HIS PACK OF METH ADDICTS…   YES THE SIGNS IN MY WINDOWS NEED TO BE A BIT MORE INFORMATIVE AS THESE PEOPLE HACKED THIS PC WHILE IT WAS STILL IN THE WALMART I GOT IT FROM IN ENGLEWOOD, COLORADO-I AM CERTAIN THEY HACKED EVERY SINGLE PC IN THAT STORE AS THEY KNEW I WAS GOING TO RETURN THE ONE BOUGHT THE DAY BEFORE AS THEY WERE LISTENING THROUGH MY TELEPHONE LANDLINE AND PAIRING DEVICES WITH THE CELLPHONE I USED TO HAVE WHEN I WAS LIVING IN THE APARTMENTS IN FRASER-THAT WAS WHERE I CAUGHT HIS EMPLOYEES CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND DOING THE DENIAL OF SERVICE ATTACKS I AM STILL DEALING WITH TO THIS DAY.   ANYONE WHO HAS EVER HAD ANYONE FROM MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO IN THEIR HOME IS MOST LIKELY BEING RECORDED BY AUDIO AND VIDEO WITHOUT THEM EVEN KNOWING IT IS HAPPENNING.  I AM SURE HE IS GUILTY OF MUCH WORSE CRIMES THAN RECORDING ILLEGAL VIDEOS OF PEOPLE IN THEIR HOMES BUT I CANNOT FIND A POLICING AGENCY SMART ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THE WORDS ‘REMOTE ACCESS’ OR UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT USING A GUEST ACCOUNT.  YES-MR. SHURER IS ABOUT TO GET MUCH MORE ADVERTISING THAN HE WANTS BUT IT IS HIS OWN FAULT FOR CONTINUED ACCESS AND DESTRUCTION OF MY THINGS.  IT SHOULD BE CALLED  ‘MICHAEL SHURER’S ILLEGAL AUDIO AND VIDEO RECORDING COMPANY…THE FACT THEY HACKED MY PC INSIDE A WALMART STORE IS GOING TO BE MADE PUBLIC INFO WITH FLOURESCENT PINK SIGNS IN MY RV WINDOWS AND THEY HAVE A WAY TO HACK APPLE PRODUCTS-IT IS A PROGRAM CALLED ‘QUAGGA’ AND APPLE HAS KNOWN ABOUT IT SINCE 2012-I CAUGHT IT BEING INSTALLED ON ALL MY APPLE PRODUCTS-3 IPAD MINIS AND 2 IPAD AIR PRO DEVICES.  IF YOU DO NOT BELIEVE WHAT I AM TRYING TO PROVE TO ALL OF YOU-YOU DESERVE TO BE ILLEGALLY VIDEOD IN YOUR UNDERWEAR OR LESS-IN YOUR OWN HOME.   I HAVE TRIED TO WARN PEOPLE ABOUT THIS CREEP FOR YEARS NOW AND THE RESULT IS THAT EVERY SINGLE LIBRARY AND COLLEGE PC I HAVE TRIED TO USE-HAS BEEN INVADED TO BLOCK ME FFROM GETTING THE INFO OUT ON THE INTERNET.   WALMART IS GONNA GET FAMOUS TOO AS THEY MADE ME TAKE THIS HACKED PC EVEN THOUGH THEY OPENED THE PC INSIDE THE STORE AND A VPN PROFILE WAS FOUND UNDER’SCHEMAS’ WITH THE DATE OF 7-23-13-THE DATE I CAUGHT SOMEONE USING SHURER’S BUSINESS INTERNET WITH COMCAST CREATING A NEW USER ON MY PC.   FUCK THE PUNK-THE KID GLOVES ARE COMING OFF AND I WILL MAKE SURE EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT KIND OF CRIMES THIS BUSINESS DOES ON A DAILY BASIS.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 11-22-16

IT IS JUST SAD AS HELL THAT ALL THESE LAME HACKERS HAVE IN THEIR THEIR BAG OF TRICKS IS TRANSMITTING A SIGNAL SO INTENSE THAT I AQM DENIED EVEN LISTENING TO A RADIO WHILE PARKED IN MY NEW RV.   THESE CREEPS HAVE BEEN TRANSMITTING A SIGNAL SO INTENSE THAT IT BLOCKS THE SIGNAL OF MY LITTLE RADIO…THEY ALSO USE IT TO WAKE ME UP WELL BEFORE THE SUN COMES UP TO KEEP ME EXHAUSTED- AND NOW THEY ARE TRANSMITTING THE 3 SOUNDS THAT MAKE  ME HAVE THE PUKE/POOP URGE AGAIN.  THINK ELECTRONIC WEAPONS ARE NOT REAL?  MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST ‘GOOGLE’ THE WORDS ‘ELECTRONIC WEAPONS’ AND SEE WHAT COMES UP.  APPARENTLY THEY ARE TRANSMITTING MICROWAVES AT ME AND THE ONLY REASON I CAN ‘HEAR’ THEM IS DUE TO SEVERE EAR INJURIES THAT MAKE ME HEAR SOUNDS THROUGH BONE CONDUCTION…WHEN I WENT TO VISIT MY FAMILY RECENTLY, THE KIDS COULD HEAR AS WELL AS FEEL THE WALLS VIBRATING FROM THE ‘SOUND’ THAT I HAVE BEEN TORTURED WITH FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW.   DO NOT EVEN MENTION TINNITUS TO ME AS THIS FUCKING SOUND IS NOT CONSTANT.  IF ITM WERE REALLY TINNITUS-I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CAPTURE IT ON ONE OF THE MIXER APPS WHEN I HAD MY FIRST IPAD.   I AM AT  THE END OF MY ROPE DUE TO THIS TORTURE AND I EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS- IT IS AUDIO BEING SAMPLED AT 22050Hz- I HEAR 3 SEPARATE SOUNDS AND MOST OF THE TIME THEY USE THEM TO ‘SCATTERBRAIN ME, BUT I HAVE ENDURED PHYSICAL BURNS TO MY BODY ON A NUMBER OF OCCASIONS AND WORSE.  THE SIGNAL WILL INTENSIFY IN A LOOP THAT HAS MY GUTS SCREAMING AT ME TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF WHATEVER I AM IN, BUT TODAY THEY HAVE STARTED ME OUT HOURS BEFORE DAWN AND I COULD ONLY LAY THERE AND ENDURE IT UNTIL IT WAS WARM ENOUGH TO GET UP.  MY RV HAS A WHOLE LOT OF DAMAGE TO IT AND WIND BLOWS IN CONSTANTLY FROM A NUMBER OF PLACES-I SWEAR A TENT WOULD HAVE BEEN WARMER THIS MORNING.  SINCE THE PERSON WHO WAS GOING TO SHOW ME HOW TO LIGHT THE PROPANE BURNER SAFELY WOULD RATHER HANG OUT WITH HIS DRUNKS AND DOPE FIENDS THAN SPEND 10 MINUTES SHOWING ME HOW TO LIGHT IT-I HAD TO RESORT TO USING ‘WAXPOTS’ -I ONLY HAD 2 STICKS OF LIP BALM BUT IT WAS ENOUGH TO WARM THE TOP OF THE CAB UP ENOUGH TO BE BEARABLE.  I AM BEING MADE SICK INTENTIONALLY AT THE MOMENT BY SOMETHING TRANSMITTING A PARTICULARLY LOUD SIGNAL STRAIGHT AT ME WHILE I AM IN THE LIBRARY- THIS SIGNAL IS MAKING ME BELCH LOUDLY AND GIVING ME SOME PRETTY ROUGH NAUSEA TO THE POINT THAT I AQM GOING TO HAVE TO LEAVE THE LIBRARY DUE TO VERY LOUD BELCHING THAT I CANNOT CONTROL AND IT IS ALL I CAN DO TO KEEP FROM CRAPPING MYSELF…IT NEEDS NOTING THAT AS THIS SIGNAL IS INTENIFYING THAT SEVERAL PEOPLE CAME INTO LIBRARY-I AM ASSUMING IT IS TO GET THE PICVTURES THAT I JUST LOADED TO SEND THE LOCAL PAPER A PICTURE OF THE MOOSE THAT HAD US TRAPPED IN THE LIBRARY ON MONDAY, THE 17TH.   I AM REALLY GETTING CVONCERNED AS THIS MORNING I FELT MY HANDS BEING BURNED-I WONDER JUST HOW FAR THESE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO GO TO CAUSE ME HARM WITH WHAT I THINK ARE MICROWAVES…AM I GOING TO START A GASTRO INTESTINAL BLEED AGAIN?   OR ARE THEY GOING TO BE SATISFIED WITH JUST MAKING ME SICK TO THE POINT OF VOMITING?   AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL BE OBTAINING PROOF OF THE SIGNAL THAT I AM BEING SPRAYED WITH BUT TIL THEN I WILL JUST HAVE TO SUFFER THIS GOD AWFUL SOUND AND KEEP MOVING MY RV TO DIFFERENT SPOTS TO KEEP THE PEOPLE TORTURING ME HAVING TO MOVE TOO.   I MAY SET UP CONSTANT VIDEO AGAIN-TO CATCH THE PEOPLE AND VEHICLES AROUND ME WHEN THIS SOUND IS PRESENT.   MOVING MY CAR IS MY MAIN PRIORITY RIGHT NOW SO IT DOES NOT GET TOWED OFF.  I AM IN CONSTANT CONTACT WITH MY MENTAL HEALTH WORKER- IF SHE COULD HEAR THIS SOUND AS IT INTENSIFIES, I AM SURE SHE WOULD BE IN FEAR I AM GETTING HARMED BY THIS ‘SOUND’-WHICH IS REALLY A COMBINATION OF 3 SIGNALS I CAN CLEARLY HEAR AS THREE SEPARATE SOUNDS.  THAN GOD I HAVE A DOCTOR’S APPOINTMENT TOMORROW TO RULE OUT ANYTHING I HAVE EATEN OR HAVE DRANK AS WHAT IS CAUSING ME SUCH DISTRESS.  I AM GETTING VERY SICK RIGHT NOW SSO I WILL CUT THIS OFF FOR NOW AAND JUST WATCH WHAT FOLLOWS ME WHEN I LEAVE.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 10-20-16 TIL I CAN PROVE THIS IS HAPPENNING -I WILL BE MAKING MICHAEL SHURER AND HIS PACK OF JUNKIES VERY FAMOUS BY PUTTING SIGNS IN MY RV’S WINDOWS.

MENTAL HEALTH HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO HELP ME MUCH WITH MY BIPOLAR AND MANIC DEPRESSIVE STATES-THEIR TOOLS MAINLY CONSIST OF DISTRACTION AND SUPPORT GROUPS BUT I HAVE A HACKING PROBLEM AND THE SIGNAL THEY HIT ME WITH EFFECTS MY ANTIDEPRESSIVE/ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATION-IT IS WHAT I CAUGHT MY PC SAMPLING IN THE BOX AFTER YET ANOTHER ‘REPAIR’…22050Hz IS WHAT THE PC WAS SAMPLING EVERY COUPLE MINUTES-THIS SIGNAL HAS THE ABILITY TO CHANGE BRAIN CHEMISTRY AND I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF THIS LONG AGO- I KNEW SOME OF THE THINGS THEY COULD MAKE ME DO SIMPLY BY TRANSMITTING A CERTAIN SIGNAL AT ME, MAKE ME STAND, SUDDEN BODY URGES, SCATTERBRAIN ME-THE LIST GOES ON AND ON BUT I REALLY DID NOT THINK OF THIS SIGNAL AND  IT HAVING THE ABILITY TO CHANGE MY MOODS!  I TRY ALL THE THINGS MENTAL HEALTH HAS SUGGESTED, EVERYTHING FROM COLORING IN COLORING BOOKS TO CHANGING WHATEVER I AM DOING THAT STRESSES ME-BUT STILL THEY HAVE NIOT BEEEN ABLE TO HELP ME WITH THE ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ SYNDROME THAT THESE ELECTRONIC ATTACKS PRODUCE-SO I FOUND SOMETHING TO DO THAT COMPLETELY OVERCOMES ANY SIGNAL OR ATTACK MY HACKERS HAVE-I TAKE PICTURES OF HAPPY AND SMILING TOURISTS AND WHILE I AM THERE, PARKED AFTER PACKING MY CAR FOR DAY TRAVEL-I CLEAN UP CIGARETTE BUTTS AND CHOP THE RATTY LOOKING GRASS DOWN FOR THE PEOPLES’ PETS TO DO THEIR THING SO THAT THEY DO NOT HAVE TO TAKE THEIR DOGS OVER BY THE DIESEL TRUCKS… TODAY I HAVE SEEN SO MANY SMILING AND GENEROUS PEOPLE THAT THERE SIMPLY IS NO WAY I COULD NOT HAVE POSITIVE THOUGHTS!  ESPECIALLY WHEN I GET TO TALK TO THESE PEOPLE FOR A SHORT WHILE=- THEY ARE COMING UP TO ME AND ASKING WHY I AM CLEANING THE SCENIC OVERLOOK AND TAKING PICTURES…AND ALL I CAN TRULY SAY ABOUT WHAT I AM DOING IS THAT THEEIR SMILES MAKE ME SMILE AND I CONSIDER EVERY PIC I TAKE AS A FORM OF THERAPY!-YOU WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT MIND SPRINGS WOULD HAVE FIGURED THIS OUT, BUT NO-IT IS THE BIPOLAR GAL WITH OBCESSIVE/COMPULSIVE TENDANCIES WHO HAS TO FIND WHAT WORKS TO GET HERSELF THROUGH THE DAY.  I AM PICKING UP SO MANY CIGARETTE BUTTS, I FILL A 5 GALLON BUCKET WITH THEM AND TRASH EVERY DAY SO UOR SCENIC AREA IS TRULY SCENIC AND THE PEOPLE SEEM TO BE JAZZED WATCHING ME SINGING ALONG TO THE TOP 40 ON THE RADIO-I KNEW THAT MENTAL HEALTH COULD NOT HELP ME AS I AM NOT ADDICTED TO ANY SUBSTANCE-I QUIT EVERY VICE I HAD BY MYSELF SO IT ONLY MAKES SENSE THAT I WOULD HAVE TO FIGURE OUT MYSELF HOW TO OVERCOME MY MENTAL PROBLEMS.  AND NOW THAT I KNOW THE SECRET TO HAPPINESS-I CAN SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE- BE AROUND THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE YOU CAN FIND AND BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND! DO NOT LET OTHERS PISS YOU OFF OR MAKE YOU FEEL LESS THAN IN ANY WAY.  I HAVE SET UP A ‘GO FUND ME’ SITE- it is ‘gofund.me/2q4jsf8’ OR YOU CAN TYPE MY NAME-‘KARIN WRAPE’ AND IT SHOULD COME UP- MY GOAL IS TO GET MYSELF A VEHICLE I CAN LIVE/TRAVEL IN.   MY CAR CAN BE SOLD OR PART OF A TRADE.  SO ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO ARE WONDERING WHY I AM DOING WHAT I DO -IT IS BECAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY AND I AM LEARNING TO TALK TO PEOPLE WITHOUT GOING MANIC AND I WANT TO CONTRIBUTE TO SUMMIT COUNTY AND IF CLEANING UP CIGARETTE BUTTS AND TRASH PEOPLE LEAVE WORKS FOR ME-I THINK THE COMMUNITY IS BETTER FOR MY ACTIONS! JUST KEEPING YOU ALL IN THE LOOP-I AM THE HAPPIEST HOMELESS PERSON IN SUMMIT COUNTY AND I AM GETTING TO MEET REALLY COOL, HAPPY PEOPLE ALL THE WHILE AND THEN THERE IS MY LOVELY ALPENGLOW-IT HAS THE ABILITY TO STOP ME IN MY TRACKS WITH THE BEAUTY IT PRODUCES- SO IF YOU WANT TO SEE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS IN SUMMIT COUNTY, COLORADO-HEAD FOR THE SCENIC OVERLOOK AROUND SUNDOWN AND YOU CAN WATCH ME ENJOY THE ALPENGLOW AND BE HAPPY EVEN THOUGH I SLEEP IN A CAR WITH NO HEATER!  AND EVERY SINGLE SMILE I SEE-I STORE UP FOR WHEN THINGS GET TOUGH!  AND THANKS TO ALL WHO HAVE MADE CONTRIBUTIONS TO ME -AT LEAST YOU KNOW WHEN YOU GIVE TO ME THAT THE MONEY IS NOT SPENT ON DOPE OR ALCOHOL OR OTHER STUPID STUFF-I AM JUST TRYING TO GET MYSELF A HOME SINCE SECTION 8 HOUSING IS NOT AVAILABLE HERE!, THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 9/24/16  AND PLEASE-SOMEONE LEAVE A COMMENT FOR ME- I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF MY COPING STRATEGIES!

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