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YEP, THAT SCAREDY CAT IS LOVING HIS JACKSON GALAXY FEATHERED CATFISHIN ROD CAUSE MAMA DONE SOAKED IT IN CATNIP LEAVES FOR HIM!  THIS CAT IS ACTUALLY NIGGER RICH, AS FAR AS CATS CAN BE WEALTHY, HE HIT THE KITTY CAT JACKPOT.  HE HAS SEVERAL KINDS OF FOOD A DAY BUT THE ONES HE LOVES MOST OF ALL ARE THE SOFT KITTY CRUMBS I FOUND FOR HIM, THE HARD ONES HE DONT LIKE SO MUCH CAUSE HE HAS SOME BROKEN TEETH SO I FOUND HIM SOME SOFT KIBBLES AND THIS CAT IS EATING THEM LIKE THEY AINT GONNA MAKE NO MORE OF THEM, I PUT OUT TWO KINDS A DAY ANDBOTH CUPS ARE USUALLY EMPTY BEFORE DINNER AND HE HAS A BOWLING BALL SHAPE THAT HAS ME LAUGHING!  DADDY COMPLAINED TO ME TODAY ABOUT THE CAT AS IT WAS STUCK TO HIS LAP WHILE I WAS SLEEPING TODAY, I MUST HAVE STEPPED ON A SCORPION AS ONE FOOT IS QUITE SWOLLEN, SO MUCH SO THAT I CANNOT USE MY TREADMILL AT ALL, THE PAIN WAS SO BAD LAST NIGHT THAT I CHOSE MORPHINE OVER ANOTHER ALL NIGHT THROBBING SESSION SO KITTY HAD TO SIT ON DADDY TODAY… MY LITTLE STINKER HAS GOTTEN QUITE FOND OF ME LATELY AS I HAVE MADE HIM HIS OWN PILLOW SO HE CAN LAY NEXT TO ME DURING THE DAY AND HE HAS TAKEN TO SLEEPING WITH ME ALMOST THE WHOLE NOGHT TOO, FINALLY GETTING HIS BOWLINGBALL SHAPED BUTT UP AROUND4am AND I CAN HEAR HIM YELL FOR FOOD AROUND 6am, HE SOUNDS SO PITIFUL YELLING FOR HIS MEATY BREAKFAST, YOU WOULD THINK WE WERE STARVING HIM IF YOU HEARD IT… BUT THIS IS OUR KITTY AND HE IS THE LUCKIEST CAT I KNOW CAUSE HE HAS ME!!! HE EVEN HAS A $245 DOLLAR LASER BUT HE IS STILL TOO SCARED TO PLAY WITH IT YET, IT IS A MIRACLE THAT I CAN PLAY WITH HIM WITH ANY CAT TOY–THAT IS HOW SPYCHOTIC HE USED TO BE, JUST RATTLING OF THE LIZARD TOY WOULD HAVE HIM BOLTING FOR THE CHAIR HE USED TO HIDE UNDER! ME SHOWING UP HAS DEFINITELY CHANGED THIS ANIMAL FROM A SCAREDY CAT TO A SPOILED ROTTEN KID FOR BOTH DADDY AND ME TO LAUGH AT AND THE BEST THING IS I AM TRAINING HIM TO COME WHEN I CALL HIM AND HE IS LEARNING TO DO IT REAL GOOD EXCEPT FOR TODAY WHEN HE WAS WANTING TO HOLD DADDY DOWN IN THE CHAIR SO HE COULD NOT PLAY ON HIS PC, THE CAT IS JEALOUS OF THE PC AND HAS TAKEN TO SITTING ON THE CLOSED LAPTOP TO KEEP DADDY FROM PLAYING SOLITAIRE ON IT AND HE HAS PUSHED EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON THAT SHELF WHERE HE WAS SQEEZING IN UNDER TO THE FLOOR.  I WAS LAUGHING PRETTY GOOD AS I WATCHED THIS CAT TRY AND SQUEEZE HIS GUT UNDER THE SHELF WHERE THE PC IS, HE HAD TO WEDGE HIMSELF INTO THE SPOT UNDER THE SHELF BY WIGGLING BACK AND FORTH…BUT ONCE YOUR CAT MAKES HIS MIND UP TO DO SOMETHING, YOU CAN BET HE WILL TAKE THE TIME TO WADDLE OVER AND DO IT!  IM TELLING YOU, THIS CAT IS ABOUT THE ONLY GOOD THING IN MY LIFE SINCE MY HACKERS ARE STILL INFECTING MY IPAD DAILY WITH MULTIPLE VIRUSES, IT HAS GOTTEN SO BAD I CANT EVEN WATCH MOVIES ON THE WEEKENDS AT ALL, USUALLY STARTS UP ON FRIDAY AND IF THERE IS A HOLIDAY, IT LASTS TIL TUESDAY.   I STILL CANNOT UPLOAD ANYTHING TO THE CLOUD AND MY IPAD IS COMPLETELY FULL STORAGEWISE, I CANNOT TAKE PICS OR VIDEO MOSTOF THE TIME AND WHEN I  AN IT IS ONLY BECAUSE MY HACKERS HAVE REMOVED SOMETHING.  AT LEAST TODAY THERE IS NO NOISE PISSING ME OFF  THE MOVIES AND YOUTUBE BEING BLOCKED IS BAD ENOUGH WITHOUT HAVING TO LISTEN TO THAT CRAP.  SO I AM STUCK IN BED TIL WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MY RIGHT FOOT DROPS THE SWELLING, ENFORCED BREAK.  WELL NIGHT TO YOU ALL, I AM GOING TO TAKE THAT MORPHINE AND GET AGOOD NIGHTS SLEEP SINCE I CANNOT WATCH ANYTHING ON MY IPAD…CANT EVENPUT A NEW PASSWORD ON MY ROUTER…SAD. ALMOST FORGOT…DISH SENT ME A BILL TODAY WITH AN INTERRUPTION OF SERVICE NOTICE, IF I DO NOT WANT SERVICE CANCELLED, THEY WANT ALMOST $500 BUCKS.  I KNEW SOMEONE WAS STILL USING THE DISH SERVICE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN CUT OFF AT THE END OF JULY.  MAYBE NOW THERE IS A SERVICE INTERUPPTION IS WHY THE HACKERS ARE HARRASSING ME WIRSE THAN USUAL, NO MORE FREE SPORTS AND PORN FROM MY SERVICE.

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TODAY WAS ONE FOR THE BOOKS.  ON MY WAYS BACK FROM A DOCTORS OFFICE  I SEE A RED HEADED CHICKEN FLYING OVERHEAD AS I NEARED MY DADS HOME AND ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WAS A LARGE FEMALE BUZZARD WITH A WING FLIPPED OVER AND UNABLE TO FLY.  I WENT HOME AND LOOKED FOR SOME AGENCY THAT HELPED WILD ANIMALS THAT ARE HURT BUT ONLY ABLE TO TALK WITH ONE VET THAT DEALT WITH INJURED RAPTORS AND I GOT THE QUICK AND DIRTY VERSION OF WHAT SHE WOULD DO, WERE SHE ABLE TO-TRY TO TWIST THE FLIPPED OVER WING AROUND AND IF THE WING WERE TOO BADLY DAMAGED, SHOOT THE POOR CREATURE.  MY DAD WAS KIND OF SHOCKED WHEN I PICKED UP ONE OF MY BLANKETS AND HEADED FOR THE CAR WITH IT AND I TOLD HIM I SIMPLY COULD NOT DO NOTHING AFTER SEEING AN ANIMAL IN PAIN LIKE THAT AND PROCEEDED ON.  I THREW THE BLANKET OVER IT AND MANAGED TO TWIST THE WING AROUND A BIT BEFORE THE POOR CREATURE SKITTERED OFF INTO THE THICK UNDERBRUSH AND IT WAS MOVING BETTER THAN IT WAS BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I DO NOT SEE THE BIRD MAKING IT THRU.  NATURE IS NOT BEING CRUEL INTENTIONALLY-THIS IS THE WAY OF WILD THINGS, LIVE FAST AND REPRODUCE IS THE MOST YOU CAN HOPE FOR BEFORE YOU END UP SOMETHINGS DINNER.   I JUST WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD RISK GETTING A GOOD STRONG PECK WITH THE BEAK OF A WILD BUZZARD TO TRY AND HELP IF THEY SAW IT HURT LIKE I DID… ONE OF THOSE THINGS YOU CANNOT UNSEE.  THE ONLY OTHER THING ABOUT TODAY IS THE SOUND ASSAULT IS PRETTY BAD TODAY WITH THE VERY FAST TAPPING SOUND IN THE KITCHEN AREA KEEPING ME IN MY PILLOW FORT ON THE COUCH TRYING TO PROTECT MYSELF FROM THE SOUNDWAVES HITTING MY BODY BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THE DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE, NOW I AM GETTING NOSEBLEEDS.  I THOUGHT I WAS SWEATING FROM BEING ON THE LAST 3/4 MILE JOG OF THE DAY, AND I LOOK DOWN AND INSTEAD OF SWEAT I SEE BLOOD ALL DOWN THE FRONT OF MY TOP AND BLOOD SPATTERS ON MY ANKLES.  THIS SOUND IS CAUSING ME TO HAVE NOSEBLEEDS. GREAT.  WHATS NEXT? ANAL BLEEDING? JUST ONE MORE REASON FOR ME TO ENJOY EVERY SINGLE BITE OF THE COOKIES I MADE THIS MORNING WITH PLENTY OF COLD MILK, BEST ENJOY THE GOOD STUFF WHILE I STILL CAN…MY DAD IS GETTING ON ME FOR DRINKING THE MILK SAYING IT HAS A LOT OF FAT AND WILL CAUSE ME TO GET FAT BUT DAMN…I DONT HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF ANYTHING IN MY LIFE BUT A DADDY WATCHING EVERY SINGLE BITE I EAT AND TELLING ME I AM GONNA GET FAT.  I HAVE EDEMA PROBLEMS CAUSING WATER TO GATHER AROUND MY ORGANS AND JUST WENT TO A DOCTOR YESTERDAY TO GET BLOODWORK AND A FLU SHOT AND REFERRALS TO OTHER  DOCTORS, AND I WAS ABLE TO SHOW THE DOCTOR MY CLOUDY URINE SAMPLE BEFORE IT WAS SENT OFF, THE DOCTOR NEEDS TO SEE JUST HOW CLOUDY IT IS SO HE KNOWS ALL THE PARTICULARS OF MY HEALTH ISSUES SO HE CAN HELP ME BEST AND I AM SURE HE WAS QUITE SURPRISED I WOULD NOTICE SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT I NOTICE MOST EVERY ISSUE THAT RELATES TO MY HEALTH PRETTY QUICK SO A NOSEBLEED LIKE THIS IS DEFINITELY GOING DOWN IN MY DAILY LOGS AND WILL BE TOLD TO THE DOC AS SOON AS I GO BACK TO DISCUSS MY BLOODWORK, TIL THEN , I WILL TROT MY TWO AND A HALF MILES ON MY TREADMILL AND ENJOY EVERY SINGLE BITE OF COOKIE I WANT AS YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL GET YOUR LAST ONE…MMMMMDADDY COOKIES……………..I AM DOING THE WORK TO TRY AND BATTLE THE EDEMA AND TO TRY AND GET AHOLD OF THE DOCTORS I NEED TO HELP ME TAKE CARE OF MYSELF TIL ME AND THE DOC GET THEM BLOODWORK RESULTS BACK I AM GONNA ENJOY EVERY COOKIE LIKE IT COULD BE MY LAST ONE BEFORE I GET ORDERS FROM THE DOCTOR TO STOP EATING COOKIES.  OH AND THE CAT SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT SLEEPING NEXT TO ME ON THE COUCH! FOUR MONTHS SINCE I MET THE SCARED FELINE AND NOW HE SLLEPS NEXT TO ME…NO DADDY IS NOT PUTTING DOWN THE CAT, IF HE WANT TO KILL SOMETHING TO PUT IT OUT OF ITS MISERY, I CAN POINT HIM DOWN THE ROAD TOWARDS THE BUZZARD TO CHECK AND SEE IF IT IS SUFFERING…one more dumb thing… the mental health doc who wanted to put me on a drug i have refused before cause of the rediculously bad side effects that would definitely harm me called today to see if i was going to bother with another appointment and i guess she already knewi was not coming back from the tone of the voice over the phone.  nope, had she bothered to read my files she would have known i have refused this drug before just necause of pre existing health issues it would negatively affect.  if they aint gonna read my previous file notes, why do they bother summoning them?   jan lorenz. one more doctor not out to help me but to promote some friggin drug for pharmacutical companies.

ONE OF THE THINGS I AM REALLY SCARED OF MAY HAPPEN WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT, THE CAT, MAY GET TAKEN TO THE VET AND PUT TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DADDY IS GETTING SCRATCHED BY HIM AROUND THE HEAD.  THE CAT SPENDS A LOT OF TIME ON TOP OF THE CHAIRS AND THE ONLY THING I CAN DO TO HELP THE CAT STAY ALIVE IS TO DILIGENTLY SHOO THE CAT FROM THE TOPS OF THE RECLINERS AS THE CAT SMACKED  DAD UPSIDE THE HEAD AND DAD SAID IT JUST MISSED HIS EYE AND CAUGHT IN HIS EAR…THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THIS IS TO KEEP THE CAT FROM SITTING WHERE IT COULD POTENTIALLY  BLIND DADDY SO HAVE GOTTEN A FLY SWATTER AND I AM NOW SITTING BEHIND DADDY AND WHEN THE CAT TRIES TO CLIMB UP TO THE BACK OF THE CHAIR, I WILL BE WAITING WITH THE FLYSWATTER, I CAN ALSO GET A SPRAY BOTTLE TO HELPTRAIN THE ANIMAL.  THE ONLY OQTHER THING WOULD BE FOR ME TO VERY QUICKLY GET ME A SMALLRV OR TRAILER AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT INTO IT.   I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH ABOUT THE CAT BEING VERY SMART AND THAT IT IS EXTREMELY TRAINABLE AND THAT IF IT CANNOT KEEP FROM SWIPING AT DADDY I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE THE MAIN HOUSE WITH THE ANIMAL, AS I KNOW WHAT BEING GOTTEN RID OF FEELS LIKE.   I GUESS DADDY HAD ALREADY MADE HIS MIND UP TO PUT THE CAT DOWN THIS MORNING BUT I REFUSE TO LET HIM OFF THIS SO EASILY AND I INSIST THAT IF THE CAT IS GOING TO BE KILLED THAT HE DO THE DIRTY WORK HIMSELF, FUNNY HOW IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO THE KILLING HOW MUCH HARDER IT SUDDENLY IS…SO THIS IS MY NEW STRESS FACTOR, HAVING TO MAKE SURE DADDY DOES NOT SNATCH THE CAT UP WHILE I AM ASLEEP AND RUN THE ANIMAL OFF TO A VET TO GET KILLED.   I AM ALREADY DEALING WITH STRESS BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH AT THIS VERY MINUTE AS SOMETHING KEEPS GRABBING CONTROL OF THIS IPAD WHILE I AM TYPING, THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS RETURNED AFTER TWO SMALL BREAKS FROM THE NOISE AND HAS COME BACK WITH A VERY PAINFUL AND FAST TAPPING AND MY DADDY WITH THE ATTITUDE THAT THE CAT IS GOING TO BLIND HIM THERFORE IT SHOULD BE KILLED WITHOUT TRYING ANY KIND OF TRAINING TO STOP THIS.   IF I HAVE TO, I COULD EVEN MAKE THE CAT SOCKS TO WEAR AND KEEP THE CLAWS COVERED…AND IF YOU THINK I HAVE NOT HAD MORE THAN A FEW THOUGHTS ABOUT HOW I COULD DO THIS -YOU ARE WRONG AS WHEN MY DADDYSTARTED TO GET THESE DEEP CUTS ON HIS ARMS FROM THE CAT, THE NAILS BEING TRIMMED WAS THE FIRST THING I DID AND THINK OF WAYS TO COVER ITS CLAWS WHILE DADDYWAS HEALING UP WAS SECOND. IF I HAVE TO I WILL GET A CAMPER FOR ME AND THE CAT TO LIVE IN BECAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT GO AROUND KILLING YOUR PETS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP IT FROM DOING SOMETHING THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE.  YES, IF THE CAT DIES, I AM GOING AWAY MYSELF.  THAT IS THAT.   I WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH DADDY IF HE DOES KILL THIS ANIMAL.  NO I DO NOT WANT DADDY GETTING BLINDED BY HIM SO THAT IS WHY I AM GOING TO SIT BEHIND DAD WITH AFLYSWATTER AND TRAIN THE CAT NOT TO SIT WHERE IT. CAN REACH HIS FACE BUT HE HAS TO WEAR THE LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS TO PROTECT HIS ARMS FROM SCRATCHES AS HE ALREADY KNOWS HIS FLESH IS HEALED AND SHOULD WEAR LONG SLEEVES TO PROTECT FROM FUTURE SCRATCHES TOO, HE WENT AND GOT THE SHIRTS, NOW HE HAS TO WEAR THEM.   IF I HAVE TO, I WILL CLEAN OUT A SIDE OF THE SHOP AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT. I THERE BUT I GOT TO MAKE SURE IT DOES NOT GET KILLED FIRST.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY A RATHER UPSET KARIN WRAPE 9-14-17 CAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT TAKE THE LIFE OF YOUR PETS SO LIGHTLY THAT YOU LOOK UPON THEM AS DISPOSABLE.  I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE THE SOUND NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE CAT BUT THAT IT CAUSES MY DADDY TO THINK AND ACT STRANGELY TOO EVEN IF HE DOES NOT BELIEVE IT DOES, I SEE IT.  THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME.  LOOKS LIKE I WILL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH TO TRY AND KEEP CAT FROM GETTING TAKEN OUT WHILE I SLEEP.

THIS EVENING I ENJOYED ONE OF THE MOST RELAXING SWIMS  HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE… AFTER TROTTING MY EVENING MILE ON MY TREADMILL, I GOT MY BOTTLE OF  FROZEN JUICE AND JUG OF JELLYBEANS AND MY 3 RING BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL OUT OF THE SHED AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE TO THE LAKE WITH MY SWIM FINS AND REFRESHMENTS IN  THE OLD GREEN NYLON BAG I HAVE CARRIED THEM IN FOR YEARS OVER MY LEFT SHOULDER AND THE NOW HALF LIMP POOL OVER THE OTHER ONE… THE WATER WAS STILL AS I HAVE EVER SEEN IT AS I THREW THE WHOLE MESS INTO THE LAKE AFTER A FEW PUFFS IN THE RINGS OF THE POOL THAT HAVE LEAKS FROM CUTS FROM MY FINGERNAILS IN THEM AND I WAS OFF ON ONE OF THE LAZIEST SWIMS OF MY LIFE! I HAVE A SMALL BLOW UP ARC SHAPED BLOW UP THAT I LAY BACK ON AND JUST FLOATED ON WHILE THE KIDDIE POOL DRIFTED NEARBY, MY FIN TIPS STICKING UPOUT OF THE WATER LOOKING AT THE BITS OF FLUFF FROM WEEDS AND LITTLE BUGS STICKING TO THE SURFACE TENSION OF THE WATER…THE ONLY WAVES FROM THE OCCASIONAL FLIP OF MY FINS.   IJUST LAY BACK AND WATCHED THE HALF MOON  UP IN THE SKY RISEAS THE FEW PUFFY CLOUDS DRIFTED PAST IT, ALL THOUGHTS OF HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE FAR FROM MY MIND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS!   I WOULD SEE THE OCCASIONAL WHITE CRANE FLY OUT INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE WATER AND SETTLE NEAR ME AND GET THAT LIITLE THRILL YOU GET WHEN SOMETHING WITH FINS BRUSHES AGAINST YOUR LEG AND REALISE THERE WAS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I REALLY HAD TO WORRY ABOUT RIGHT NOW, NOT MY EMPHYSEMA OR ANY SINGLE THING BAD AT ALL…NOTHING BUTME LAYING INTHE WATER AND WATCHING THE STREAMS OF BUBBLES APPEARING AND THEN THE FAMILIAR LITTLE CIRCULAR WAVES OF THE MANY WATER TURTLES THAT WERE OUT IN THE WATER WITH ME AS THIER LITTLE HEADS WOULDPOKE UP OUT OF THE WATERLOOKING AT ME AND WONDERING WHAT KIND OF NEW FISH THIS WAS OUT THERE WITH THEM.  I SWAM LAZILY LIKE THIS FOR ABOUT A MILE TO WHERE THERE ARE BOUYS TO KEEP THOSE WATER SKIING OUT OF THE SHALLOW AREAS AND  MET A MAN WHO WAS FISHING FOR BASS ANDSPOKE WITH HIM ABOUT THE BEAUTYF THE CALM LAKE WATCHING HIM CAST HIS LINEOUT AND IT STAY ON THE TOP OF THE STILL WATER IN LONG SPIRALS AND TO MY DELIGHT I SAW HIM CATCH A SMALL BASS, WAY TOO SMALL TO KEEP, I WOULD GUESS IT TO BE ABOUT 9 INCHES AND SAW HIM SET THE LITTLE FISH BACK IN THE WARER GENTLY AND THE  CAST THE OLD JIG  HE WAS FISHING WITH OUT AGAIN NOT REALLY TRYING TO CATCH SOMETHING TO EAT, JUST ENJOYING SLINGING THE LINE OUT MOSTLY FROM THE LAZY WAY HE WENT ABOUT IT.   FINALLY I WATCHED THE SUN DIP BEHIND THE TREES LINING THE SHORE ANDHEADED TOWARDS IT AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE BACK HOME AND EVEN FOUND A PENNY ON THE GROUND ON MY WAY BACK TO THE TRAILER AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THATWILL BE KEEPING ME FROM SLEEPING AGAIN THIS WHOLE LABOR DAY WEEKEND AS HAS BECOME THE NORM SINCE 2014..,ONCE AGAIN I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WHILE TYPING THIS AND THE BEST I CAN DO TO NOT GET PISSED OFF IS THINK OF MY LEISURELY SWIM AS THE AIRPLAY MIRRORING KEEPS POPPING UP.  WRITING DONE BY A  VERY RELAXED KARIN WRAPE, 9-1-17 WHILE SITTING NEXT TO HER DADDY AND HIS  CAT IN MY FAVORITE BLACK SILK PAJAMAS IN THE RECLINER NEXT TO HIM WATCHING AN OLD MOVIE CALLED ‘A POCKET FULL OF MIRACLES’ WHILE I LOVINGLY STOKE THE CAT IN HIS LAP…HOPE TOMORROW IS EXACTLY LIKE TODAY WAS AND THINKING ABOUT BAKING SOME SNICKERDOODLE COOKIES LATER TO ENJOY WITH WOME ICED MILK IN MY FAVORITE ALUMINUM  MUG!!! HOPING SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS HAD A DAY LIKE THIS THEMSELVES…

ME, PAYING TO MEET MEN??? IT IS NT SO MUCH TO MEET MEN AS TO TALK OR TYPE MESSAGES TO OTHER HUMANS.  I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL GO OUT WITH ANYONE BUT THERE IS NO HARM IN LOOKING, IS THERE?  THERE ARE A WHOLE BUNCH OF MEN ALL AROUND MINEOLA AND THE SURROUNDING AREAS THAT ARE LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL OR GOD WILL SEND ANOTHER DRUNK OR DRUG ADDICT MY WAY…I HAVE FOUND OVER THE YEARS WHEN YOU PRAY, TO BE VERY SPECIFIC OR THE FIRST THING YOU ASK FOR WILL BE SENT AND SOMETIMES THE RESULTS END UP BEING A DISASTER.  SO I AM MAKING SURE THEY ALL KNOW I COME WITH ISSUES AND WHAT TYPE OF ISSUES THEY ARE.  THE HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE I AM BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS VERY MINUTE ARE NOT SOMETHING I COULD HIDE EVEN WERE I TO WANT TO HIDE THAT.  I CANT EVEN SLEEP IN MY BED ANYMORE AS THE NOISE IS SUPER CONCENTRATED IN THE CORNER MY BEDS LOCATED INTO THE POINT I JUST CANNOT DO IT ANYMORE.  THE SOUND IS COMING OUT OF THE FLOOR VENTS FOR CERTAIN AS I HAVE USED SEVERAL APPS TO LOCATE WHERE THE HIGH DECIBEL LEVELS ARE BEING EMITTED AND THE DECIBEL LEVEL WITH THE AC OFF IS A CONSTANT 100 DECIBELS FROM EVERY SINGLE VENT, INCLUDING THE BATHROOM.  I AM SURE MY IPAD IS BEING USED TO PIN POINT MY LOCATION INSIDE THE TRAILER AND WILL MOST LIKELY HAVE TO CHANGE WHERE I SLEEP EVERY DAY OR SO BUT IF THAT IS WHAT IS REQUIRED TO GET MORE THAN 2 HOURS OF SLEEP A NOTE, SO BE IT.   THE FRIGGIN ONLINE MASTER GAMER HAS STARTED TO SEND ME VIDEOS OF HIM PLAYING SOME DUMBASS ONLINE ROLEPLAYING GAME AGAIN, 3 am LAST NIGHT… THE SOUND IS GETTING RATHER IRRITATING AGAIN TOO. AND IS CHANGING FROM A JUMPY CRICKET WITH FAST TAPPING AND A BACKGROUND HISS TO AN ALMOST INSECTIOD SOUND AND THE VERY, VERY FAST TAPPING SO I THINK THIS WEEKEND THE AUDIO TORTURE IS GOING TO BE ESPECIALLY BAD AS IT WAS WHEN IN COLORADO AND THERE EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND WAS A NIGHTMARE WITH CONSTANT SLEEP DEPRIVATION TO KEEP ME EXHAUSTED SO THEY COULD INSTILL THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT SYNDROME AT WILL.  ME TRYING A SOCIAL SITE IS A GOOD THING AS I HAVE BEEN ALONE A LONG, LONG TIME.    NEXT ITEM OF THE DAY…MY DADDY HAS SOME VERY NICE VCRs AND TWO OF ONE KIND IN PARTICULAR THAT HE LIKED A REWIND FEATURE ON.  THIS MORNING HE COMES TO ME AND TELLS ME ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO USE EITHER REMOTE ON THE TWO UNITS AND THEY HAD QUIT AT THE SAME TIME. SO RIGHT AWAY I GET OUT MY AM/FM RADIO AND DETUNE IT AND THEN PRESS A BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND HEAR A BUZZ ON THE RADIO…THAT TELLS ME THE REMOTE IS NOT THE PROBLEM, IT IS A SETTING ON THE VCR OR THE REMOTE OR BOTH. SO I GET BOTH NNITS AND THE MANUAL FOR THEM OUT AND CHECK THE REMOTE SETTINGS AND SURE ENOUGH, THEY WERE SET TO VCR A AND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS PUNCH A COUPLE OF BUTTONS AND GOT BOTH REMOTES WORKING FOR DADDY…UNCLE HOMER HAD COME OVER AND LOOKED AT THE VCRS AND TOLD DADDY IT WAS THE REMOTES…WRONG ANSWER. GUESS HE NEEDED SOMEONE A LITTLE SMARTER …ME! SO THAT IS MY MORNING, FINDINGOUT THE CREEP THAT HACKED MY OLD CELLPHONE IS STILL SENDING ME VIDEOS OF HIMSELF PLAYING GAMES TO  MESS WOTH MY HEAD, AND FIXING STUFF FOR DADDY HE THOUGHT WAS BROKEN!  HOME MADE COOKIES AND MILK FOR BREAKFAST AND NOW ON TOP OF ALL THAT, THE CAT HAS GIVEN ME THE FRONT PART OF THE CAT COSTUME TOPET AND DADDY HAS THE BACK HALF FOR A CHANGE…FUNNY HOW THINGS WORK OUT!  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE  9-1-17

YEP, I GOT ME A REAL NICE TREADMILL AND I AM USING IT LIKE I DID MY LAST ONE, TWICE A DAY…   I GOT RID OF OVER 100 POUNDS WITH THE LAST ONE AND THEN SOLD IT FOR 75 BUCKS, I THINK I GOT MY MONEYS WORTH WITH IT AND I AM GETTING MY MONEYS WORTH WITH THIS ONE ALREADY AS I AM BUILDING UP STAMINA AND TROTTING SOME OF MY BOTTOM OFF!  I AM NOT GETTING MY EXCERCISE JUST FROM TROTTING ON A TREADMILL BUT I SWIM ALL OVER LAKE HOLBROOK WITH MY THREE RING INFLATEABLE POOL AFTER WALKING THERE.  YES, PEOPLE COME UP TO ME EVERY TIME I JUMP IN THE LAKE AS I GUESS THEY HAVE NEVER SEEN THE LIKE OF ME OUT I  THE MIDDLE OF A LAKE… I TELL PEOPLE THAT IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME AT THELAKE  TO LOOK IN THE MIDDLE AND IF I AM ON A SHORE-IT WILL BE THE SHORE FURTHEST FROM THEM.  THE BLOW UP POOL IS NOT REALLY USED AS A LIFESAVING DEVICE BUT SO OTHERS CAN SEE ME, I HAVE A SMALL FLOAT THAT I PUT UNDER MY SHOULDERS AND SWIM ON MY BACK BASICALLY CAREFREE AS I AM AN EXTREMELY STRONG SWIMMER AND THERE IS ANOTHER USE FOR THE KIDDIE POOL… SHOULD I RUN ACROSS A REALLY PERSISTANT TURTLE, I CAN ALWAYS SNATCH HIM UP BY THE SHELL AND THROW HIM INTO THE FLOATING POOL!!!  YOU MAY THINK I AM JOKING ABOUT GRABBING A WATER TURTLE OUT OF THE WATER WHILE SWIMMING IN THE MIDELE OF A LAKE BUT REST ASSURED IT HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST.  MANY YEARS AGO I FIRST BEGAN SWIMMING WITH BLOW UP POOLS AND IWAS A DRINKER THEN SO WHAT I WOULD DO IS THROW ALL THE BEER INTO THE POOL AND HEAD FOR THE MIDDLE OF WHATEVER LAKE I WENT TO AND DRINK ALL THE BEER AS NO ONE ELSE COULD GET TO ME,hehehehehehehe  MANY A HANGOVER CAME FROM THIS PRACTICE.  NOW I FREEZE UP A JUG OF JUICE AND THE BLOCK OF ICE MELTS WHILE IN THE WATER BUT YESTERDAY I HAD COLD JUICE THE WHOLE TIME I WAS SWIMMING, EVEN AFTER THE ICE MELTED THE JUICE STAYED COLD AND I TOOK HALF A BOTTLE OF MY FAVORITE JELLYBEANS WITH ME TO ENJOY WHILE SWIMMING, AND THEY SERVE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT SO I DO NOT LOSE MY DENTURES WHILE I SWIM AND THAT IS ANOTHER FUNCTION OF THE POOL, I ALWAYS CARRY DENTURE ADHESIVE IN MY SWIMSUIT, IF MY TOOTH GLUE QUITS WORKING, I GET INTO THE POOL BEFORE  TAKING MY TEETH OUT AND APPLYING THE FIXODENT…SEE A PROBLEM AND AVOID HEARTACHE.  SO NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I DO FOR EXCERCISE, NEXT I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO SOCIALIZE..

DO NOT KNOW WHAT PEOPLE DO AROUND HERE OTHER THAN GO TO WALMART… MAYBE I SHOULD GO TO THE LOCAL BOWLING ALLEY.  SURE WOULD LIKE TO FIND SOMEONE TO HANG OUT WITH… WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-23-17    ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION THAT THE SOUND THAT I GET HIT WITH HAS BEEN GONE A WHOLE LOT OF DAYS THIS MONTH… IT IS SUPER NOTICEABLE WHEN IT IS GONE AND I ACTUALLY HAD A WHOLE WEEKEND WITHOUT THAT GOD AWFUL SOUND THIS MONTH!  I CANNOT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD ONE WHOLE WEEKEND NOISE FREE…

I HAD TO SELL OR GIVE AWAY PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I HAD BECAUSE OF THE CRAP GOING ON IN  MY LIFE AND NOW, WHILE I AM NO LONGER IN THOSE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS-I SEEM TO BE GETTING BACK THE IMPORTANT STUFF I HAD TO GIVE UP AND I ENDED UP WITH VERY SAME MODEL OF INVERSION TABLE I USED TO HAVE AND NOW I HAVE A WAY BETTER TEADMILL THAN I HAD WHEN I TROTTED OFF THE 100 + POUNDS I LOST  AFTER GETTING UP OVER 288 POUNDS AS I WAS WHEN I VISITED MY DADDY BACK IN 2012.  TONITE MY DADDY GOT THE SATISFACTION OF WATCHING ME TROT JUST OVER 3/4 A MILE IN 15  HAVE GOTTEN BACK UPTO 190 lbs DUE TO INACTIVITY AND EDEMA.  I COLLECT WATER AROUND MY ORGANS.  MY DADDY MAKING HOMEMADE COOKIES IS NOT HELPING MY WEIGHT EITHER BUT WHO COULD RESIST COOKIES YOUR DADDY MADE FOR YOU MUCHLESS HOME BAKED PIZZA??? MY OLD TREADMILL WAS NICE BUT THIS ONE IS THE DELUXE MODEL AND VALUED AROUND $1000 BUCKS…  YOU CAN BET I WILL GET MY MONEYS WORTH OUT OF IT RIGHT QUICK AS MY LAST ONE HELPED ME TROT OFF OVER 100 POUNDS, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT PRIME BITCH MEAT GOES FOR A POUND BUT IF IT SELLS FOR AS MUCH AS THE CURE 81 HAMS GET FOR ME N DADDY, ON MY LAST TREADMILL  I TROTTED OFF OVER $300 DOLLARS WORTH OF FAT.  AND ROUTINE IS GOOD FOR US BI POLAR FOLK…  I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL BECAUSE OF THE SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES AND WATCH MY BLOOD PRESSURE REAL CLOSE AS WELL AS STAY OUT OF THIS DAMP AIR SO MY LUNGS DO NOT DEVELOP PNEUMONIA AS THIS HUMIDITY MAKES BREATHING HARD AS IT IS BUT I HAVE DONE THIS TREADMILL THING BEFORE SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST RODEO WITH THESE THINGS.  I KNOW I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL NOT TO GET EXCERCISE INDUCED MIGRAINES SO I TROTTED AT A LAZY 3 MILES AN HOUR TIL THE LAST MINUTE WHERE I JUMP THE SPEED UP A COUPLE NOTCHES TO GET THAT HEART RATE UP BUT I KNOW THESE THINGS CAN HAPPEN IF I AM NOT CAREFUL AND KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE.  SO HERE I AM STARTING OUT MY EXODUS TO NOWHERE IN MY DADDYS LIVING ROOM ON A HIGH DOLLAR TREADMILL INSTEAD OF A WALMART CHEAPO TROTTER, I STILL SWIM ACROSS THE LAKE WHEN THE MIGRAINES AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND  GET MORE THAN I CAN STAND AND YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO CATCH THIS 54 YEAR OLD GAL WITH ALL THESE BLOOD DISEASES AND EMPHYSEMIA SPORTING A RED AND WHITE BIKINI ON MY WAY TO THE LAKE IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY I SHOULD NOT BE HARD TO MISS AS I AM TOTING A  BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL DOWN TO TH LAKE OVER MYSHOULDER ALONG WITH MY FAVORITE SWIM FINS AND A JUG OF JUICE AND IF YOU MISS ME ON THE WAY TO THE LAKE-YOU CAN FIND ME OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF LAKE HOLBROOK WITH THE TURTLES CHASING AFTER ME!   IF YOU WANT ANY BEFORE AND AFTER PICTURES-I SUGGEST YOU START SNAPPING THEM ASAP AS I WILL NOT BE AT 190 lbs FOR LONG… WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-16- I AM DOING THESE THINGS WITH SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES…OH ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION GOODWILL AND THE BROKEN VCR…I GOT ONE FOR MY COUSINS AS THEIRS WAS BROKEN AND THE ONE I GOT FROM GOODWILL DID NOT WORK…THEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD GET AWAY WITH NO REFUND EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A PALTRY AMOUNT, I MADE A COMPLAINT AND THEN I FIND OUT THE GUY WHO FINALLY DID END UP TAKING THE BROKEN VCR BACK IS FAMILY AND THEY DID NOT KNOW I WAS GETTING THE THING FOR FAMILY!  I TRIED TO GET MY COUSINS SOMETHING TO WATCH VCR TAPES ON BUT ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER DRESS FOR CHURCH!  AND OUR PSYCHOTIC KITTY WAS AN ANGEL TODAY WITH PEOPLE IN AND OUT OF THE HOUSE MOVING FURNATURE AND EXCERCISE EQUIPMENT IN AND OUT AND PEOPLE OF ALL KINDS, HE ONLY WENT UNDER THE TABLE FOR A BIT AND THEN CAME OUT TO BE HELD AND LOVED BY OUR VISITING FAMILY MEMBERS!!! HE WAS AN ANGEL TODAY CONSIDERING HE WOULD NOT COME OUT OF THE CLOSET WHEN I FIRST MET HIM!!!

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