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ONE OF THE THINGS I AM REALLY SCARED OF MAY HAPPEN WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT, THE CAT, MAY GET TAKEN TO THE VET AND PUT TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DADDY IS GETTING SCRATCHED BY HIM AROUND THE HEAD.  THE CAT SPENDS A LOT OF TIME ON TOP OF THE CHAIRS AND THE ONLY THING I CAN DO TO HELP THE CAT STAY ALIVE IS TO DILIGENTLY SHOO THE CAT FROM THE TOPS OF THE RECLINERS AS THE CAT SMACKED  DAD UPSIDE THE HEAD AND DAD SAID IT JUST MISSED HIS EYE AND CAUGHT IN HIS EAR…THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THIS IS TO KEEP THE CAT FROM SITTING WHERE IT COULD POTENTIALLY  BLIND DADDY SO HAVE GOTTEN A FLY SWATTER AND I AM NOW SITTING BEHIND DADDY AND WHEN THE CAT TRIES TO CLIMB UP TO THE BACK OF THE CHAIR, I WILL BE WAITING WITH THE FLYSWATTER, I CAN ALSO GET A SPRAY BOTTLE TO HELPTRAIN THE ANIMAL.  THE ONLY OQTHER THING WOULD BE FOR ME TO VERY QUICKLY GET ME A SMALLRV OR TRAILER AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT INTO IT.   I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH ABOUT THE CAT BEING VERY SMART AND THAT IT IS EXTREMELY TRAINABLE AND THAT IF IT CANNOT KEEP FROM SWIPING AT DADDY I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE THE MAIN HOUSE WITH THE ANIMAL, AS I KNOW WHAT BEING GOTTEN RID OF FEELS LIKE.   I GUESS DADDY HAD ALREADY MADE HIS MIND UP TO PUT THE CAT DOWN THIS MORNING BUT I REFUSE TO LET HIM OFF THIS SO EASILY AND I INSIST THAT IF THE CAT IS GOING TO BE KILLED THAT HE DO THE DIRTY WORK HIMSELF, FUNNY HOW IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO THE KILLING HOW MUCH HARDER IT SUDDENLY IS…SO THIS IS MY NEW STRESS FACTOR, HAVING TO MAKE SURE DADDY DOES NOT SNATCH THE CAT UP WHILE I AM ASLEEP AND RUN THE ANIMAL OFF TO A VET TO GET KILLED.   I AM ALREADY DEALING WITH STRESS BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH AT THIS VERY MINUTE AS SOMETHING KEEPS GRABBING CONTROL OF THIS IPAD WHILE I AM TYPING, THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS RETURNED AFTER TWO SMALL BREAKS FROM THE NOISE AND HAS COME BACK WITH A VERY PAINFUL AND FAST TAPPING AND MY DADDY WITH THE ATTITUDE THAT THE CAT IS GOING TO BLIND HIM THERFORE IT SHOULD BE KILLED WITHOUT TRYING ANY KIND OF TRAINING TO STOP THIS.   IF I HAVE TO, I COULD EVEN MAKE THE CAT SOCKS TO WEAR AND KEEP THE CLAWS COVERED…AND IF YOU THINK I HAVE NOT HAD MORE THAN A FEW THOUGHTS ABOUT HOW I COULD DO THIS -YOU ARE WRONG AS WHEN MY DADDYSTARTED TO GET THESE DEEP CUTS ON HIS ARMS FROM THE CAT, THE NAILS BEING TRIMMED WAS THE FIRST THING I DID AND THINK OF WAYS TO COVER ITS CLAWS WHILE DADDYWAS HEALING UP WAS SECOND. IF I HAVE TO I WILL GET A CAMPER FOR ME AND THE CAT TO LIVE IN BECAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT GO AROUND KILLING YOUR PETS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP IT FROM DOING SOMETHING THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE.  YES, IF THE CAT DIES, I AM GOING AWAY MYSELF.  THAT IS THAT.   I WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH DADDY IF HE DOES KILL THIS ANIMAL.  NO I DO NOT WANT DADDY GETTING BLINDED BY HIM SO THAT IS WHY I AM GOING TO SIT BEHIND DAD WITH AFLYSWATTER AND TRAIN THE CAT NOT TO SIT WHERE IT. CAN REACH HIS FACE BUT HE HAS TO WEAR THE LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS TO PROTECT HIS ARMS FROM SCRATCHES AS HE ALREADY KNOWS HIS FLESH IS HEALED AND SHOULD WEAR LONG SLEEVES TO PROTECT FROM FUTURE SCRATCHES TOO, HE WENT AND GOT THE SHIRTS, NOW HE HAS TO WEAR THEM.   IF I HAVE TO, I WILL CLEAN OUT A SIDE OF THE SHOP AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT. I THERE BUT I GOT TO MAKE SURE IT DOES NOT GET KILLED FIRST.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY A RATHER UPSET KARIN WRAPE 9-14-17 CAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT TAKE THE LIFE OF YOUR PETS SO LIGHTLY THAT YOU LOOK UPON THEM AS DISPOSABLE.  I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE THE SOUND NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE CAT BUT THAT IT CAUSES MY DADDY TO THINK AND ACT STRANGELY TOO EVEN IF HE DOES NOT BELIEVE IT DOES, I SEE IT.  THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME.  LOOKS LIKE I WILL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH TO TRY AND KEEP CAT FROM GETTING TAKEN OUT WHILE I SLEEP.

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THIS EVENING I ENJOYED ONE OF THE MOST RELAXING SWIMS  HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE… AFTER TROTTING MY EVENING MILE ON MY TREADMILL, I GOT MY BOTTLE OF  FROZEN JUICE AND JUG OF JELLYBEANS AND MY 3 RING BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL OUT OF THE SHED AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE TO THE LAKE WITH MY SWIM FINS AND REFRESHMENTS IN  THE OLD GREEN NYLON BAG I HAVE CARRIED THEM IN FOR YEARS OVER MY LEFT SHOULDER AND THE NOW HALF LIMP POOL OVER THE OTHER ONE… THE WATER WAS STILL AS I HAVE EVER SEEN IT AS I THREW THE WHOLE MESS INTO THE LAKE AFTER A FEW PUFFS IN THE RINGS OF THE POOL THAT HAVE LEAKS FROM CUTS FROM MY FINGERNAILS IN THEM AND I WAS OFF ON ONE OF THE LAZIEST SWIMS OF MY LIFE! I HAVE A SMALL BLOW UP ARC SHAPED BLOW UP THAT I LAY BACK ON AND JUST FLOATED ON WHILE THE KIDDIE POOL DRIFTED NEARBY, MY FIN TIPS STICKING UPOUT OF THE WATER LOOKING AT THE BITS OF FLUFF FROM WEEDS AND LITTLE BUGS STICKING TO THE SURFACE TENSION OF THE WATER…THE ONLY WAVES FROM THE OCCASIONAL FLIP OF MY FINS.   IJUST LAY BACK AND WATCHED THE HALF MOON  UP IN THE SKY RISEAS THE FEW PUFFY CLOUDS DRIFTED PAST IT, ALL THOUGHTS OF HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE FAR FROM MY MIND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS!   I WOULD SEE THE OCCASIONAL WHITE CRANE FLY OUT INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE WATER AND SETTLE NEAR ME AND GET THAT LIITLE THRILL YOU GET WHEN SOMETHING WITH FINS BRUSHES AGAINST YOUR LEG AND REALISE THERE WAS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I REALLY HAD TO WORRY ABOUT RIGHT NOW, NOT MY EMPHYSEMA OR ANY SINGLE THING BAD AT ALL…NOTHING BUTME LAYING INTHE WATER AND WATCHING THE STREAMS OF BUBBLES APPEARING AND THEN THE FAMILIAR LITTLE CIRCULAR WAVES OF THE MANY WATER TURTLES THAT WERE OUT IN THE WATER WITH ME AS THIER LITTLE HEADS WOULDPOKE UP OUT OF THE WATERLOOKING AT ME AND WONDERING WHAT KIND OF NEW FISH THIS WAS OUT THERE WITH THEM.  I SWAM LAZILY LIKE THIS FOR ABOUT A MILE TO WHERE THERE ARE BOUYS TO KEEP THOSE WATER SKIING OUT OF THE SHALLOW AREAS AND  MET A MAN WHO WAS FISHING FOR BASS ANDSPOKE WITH HIM ABOUT THE BEAUTYF THE CALM LAKE WATCHING HIM CAST HIS LINEOUT AND IT STAY ON THE TOP OF THE STILL WATER IN LONG SPIRALS AND TO MY DELIGHT I SAW HIM CATCH A SMALL BASS, WAY TOO SMALL TO KEEP, I WOULD GUESS IT TO BE ABOUT 9 INCHES AND SAW HIM SET THE LITTLE FISH BACK IN THE WARER GENTLY AND THE  CAST THE OLD JIG  HE WAS FISHING WITH OUT AGAIN NOT REALLY TRYING TO CATCH SOMETHING TO EAT, JUST ENJOYING SLINGING THE LINE OUT MOSTLY FROM THE LAZY WAY HE WENT ABOUT IT.   FINALLY I WATCHED THE SUN DIP BEHIND THE TREES LINING THE SHORE ANDHEADED TOWARDS IT AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE BACK HOME AND EVEN FOUND A PENNY ON THE GROUND ON MY WAY BACK TO THE TRAILER AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THATWILL BE KEEPING ME FROM SLEEPING AGAIN THIS WHOLE LABOR DAY WEEKEND AS HAS BECOME THE NORM SINCE 2014..,ONCE AGAIN I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WHILE TYPING THIS AND THE BEST I CAN DO TO NOT GET PISSED OFF IS THINK OF MY LEISURELY SWIM AS THE AIRPLAY MIRRORING KEEPS POPPING UP.  WRITING DONE BY A  VERY RELAXED KARIN WRAPE, 9-1-17 WHILE SITTING NEXT TO HER DADDY AND HIS  CAT IN MY FAVORITE BLACK SILK PAJAMAS IN THE RECLINER NEXT TO HIM WATCHING AN OLD MOVIE CALLED ‘A POCKET FULL OF MIRACLES’ WHILE I LOVINGLY STOKE THE CAT IN HIS LAP…HOPE TOMORROW IS EXACTLY LIKE TODAY WAS AND THINKING ABOUT BAKING SOME SNICKERDOODLE COOKIES LATER TO ENJOY WITH WOME ICED MILK IN MY FAVORITE ALUMINUM  MUG!!! HOPING SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS HAD A DAY LIKE THIS THEMSELVES…

I HAD TO SELL OR GIVE AWAY PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I HAD BECAUSE OF THE CRAP GOING ON IN  MY LIFE AND NOW, WHILE I AM NO LONGER IN THOSE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS-I SEEM TO BE GETTING BACK THE IMPORTANT STUFF I HAD TO GIVE UP AND I ENDED UP WITH VERY SAME MODEL OF INVERSION TABLE I USED TO HAVE AND NOW I HAVE A WAY BETTER TEADMILL THAN I HAD WHEN I TROTTED OFF THE 100 + POUNDS I LOST  AFTER GETTING UP OVER 288 POUNDS AS I WAS WHEN I VISITED MY DADDY BACK IN 2012.  TONITE MY DADDY GOT THE SATISFACTION OF WATCHING ME TROT JUST OVER 3/4 A MILE IN 15  HAVE GOTTEN BACK UPTO 190 lbs DUE TO INACTIVITY AND EDEMA.  I COLLECT WATER AROUND MY ORGANS.  MY DADDY MAKING HOMEMADE COOKIES IS NOT HELPING MY WEIGHT EITHER BUT WHO COULD RESIST COOKIES YOUR DADDY MADE FOR YOU MUCHLESS HOME BAKED PIZZA??? MY OLD TREADMILL WAS NICE BUT THIS ONE IS THE DELUXE MODEL AND VALUED AROUND $1000 BUCKS…  YOU CAN BET I WILL GET MY MONEYS WORTH OUT OF IT RIGHT QUICK AS MY LAST ONE HELPED ME TROT OFF OVER 100 POUNDS, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT PRIME BITCH MEAT GOES FOR A POUND BUT IF IT SELLS FOR AS MUCH AS THE CURE 81 HAMS GET FOR ME N DADDY, ON MY LAST TREADMILL  I TROTTED OFF OVER $300 DOLLARS WORTH OF FAT.  AND ROUTINE IS GOOD FOR US BI POLAR FOLK…  I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL BECAUSE OF THE SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES AND WATCH MY BLOOD PRESSURE REAL CLOSE AS WELL AS STAY OUT OF THIS DAMP AIR SO MY LUNGS DO NOT DEVELOP PNEUMONIA AS THIS HUMIDITY MAKES BREATHING HARD AS IT IS BUT I HAVE DONE THIS TREADMILL THING BEFORE SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST RODEO WITH THESE THINGS.  I KNOW I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL NOT TO GET EXCERCISE INDUCED MIGRAINES SO I TROTTED AT A LAZY 3 MILES AN HOUR TIL THE LAST MINUTE WHERE I JUMP THE SPEED UP A COUPLE NOTCHES TO GET THAT HEART RATE UP BUT I KNOW THESE THINGS CAN HAPPEN IF I AM NOT CAREFUL AND KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE.  SO HERE I AM STARTING OUT MY EXODUS TO NOWHERE IN MY DADDYS LIVING ROOM ON A HIGH DOLLAR TREADMILL INSTEAD OF A WALMART CHEAPO TROTTER, I STILL SWIM ACROSS THE LAKE WHEN THE MIGRAINES AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND  GET MORE THAN I CAN STAND AND YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO CATCH THIS 54 YEAR OLD GAL WITH ALL THESE BLOOD DISEASES AND EMPHYSEMIA SPORTING A RED AND WHITE BIKINI ON MY WAY TO THE LAKE IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY I SHOULD NOT BE HARD TO MISS AS I AM TOTING A  BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL DOWN TO TH LAKE OVER MYSHOULDER ALONG WITH MY FAVORITE SWIM FINS AND A JUG OF JUICE AND IF YOU MISS ME ON THE WAY TO THE LAKE-YOU CAN FIND ME OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF LAKE HOLBROOK WITH THE TURTLES CHASING AFTER ME!   IF YOU WANT ANY BEFORE AND AFTER PICTURES-I SUGGEST YOU START SNAPPING THEM ASAP AS I WILL NOT BE AT 190 lbs FOR LONG… WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-16- I AM DOING THESE THINGS WITH SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES…OH ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION GOODWILL AND THE BROKEN VCR…I GOT ONE FOR MY COUSINS AS THEIRS WAS BROKEN AND THE ONE I GOT FROM GOODWILL DID NOT WORK…THEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD GET AWAY WITH NO REFUND EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A PALTRY AMOUNT, I MADE A COMPLAINT AND THEN I FIND OUT THE GUY WHO FINALLY DID END UP TAKING THE BROKEN VCR BACK IS FAMILY AND THEY DID NOT KNOW I WAS GETTING THE THING FOR FAMILY!  I TRIED TO GET MY COUSINS SOMETHING TO WATCH VCR TAPES ON BUT ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER DRESS FOR CHURCH!  AND OUR PSYCHOTIC KITTY WAS AN ANGEL TODAY WITH PEOPLE IN AND OUT OF THE HOUSE MOVING FURNATURE AND EXCERCISE EQUIPMENT IN AND OUT AND PEOPLE OF ALL KINDS, HE ONLY WENT UNDER THE TABLE FOR A BIT AND THEN CAME OUT TO BE HELD AND LOVED BY OUR VISITING FAMILY MEMBERS!!! HE WAS AN ANGEL TODAY CONSIDERING HE WOULD NOT COME OUT OF THE CLOSET WHEN I FIRST MET HIM!!!

I HAVE A CATEGORY CALLED LIFE WITH A CAT MORE PSYCHOTIC THAN I AM.  THE CAT IS MORE PSYCHOTIC THAN I AM BECAUSE IT DOES NOT UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS BUT I CAN SEE THOSE LITTLE WHEELS SPINNING IN ITS LITTLE HEAD SOME DAYS, OTHER DAYS-THE CAT CANNOT DEAL WITH THE SITUATIONS AND RESORTS TO EITHER FIGHT OR FLIGHT MODE OR IS JUST SCARED OF EVERYTHING.  I GET LIKE THAT MYSELF SO I UNDERSTAND IT.   TODAY I FOUND MYSELF IN A AITUATION THAT SICKENED ME…MY DAD HAD CALLED THE VET AND WAS GOING TO HAVE THE PSYCHOTIC CAT PUT DOWN BECAUSE IT IS LIVING WITH A LOT OF FEAR, AND I GUESS MY DAD THOUGHT IT BETTER TO THROW THE CAT AWAY IN A MANNER OF SPEAKING RATHER THAN HELP TRAIN IT TO DEAL WITH LIFE WITHOUT BEING PARALIZED BY FEAR.  I STILL HAVE LOTS OF FEARS THAT MOST PEOPLE DO NOT SEE BECAUSE I AM TRYING MY BEST TO DEAL WITH THESE FEARS BY MYSELF, I DO NOT HAVE ANY PSYCIATRIC DOCTORS TO HELP ME ANYMORE SO I DEAL WITH THESE THINGS THE BEST I CAN AND NOW I WONDER HAS MY DADDY THOUGHT OF GETTING RID OF ME?  HE DOES NOT BELEIVE A WORD I SAY ABOUT THE SOUNDS THAT PLAGUE ME OR ABOUT THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH TO THIS VERY DAY BECAUSE HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ANY OF THE TECHNICAL STUFF.   NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT MY PARNTS DID WITH ME WHEN I WAS A KID, BECAUSE I WAS LOOKED UPON AS INCORRIGIBLE AS A CHILD, BOTH OF MY PARENTS DID THEIR BEST TO THROW ME AWAY JUST LIKE THEY DID THEIR MARRIAGE WHICH WAS NOT WORKING OUT, THEY BOTH DID THE SAME THINGS BUT IN DIFFERENT MANNERS, MY MOM PUT ME IN FOSTER HOMES AND MENTAL HEALTH FACILITIES AND MY DAD FARMED ME AND MY SISTER OUT TO WHOMEVER HE COULD PAY TO TAKE CARE OF US WHILE HE WAS DOING WHATEVER IT WAS HE DID BACK THEN, PART OF THE TIME WE LIVED WITH MY AUNT MARTHA AND UNCLE CHUCK AND THOSE WERE THE BEST DAYS OF MY CHILDHOOD AND WHEN THEY WERE GONE, I WAS GOTTEN RID OF FIRST TO A FOSTER HOME AND A FEW YEARS LATER MY KID SISTER WAS PUT IN FOSTER CARE TOO.  I DO NOT KNOW WHY I WAS NOT VALUED MORE BY MY PARENTS BUT I AM POSITIVE MY BEING THE INCORRIGIBLE ONE IS WHAT MADE ME THE FIRST TO GO INTO FOSTERCARE… BECAUSE I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MY PARENTS BREAKING UP OUR HOME I WAS LOOKED UPON AS SOMETHING TO BE GOTTEN RID OF AS TOO MUCH TROUBLE TO KEEP.  THIS CAT HAS CHANGED SO MUCH FROM WHEN I FIRST MET IT YOU WOULD NOT EVEN RECOGNISE IT AS THE SAME CAT.   YEAH, SOME DAYS THE CAT HIDES AND IS SCARED OF ITS OWN SHADOW BUT OTHER DAYS IT IS SO LOVING THAT IT GETS IN THE WAY OF EVERYTHING.   WHAT THE CAT NEEDS IS WHAT I NEEDED BACK THEN-SOMEONE WITH THE TIME TO TEACH IT HOW TO BEHAVE.   IF I HAD GOTTEN THAT-I WOULD HAVE TURNED OUT MUCH DIFFERENT, BUT I DID NOT GET THAT SO I GREW UP UNWANTED AND REPELLED BY ALL DUE TO MY BEHAVIOR.   I DROVE PEOPLE AWAY ON PURPOSE, I GUESS IN MY ATTEMPTS TO GET ATTENTION, I DID NOT KNOW WHO TO BEHAVE, IT WAS NOT AN ACT. I JUST DID NOT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE LIKE A LADY AND NO ONE REALLY HAD THE TIME OR THE PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH THE WILD ONE AND I WAS THROWN OUT.  BACK TO THE CAT…IT IS NOT LIKE IT IS A FEMALE CAT PRODUCING A LITTER OF KITS EVERY COUPLE MONTHS AND MAKING ALL FEEL GUILTY LOOKING AT THE STARVED CREATURES AS THEY TRY THEIR BEST TO GET SOME ATTENTION AND FOOD, THE BASIC NEEDS OF EVERY CREATURE.  THE ONLY THING REALLY WRONG WITH OUR CAT IS IT A FLEA BITTEN RUG WITH A CATTITUDE THAT CHANGES AS SWIFLY AS MY BI POLAR MANIA DOES AND IT IS DEALING WITH IT THE ONLY WAY IT KNOWS HOW TO, IT GETS SCARED AND HEADS FOR DADDYS LAP, ITS ONLY SAFE PLACE NOW THAT I AM HERE… I KNOW WHY DADDY IS KIND OF TIRED OF THE THING IN HIS LAP AS IT HAS TO BE HOT ON THE LAP FOR HOURS EVERY DAY BUT THAT IS NO REASON TO HAVE IT PUT DOWN WHEN WE HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO TEACH THE ANIMAL TO SIT NEXT TO US.  IF THAT LIITLE ANIMAL ONLY KNEW WHAT MY DADDY WAS THINKING THIS MORNING I BET HE WOULD NOT BE ON HIS LAP LIKE HE HAS BEEN.   IT WOULD FEEL BETRAYED.  AND THAT IS HOW I FEEL EVERY TIME MY DAD TELLS ME THE SOUND I AM BEING TORTURED WITH IS BULLSHIT.  THIS SOUND IS SOMETHING THAT OTHERS HAVE HEARD, POLICE AND CLINIC STAFF INCLUDED AND WHEN SOMEONE DOUBTS THAT IT IS TRUE JUST BECAUSE THEY DO NOT HEAR IT, I WONDER IF THEY THINK EVERYTHING I SAY IS FALSE.  TO BE CALLED A LIAR ABOUT SOMETHING JUST BECAUSE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND IT REALLY SUCKS BUT IT SUCKS MORE FOR THOSE IS THE CARE OF THOSE WHO DO NOT BELIEVE US.   MY FORMER MENTAL HEALTH PROVIDER ACTED THE SAME WAY MY DAD DOES…THEY COULD NOT HELP ME SO THEY TRIED TO GET ME PUT IN AN INSTITUTION AS BEING GRAVELY DISABLED.   AND IF YOU THINK THIS IS BULLSHIT, I HAVE THE POLICE REPORT WHERE THEY CONSPIRED TO KEEP ME ON A MENTAL HEALTH HOLD AS LONG AS POSSIBLE FOR ANYONE TO READ, I MAY EVEN POST IT ON THE WEB AS IT IS QUITE A FUNNY THING TO READ ABOUT YOURSELF…ESPECIALLY THE PART WHERE THE COPS LISTED MY RACE AS ‘BLACK’…YOU WOULD GET A LAUGH OUT OF HOW I DEALT WITH THAT AS I DREW A SHIRT THAT READ ‘black lives matter’.   I FELT OUTRAGED THAT BECAUSE THEY COULD NOT HELP ME THAT THIER RECOURSE WAS GETTINGME PUT IN A LONG TERM MENTAL HEALTH HOLD MUCH LESS THAT THEY SAW ME AS BEING A NIGGER…  SO BEFORE YOU JUDGE ANYONE OR ANYTHING DEALING WITH A SITUATION THEY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE, INCLUDING MY DADDY THINKING A CAT WAS AS DISPOSABLE AS HIS KIDS WERE WHEN HE WAS A DRINKER, YOU MAY WANT TO TRY AND PLACE A DOLLAR VALUE ON THE THING BEFORE THROWING IT AWAY BEAUSE SOMETIMES YOU CANNOT GET BACK WHAT IS THOWN OUT.  AND I ONLY PUT IT THAT WAY BECAUSE MONEY SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY MEASURE OF WORTH PEOPLE UNDERSTAND…ME, MONEY IS NOT MY GOD. I HATE THE STUFF.  YOU CANNOT SCREW IT EAT IT OR GET LOVE FROM IT AND IT IS WHAT PEOPLE KILL FOR.   THE THINGS I VALUE ARE THE HARDEST THINGS TO COME BY…CARE, HONESTY, HOPE AND LOVE.  THE THINGS I NEVER HAVE HAD.  BUT I AM STILL SEEKING THESE THINGS EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I MAY NEVER FIND THEM, MAYBE I SHOULD SIGN UP TO FARMERS.COMhehehe writing done by karin wrape 8-9-17  and for you daddy…you get rid of ME before you ever think of harming that cat.ONE LAST THING…THE DVR AND TV SERVICE THAT SHOULD BE CUT OFF WAS RECORDING PROGRAMS THIS MORNING.  AND SOMEONE STILL IS ADDING A WHOLE LOT OF ADULT PROGRAMMING AND SPORTS CHANNELS TO THE THING TO THIS VERY MINUTE THERE ARE ABOUT 175 CHANNELS I KEEP TRYING TO LOCK DOWN FROM THE PEOPLE HACKING IT

EXPERIMENTS- I AM BIG ON EXPERIMENTS, THEY PROVE THINGS LIKE MIGRAINE BEING CAUSED BY SOUND RECEEDING WHEN OUT OF ENVIRONMENT THE NOISE HARMING ME IS IN.  TODAY DID JUST THAT.  I WAS IN MAJOR PAIN WHEN I LEFT FOR MENTAL HEALTH INTAKE EVALUATION AND AFTER LEAVING THE NOISY CAR AND ENTERING THE BUILDING AFTER ABOUT 20 OR 30 MINUTES THE MIGRAINE WAS NOTICEABLY LESSENING…I TOLD THE GAL DOING THE EVAL I PLANNED TO DO AN EXPERIMENT TO SEE IF THIS WOUND WOULD STILL BE PRESENT IF I WAS NO WHERE NEAR ELECTRONICS AND I AM GOING TO DO THIS EXPERIMENT AND POST MY RESULTS HERE FOR ALL TO READ.   I SHOWED HER THE PHONE BILL I GOT FROM CENTURYLINK FROM ANOTHER PHONE NUMBER WHEN I WAS LIVING AT THE TABOR GRAND IN LEADVILLE, COLORADO AND A USER CREATION LOG FROM 2013 SHOWING A MULTITUDE OF USERS BEING CREATED AND ME, USER S-1-5-21 BEING DENIED INTERACTIVE AND NETWORK LOG ON RIGHTS AND WHEN I INSTALLED AN APP FOR WIFI NETWORK ANALYSIS UP COMES A WHOLE BUNCH OF UNKNOWN I.P. ADDRESSES AND THE ONE THAT STOOD OUT TODAY WAS 224.0.0.251… I HAVE NOT READ MUCH ON IT BUT ENOUGH TO KNOW IT SHOULD NOT BE THERE.  ANOTHER UNUSUAL THING IS MY UNCLES NETWORK STARTS WITH 10… THOSE ARE USUALLY PUBLIC I.P. ADDRESSES THAT START WITH A 10.   SHE ASKED ME A VERY PARTICULAR QUESTION TODAY, IF I FELT HOPELESS…NO. I DO NOT FEEL HOPELESS AS I NOW FOR A FACT THAT I CAN ESCAPE THE SOUND IN DADDY’S TRAILER AND CAR AND THE MIGRAINE WILL LESSEN WHEN I LEAVE  THE AFFECTED ENVIRONMENT.  SO HOPELESS IS NOT WHAT I AM. MORE LIKE HOPEFUL THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO IDENTIFY THE SOURCE BECAUSE IT IS CAUSED BY SOMETHING IN THE CAR THAT I CAN GET AWAY FROM.  ONCE THE THING CAUSING THE MIGRAINE INDUCING SOUND, I WILL BE ABLE TO REMOVE OR BLOCK IT.  I MAY TAKE LONGER TO ARRIVE AT THE ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS THAN OTHERS BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I WAS RAISED DIFFERENTLY THAN MOST FOLKS BUT I DO FIND ANSWERS… ONE THING YOU SHOULD NEVER, EVER DO-DOUBT MY ABILITY TO FIND SHIT OUT.  YES I USED A CURSE WORD HERE AS IT EMPHASIZES THAT I SHOULD NEVER BE UNDERESTIMATED ON MY ABILITIES. EVER. WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 7-10-17 AFTER A PARTICULARLY BRUTAL MIGRAINE ATTACK ON THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY FRIEND BOB GANT’S DEATH AND A PLANNED  VISIT TO MY AUNT MARY’S THAT THE MIGRAINE THAT HIT ME HARD WHILE IN CHURCH STOPPED ME FROM GOING TO.

TO SAY THAT I HAVE SEEN THIS PATTERN OF EVENTS WITH 3 DIFFERENT TV SERVICES AND DVR’S IS TRUE- THE EXTENT OF THE HACKING IS WHAT IS SHOCKING…YESTERDAY I WAS SICK WITH A MIGRAINE THE WHOLE DAY FROM WHATEVER IS TRANSMITTING THE ‘SOUND’ INTO MY DADDY’S TRAILER AND TODAY IT WAS WORSE- THE SOUND HAD ME SO SICK MY GUTS WERE SCREAMING AT ME TO ‘GET OUT! GET OUT NOW!’ I WAS VOMITOUS AND LIGHT SENSITIVE AGAIN AND HAD TO RESORT TO TAKING MEDICATION PRESCRIBED FOR MIGRAINES- AGAIN.  I KNEW I WOULD BE TORTURED WITH THIS SOUND THIS WHOLE WEEKEND AS HAS BEEN THE PATTERN IN THE PAST- THIS BUZZING SOUND WAKING ME UP IN THE EARLY AM AND ME GETTING SICK FROM IT.  MY HAIR HAS STARTED TO COME OUT IN CLUMPS AGAIN IN THE LAST 2 DAYS THE SOUND HAS BEEN BACK AFTER THE DISH TECH GUY LEFT.  I HAVE CALLED DISH QUITE A BIT ABOUT THIS AND THEY CANNOT PROVIDE A REAL EXPLANATION AS TO WHY I KEEP HAVING LOCKED OUT CHANNELS REAPPEARING- THEY SAY EVERY NIGHT THEY UPDATE THE SYSTEM AND THAT IS WHAT IS PUTTING UNLOCKED CHANNELS ON MY DVR- BULLSHIT IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT.  IT DOES NOT EXPLAIN WHY AFTER I LOCKED EVERY SINGLE CHANNEL DOWN OVER AND OVER YESTERDAY THAT I WOULD GET KICKED OUT OF WHAT I WAS WATCHING BECAUSE MY DVR WAS BEING RESET AND REFRESHED AND THEN I WOULD CHECK THE LOCKED CHANNELS AND FIND HUNDREDS MORE UNLOCKED… THE NUMBER OF LOCKED CHANNELS WOULD VARY TOO- THAT SHOULD NEVER VARY,  LAST NIGHT AT 6:15 pm THERE WERE 433 UNLOCKED AND 615 LOCKED CHANNELS!!!!!!!THAT IS A TOTAL OF 1048 CHANNELS.  EXPLAIN THAT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE, I DARE YOU.  I DO NOT WATCH SPORTS OR LATIN CHANNELS OR PORN AND THEY MUST BE ADDING THE SHOPPING CHANNELS BECAUSE OF PLAYBOY CHANNEL FREEVIEWS.  I AM SUPPOSED TO ONLY HAVE 240 CHANNELS- THAT IS WHAT IS IN THE TOP 200 PACKAGE.  MY DVR IS SHOWING ME THE TOP 500…  I HAVE LOCKED THE CHANNELS OUT I DO NOT WANT AND WHEN I LEFT THE HOUSE AT 11 AM TODAY THERE WERE 160 UNLOCKED CHANNELS AND 457 LOCKED CHANNELS AND AS THE DISH TECH SAID TO DO I SAVED SETTINGS AND HID THE ADULT AND LOCKED CHANNELS-I BET YOU EVERY DAMN PENNY I HAVE THE NUMBER WILL BE DIFFERENT WHEN I RETURN.  MY FEELING ILL STOPPED WHEN I CAME TO THE LIBRARY- THE SOUND IS IN MY CAR TOO.   I AM STILL HAPPY ABOUT WHO I AM BUT AM GETTING A BIT PISSED ABOUT THIS HAPPENING AGAIN AFTER YEARS OF NO TV SERVICE JUST BECAUSE OF CATCHING  EMPLOYEES OF THAT AUDIO AND VIDEO STORE CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV DISH AND SPORTS PROGRAMS APPEARING ON MY DVR BACK IN 2013.  I ALREADY KNEW SOMEONE WHO SPEAKS AND READS AND WRITES SPANISH IS HACKING ME BECAUSE OF THE DIFFERENT KEYBOARD SHOWING UP AND BECAUSE OF THE LAST MENTAL HEALTH HOLD I WAS FORCED TO ENDURE IN SUMMIT COUNTY, CO. I WAS FOLLOWED FROM THE SILVERTHORNE, CO. PUBLIC LIBRARY TO THE REC CENTER BY 3 MEXICAN MALES WHO SAT WITHIN FEET OF ME AND I SAW STUFF BEING ADDED TO MY PC- THAT IS A FACT.   I HAVE TRIED TO TELL THE SHERIFF THAT THIS AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS IS CAPABLE OF PRETTY MUCH ANY KIND OF REMOTE ACCESS TO ANYTHING YOU OWN WITH A PLUG OR A BATTERY BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW I WAS FINDING PROGRAMMING CARDS IN THE TRASH WHEN I WAS LIVING IN SHURER’S BUILDING- HE SIGNS PEOPLE UP FOR DISH, DIRECT TV AND COMCAST BUT DOES NOT DO INSTALLATION OR REPAIR-JUST HACKING INTO CUSTOMERS DISHES THAT HE SIGNS UP.  THE COPS HERE ARE FIXING TO HAVE MAJOR INTERNET CRIME OCCUR AND THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD IT IS GOING TO GET-YET.  I CANNOT DO AN UPDATE ON MY IPAD AT ALL SINCE TV PROVIDERS WERE ADDED ON THE ONLY UPDATE I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO ON IT.  I GAVE UP ON CELLPHONES BECAUSE THEY WERE BEING TAKEN OVER BY LANDLINES IN THE AREA.   I AM AT A LOSS ON HOW TO GET ACROSS TO POLICE THE CAPABILITIES OF THESE CRIMINALS. I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO CALL THE CRIMESTOPPERS HOTLINE NEXT TO ALERT POLICE OF WHAT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN TO THE SYSTEMS HERE.   THE FACT I AM AGAIN HAVING MIGRAINES AND THAT DAMN SOUND IS BACK IN DADDY’S AND IN THE CAR SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME AS  WHEN I FIRST STARTED TO GET MIGRAINES IN 2014- MY NEIGHBORS ON ONE SIDE – THE MOTHER AND KIDS, NOT THE FATHER BECAUSE HE WAS AT WORK BUT THE NEIGHBOR ON THE OTHER SIDE DIED OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT…ANAL BLEEDING.  I THINK THIS OCCURRED FROM THE WATER MOLECULES IN HIS BODY BEING EXITED BY THE SOUND WAVES BEING TRANSMITTED AT ME AND HIS INTESTINES AND ORGANS RUPTURED FROM IT AND HE HAD INTERNAL BLEEDING TO THE POINT OF DEATH I8NSTEAD OF DYING FROM LIVER FAILURE AS HE WAS DOING HIS BEST TO DRINK HIMSELF TO DEATH.  MY PC WAS SAMPLING AUDIO AT 22050 Hz AND 44100 Hz THEN.  I AM GOING TO TRY AND GET MY PACKAGE CHANGED WITH DISH TV SO THERE ARE NO SPORTS OR LATIN CHANNELS BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH-I DO NOT EVEN THINK I CAN GET RID OF THE SPORTS AND PORN AND LATIN CHANNELS EVEN IF I CHANGE MY PACKAGE TO ONE WITHOUT THEM.  THESE HACKERS KNOW HOW TO REMOTELY MANAGE SMART CARDS AND THAT IS WHAT IS IN MY DVR.  I INVITE ALL TO LOOK AT THE MEDIA (PICTURES) ON THIS SITE AS I HAVE ADDED SEVERAL PHOTOS FROM MY IPAD AT THE LIBRARY THIS MORNING.  I FEEL HORRIBLE ABOUT WHAT THIS TOWN IS FIXING TO GO THROUGH AS I HAVE SEEN THIS SAME THING HAPPEN OVER AND OVER- I AM SICK OF BEING VICTIMIZED BY THESE METH ADDICTS AND THIEVES.  ANYONE WHO MAY HAVE SOME IDEA OF HOW TO STOP THESE CRIMINALS FROM ADDING LATIN CHANNELS, PORN AND SPORTS CHANNELS TO MY UNLOCKED CHANNELS=-PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS SITE- I WILL SEE IT WHEN I LOOK AT MY STATS PAGE BUT THE PAGE SEEMS TO ONLY HAVE 3- 7 PEOPLE LOOKING AT IT.    I MAKE SURE TO SHARE IT WITH MY FAMILY SO IT SEEMS KIND OF STRANGE TO ONLY HAVE 3-7 PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY WORDPRESS SITE WHEN I HAVE OVER 40 FOLLOWERS.   THE ONE GOOD THING ABOUT TODAY IS I GOT A REALLY COOL SHIRT FOR MY COUSIN’S HUSBAND- I KNOW HE DOES NOT LIKE ME BUT I BET HE WOULD LOOK GREAT IN IT!  I DO NOT HOLD A GRUDGE IF I CAN AVOID IT AS REGRET IS AN AWFUL THING SO I HOPE HE ACCEPTS THE SHIRT AS A PEACE OFFERING.  I9 WAS AT THE POINT OF SEEKING ANOTHER CHURCH TO ATTEND BUT MY AUNT MARTHA CAME OVER YESTERDAY AND ASKED ME TO GO TO CHURCH WITH THE FAMILY THIS SUNDAY SO I WILL-IF THE MIGRAINES THAT STARTED WITH THE RETURN OF THE ‘SOUND’ ALLOW IT.  THE CHURCH HAS WONDERFUL MUSIC AND YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HOLD A HYMNAL TO SEE THE WORDS AS THEY PROJECT THEM TO THE WALL ABOVE THE PULPIT.  I HOPE THIS SOUND GIVES ME A BREAK BUT I HAVE WRITTEN IN MY LOGBOOK THAT I WILL MOST LIKELY BE TORTURED WITH IT THE WHOLE HOLIDAY WEEKEND AS I HAVE BEEN SINCE 2014.   THIS IS THERAPUTIC WRITING TODAY AS I NEED TO GET THIS OUT WHERE PEOPLE CAN READ WHAT I AM SUFFERING THROUGH-AGAIN-IN A DIFFERENT STATE BUT THE SAME EXACT CRIMES AND AUDIO TORTURES AND BATTERY DRAINAGES OCCURRING ON MY THINGS.  I GIVE UP ON THE CELLPHONE THING SO I WILL NOT EVER BE ABLE TO GET IN MY EMAIL AGAIN.   JUST ANOTHER THING I HAVE TO DO WITHOUT BECAUSE POLICE HERE DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT PROGRAMMING.  AND ANOTHER GOOD THING TO ADD- I WAS ABLE TO GO TO THE SENIOR CENTER AND PLAY DOMINOES WITH THE LADIES THERE THURSDAY! TO SIT WITH PEOPLE I KNOW FOR A FACT ARE NOT HACKERS WAS NICE AND TO ENJOY A GAME OF CHICKENFOOT DOMINOES WAS FUN!  SO THERE IS STILL GOOD STUFF IN MY LIFE DESPITE THE HACKING…AND I BEAT DODY’S BEJWELLED SCORE BY SEVERAL MILLION POINTS TOO!

YEP, SSDP…SAME STUFF, DIFFERENT PLACE.  I HAVE TRIED MY BEST TO BLOCK THE LATINO CHANNELS, SPORTS CHANNELS AND ADULT CHANNELS FROM BEING ADDED TO MY UNLOCKED CHANNELS BUT AS SOON AS I TRY TO BLOCK THEM- THERE THEY ARE ADDED AGAIN- I DO NOT WATCH SPORTS OF ANY KIND, NOR DO I WATCH PORN OR SPEAK SPANISH BUT THESE ARE THE CHANNELS BEING REPEATEDLY ADDED TO THE UNLOCKED CHANNELS ON MY DVR- AND THE PHONE IS GETTING HUNG UP WHILE TRYING TO SPEAK TO DISH ABOUT LOCKING THESE CHANNELS OUT.  I AM ONLY SUPPOSED TO BE SUBSCRIBED TO THE TOP 200- WHICH IS REALLY 240 CHANNELS BUT I HAVE SEVERAL HUNDRED EXTRA CHANNELS BEING ADDED AND THE AMOUNT OF LOCKED CHANNELS BEING REDUCED- I CAN ONLY ASSUME IT IS THE SAME PEOPLE DOING THIS THAT MADE ME QUIT HAVING TV SERVICE IN THE PAST SINCE IT IS THE SAME CHANNELS THEY ARE ADDING NOW…I CANNOT HEAR ANYTHING ON DADDY’S PHONE WHEN SPEAKING TO TECHNICAL SUPPORT AND THIS IS IRRITATING AS HECK.  I HAVE GONE TO THE SHERIFF AND GOTTEN A CASE STARTED AS REQUESTED BY THE DISH TV SUPPORT TODAY -AFTER MAKING APPOINTMENTS WITH DOCTORS HERE-INCLUDING MENTAL HEALTH AS THE STRESS IS ONCE AGAIN CAUSING MY BODY TO WEAKEN.  MY DADDY DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THE DEPTH OF THE HACKING OR THAT IT HAS TOTALLY DESTROYED MY WAY OF LIVING TRYING TO STOP THE HACKING AND IDENTITY THEFT I OBVIOUSLY STILL HAVE GOING ON, IT UPSETS HIM BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT MY FATHER’S PC HAS NETWORK 2 SHOWING UP- SO THERE MUST BE A FIRST NETWORK-AND THERE ARE NO FIREWALLS ON HIS PC- RED BALL WITH A WHITE ‘X’ OVER THE FLAG HAS BEEN THERE SINCE I SHOWED BACK UP.  I DO NOT HAVE MY DVR CONNECTED TO THE INTERNET OR HIS PHONE LINE BUT THE PHONE IS GETTING HUNG UP WHILE TALKING WITH DISH- THIS HAS HAPPENED TWICE IN THE LAST WEEK.   2 CELLPHONES HAVE BEEN SHOWING UP AS BEING OWNED BY LANDLINES SINCE MY RETURN TO TEXAS, THIS LAST ONE IS SHOWING UP AS BEING PROVIDED BY SOUTHWESTERN BELL IN HAINESVILLE, TEXAS- I HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE NOR DO I HAVE A LANDLINE OF ANY KIND-THE OTHER PREVIOUS CELLPHONE WAS SHOWING UP AS BEING OWNED BY LEVEL 3 COMMUNICATIONS, LlC-TX IN THE AREA OF THE GOLDEN CHICK IN MINEOLA.  I GUESS THESE GUYS LIKE TO WATCH PORN AND SPORTS WHILE THEY MAKE SURE I CANNOT USE INTERNET WITHOUT THEM BEING ABLE TO LOOK AT EVERY SINGLE THING I TRY TO GET OUT ON THE INTERNET AND THE COPS HERE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE BUSINESS THAT HACKED ME CAN DO-INCLUDING ADDING SMART CARDS- THEY ARE AN AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS THAT BRAGS ABOUT BEING ABLE TO ACCESS EVERYTHING IN YOU HOME FROM A CELLPHONE THAT HAS A PLUG OR A BATTERY IN IT.  THEY DO HOME SECURITY SYSTEMS AND 3D TV AND HOME THEATER AND BACKWARDS COMPATIBILITY INSTALLATIONS FOR WHOLE HOME AUTOMATION.  I CAUGHT THIS BUSINESS AT A NUMBER OF CRIMES SO I AM NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY SURPRISED THAT THE PORN, SPANISH AND SPORTS CHANNELS ARE SHOWING UP AGAIN.  I HAVE TOLD THE SHERIFF TO GOOGLE MY NAME AND SEE WHAT COMES UP- LITERALLY NOTHING BEFORE 2012- THEN NOTHING BUT ME HAVING EVERY ACCOUNT AND DEVICE I OWN TAKEN OVER AND ACCOUNTS CREATED WITH NAMES SIMILAR TO MINE BUT WITH DIFFERENT ADDRESSES AND PHONE NUMBERS, AND THEY WOULD ORDER PRODUCTS AND SERVICES- THEN CANCEL THE SERVICE AND AFTER GETTING THE MODEMS DELIVERED TO THEIR APARTMENT-ALTER IT AND LEAVE AT COMMUNAL POST BOX AREA WHEN I LIVED AT THE TABOR GRAND IN LEADVILLE, COLORADO.  I GOT THE BILLS FOR THIS IN THE MAIL AND STILL HAVE THEM AS EVIDENCE THIS HAS HAPPENED-JUST FOUND THEM THE OTHER DAY.  SO THESE CREEPS ARE COMMITTING FEDERAL MAIL FRAUD AS WELL AS IDENTITY THEFT.  I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING TO BLOCK THESE CREEPS FROM INVADING MY PUBLIC UTILITIES I CAN THINK OF -NOW I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY PACKAGE TO GET RID OF THE SPORTS AND PORN AND SPANISH CHANNELS AND THEN SEE IF THEY KEEP GETTING ADDED TO UNLOCKED CHANNELS.  THE TECH WHO CAME OVER THE OTHER DAY FROM SOUTHERN STAR SAW THAT PROGRAMS HAD BEEN ADDED FROM A DIFFERENT RECEIVER SO IT IS NOT JUST ME IMAGINING THIS – HE ALSO SAW THE HISTORY OF THE DIAGNOSTICS WHERE THERE HAVE BEEN 9 INTERNAL RESETS SO FAR AND 2 FROM THE BUTTON ON THE DVR…  THE LOCAL SHERIFF WHO I SPOKE WITH TODAY SUGGESTED I GET RID OF MY DISH SERVICE RATHER THAN TRY AND DISCOVER WHO IS ADDING SPORTS, SPANISH AND PORN TO MY UNLOCKED CHANNELS.  DISH TV GUIDE SHOWS ME HAVING HAVING THE TOP 500 AND HOPPER 3 AND THIS PICTURE SHOULD PRETTY MUCH EXPLAIN IT ALL- 532 UNLOCKED CHANNELS AND 388 LOCKED CHANNELS…I WROTE DOWN THE CHANNELS THEY ARE ADDING IN MY LOG BOOK SO I KNOW FOR A FACT WHAT I HAVE TRIED TO LOCK OUT AND WHEN IT RE-APPEARS I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HAS BEEN ADDED AGAIN.  I AM NOT FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS CONTINUED INVASION OF MY PUBLIC UTILITIES BUT I THINK THE POLICE ASKING ME TO RID MYSELF OF TV SERVICE THAT I HAVE A 2 YEAR COMMITMENT ON RATHER THAN INVESTIGATE THE HACKING IS RATHER LAME- I ALREADY DID THAT FOR YEARS AND WHEN I HAD NO TV SERVICE TO INVADE- THE HACKERS WOULD BLOCK FM RADIO USE IN MY CAR AND ON 8 DIFFERENT RADIOS BEFORE I COULD HEAR SOME MUSIC. AND WHEN I FINALLY FOUND A FM RADIO I COULD HEAR- SOME BUTTHEAD CALLED ME SINGING TO THE MUSIC AS I CLEANED UP TRASH AT THE SCENIC OVERLOOK WHERE I WOULD PARK MY RV OVERNIGHT AS YELLING…  NOW THERE IS A POLICE REPORT OF THE DISH INVASION TO ADD TO THE 2 CELLPHONES THAT HAVE BEEN TAKEN OVER BY LANDLINES FILED WITH THE WOOD COUNTY SHERIFF DEPARTMENT.   IT IS JUST A PITY THAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS ONGOING CRIME YET AGAIN IN ANOTHER STATE.  AND WHEN THE POLICE DEPARTMENT GETS HACKED INTO BECAUSE OF THESE REPORTS- I AM GOING TO GET A GOOD LAUGH OUT OF THAT.  IT WOULD BE DIFFERENT IF I DID NOT HAVE SO MUCH DAMNING EVIDENCE BUT HAVING O.C.D. I AM LUCKY THAT I HAVE DOCUMENTED THIS AS MUCH AS I HAVE AND TAKEN SO MANY PHOTOS OF WHAT I DISCOVER AND HAVE SOME OF IT PRINTED UP SO I CAN SHOW IT TO PEOPLE WITHOUT HAVING TO SHOW THEM PROOF ON MY CAMERA OR IPAD.   THE COPS DO NOT BELIEVE I AM BEING HACKED YET BUT THEY WILL SOON ENOUGH.  JUST NOW AT THE MINEOLA LIBRARY THE DEBUGGER POPPED UP SAYING A MUTATED PROTOTYPE WOULD SLOW DOWN CODE ON THIS PC.  WHAT IT IS A PROTOTYPE OF-I AM NOT SURE BUT IT IS ACTIVE SCRIPTING.  I AM HAVING A GREAT DAY AND HAVE ACCOMPLISHED A LOT SO I AM OFF TO GET SOME CHERRIES FOR MY WEEKEND AND GO HOME- WOW-I AM USING THE WORD ‘HOME’…AS I HAVE NOT HAD A HOME SINCE I WAS A CHILD-THIS IS COOL!  I HAVE ALSO ASKED POLICE AND THIS MENTAL HEALTH PROVIDER HERE TO GOOGLE MY NAME AND WATCH THE YOUTUBE VIDEOS I HAVE MADE AND TO LEAVE A COMMENT- I GUESS WE WILL SEE IF ONE OF THE SHERIFF OFFICERS WHO HAS SAID HE WOULD LEAVE A COMMENT DOES IT.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-29-17  A LOVELY DAY THAT I SPENT PART OF PLAYING DOMINOES AT THE SENIOR CENTER AND HAD A BLAST BEING WITH PEOPLE I KNOW FOR A FACT ARE NOT CRIMINALS!!~!  AND I CAN BARELY WAIT TO GET HOME SO I CAN PLAY WITH MY DADDY’S PUSSY (CAT) you perverts,hehehe  ALMOST FORGOT TO UPDATE YOU THAT THE ‘SOUND’ STARTED AGAIN LAST NIGHT AT 7:15 PM AND IS ALSO IN MY CAR AND MY SECOND COUSIN I PICK UP FROM WORK EARLY MORNINGS HEARD IT TODAY.  I AM FEELING A BIT ILL SINCE THE SOUND RE-APPEARED LAST NIGHT AND HAD TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE OF IT BUT THAT WAS A GOOD THING AS I HAVE STARTED TO GET DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS SCHEDULED SO I DO NOT HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE WITHDRAWALS SO BAD THAT I WAS NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO AFTER MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH DROPPED ME FROM BEING A PATIENT.  I AM SURE THERE IS A LAW ABOUT DROPPING PATIENTS WHO ARE ON DRUGS THAT SUDDEN STOP OF COULD POSSIBLY CAUSE DEATH.  NEXT I AM LOOKING UP THE AMERICAN MEDICAL ASSOCIATION TO CONTACT THEM ABOUT DOCTOR RICHARD BERKLEY AND HIS BIZARRE CHANGING OF MY MEDICATIONS WITHOUT INFORMING ME AND DROPPING ME AS A CLIENT WITHOUT EVEN BOTHERING TO TELL ME HE HAD DONE THIS EVEN THOUGH I HAD AN APPOINTMENT SCHEDULED FOR JULY…

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