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ONE OF THE THINGS I AM REALLY SCARED OF MAY HAPPEN WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT, THE CAT, MAY GET TAKEN TO THE VET AND PUT TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DADDY IS GETTING SCRATCHED BY HIM AROUND THE HEAD.  THE CAT SPENDS A LOT OF TIME ON TOP OF THE CHAIRS AND THE ONLY THING I CAN DO TO HELP THE CAT STAY ALIVE IS TO DILIGENTLY SHOO THE CAT FROM THE TOPS OF THE RECLINERS AS THE CAT SMACKED  DAD UPSIDE THE HEAD AND DAD SAID IT JUST MISSED HIS EYE AND CAUGHT IN HIS EAR…THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THIS IS TO KEEP THE CAT FROM SITTING WHERE IT COULD POTENTIALLY  BLIND DADDY SO HAVE GOTTEN A FLY SWATTER AND I AM NOW SITTING BEHIND DADDY AND WHEN THE CAT TRIES TO CLIMB UP TO THE BACK OF THE CHAIR, I WILL BE WAITING WITH THE FLYSWATTER, I CAN ALSO GET A SPRAY BOTTLE TO HELPTRAIN THE ANIMAL.  THE ONLY OQTHER THING WOULD BE FOR ME TO VERY QUICKLY GET ME A SMALLRV OR TRAILER AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT INTO IT.   I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH ABOUT THE CAT BEING VERY SMART AND THAT IT IS EXTREMELY TRAINABLE AND THAT IF IT CANNOT KEEP FROM SWIPING AT DADDY I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE THE MAIN HOUSE WITH THE ANIMAL, AS I KNOW WHAT BEING GOTTEN RID OF FEELS LIKE.   I GUESS DADDY HAD ALREADY MADE HIS MIND UP TO PUT THE CAT DOWN THIS MORNING BUT I REFUSE TO LET HIM OFF THIS SO EASILY AND I INSIST THAT IF THE CAT IS GOING TO BE KILLED THAT HE DO THE DIRTY WORK HIMSELF, FUNNY HOW IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO THE KILLING HOW MUCH HARDER IT SUDDENLY IS…SO THIS IS MY NEW STRESS FACTOR, HAVING TO MAKE SURE DADDY DOES NOT SNATCH THE CAT UP WHILE I AM ASLEEP AND RUN THE ANIMAL OFF TO A VET TO GET KILLED.   I AM ALREADY DEALING WITH STRESS BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH AT THIS VERY MINUTE AS SOMETHING KEEPS GRABBING CONTROL OF THIS IPAD WHILE I AM TYPING, THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS RETURNED AFTER TWO SMALL BREAKS FROM THE NOISE AND HAS COME BACK WITH A VERY PAINFUL AND FAST TAPPING AND MY DADDY WITH THE ATTITUDE THAT THE CAT IS GOING TO BLIND HIM THERFORE IT SHOULD BE KILLED WITHOUT TRYING ANY KIND OF TRAINING TO STOP THIS.   IF I HAVE TO, I COULD EVEN MAKE THE CAT SOCKS TO WEAR AND KEEP THE CLAWS COVERED…AND IF YOU THINK I HAVE NOT HAD MORE THAN A FEW THOUGHTS ABOUT HOW I COULD DO THIS -YOU ARE WRONG AS WHEN MY DADDYSTARTED TO GET THESE DEEP CUTS ON HIS ARMS FROM THE CAT, THE NAILS BEING TRIMMED WAS THE FIRST THING I DID AND THINK OF WAYS TO COVER ITS CLAWS WHILE DADDYWAS HEALING UP WAS SECOND. IF I HAVE TO I WILL GET A CAMPER FOR ME AND THE CAT TO LIVE IN BECAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT GO AROUND KILLING YOUR PETS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP IT FROM DOING SOMETHING THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE.  YES, IF THE CAT DIES, I AM GOING AWAY MYSELF.  THAT IS THAT.   I WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH DADDY IF HE DOES KILL THIS ANIMAL.  NO I DO NOT WANT DADDY GETTING BLINDED BY HIM SO THAT IS WHY I AM GOING TO SIT BEHIND DAD WITH AFLYSWATTER AND TRAIN THE CAT NOT TO SIT WHERE IT. CAN REACH HIS FACE BUT HE HAS TO WEAR THE LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS TO PROTECT HIS ARMS FROM SCRATCHES AS HE ALREADY KNOWS HIS FLESH IS HEALED AND SHOULD WEAR LONG SLEEVES TO PROTECT FROM FUTURE SCRATCHES TOO, HE WENT AND GOT THE SHIRTS, NOW HE HAS TO WEAR THEM.   IF I HAVE TO, I WILL CLEAN OUT A SIDE OF THE SHOP AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT. I THERE BUT I GOT TO MAKE SURE IT DOES NOT GET KILLED FIRST.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY A RATHER UPSET KARIN WRAPE 9-14-17 CAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT TAKE THE LIFE OF YOUR PETS SO LIGHTLY THAT YOU LOOK UPON THEM AS DISPOSABLE.  I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE THE SOUND NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE CAT BUT THAT IT CAUSES MY DADDY TO THINK AND ACT STRANGELY TOO EVEN IF HE DOES NOT BELIEVE IT DOES, I SEE IT.  THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME.  LOOKS LIKE I WILL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH TO TRY AND KEEP CAT FROM GETTING TAKEN OUT WHILE I SLEEP.

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THIS EVENING I ENJOYED ONE OF THE MOST RELAXING SWIMS  HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE… AFTER TROTTING MY EVENING MILE ON MY TREADMILL, I GOT MY BOTTLE OF  FROZEN JUICE AND JUG OF JELLYBEANS AND MY 3 RING BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL OUT OF THE SHED AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE TO THE LAKE WITH MY SWIM FINS AND REFRESHMENTS IN  THE OLD GREEN NYLON BAG I HAVE CARRIED THEM IN FOR YEARS OVER MY LEFT SHOULDER AND THE NOW HALF LIMP POOL OVER THE OTHER ONE… THE WATER WAS STILL AS I HAVE EVER SEEN IT AS I THREW THE WHOLE MESS INTO THE LAKE AFTER A FEW PUFFS IN THE RINGS OF THE POOL THAT HAVE LEAKS FROM CUTS FROM MY FINGERNAILS IN THEM AND I WAS OFF ON ONE OF THE LAZIEST SWIMS OF MY LIFE! I HAVE A SMALL BLOW UP ARC SHAPED BLOW UP THAT I LAY BACK ON AND JUST FLOATED ON WHILE THE KIDDIE POOL DRIFTED NEARBY, MY FIN TIPS STICKING UPOUT OF THE WATER LOOKING AT THE BITS OF FLUFF FROM WEEDS AND LITTLE BUGS STICKING TO THE SURFACE TENSION OF THE WATER…THE ONLY WAVES FROM THE OCCASIONAL FLIP OF MY FINS.   IJUST LAY BACK AND WATCHED THE HALF MOON  UP IN THE SKY RISEAS THE FEW PUFFY CLOUDS DRIFTED PAST IT, ALL THOUGHTS OF HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE FAR FROM MY MIND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS!   I WOULD SEE THE OCCASIONAL WHITE CRANE FLY OUT INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE WATER AND SETTLE NEAR ME AND GET THAT LIITLE THRILL YOU GET WHEN SOMETHING WITH FINS BRUSHES AGAINST YOUR LEG AND REALISE THERE WAS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I REALLY HAD TO WORRY ABOUT RIGHT NOW, NOT MY EMPHYSEMA OR ANY SINGLE THING BAD AT ALL…NOTHING BUTME LAYING INTHE WATER AND WATCHING THE STREAMS OF BUBBLES APPEARING AND THEN THE FAMILIAR LITTLE CIRCULAR WAVES OF THE MANY WATER TURTLES THAT WERE OUT IN THE WATER WITH ME AS THIER LITTLE HEADS WOULDPOKE UP OUT OF THE WATERLOOKING AT ME AND WONDERING WHAT KIND OF NEW FISH THIS WAS OUT THERE WITH THEM.  I SWAM LAZILY LIKE THIS FOR ABOUT A MILE TO WHERE THERE ARE BOUYS TO KEEP THOSE WATER SKIING OUT OF THE SHALLOW AREAS AND  MET A MAN WHO WAS FISHING FOR BASS ANDSPOKE WITH HIM ABOUT THE BEAUTYF THE CALM LAKE WATCHING HIM CAST HIS LINEOUT AND IT STAY ON THE TOP OF THE STILL WATER IN LONG SPIRALS AND TO MY DELIGHT I SAW HIM CATCH A SMALL BASS, WAY TOO SMALL TO KEEP, I WOULD GUESS IT TO BE ABOUT 9 INCHES AND SAW HIM SET THE LITTLE FISH BACK IN THE WARER GENTLY AND THE  CAST THE OLD JIG  HE WAS FISHING WITH OUT AGAIN NOT REALLY TRYING TO CATCH SOMETHING TO EAT, JUST ENJOYING SLINGING THE LINE OUT MOSTLY FROM THE LAZY WAY HE WENT ABOUT IT.   FINALLY I WATCHED THE SUN DIP BEHIND THE TREES LINING THE SHORE ANDHEADED TOWARDS IT AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE BACK HOME AND EVEN FOUND A PENNY ON THE GROUND ON MY WAY BACK TO THE TRAILER AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THATWILL BE KEEPING ME FROM SLEEPING AGAIN THIS WHOLE LABOR DAY WEEKEND AS HAS BECOME THE NORM SINCE 2014..,ONCE AGAIN I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WHILE TYPING THIS AND THE BEST I CAN DO TO NOT GET PISSED OFF IS THINK OF MY LEISURELY SWIM AS THE AIRPLAY MIRRORING KEEPS POPPING UP.  WRITING DONE BY A  VERY RELAXED KARIN WRAPE, 9-1-17 WHILE SITTING NEXT TO HER DADDY AND HIS  CAT IN MY FAVORITE BLACK SILK PAJAMAS IN THE RECLINER NEXT TO HIM WATCHING AN OLD MOVIE CALLED ‘A POCKET FULL OF MIRACLES’ WHILE I LOVINGLY STOKE THE CAT IN HIS LAP…HOPE TOMORROW IS EXACTLY LIKE TODAY WAS AND THINKING ABOUT BAKING SOME SNICKERDOODLE COOKIES LATER TO ENJOY WITH WOME ICED MILK IN MY FAVORITE ALUMINUM  MUG!!! HOPING SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS HAD A DAY LIKE THIS THEMSELVES…

ME, PAYING TO MEET MEN??? IT IS NT SO MUCH TO MEET MEN AS TO TALK OR TYPE MESSAGES TO OTHER HUMANS.  I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL GO OUT WITH ANYONE BUT THERE IS NO HARM IN LOOKING, IS THERE?  THERE ARE A WHOLE BUNCH OF MEN ALL AROUND MINEOLA AND THE SURROUNDING AREAS THAT ARE LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL OR GOD WILL SEND ANOTHER DRUNK OR DRUG ADDICT MY WAY…I HAVE FOUND OVER THE YEARS WHEN YOU PRAY, TO BE VERY SPECIFIC OR THE FIRST THING YOU ASK FOR WILL BE SENT AND SOMETIMES THE RESULTS END UP BEING A DISASTER.  SO I AM MAKING SURE THEY ALL KNOW I COME WITH ISSUES AND WHAT TYPE OF ISSUES THEY ARE.  THE HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE I AM BEING SUBJECTED TO THIS VERY MINUTE ARE NOT SOMETHING I COULD HIDE EVEN WERE I TO WANT TO HIDE THAT.  I CANT EVEN SLEEP IN MY BED ANYMORE AS THE NOISE IS SUPER CONCENTRATED IN THE CORNER MY BEDS LOCATED INTO THE POINT I JUST CANNOT DO IT ANYMORE.  THE SOUND IS COMING OUT OF THE FLOOR VENTS FOR CERTAIN AS I HAVE USED SEVERAL APPS TO LOCATE WHERE THE HIGH DECIBEL LEVELS ARE BEING EMITTED AND THE DECIBEL LEVEL WITH THE AC OFF IS A CONSTANT 100 DECIBELS FROM EVERY SINGLE VENT, INCLUDING THE BATHROOM.  I AM SURE MY IPAD IS BEING USED TO PIN POINT MY LOCATION INSIDE THE TRAILER AND WILL MOST LIKELY HAVE TO CHANGE WHERE I SLEEP EVERY DAY OR SO BUT IF THAT IS WHAT IS REQUIRED TO GET MORE THAN 2 HOURS OF SLEEP A NOTE, SO BE IT.   THE FRIGGIN ONLINE MASTER GAMER HAS STARTED TO SEND ME VIDEOS OF HIM PLAYING SOME DUMBASS ONLINE ROLEPLAYING GAME AGAIN, 3 am LAST NIGHT… THE SOUND IS GETTING RATHER IRRITATING AGAIN TOO. AND IS CHANGING FROM A JUMPY CRICKET WITH FAST TAPPING AND A BACKGROUND HISS TO AN ALMOST INSECTIOD SOUND AND THE VERY, VERY FAST TAPPING SO I THINK THIS WEEKEND THE AUDIO TORTURE IS GOING TO BE ESPECIALLY BAD AS IT WAS WHEN IN COLORADO AND THERE EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND WAS A NIGHTMARE WITH CONSTANT SLEEP DEPRIVATION TO KEEP ME EXHAUSTED SO THEY COULD INSTILL THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT SYNDROME AT WILL.  ME TRYING A SOCIAL SITE IS A GOOD THING AS I HAVE BEEN ALONE A LONG, LONG TIME.    NEXT ITEM OF THE DAY…MY DADDY HAS SOME VERY NICE VCRs AND TWO OF ONE KIND IN PARTICULAR THAT HE LIKED A REWIND FEATURE ON.  THIS MORNING HE COMES TO ME AND TELLS ME ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO USE EITHER REMOTE ON THE TWO UNITS AND THEY HAD QUIT AT THE SAME TIME. SO RIGHT AWAY I GET OUT MY AM/FM RADIO AND DETUNE IT AND THEN PRESS A BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND HEAR A BUZZ ON THE RADIO…THAT TELLS ME THE REMOTE IS NOT THE PROBLEM, IT IS A SETTING ON THE VCR OR THE REMOTE OR BOTH. SO I GET BOTH NNITS AND THE MANUAL FOR THEM OUT AND CHECK THE REMOTE SETTINGS AND SURE ENOUGH, THEY WERE SET TO VCR A AND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS PUNCH A COUPLE OF BUTTONS AND GOT BOTH REMOTES WORKING FOR DADDY…UNCLE HOMER HAD COME OVER AND LOOKED AT THE VCRS AND TOLD DADDY IT WAS THE REMOTES…WRONG ANSWER. GUESS HE NEEDED SOMEONE A LITTLE SMARTER …ME! SO THAT IS MY MORNING, FINDINGOUT THE CREEP THAT HACKED MY OLD CELLPHONE IS STILL SENDING ME VIDEOS OF HIMSELF PLAYING GAMES TO  MESS WOTH MY HEAD, AND FIXING STUFF FOR DADDY HE THOUGHT WAS BROKEN!  HOME MADE COOKIES AND MILK FOR BREAKFAST AND NOW ON TOP OF ALL THAT, THE CAT HAS GIVEN ME THE FRONT PART OF THE CAT COSTUME TOPET AND DADDY HAS THE BACK HALF FOR A CHANGE…FUNNY HOW THINGS WORK OUT!  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE  9-1-17

YEP, I GOT ME A REAL NICE TREADMILL AND I AM USING IT LIKE I DID MY LAST ONE, TWICE A DAY…   I GOT RID OF OVER 100 POUNDS WITH THE LAST ONE AND THEN SOLD IT FOR 75 BUCKS, I THINK I GOT MY MONEYS WORTH WITH IT AND I AM GETTING MY MONEYS WORTH WITH THIS ONE ALREADY AS I AM BUILDING UP STAMINA AND TROTTING SOME OF MY BOTTOM OFF!  I AM NOT GETTING MY EXCERCISE JUST FROM TROTTING ON A TREADMILL BUT I SWIM ALL OVER LAKE HOLBROOK WITH MY THREE RING INFLATEABLE POOL AFTER WALKING THERE.  YES, PEOPLE COME UP TO ME EVERY TIME I JUMP IN THE LAKE AS I GUESS THEY HAVE NEVER SEEN THE LIKE OF ME OUT I  THE MIDDLE OF A LAKE… I TELL PEOPLE THAT IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME AT THELAKE  TO LOOK IN THE MIDDLE AND IF I AM ON A SHORE-IT WILL BE THE SHORE FURTHEST FROM THEM.  THE BLOW UP POOL IS NOT REALLY USED AS A LIFESAVING DEVICE BUT SO OTHERS CAN SEE ME, I HAVE A SMALL FLOAT THAT I PUT UNDER MY SHOULDERS AND SWIM ON MY BACK BASICALLY CAREFREE AS I AM AN EXTREMELY STRONG SWIMMER AND THERE IS ANOTHER USE FOR THE KIDDIE POOL… SHOULD I RUN ACROSS A REALLY PERSISTANT TURTLE, I CAN ALWAYS SNATCH HIM UP BY THE SHELL AND THROW HIM INTO THE FLOATING POOL!!!  YOU MAY THINK I AM JOKING ABOUT GRABBING A WATER TURTLE OUT OF THE WATER WHILE SWIMMING IN THE MIDELE OF A LAKE BUT REST ASSURED IT HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST.  MANY YEARS AGO I FIRST BEGAN SWIMMING WITH BLOW UP POOLS AND IWAS A DRINKER THEN SO WHAT I WOULD DO IS THROW ALL THE BEER INTO THE POOL AND HEAD FOR THE MIDDLE OF WHATEVER LAKE I WENT TO AND DRINK ALL THE BEER AS NO ONE ELSE COULD GET TO ME,hehehehehehehe  MANY A HANGOVER CAME FROM THIS PRACTICE.  NOW I FREEZE UP A JUG OF JUICE AND THE BLOCK OF ICE MELTS WHILE IN THE WATER BUT YESTERDAY I HAD COLD JUICE THE WHOLE TIME I WAS SWIMMING, EVEN AFTER THE ICE MELTED THE JUICE STAYED COLD AND I TOOK HALF A BOTTLE OF MY FAVORITE JELLYBEANS WITH ME TO ENJOY WHILE SWIMMING, AND THEY SERVE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT SO I DO NOT LOSE MY DENTURES WHILE I SWIM AND THAT IS ANOTHER FUNCTION OF THE POOL, I ALWAYS CARRY DENTURE ADHESIVE IN MY SWIMSUIT, IF MY TOOTH GLUE QUITS WORKING, I GET INTO THE POOL BEFORE  TAKING MY TEETH OUT AND APPLYING THE FIXODENT…SEE A PROBLEM AND AVOID HEARTACHE.  SO NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I DO FOR EXCERCISE, NEXT I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO SOCIALIZE..

DO NOT KNOW WHAT PEOPLE DO AROUND HERE OTHER THAN GO TO WALMART… MAYBE I SHOULD GO TO THE LOCAL BOWLING ALLEY.  SURE WOULD LIKE TO FIND SOMEONE TO HANG OUT WITH… WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-23-17    ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION THAT THE SOUND THAT I GET HIT WITH HAS BEEN GONE A WHOLE LOT OF DAYS THIS MONTH… IT IS SUPER NOTICEABLE WHEN IT IS GONE AND I ACTUALLY HAD A WHOLE WEEKEND WITHOUT THAT GOD AWFUL SOUND THIS MONTH!  I CANNOT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD ONE WHOLE WEEKEND NOISE FREE…

I HAD TO SELL OR GIVE AWAY PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I HAD BECAUSE OF THE CRAP GOING ON IN  MY LIFE AND NOW, WHILE I AM NO LONGER IN THOSE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS-I SEEM TO BE GETTING BACK THE IMPORTANT STUFF I HAD TO GIVE UP AND I ENDED UP WITH VERY SAME MODEL OF INVERSION TABLE I USED TO HAVE AND NOW I HAVE A WAY BETTER TEADMILL THAN I HAD WHEN I TROTTED OFF THE 100 + POUNDS I LOST  AFTER GETTING UP OVER 288 POUNDS AS I WAS WHEN I VISITED MY DADDY BACK IN 2012.  TONITE MY DADDY GOT THE SATISFACTION OF WATCHING ME TROT JUST OVER 3/4 A MILE IN 15  HAVE GOTTEN BACK UPTO 190 lbs DUE TO INACTIVITY AND EDEMA.  I COLLECT WATER AROUND MY ORGANS.  MY DADDY MAKING HOMEMADE COOKIES IS NOT HELPING MY WEIGHT EITHER BUT WHO COULD RESIST COOKIES YOUR DADDY MADE FOR YOU MUCHLESS HOME BAKED PIZZA??? MY OLD TREADMILL WAS NICE BUT THIS ONE IS THE DELUXE MODEL AND VALUED AROUND $1000 BUCKS…  YOU CAN BET I WILL GET MY MONEYS WORTH OUT OF IT RIGHT QUICK AS MY LAST ONE HELPED ME TROT OFF OVER 100 POUNDS, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT PRIME BITCH MEAT GOES FOR A POUND BUT IF IT SELLS FOR AS MUCH AS THE CURE 81 HAMS GET FOR ME N DADDY, ON MY LAST TREADMILL  I TROTTED OFF OVER $300 DOLLARS WORTH OF FAT.  AND ROUTINE IS GOOD FOR US BI POLAR FOLK…  I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL BECAUSE OF THE SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES AND WATCH MY BLOOD PRESSURE REAL CLOSE AS WELL AS STAY OUT OF THIS DAMP AIR SO MY LUNGS DO NOT DEVELOP PNEUMONIA AS THIS HUMIDITY MAKES BREATHING HARD AS IT IS BUT I HAVE DONE THIS TREADMILL THING BEFORE SO THIS IS NOT MY FIRST RODEO WITH THESE THINGS.  I KNOW I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL NOT TO GET EXCERCISE INDUCED MIGRAINES SO I TROTTED AT A LAZY 3 MILES AN HOUR TIL THE LAST MINUTE WHERE I JUMP THE SPEED UP A COUPLE NOTCHES TO GET THAT HEART RATE UP BUT I KNOW THESE THINGS CAN HAPPEN IF I AM NOT CAREFUL AND KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE.  SO HERE I AM STARTING OUT MY EXODUS TO NOWHERE IN MY DADDYS LIVING ROOM ON A HIGH DOLLAR TREADMILL INSTEAD OF A WALMART CHEAPO TROTTER, I STILL SWIM ACROSS THE LAKE WHEN THE MIGRAINES AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND  GET MORE THAN I CAN STAND AND YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO CATCH THIS 54 YEAR OLD GAL WITH ALL THESE BLOOD DISEASES AND EMPHYSEMIA SPORTING A RED AND WHITE BIKINI ON MY WAY TO THE LAKE IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY I SHOULD NOT BE HARD TO MISS AS I AM TOTING A  BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL DOWN TO TH LAKE OVER MYSHOULDER ALONG WITH MY FAVORITE SWIM FINS AND A JUG OF JUICE AND IF YOU MISS ME ON THE WAY TO THE LAKE-YOU CAN FIND ME OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF LAKE HOLBROOK WITH THE TURTLES CHASING AFTER ME!   IF YOU WANT ANY BEFORE AND AFTER PICTURES-I SUGGEST YOU START SNAPPING THEM ASAP AS I WILL NOT BE AT 190 lbs FOR LONG… WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-16- I AM DOING THESE THINGS WITH SOUND INDUCED MIGRAINES…OH ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION GOODWILL AND THE BROKEN VCR…I GOT ONE FOR MY COUSINS AS THEIRS WAS BROKEN AND THE ONE I GOT FROM GOODWILL DID NOT WORK…THEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD GET AWAY WITH NO REFUND EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A PALTRY AMOUNT, I MADE A COMPLAINT AND THEN I FIND OUT THE GUY WHO FINALLY DID END UP TAKING THE BROKEN VCR BACK IS FAMILY AND THEY DID NOT KNOW I WAS GETTING THE THING FOR FAMILY!  I TRIED TO GET MY COUSINS SOMETHING TO WATCH VCR TAPES ON BUT ENDED UP WITH ANOTHER DRESS FOR CHURCH!  AND OUR PSYCHOTIC KITTY WAS AN ANGEL TODAY WITH PEOPLE IN AND OUT OF THE HOUSE MOVING FURNATURE AND EXCERCISE EQUIPMENT IN AND OUT AND PEOPLE OF ALL KINDS, HE ONLY WENT UNDER THE TABLE FOR A BIT AND THEN CAME OUT TO BE HELD AND LOVED BY OUR VISITING FAMILY MEMBERS!!! HE WAS AN ANGEL TODAY CONSIDERING HE WOULD NOT COME OUT OF THE CLOSET WHEN I FIRST MET HIM!!!

AFTER A TWO DAY BREAK THE SOUND IS BACK WITH A VENGANCE… THIS IS THE WORST CHEST PAIN I HAVE HAD IN A WHILE.  I KNEW IT WOULD BE BAD BUT THIS IS REDICULOUS.  MY DAD IS LOOKING KINDA RATTY TOO. HE WILL SWEAR UP AND DOWN THIS NOISE IS NOT HARMING HIM BUT HE HAS QUIT WEARING HIS HEARING AIDES AND CONTACT LENSES AND IN MY OPINION HE HAS BEEN THINKING QUITE RADICALLY WITH THINKING ABOUT PUTTING THE CAT DOWN… HE HAS BEEN GETTING SCATTERBRAINED EVEN THOUGH HE WILL NOT ADMIT TO IT AND DOING THAT COUGH THING PEOPLE AROUND ME DO WHEN THE NOISE IS PRESENT.  THE DVR IS STILL ACTIVE AND SOMEONE KEEPS UNLOCKING SPORTS CHANNELS AND CHANNELS TO WATCH  MOVIES THE WHOLE DAY.  THE SOUND IS A JUMPY CRICKET LIKE SOUND THAT HAS OTHER SOUNDS BURIED IN IT THAT I CAN HEAR WHEN WEARING MY NEW APPLE HEADPHONES THAT DO NOT HAVE A MICROPHONE BUILT INTO THEM.   MY DADDY ACTUALLY TRIED TO WATCH A MOVIE WITH ME TODAY, DJANGO UNCHAINED BUT I COULD SEE HE WAS DISTRACTED AND HAD HIP PAINS SO I LET HIM OUT OF THE MOVIE ABOUT AN HOUR INTO IT AND AM WATCHING AN OLD EDDIE MURPHY MOVIE WITH HIM AND THE CAT WHO HAS BEEN AN ANGEL TODAY, LETTING ME HOLD HIM FOR ABOUT AN HOUR OVER IN MY BED WHEN DADDY AND I WERE WATCHING DJANGO AND AFTERWARDS I HELD THE ICE CREAM BOWL AS THE KITTY HAD HIS TREAT FOR THE NITE, THE FACT THE CAT ATE WHILE I WAS HOLDING THE BOWL DID NOT GO UNNOTICED BY ME AND I MADE SURE DADDY SAW IT TOO.  THE CAT CAN CHANGE, JUST LIKE THE LIGHTBULB IN THE PSYCHIATRIST OFFICE, THAT IS AN OLD JOKE I USED TO TELL WHEN I WOULD GET TAKEN IN ON M1 HOLDS…HOW MANY PSYCHIATRISTS DOES IT TAKE TO CHANGE A LIGHTBULB?  JUST ONE BUT THE LIGHTBULB HAS GOT TO WANT TO CHANGE…AND I CAN SEE THE CAT WANTS TO PLEASE US, IT REALLY DOES TRY, I CAN SEE THAT, WHY OTHERS THINK CATS CANNOT BE EITHER TRAINED OR HERDED I DO NOT KNOW AS I HAVE SUCESSFULLY TRAINED AND HERDED THIS CAT TO THE ANIMAL IT IS TODAY THAT WILL LET PEOPLE WHO COME OVER PET IT INSTEAD OF RUNNING AND HIDING UNDER THE CHAIR LIKE IT USED TO DO…IN FACT, I HAVE NOT SEEN THE CAT HIDE UNDER THE CHAIR AT ALL IN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS!  I HAVE CHANGED HAVE CHANGED TOO, I USED TO SMOKE WEED QUITE A BIT AND I HAVE QUIT…   WELL IT IS ABOUT 8:30 pm AND DADDY IS OFF TO BED AND I AM HEADED THERE MYSELF, NO EXCERCISE TONITE AS I AM IN TOO MUCH PAIN.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-10-17  hopefully this sound will not kill me while i sleep.

I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GO TO,A WALMART STORE. TO ESCAPE A  MIGRAINE, BUT THAT IS WHAT I DID TODAY…UNFORTUNATELY, AS SOON AS I GOT BACK INTO THE CAR-THE SOUND COMING FROM BEHIND ME BROUGHT THE MIGRAINE RIGHT BACK.  THE DISH TV SERVICE IS CUT OFF BUT FOR SOME REASON, I CAN STILL WATCH MOVIES ON THE DVR AND SOMEONE HAS PUT THE ADULT CHANNELS BACK IN THE PROGRAMMING, IT SHOWS UP ON THE GUIDE ALONG WITH A WHOLE BUNCH OF SPORTS CHANNELS.  I LOCK THEM DOWN AND NEXT TIME I AM INDUCED TO CHECK PARENTAL CONTROLS BECAUSE THE SOUND IS INTENIFYING-THERE ARE A BUNCH OF CHANNELS UNLOCKED AGAIN, WHEN WILL THEY SHUT THIS HACKED SERVICE OFF FOR GOOD???   I AM BEGINNING TO WONDER IF THEY EVER WILL AS I KEEP SEEING MESSAGES SAYING THESE CHANNELS ARE AVAILABLE FOR IMMEDIATE UPGRADE WITHOUT A PHONE CALL EVEN THOUGH THIS MORNING THE THING SQID MY PAYMENT WAS REFUSED BY THE BANK…FOOD, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I INTENDED TO HAPPEN WHEN I CHANGED ACCOUNT NUMBERS TO LOCK THE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS DISH RELATED OUT OF MY ACCOUNTS.   DISH HAS A REAL NEAT DHANNEL DESCRIBING ALL THE WAYS YOU CAN REMOTELY ACCESS YOUR DVR WITH ONLINE STUFF YET THEY STILL DO NOT THINK SOMEONE CAN REMOTELY ACCESS A DVR???  NOW THEY EVEN HAVE A VOICE ACTIVATED DEVICE TO USE INSTEAD OF A REMOTE CONTROL AND DO  NOT THE WORDS  ‘Remote Control’ INDICATE THE DVR CAN BE REMOTELY CONTROLLED?   JUST THE FACT THE TV SAYS I CAN UPGRADE AND ADD CHANNELS WITHOUT A PHONE CALL IS ENOUGH TO JUSTIFY MY OWN WORDS.           I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH THAT I HAVE TRIED TO BLOCK SPORTS AND PORN ONLY TO HAVE THEM REAPPEAR AFTER THE PAYMENT WAS REFUSED AT THE BANK TODAY, AND YESTERDAY MY IPAD WAS GOING BLACK AT THE SAME TIME THE TV DID AND WHEN I ATARTED TO CHECK THE IPAD TO FIND THE CAUSE OF THIS, THE TV PROVIDERS WERE ENABLED AND I HAD TO CHANGE SETTING AND DISALLOW CHANGES YET AGAIN.   THE IPAD IS SHOWING A DESKTOP AS THE THING BEING USED WHEN I WRITE ON WORDPRESS BUT AN IPAD IS NOT A DESKTOP SO I AM THINKING WHEN THAT KID FROM SOUTHERN STAR TOOK PICTURES OF MY DAD’S PC, HE MIGHT HAVE ACTUALLY TOOKPICS OF THE SERIAL AND PRODUCT NUMBERS ON THE BOTTOM OF THE LAPTOP WHEN I WAS NOT LOOKING BUT I DID SEE HIM TAKE PICS WITH HIS CELLPHONE OF DADDY’S DESK WITH THE MODEM AND LAPTOP ON IT SO IT IS A POSSIBLITY HE DID GET PICS OF THE BOTTOM OF THE PC AND GET THE PRODUCT AND SERIAL NUMBERS OF IT AND THE MODEM AS WELL… HE DID PICK UP THE MODEM.   LATER IN THE DAYAFTER I WON THE CORVIS CHALLENGE ON MY GAME ON THE IPAD, I BLEW OFF A HALF HOUR OF UNLIMITED LIVES I HAD WON BECAUSE THE MIGRAINE WAS GETTING BAD AGAIN SO I DECIDED TO GO TO THE LAKE AND ESCAPE THE MIGRAINE PAIN WITH A NICE SWIM IN THE HOT WATER, I HAVE A BLOW UP KID POOL I USE AS A BOAT AND WITH Y FINS ON I SWIM OUT TO THE MIDDLE TO TRY AND FIND SOME COLD WATER, I AM AN EXTREMELY STRONG SWIMMER AND HAVE NO PROBLEM WHATSOEVER SWIMMMING ACROSS THE LAKE WITH A BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL IN TOW WITH A JUG OF JUICE IN IT AND I HAD A GREAT TIME SWIMMING AROUND THE POOL AND JUMPING INSIDE AND LAYING BACK LIKE A I AM ON A LUXURY CRUISE  AND LETTING THE WAVES AND CURRENT CARRY ME AROUND, UITE A FEW PEOPLE ASKED ME IF I WAS IN NEED OF HELP AND I SWAM FORWARD AND THEN ON MY BACKNEAR THE FLOATING POOL BUT THEY DID NOT KNOW I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR OVER 30 YEARS, WHEN I WAS A DRINKER, I USED TO THROW ALL THE BEER INTO A BLOW UP THREE RING POOL AND TAKE OFF INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE LAKE WITH ALL THE BEER FLOATING AROUND INSIDE IT AND DRINK IT ALL… NOW I ONLY HAD DENTURE ADHESIVE AND A JUG OF JUICE IN THE POOL AND OF COURSE AS I SWAM AROUND THE WATER TURTLES WOULD FOLLOW ME AROUND LIKE SOME KIND REPTILLIAN PERVERTS WHICH I WOULD MOVE ALONG WITH A FEW QUICK FLIPS OF MY FINS BUT I HAVE DEALT WITH WATER TURTLES  BEFORE.  THEY ARE VERY LUCKY I WAS NOT IN A MOOD TO SNATCH EM UP AND CHUCK EM INTO THE POOLLIKE I USED TO DO… DO NOT THINK THIS HAS HAPPENNED?  TAKE MY WORD THAT IT HAS A NUMBER OF TIMES WHEN I WAS A DRUNK!   THE MIGRAINE MELTED AWAY IN THE WATER BUT IT RETURNED WHEN I CAME BACK TO THE NOISE INFESTED TRAILER.  MY NEXT EXPERIMENT  FOR GETTING AWAY FROM THE NOISE IS TO GO TO CHURCH BUT NOT IN MY CAR AS THE SOUND IS DEFINITELY COMING FROM THE CAR ITSELF, MAYBE IF I LEAVE THE CAR BEHIND WHEN I GO TO CHURCH-I WILL NOT BE TORTURED BY THE SOUND WHILE THERE AND I WILL NOT PUT OTHERS IN HARMS WAY BECAUSE OF THE SOUND COMING FROM THE VEHICLE, IT IS AN EXPERIMENT TO GET AWAY FROM THE SOUND AND SINCE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT THE SOUND IS COMING FROM THE CAR, GOING SOMEWHERE WITHOUT THE CAR TO CHECK TO SEE IF THE SOUND COMES WITH ME WITHOUT IT WOULD PIN POINT THE SOUND AS EITHER COMING FROM MY IPAD OR SOME OTHER SOURCE, THAT WOULD BE THE NEXT THING TO ELIMINATE SHOULD THE SOUND STILL BE WITH ME AT CHURCH NEXT TIME I ATTEND.   THERE IS SOMETHING REALLY GOOD IN MY LIFE, JUST IN CASE YOU ALL THINK MY MIND IS ONLY CONSUMED BY BAD THOUGHTS….SNICKERDOODLE COOKIES!  MY DADDY MAKES ME COOKIES AND I DECIDED TO TRY THE SNICKERDOODLE KIND AS I HAD NEVER HAD THEM AND I WILL BE DAMNED IF THEY DO NOT TAKE ME BACK 45 YEARS TO WHEN I WAS LIVING WITH MY AUNT MARTHA AND SHE WOULD MAKE US KIDS HOME MADE CINNEMON ROLLS ON A WOOD STOVE WHEN I WAS LIVING WITH THEM IN CHILOQUIN OREGON!  TASTES AND SMELLS ARE KNOWN FOR BRINGING BACK INTENSE MEMORIES AND THESE COOKIES DO EXACLY THAT, TAKE ME BACK TO ONE OF THE HAPPIEST TIMES IN MY LIFE, RUNNING ALL OVER THE WOODS WITH MY COUSIN DODY!  THAT TIME LIVING WITH UNCLE CHUCK AND AUNT MARTHA AND ALL MY FAVORITE COUSINS WAS THE LAST OF MY CHILDHOOD-AFTER HAVING TO LEAVE THEM MY LIFE BECAME A LIVING HELL WITH MY CRAZY MOTHER AND I EVENTUALLY RAN AWAY TO JUVENILE HALL RATHER THAN SPEND ONE MORE DAY WITH THAT ABUSIVE WOMAN.  ANOTHER COOL THING, ON THE WAY HOME FROM WALMART THIS MORNING, I SAW A ROADRUNNER!  HAVE NOT SEEN ONE OF THOSE CRITTERS IN MANY YEARS!  AND JUST ONE MORE COOL THING FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO CAN APPRECIATE IT, I SAW SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL THIS EVENING BECAUSE OF MY CATARACTS, THE EVENING SUN WAS SHINING THROUGH THE TREES ON MY WALK HOME FROM THE LAKE (wow! i am using the word ‘home’) AND I SAW THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW AROUND THE SETTING SUN THRU THE TREES IN A RING!!!  I SEE THESE RAINBOWS DUE TO THE CATARACTS AND FOR THIS REASON ALONE, SHOULD THEY EVER OFFER TO REMOVE THEM WITH MY MEDICARE-I WILL REFUSE THE SURGERY RATHER THAN LOSE THESE BEAUTIFUL COLORS!  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE  8-6-17 A GOOD DAY EVEN WITH THE MIGRAINE AND MISSING CHURCH!  I AM CONCERNED FOR OTHERS AT THE CHURCH BEING AFFECTED BY THE NOISE THAT IS HARMING ME, TO SUBJECT THEM TO THIS KNOWINGLY WOULD NOT BE RIGHT.

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