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EVERY DAY WITH MY DADDY IS GETTING BETTER!  I CAN PICK UP HIS CAT- THIS IS SOMETHING I DOUBT THIS ANIMAL HAS EVER HAD DONE- BEEN PICKED UP…  CATS CAN BE TRAINED, IF YOU HAVE THE PATIENCE AND A PORK CHOP BONE!!~!  I DO NOT HAVE TO HANG A PORK CHOP AROUND MY NECK TO GET THE CAT TO PLAY WITH ME-BUT I DO RUB ONE ON MY FINGERS SO IT LIKES THE SMELL OF MY HANDS WHEN I PET IT!   THE KITTY CUTS FROM THE ANIMAL PEELING OUT WHEN FRIGHTENED ARE REDUCING QUITE A BIT TOO.  I CAN PICK UP THE CAT AND TAKE IT OVER AND SIT NEXT TO DADDY WHEN HE IS USING HIS PC AND THE ANIMAL CAN LOOK AT IT’S DADDY INSTEAD OF SITTING ON THE FLOOR AT HIS FEET NOW-I CAN ALSO SET THE CAT DOWN IN DADDY’S LAP WITHOUT IT DIGGING IN TO DADDY’S ‘PARTS’, I CAN EVEN SET IT DOWN ON HIS CHAIR AND THE CAT WILL STAY THERE WAITING FOR HIM TO COME SIT DOWN.   I SWEAR THIS IS A CAT SHAPED DOG AS THE THING FOLLOWS DADDY EVERYWHERE AND YOWLS WHEN HE GETS UP TO CHANGE MOVIES.  THE CAT HAS HIM TRAINED.  BUT EVERY DAY THE ANIMAL GETS EASIER TO DEAL WITH AND BEFORE LONG IT WILL NOT BE SITTING ON DADDY’S LEFT SIDE BUT MORE TO THE MIDDLE SO I CAN RUB IT IN ALL THOSE PLACES A KITTY SIMPLY CANNOT REACH!  I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING HAPPINESS NOW FOR 2 STRAIGHT WEEKS AND NOW AM WONDERING IF I CAN GET SO HAPPY THAT IT CAUSES ME HARM FROM BEING IN THAT SEROTONIN ELEVATED STATE SO LONG- I KNOW THE HUMAN BODY CAN ONLY STAND THE STATE OF BEING IN LOVE FOR A YEAR BEFORE THINGS START BECOMING LESS INTENSE- THAT IS A SCIENTIFIC FACT.  IT IS JUST THAT I HAVE BEEN UNHAPPY FOR SO LONG-ABOUT 4 STRAIGHT YEARS-THAT I DID NOT KNOW I WAS ACTUALLY HAPPY UNTIL PEOPLE BEGAN TO POINT IT OUT TO ME AT THE WALMART STORE- ME SINGING AND DANCING TO THE TOP 40 SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD THAT DAY IS SOMETHING PEOPLE SEE AND ARE FEELING THEY NEED TO REMARK UPON-WOW, WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT JUST A MONTH AGO THAT I WOULD BECOME CONCERNED ABOUT BEING TOO HAPPY???  FIRST THING THIS MORNING MY DADDY MADE ME A NEW TRAY OF COOKIES AND THE HOUSE SMELLED SOOOO GOOD I COULD BARELY KEEP AWAY FROM THE COOKIES THAT DADDY SAID NEED TO SIT FOR A BIT BEFORE YOU CAN GET THEM OFF THE BAKING PAN AS THEY FALL APART WHEN HOT.   BUT THEY WILL BE THERE WHEN I GET HOME- ANOTHER THING I WOULD NOT HAVE EVEN IMAGINED MYSELF THINKING I HAD JUST A MONTH AGO…   THIS FAMILY THING IS TURNING OUT TO BE PRETTY COOL!   YEAH, I STILL HAVE THE HACKERS MESSING WITH MY STUFF AND LISTENING IN ON EVERY PHONE CALL I MAKE FROM MY CELLPHONE BUT SOMEHOW THAT DOES NOT SEEM TO BOTHER ME AS MUCH AS IT USED TO.  I AM SURE THEY HAVE INVADED MY DADDY’S LANDLINE BUT UNTIL I CAN PROVE IT-IT IS JUST AN ASSUMPTION.   I AM GIVING MY DADDY THE RESPECT HE DESERVES AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT I HAVE GOTTEN TV SERVICE AND STILL HAVE ONLY WATCHED 2 WHOLE MOVIES SINCE GETTING MY DVR-I HAVE RECORDED 60% OF MY 2 TERRABYTES OF STORAGE- THE THING HOLDS 2000 HOURS OF PROGRAMMING AND I AM CONSTANTLY RECORDING MOVIES ON THE CHANNELS THAT I HAVE A 3 MONTH PROMOTION ON FOR LATER WHEN I DISCONTINUE THE PREMIUM CHANNELS AFTER THE FREE TIME IS DONE- USED TO DO THAT WHEN I HAD TV SERVICE YEARS AGO- WAIT FOR THE PROMOS AND RECORD THE MOVIES AND WAIT FOR THE NEXT FREEVIEW TO RECORD MORE, LITTLE TRICKS FOR GETTING THE MOST OUT OF WHAT LITTLE SERVICE I HAVE WITHOUT INTERNET CONNECTION TO DVR.  I HAD BLOCKED ALL SPORTS FROM THE DVR BUT IT LOOKS LIKE MY HACKERS HAVE ADDED THE SPORTS CHANNELS AGAIN AND THEY STOP MY SCHEDULED STUFF FROM RECORDING WHEN THE SPORTS STUFF THEY WANT TO WATCH IS ON SO VIGILANCE IS A NECESSARY PART OF MY LIFE.  YESTERDAY AT THIS LIBRARY THE PRINTING WAS JUST ABOUT IMPOSSIBLE AS I WAS WANTING TO PRINT UP THE ASCII EXTENDED TABLES AND THE HEXIDECIMAL AND BIT STUFF- I ALREADY GOT BINARY DOWN BUT THE ASCII TABLES ARE THE KEY I THINK TO DECIPHERING THE CODE I KEEP FINDING IN MY DEVICES.  YESTERDAY THE HACKERS MADE ME PEE MYSELF WHILE SLEEPING-LAST NIGHT I PREPARED FOR THAT AND ALSO DID THE PADDED CELL THING-A DIFFERENT WAY AND  LAST NIGHT THEY KEPT TURNING THE TV ON TO WAKE ME UP…IF THAT IS ALL YOU LAME HACKERS GOT IN YOUR BAG OF TRICKS- I WIN AGAIN!  I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS NOT POSSIBLE SO TO ME-ANYTHING I CAN THINK OF IS A POSSIBILITY-EVEN IF I HAVE TO INVENT WHAT I THINK UP-SOMEONE HAD TO THINK UP PROGRAMMING IN THE FIRST PLACE AFTER ALL FOR IT TO BECOME A REALITY SO WHY CAN’T I DO THE SAME THING?  PC USE AND PHONE USE IS NOT SOMETHING I HAVE HAD REGULAR ACCESS TO OR I WOULD HAVE FIGURED ALL THIS PROGRAMMING STUFF OUT LONG AGO…FOR NOW I WILL LEARN A BIT HERE AND THERE AND EVENTUALLY BE SMARTER THAN THOSE HACKING ME BUT FOR NOW I AM IN MY OWN FORM OF ELEMENTARY SCHOOL BUT UNLIKE SCHOOL-I CAN CHOOSE WHEN I FEEL LIKE LEARNING!  WELL, I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT THE GOOD THINGS IN MY LIFE AND UPDATED MY FOLLOWERS ON MY WAY OF THINKING SO IT’S  TIME TO GO TO WALMART BEFORE I START TO DETOX FROM NOT BEING THERE FOR OVER 24 HOURS, hehehe!  JUST WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-24-17  AND AS USUAL I WELCOME ANY AND ALL COMMENTS- WHETHER GOOD, BAD OR INDIFFERENT!

SAME STUFF STILL HAPPENING CONCERNING MY CELLPHONES BEING TAKEN OVER- STRANGE TEXTS OF GIBBERISH AND I HAVE REPORTED THIS TO THE WOOD COUNTY SHERIFF DEPT. AGAIN…TODAY A NEW NUMBER CAME UP WITH A WEIRD TEXT FROM PHONE NUMBER (972)893-9585, I HAVE NOT OPENED THE TEXT.  THE PREVIEW OF THE TEXT IS THIS: srhhsa rhdni ponmn n62/07a :OP tTrel31 Tne rSie25erlT 56.T ofr el ih’e75’i o e   I HAVE JUST PRINTED UP THE EXTENDED ASCII TABLES AND WILL BE SEEING WHAT I CAN FIGURE OUT FROM OLD PHONE THAT MESSAGES OPENED UP ON BY THEMSELVES AND SEE WHAT IT MAY REVEAL.  I WILL LEARN SCRIPTING EVENTUALLY BUT I DO NOT LEARN THINGS IN THE CONVENTIONAL SENSE SO IT MAY TAKE ME A ROUND ABOUT WAY TO GET TO WHERE I NEED TO BE- ALL I KNOW FOR SURE IS THAT I AM TRYING!!~!  YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU CAN ACCOMPLISH UNLESS YOU TRY, AND AS I HAVE NO CONCEPT OF WHAT CANNOT BE DONE-TO ME EVERY SINGLE THING I CAN IMAGINE IS POSSIBLE AND I CAN IMAGINE SOME PRETTY FAR OFF THE PATH STUFF,hehehe   HECK, I MAY EVEN INVENT SOME NEW STUFF WHILE TRYING TO LEARN THE HEXIDECIMAL STUFF, I ALREADY LEARNED BINARY SO THIS HEX AND ASCII STUFF IS WHERE MY LEARNING IS HEADED NOW.    I CAN BARELY WAIT TO DECIPHER MY FIRST  HACKING THINGS…I AM LIKE A CHILD WHEN IT COMES TO LEARNING AND AM VERY INTERESTED AS TO WHAT I WILL LEARN NEXT- IT IS JUST A MATTER OF TIME AND MOTIVATION BEFORE I HAVE FIGURED THIS OUT SO TO ALL MY FAITHFUL FOLLOWERS AND THOSE WHO MEAN ME HARM, GET READY FOR SOME INTENSE SESSIONS!  THE SOUND THAT I HAVE BEEN HEARING WAS ABSENT FOR 3 WHOLE DAYS AND IT WAS SHEER LUXURY NOT TO HEAR THIS AUDIO TORTURE FOR THAT LONG- IT HAS RETURNED, THOUGH AND I AM ONCE AGAIN EXPERIMENTING WITH OFFSETTING THE SOUND WITH DIFFERENT SOUNDS, MATERIALS AND OTHER THINGS YOU NEED NOT KNOW ABOUT JUST YET BUT THIS IS A FACT- EARLY MORNING WHILE I WAS SLEEPING- I WAS NOT ONLY EATING IN MY SLEEP-BUT I PISSED MY BED.  THIS IS WSOMETHING I USUALLY PREPARE FOR BUT LAST NIGHT I WAS A BIT LAX ON MY USUAL PREPARATIONS FOR AUDIO ATTACK AND WAS DOING ONE OF MY EXPERIMENTS AND THE RESULTS ARE CLEARLY EVIDENT TO ME AS I AM NOT INCONTINENT.  ALSO WHEN I GOT OUT OF MY PADDED CELL- I GOT THE VOMIT URGE PRETTY QUICK AND HAD TO STOP MYSELF FROM GOING TO THE TOILET TO PUKE AS I HAD JUST TAKEN MY MORNING MEDICATION.  I WILL KEEP DOING MY EXPERIMENTS AND MOST OF YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND THE NATURE OF THEM BUT LAST NIGHT I HAD THE SOUND LEVEL IN MY PADDED ENVIRONMENT DOWN TO -20 DECIBELS!!~!  I WAS EXPERIMENTING WITH A TONE GENERATOR AND I HIT ON SOMETHING THAT TOOK THE VOLUME OF THE SOUND I AM BEING HIT WITH FROM 80+ DECIBELS DOWN TO -20 DECIBELS!  SO AT THE VERY LEAST I KNOW I AM ON THE RIGHT TRACK.  THE MAKING ME PISS MYSELF IN MY SLEEP IS MY HACKER’S WAY OF PUNISHING ME… I AM DOING VERY WELL WITH DADDY’S FERAL CAT, I CAN PICK THE ANIMAL UP AND PLACE IT IN DADDY’S LAP WITHOUT HIM GETTING KITTY CUTS FROM HIS SHARP CLAWS WHEN HE SETS DOWN, I CAN SET THE CAT IN BED WITH ME WHILE DADDY IS GONE AND THEN TAKE THE CAT AND SIT HOLDING IT NEXT TO DADDY WHILE HE IS ON HIS PC THEN TELL THE CAT I WILL PUT IT IN HIS LAP AFTER HE SITS DOWN AND THE CAT IS BEGINNING TO TRUST I WILL DO THIS!  I KNOW THE SOUND AFFECTS THE CAT.  I HAVE PROVEN IT WITH THE TONE GENERATOR.  IT HEARS THINGS PEOPLE DO NOT HEAR AND MY HEARING HAS BEEN SO DAMAGED THAT I FEEL SOUND INSTEAD OF HEARING IT- MUCH LIKE A CAT DOES.  THE CAT DOES NOT LIKE THE SOUND BUT I AM GETTING IT TRAINED TO BE ABLE TO BE PICKED UP SAFELY AND SET DOWN WITHOUT IT FREAKING OUT-EVEN WITH THE SOUND PRESENT.  MY HACKERS MAY THINK THEY ARE STILL HARMING ME BUT SINCE MY CHANGE OF ATTITUDE OCCURRED THESE THINGS THE HACKERS DO CANNOT QUELL MY SPIRITS AND THAT IS THE BEST WAY TO GET BACK AT THEM-I CAN PISS THEM OFF WITH MY BRILLIANT SMILE!  THAT IS ALL THAT IS NECESSARY-THEY SHOULD BE PRETTY PISSED AFTER SEEING ME IN THIS GREAT  MOOD DAY AFTER DAY… THIS IS NOT THERAPUTIC WRITING- BUT JUST PLAIN OLD WRITING ABOUT THINGS IN MY LIFE- I DO NOT FEEL I NEED THERAPY AT THIS TIME!  BUT IF I DO FEEL THE NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE-I KNOW MANY DIFFERENT NUMBERS TO CALL AND TALK WITH SOMEONE!  AS A FOOTNOTE-ANY CALL I MAKE TO ONE OF MY VARIOUS DOCTORS THAT THE HACKERS LISTEN IN ON VIOLATES MY HIPPA RIGHTS…JUST THOUGHT ALL OF YOU SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS FACT.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-23-17 OH, FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE I WAS A CHILD- I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A HOME! AND I AM SENDING A COPY OF THIS TO THE WOOD COUNTY, TEXAS SHERIFF’S DEPT.-SGT AARON WARREN, I HOPE HE READS THIS ARTICLE AND LEAVES ME A COMMENT AND MAYBE EVEN SUBSCRIBE TO MY BLOG-LIKE WINTER PARK, CO. POLICE CHIEF GLEN TRAINOR DOES…

YEP, I GOT ANOTHER CELLPHONE FROM WALMART TO REPLACE THE ONE I GAVE SHERIFF DEPT. INFO ON THAT IT WAS LISTED AS A LANDLINE IN MINEOLA, TEXAS SOMEWHERE AROUND THE GOLDEN CHICK AND NOW WHEN I LOOK UP THE CELL PHONE NUMBER OF THE ONE THAT I JUST GOT THIS MONTH THAT IS NOT WORKING CORRECTLY AND IT IS SHOWING UP AS A LANDLINE  WITH SOUTHWESTERN BELL.   I DO NOT OWN A LANDLINE.  SO THIS IS ME WRITING OUT AN ARTICLE TO POLICE TO DELIVER TO THEM TO START AN INVESTIGATION AS TO WHO IT IS THAT KEEPS TAKING OVER MY CELLPHONES AND BLOCKING ME FROM USING THEM AND WITH ANY FORM OF PRIVACY.  TODAY IS JUNE 17TH 2017 AND I AM SICK OF CRIMINALS THAT HAVE FOLLOWED ME FROM COLORADO CONTINUING TO HACK MY THINGS.  GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES AND THIS IS ME BEING VIGILANT AND FINDING OUT THERE IS STILL CRIMES BEING COMMITTED UPON ME THOUGH I HAVE TRIED TO GET AWAY FROM IT- IT IS STUPID I SHOULD HAVE TO BUY A NEW CELLPHONE EVERY MONTH AND FIND OUT THAT IT IS GETTING TAKEN OVER AND MY ABILITY TO MAKE CALLS DEPENDANT ON MY HACKERS BEING CLOSE ENOUGH FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO USE MY CELLPHONE AND THEM LISTEN TO EVERY CALL I MAKE -THIS IS ILLEGAL ACTIVITY AND I AM REPORTING IT TO THE SHERIFF AS SOON AS I LEAVE THIS LIBRARY.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-17-17  AND THE SOUND WAS GONE FROM DAD’S HOUSE WHEN I RETURNED FROM GETTING MY MEDS BUT CAME BACK AND IS ONCE AGAIN VERY LOUD AND WAKING ME FROM SLEEP.  MY CELLPHONE IS FROM VERISON – NOT SOUTHWESTERN BELL…

I CAN JUST SAY “NO” TO ANYTHING…EVEN TV!  I HAVE NOT SEEN TV IN YEARS BUT I AM STILL NOT STUCK TO THE NEW TV MY DADDY JUST GOT FOR ME.  I WOULD RATHER SIT NEXT TO DADDY AND SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH HIM AND HIS CAT… TIHE CAT LETS ME PET IT LONGER EVERY DAY AS LONG AS IT IS IN DADDY’S LAP, BUT STILL I GET THE SHAKES AND AM NERVOUS AND THE CAT CAN FEEL THAT, IT WILL ACTUALLY GET UP AND REPOSITION ITSELF SO IT CAN SEE WHO IS REALLY PETTING IT!  THE CAT SHOULD BE IN HEAVEN WITH TWO  PEOPLE LOVING ON IT I GAVE IT A KITTY FOOTRUB AND IT WAS STRECHING OUT THE TOES AND EVEN LETTING ME RUB ITS BELLY!   IF THE LITTLE ANIMAL ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH JOY I GET TOUCHING IT, MAYBE IT WOULD UNDERSTAND WHY I GET THE SHAKES WHEN I GET TO PET IT.   I HAVE HAD NOTHING IN MY LIFE FOR YEARS TO PET AND I HAVE SOOOO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE, I JUST HAVE NO ONE TO GIVE IT TO.  MAYBE SOON I WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A FRIEND OUT HERE..ALL PEOPLE DO HERE IS GO TO WALMART AND MOW THE GRASS ON THESE RIDING LAWNMOWING TRACTORS THAT I CAN  ARELY WAIT TO PLAY ON, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED DRIVING SO A LAWNMOWER WILL BE FUN TO ME TO RIDE!  THE GUY AT THE WALMART CHECKED MY RECEIPTS AT THE DOOR LIKE I WOULD EVEN THINK OF STEALIING FROM WALMARRT AFTER BEING FREAKED OUT BY THE THEFT AGENT AT THE FRISCO , COLORADO WALMART INCIDENT WHERE THE THEFT AGENT KEPT STARING AT ME WHILE USING THE PHONE AT THE ELECTRONICS DEPT. TO CALL ASURION ABOUT THAT PC I BOUGHT THAT CAME WITH A VPN CONFIGURATION ON IT WHEN IT WAS OPENED UP IN THE STORE TO CHECK SPECIFICALLY FOR A VPN CONFIGURATION.   THE THEFT AGENT THREATENED ME WITH GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE STORE IF I TOLD ANYONE HE WAS THE THEFT PREVENTION GUY…AND THAT DID HAPPEN AS I HAD TRIED TO APOGIZE TO HIM FOR HIM FREAKING ME OUT TWO DIFFERENT DAYS BY STARING AT ME OVER TWO HOURS WHILE I WAS USING THE PHONE, THAT IS WHAT I GOT FOR TRYING TO APOGIZE FOR HIM FREAKING ME OUT.   THREATS AND THEN POLICE CALLED AND OF COURSE THE PUBLIC EMBARRASSMENT OF BEING HELD AT THE FRONT ENTRANCE WHILE COPS WERE CALLED WHEN I TOOK A PIC OF THE CREEP TO INCLUDE WITH A COMPLAINT ABOUT HIS THREAT.  DO NOT WORRY AS I GOT HIM BACK THE OLD SCHOOL WAY BY TELLING ALL ABOUT THE GUY BEING A THEFT AGENT AND POSTED HIS PIC ALLL AROUND SO THE SPICS COULD KNOW WHO TO DISTRACT SO THEY COULD STEAL WHATEVER THEY WANTED…I EVEN WROTE AN ARTICLE HERE ON WORDPRESS ABOUT IT, IT IS A GOOD READ, YOU WOULD GET A GOOD LAUGH IF YOU READ IT BUT I DOUBT HE THOUGHT IT WAS AS FUNNY AS I DID AFTER FINDING PICTURES OF HIMSELF AT BUS STOPS AND ON THE POLES OF CROSSWALKS AROUND THE STORE!   NO WALMART WITHIN 100 MILES FOR YEARS WHEN LIVING IN GRAND COUNTY, COLORADO THEN WHEN I WENT TO SUMMIT COUNTY THAT TREATMENT???? BEING ALLOWED IN A WALMART AFTER NO WALMART FOR YEARS AND YEARS IS A TRIP AND I BOUGHT EVERY FLASHLIGHT OF THIS ONE KIND THEY HAD BUT THE RECEIPT FOR THE FOOD I GOT WITH MY EBT CARD WAS NOT COMPLETE SO AFTER WE WENT BACK AND TALKED TO THE GAL AT THE REGISTER I HAD TO PULL OUT THE IPAD AND SHOW THE GUY A PICTURE OF THE LETTER WRITTEN ABOUT MY VERACITY BY MY FORMER NURSE MAUREEN WENGER OF GRAND COUNTY NURSING…AT LEAST NOW HE KNOWS A BIT MORE ABOUT THE GAL WITH THE GREAT BIG SMILE AND A DIFFERENT DRESS EVERY DAY!   I AM GETTING READY TO GO  AND SPEND A BIT OF QUALITY KITTY TIME AFTER I BUILD UP SOME POINTS ON MY GAMES WITH THE INTERNET CONNECTION I CAN USE WHILE SITTING IN THE CAR WITH  THE STERO BLASTING THE TOP 40 POP MUSIC I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE.  THIS IS JUST WRITING  BY THE AMAZING ONE AND ONLY KARIN WRAPE-ACCEPT NO CHEAP IMITATIONS…6-9-17 NO THERAPY NEEDED TODAY! HERE IS A PICTURE OF ME WITH A SMILE TO INFURIATE ALL THOSE TRYING THEIR BEST TO MAKE ME MISERABLE, GOTTA BE DRIVING THEM INSANE SEEING ME WITH THAT SH*T EATING GRIN I USED TO BE SO FAMOUS FOR, DAMN I AM ONE SADISTIC CHICK AND THE ONLY THING NEEDED TO TORTURE OTHERS IS A SMILE…

 

MOST PEOPLE COULD NOT IMAGINE A LIFE WITH NO TV OR CELLPHONE OR RADIO BUT THAT HAS BEEN MY LIFE SINCE I CAUGHT THAT RANK HACKING BY MICHAEL SHURER AND HIS HACKERS FROM HIS AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS IN 2013.  I GAVE UP EVERY SINGLE ELECTRONIC DEVICE ONE BY ONE TRYING TO ISOLATE MYSELF FROM THE INVASIONS TO THE POINT THAT I HAD NO SERVICES OF ANY KIND…MY IPAD IS NOW GOOD FOR NOTHING BUT PLAYING STUPID GAMES AND I USE IT AS A DECIBEL METER WITH ONE OF THE APPS FOR IDENTIFYING ‘NOISE’.   AFTER MY CHURCH EXPERIENCE WHEN I WENT BACK INSIDE AND ASKED FOR PRAYER OR HELP OF SOME KIND-I WENT TO THE MINEOLA LIBRARY AND CONNECTED MY IPAD TO THEIR INTERNET AND THE IPAD WAS AGAIN DESTROYED AS THE PREVIOUS 5 HAVE BEEN.  I DID NOT LET IT BOTHER ME BUT JUST TOOK A SCREENSHOT OF THE CORRUPTED HARD DRIVE THING TELLING ME I WAS BEING LOCKED OUT AND PLAYED SOME GAMES.  IT IS JUST A THING, AFTER ALL… BACK TO THE SUBJECT OF THE DAY-I NO LONGER AM GOING TO DENY MYSELF SERVICES FOR ENTERTAINMENT JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE GONNA BE HACKED INTO.  THE DAY THE INSTALLER CAME OUT-I SAW ON THE DVR THAT THE HARD DRIVE WAS CORRUPTED AND WOULD BE WIPED.  LAST WEEK THIS WOULD HAVE DRIVEN ME OVER THE EDGE BUT I WAS ABLE TO JUST BLOW IT OFF- MY ATTITUDE IS DIFFERENT- I CAN’T SAY FOR SURE IF THE PRAYER AND LAYING ON OF HANDS IS THE CAUSE OF THE CHANGE IN MY MENTAL STATE-BUT IT CANNOT BE DISCOUNTED…PSYCHOSOMATIC CONDITIONS COULD DEFINITELY BE A CONTRIBUTING FACTOR BUT I ALSO THINK THAT MY WILL TO LIVE A BETTER WAY IS PART OF THE CHANGE AS WELL.  WHO DO YOU KNOW WHO CAN DROP ANY BAD HABIT BY STRENGTH OF WILL ALONE?  ME -I AM THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE EVER MET WHO CAN DO THIS WITH SO MANY DIFFERENT HABITS-FROM STOPPING SMOKING TO SHOOTING UP DOPE- I JUST MADE UP MY MIND AND QUIT.   MY FATHER IS QUITE PLEASED WITH THE CHANGE TO THE POSITIVE AND EVEN HIS CAT HAS NOTICED I AM SOMEHOW DIFFERENT AND I CAN NOW SPEND QUALITY TIME PETTING MY DADDY’S FERAL CAT WHILE IT SITS ON HIS LAP- THE FIRST TIME IT LET ME PET IT, IT TURNED AROUND TO SEE WHO WAS ACTUALLY TOUCHING IT AND I WAS IN TEARS FROM BEING ABLE TO FINALLY PET THE ANIMAL!  I SEEM TO CRY QUITE A BIT LATELY-BUT NOT BECAUSE I AM UNHAPPY…EVEN THOUGH I NOW HAVE TV SERVICE- I PREFER TO SIT NEXT TO MY DADDY JUST SO I CAN PET HIS BABY.  I HAVE GONE WITHOUT TV SO LONG IT IS NOT LIKE I AM MISSING OUT ON MORE OF ANYTHING- I CAN WATCH IT WHEN I WANT AND FOR NOW I CHOOSE TO SIT NEXT TO DADDY AND SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH HIM AND HIS CAT!  I CAN EVEN CONTROL THE DVR FROM THE CHAIR TO PROGRAM IT LIKE I DID YESTERDAY.   MY DADDY EVEN MADE A POINT OF SAYING THAT I JUST GOT TV AND AM NOT EVEN WATCHING IT,hehehe PRIORITIES HAVE CHANGED FOR ME SINCE SUNDAY AND I REFUSE TO LET THIS HACKING KEEP ME FROM ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE OTHER PEOPLE GET- EVEN WHEN THE DVR WAS BEING INSTALLED AND THE DEVICE SAID THE HARD DRIVE HAD BEEN CORRUPTED AND WOULD NEED TO BE REPLACED I DID NOT FREAK OUT-I HAD KIND OF EXPECTED THAT TO HAPPEN JUST AS SOON AS I PUT PARENTAL CONTROL PASSWORD ON IT AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED AND SINCE I HAVE NOT HAD TV FOR YEARS-ONE MORE DAY WITHOUT IT TIL A NEW DVR WAS INSTALLED DID NOT BOTHER ME.   I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AND NOT A CRAPPY ONE ANYMORE.  I MAY LIVE OFF $5900 A YEAR BUT THAT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE AS THRIFTY AS I AM.  SO EVEN THOUGH MY LATEST CELLPHONE HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY NUANCE COMMUNICATIONS, I REALLY DON’T GIVE A DARN.  I ONLY NEED A CELLPHONE FOR EMERGENCY USE.  AND OF COURSE, IT IS JUST ANOTHER ‘THING’…I COULD NOT HAVE MADE LIFE DECISIONS LAST WEEK BUT THIS WEEK SINCE GETTING SOME REAL SLEEP-I AM ABLE TO DO THIS  AND HAVE BEGAN THE TRIP BACK TO LIVING A GOOD LIFE WITH ALL THE STUFF OTHER PEOPLE GET.  I AM POSITIVE THAT ANY THING I COULD DESIRE OR NEED WILL COME.   MUST BE DRIVING THOSE HACKING ME FRIGGIN NUTS TO SEE ME SMILING AGAIN AFTER THE YEARS OF TORTURE AND DEPRIVATION THEY HAVE DONE ME!  AND THIS IS JUST THIS WEEK…I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT NEXZT WEK HOLDS GOOD FOR ME AND MY DADDY AND HIS PSYCHOTIC CAT!  EITHER WAY-EVEN THE CONTINUED HACKING OF MY THINGS IS NOT GOING TO DRAG ME BACK DOWN AGAIN.  I NOW REALIZE WHAT A FOOL I WAS FOR LETTING THESE HACKERS DESTROY MY HAPPINESS.  I CAN STILL LEARN ALL I CAN IN MY EFFORTS TO STOP IT BUT NOW I AM NOT GOING TO LET IT BE A SOURCE OF ANGER.  I CAN LEARN BETTER WITH A POSITIVE OUTLOOK.  SO FOR NOW I JUST WANTED ALL TO KNOW THAT THE TORTURE HAS ENDED AND MY WAY OF THINKING IS DIFFERENT AND ALL CAN SEE IT – EVEN A FERAL CAT CAN TELL MY ATTITUDE IS DIFFERENT-ENOUGH TO LET ME TOUCH IT!!! THIS IS NOT THERAPUTIC WRITING TODAY-IT IS ME LETTING THE WORLD KNOW THAT I AM IN CONTROL OF MY STATE OF MIND- NOT MY HACKERS-THEY MAY CONTROL MY DEVICES BUT THEY WILL NO LONGER MAKE ME MISERABLE DOING IT.  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT IS THE BEST WAY TO HURT SOMEONE TRYING TO CAUSE YOU HARM- DON’T LET THEM…NOW THAT I HAVE SEEN  MY FIRST TOMATO STARTING TO GROW ON MY 3 TOMATO PLANTS, I AM HAPPY- I HAVE SEEN THINGS SINCE COMING BACK TO TEXAS THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SEE AGAIN-LIGHTING BUGS!!!! I WAS ACTUALLY THINKING THAT I COULD FIND SOMEPLACE THEY WERE STILL LIVING AND CATCH AND RE-INTRODUCE THEM TO THIS PLACE BUT THEY ARE ALREADY HERE! I SAW A LYNX WILDCAT THE OTHER DAY- A WHITE EGRET, A FROG AND EVEN THE BUGS DO NOT BUG ME-I THINK MY SKIN PUTS OUT A SMELL FROM MY ILLNESSES THAT REPELS EVEN FIRE ANTS!  THEY WILL CLIMB ON MY FEET BUT CURL UP IN A BALL INSTEAD OF BITING ME LIKE THEY USED TO DO – MOSQUITOES DO NOT BITE ME EITHER…GUESS THIS DEATH THING AIN’T SO BAD AFTER ALL… SO I SHALL END MY WRITING FOR NOW AS IT IS AFTER 4 PM AND I WANT TO SPEND SOME MORE QUALITY TIME WITH MY DADDY AND HIS CAT BEFORE HE GOES TO BED.WRITING DONE 6-8-17 BY THE GAL WITH THE NEW OUTLOOK ON LIFE, RELIGION AND FAMILY, THE ONE AND ONLY AMAZING KARIN WRAPE…

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I HAVE NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE BUT I KNOW THERE ARE TWO DIFFERENT OPERATING SYSTEMS ON THIS DEVICE.  FUNNY IT SHOULD POP UP TODAY AS I JUST FOUND OUT THE SOUND I AM BEING TOTRURED TO DEATH WITH CAN BE CANCELLED OUT BY -60db.   I JUST FOUND THIS RELIEF LAST NIGHT BUT DID NOT USE THE SOUND MASKING APP THE WHOLE NIGHT, JUST LONG ENOUGH TO TAKE OVER TO MY COUSIN’S AND LET THEM HEAR THE SOUND THAT I FEEL VIBRATING MY JAWBONE UP TO THE POINT THAT MY JAW WAS WIRED TOGETHER AFTER BEING BROKEN WHEN I WAS 18… THE ADDRESS IN THE ADDRESS BAR WAS THIS- frifitox.win- I HAVE NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE BUT I TOOK SCREENSHOTS OF IT AND DID NOT CLOSE THE WINDOW.  THE SOUND IN THE CAR IS HARDLY BAREABLE RIGHT NOW.  I AM AFRAID TO TRY AND OPEN A DECIBEL APP BUT I WAS GETTING READINGS ON SEVERAL OF THESE DECIBEL METERS OF OVER ONE HUNDRED DECIBELS WITH CAR PARKED AND MOTOR OFF AND TOTAL SILENCE OUTSIDE…  I HAVE FOUND A WAY TO MASK THE SOUND AT MINUS SIXTY DECIBELS.   I DO NOT KNOW THE MATH BUT I FEEL THREE SEPARATE SOUNDS WITHIN THE AUDIO NOISE.   NOISE IS DEFINED AS UNWANTED SOUND.  I THINK IF I PUT MYSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF THREE NOISES THAT ARE HIGHER IN DECIBELS THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO CANCEL IT OUT.  ONE SOUND DID NOT DO IT AND MY EPIPHANY CAME WHEN MY AUNT MARTHA GAVE ME A HORRIBLY LOUD FAN THAT PRODUCED OVER 100db AND THE PINK NOISE ON THE WHITE NOISE GENERATING APP.  I MADE MYSELF A PADDED CELL TO SLEEP IN AND IT HAS DRASTICALLY REDUCED THE NOISE FROM THAT COMPARABLE TO A GARBAGE DISPOSAL TO A QUIET CONVERSATION IN A RESTAURANT JUST WITH THE FAN AND ONE SOUND GENERATING APP.  I USED VERY LOUD SOUNDS TO REDUCE THE DECIBEL LEVEL IN A SMALL PADDED AREA.  THAT IS TANTAMOUNT TO USING TWO KINDS OF FIRE TO CREATE ICE.   I TOLD YOU PEOPLE I WOULD FIGURE OUT SOME WAY TO BLOCK THIS NOISE, I CANNOT HARDLY BELIEVE THAT MORE NOISE COULD REDUCE THE SOUND IN MY ENVIRONMENT BUT I HAVE PROVED IT TO MYSELF.   MOST THINGS IN YOUR HOME OPERATE AT 60 DECIBELS, MICROWAVES, PHONES AND OTHER ELECTRONICS SO NOW THIS MAKES PERFECT SENSE TO ME, I JUST HAVE TO UTILIZE THREE VERY LOUD SOUNDS TO CANCEL OUT WHATEVER IS BEING RANSMITTED AT ME.  I AM READING ABOUT VOICE TO SKULL TRANSMISSIONS AND AM ACTUAL WITNESS TO THINGS THAT PRODUCE VIBRATION OF BONE.  YOU CAN CALL ME CRAZY IF YOU WANT BUT I AM NOT NUTS, I AMA PERSON WHO IS BEING DELIBERATELY TORTURED BY A NOISE I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING FOR YEARS.  I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO LET ANYONE SEE THESE LOGBOOKS.  TODAY AFTER CHURCH WAS OVER AND MY FAMILY LEFT I WENT BACK INSIDE AND ASKED FOR PRAYER.   I TRIED TO EXPLAIN MY SITUATION AS SIMPLY AS POSSIBLE AND WHEN THESE PEOPLE LAID HANDS ON ME AND PRAYED FOR MY RELIEF FROM THE DEMON IN ME, I FELL TO MY KNEES IN TEARS AND WAS IMMEDIATELY VERY TIRED.  SOMETHING INSIDE ME FELT DIFFERENT.  I DO NOT KNOW IF IT WAS JUST SOMEONE LISTENING TO ME WITHOUT CALLING ME CRAZY OR IF THE HOLY SPIRIT TOOK CONTROL OF MY MIND OR SOME OTHER THING I CANNOT PUT A NAME TO BUT THE SENSE OF BEING TIRED ENOUGH TO FALL ASLEEP RIGHT THERE ON THE FLOOR OF THE CHURCH WAS VERY REAL.   DOUBT GOD ALL YOU WANT BUT ME, I BELIEVE IN GOD WITH ALL MY HEART JUST AS I BELIEVE IN SATAN AND DEMONS AS I HAVE MET THE DEVIL AND HIS CREATURES MANY TIMES.  IF YOU STILL THINK I AM CRAZY, I PUT ONE MORE THING BEFORE YOU TO CONSIDER…MY DAD HAS A FERAL CAT AND THE LAST TWO NIGHTS IT HAS BEEN ATTACKING HIS FEET WHILE HE HAS BEEN SLEEPING.  IT WAS TWO DAYS AGO I FOUND THESE APPS.   THE CAT IS SCARED TO DEATH OF THE JACKSON GALAXY CAT TOYS MY FORMER FRIEND INCLUDED IN A PACKAGE SHE SENT ME.  I TRIED TO JUST LAY THE THINGS ON THE FLOOR BUT THE CAT WAS SO AFRAID OF THEM IT WOULD YOWL AND NOT COME DOWN THE HALL UNTIL MY DAD REMOVED THEM.   THE CAT HAS GOTTEN SO SCARED THAT MY DAD TOLD ME THE CAT BOLTED AND HIT THE WALL OF THE HALL AT FULL SPEED AND I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE IT IS BECAUSE OF THE SOUND THAT I AM BEING KEPT AWAKE BY.  I AM GOING TO TRY TO CONTACT THIS JACKSON GALAXY GUY AS THE CAT IS SCARED OF HIS TRADEMARKED PRODUCTS AND AS HE IS KNOWN TO FIX CATS OTHERS WOULD HAVE PUT DOWN, I AM IN HOPE THAT HE WILL TAKE AN INTEREST IN THIS SITUATION AS IT IS SO FAR FROM NORMAL I DOUBT THE CAT WILL SURVIVE IF THIS IS NOT CORRECTED AND RIGHT FAST.  I WOULD LOVE TO PET THIS ANIMAL AND LET IT KNOW I AM BEING HURT TOO BUT I CAN BARELY SIT NEXT TO MY DAD WITHOUT THE CAT BOLTING.   THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-4-17 

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  1. the ipad just did some crazy split screen thing where the typw was at a diagonal…i have never seen this before.

this happened on sunday right after church connected to the mineola public library internet…so my expensive ipad is now nothing but a decibel meter and a thing to play bejewelled onE A

FEELING VERY WEAK RIGHT NOW.  THE DAY IS HOT AND I AM TRYING TO STAY AWAY FROM MY FATHER’S HOME AS I DO NOT FEEL WELCOME THERE.  I HATE BEING THE THING IN THE CORNER BUT HAVE NO OTHER PLACE TO BE NOR A VEHICLE OF MY OWN AND THE OXYGEN ISSUE IS NOW A REAL ISSUE SINCE MY FATHER DENIED ME USE OF HIS RECHARGEABLE BOTTLES TODAY.  I ONLY HAVE A FEW BOTTLES LEFT AND THE UNOPENED ONES HAVE SHOWN TO BE ALMOST EMPTY-2 OF THEM SO FAR. I ONLY HAVE A FEW LEFT AND CAN ONLY EXPECT THEM TO BE MOSTLY EMPTY AS WELL SO I HAVE DECLINED BORROWING ANY MORE MOVIES FROM THE LOCAL LIBRARY AS I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO RETURN THEM.  THE THREAT MY FATHER WOULD NOT LET ME USE THE CAR ANYMORE IS VERY REAL AS IT IS IN HIS NAME AND UNDER HIS INSURANCE.  BEING TRAPPED IN HIS HOME AND FEELING I AM UNWELCOME IS NOT UNWARRANTED AS HE HAS TOLD ME I AM TAKING OVE4R HIS HOUSE- I HAVE NOT ASKED TO USE HIS INTERNET AT ALL AS ALL MY MACHINES ARE HACKED- AND BAD- THE PC THAT JUST WAS RETURNED FROM YET ANOTHER REPAIR WAS OPENED IN FRONT OF A WITNESS AT THE MINEOLA, TEXAS LIBRARY AND UNDER ‘SCHEMAS’ THERE WAS A VPN CONFIGURATION DATED 7-23-13-THE DARN HARD DRIVE WAS REPLACED-HOW WAS THIS ADDED YET AGAIN?  MY IPAD IS USELESS TO ME FOR ANYTHING BUT PLAYING BEJEWELED AND WILL NOT UPDATE ANYTHING AND I CANNOT SIGN OUT OF THE APPLE ACCOUNT  AT ALL.  SO I WOULD NOT EVEN THINK OF CONNECTING TO MY DAD’S INTERNET KNOWING FOR A FACT THESE DEVICES ARE HACKED BY REMOTE ACCESS. THE LOCATION ON THE IPAD IS CONSTANTLY BEING QUERIED… I CANNOT CHANGE THESE SETTINGS AS YOU HAVE TO CONNECT TO INTERNET TO UPDATE OR CONNECT TO ICLOUD AND I WILL NOT WILLINGLY DO THIS TO THE LOCAL LIBRARY SYSYEM.  THEY ARE BEING ACTIVELY SCRIPTED AS IT IS.  THE FACT THAT MY FATHER WILL NOT WATCH ANY KIND OF MOVIE WITH ME IS WHAT UPSETS ME.  NOT A SINGLE MOVIE I HAVE BROUGHT BACK TO SHARE WITH HIM HAS HE SAT DOWN FOR LONGER THAN TEN MINUTES-THEN HE GETS UP AND GOES TO PLAY SOLITAIRE ON HIS PC.   IT WOULD BE CONSIDERED RUDE IF I DID THIS.  I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GO THROUGH MY THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN IN STORAGE SINCE 2013 BUT AS I BRING MORE THINGS IN THIS IS WHAT HE CONSIDERS TAKING OVER HIS HOUSE.  WHEN I WAS STAYING OUT IN THE SHED WHERE WHAT IS LEFT OF MY LIFE IS STORED- I DARN NEAR DIED FROM THE HEAT AND I WAS BEGGED TO COME BACK INSIDE THE HOUSE.   HIS TRAILER IS NICE AND COOL EVERYWHERE EXCEPT THE CORNER BEHIND THE RECLINER WHERE I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR- AND THAT IS A CONSTANT 80 DEGREES OR HIGHER. I HAVE 3 DIFFERENT THERMOSTATS AROUND ME AND THE ONE I WEAR ON MY COLLAR SHOWS THE HIGHEST TEMPERATURE -I DO NOT WEAR IT ON MY SKIN BUT HANG IT FROM THE STRAP OF MY SPORTS BRA FREELY SWINGING TO BE SURE IT IS NOT IN CONTACT WITH MY SKIN. FLASHLIGHTS HAVE BEGAN TO BLINK AGAIN. MY FORMER CELLPHONE WHICH JUST EXPIRED REFUSED TO STAY ON AT ALL AND WAS SHOWING UP AS A LANDLINE WITH LEVEL 3 COMMUNICATIONS LlC.-TX…I AM LEGALLY CONSIDERED HOMELESS AT THIS TIME- I USED TO HAVE A SMALL RV BUT IT WAS TAKEN FROM ME IN A RATHER RANK MANNER BY UHAUL AND EDWARDS TOWING IN SHAMROCK TEXAS- I CALLED UHAUL AND THEY TOLD ME THEY HAS A HAULER THAT I COULD RENT WITH THE TRUCK TO DRAG THE RV TO MY DAD’S – I PAID EDWARDS TOWING $510.00 TO TOW THE TINY 20 FOOT TOYOTA DOLPHIN TO THE UHAUL IN SHAMROCK BUT WHEN I GOT THERE THEY SAID THEY DID NOT HAVE THE THING NEEDED TO HAUL MY RV.  EDWARDS TOWING ALSO PRETTY MUCH DESTROYED THE RV WHEN DROPPING IT ANYWAYS BUT THE WORST PART WAS THE HORRIBLE WOMAN WHO STOOD THERE CARPING AT ME AND TAKING PICTURES OF EVERYTHING I HAD LEFT IN MY LIFE HARPING AT ME AND I KEPT ASKING HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE BUT THIS CREEPY FAT BROAD WITH PURPLE HAIR JUST KEPT AT ME AND I WAS ONLY GIVEN $50 FOR A RUNNING TRUCK-IT COULD HAVE BEEN FIXED BUT I WAS OUT OF OXYGEN AND SICK AND SIMPLY COULD NOT HANDLE TRYING TO FIX THIS THING AGAIN IN THE STATE MY HEALTH WAS AT.  THE LOCAL MARSHAL WAS CALLED AND I HAD TO THROW WHAT LITTLE I HAD LEFT WITH HIS STAND THERE AND PARKED JUST DOWN THE ROAD.  JUST TO KEEP THAT CREEPY UHAUL WOMAN FROM HARASSING ME.  ONE THING I MUST SAY IS THAT I SAW EVERY SINGLE THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME COMING- ALL EXCEPT THE BEHAVIOR OF MY FATHER.  SINCE I HAVE SEEN HOW THE CAT ACTS WHEN THE SOUND THAT PLAGUES ME IS PRESENT-I CAN ONLY ASSUME HE IS AFFECTED BY IT AS WELL IN A NEGATIVE MANNER.  AT LEAST I AM WILLING TO MAKE THIS ASSUMPTION AS EXCUSE FOR HIM MAKING ME FEEL LIKE THE UNWANTED THING IN THE CORNER.  THE PAIN I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH IS BAD ENOUGH BUT TO FEEL LIKE MAKING MYSELF PICKLE AND TOMATO SANDWICHES WITH FOOD I HAVE PURCHASED IS AN INTRUSION OF HIS KITCHEN IS BAD.  IF I HAD ANYWHERE ELSE TO BE I WOULD-BUT I DO NOT-I DO NOT EVEN HAVE A VEHICLE TO SLEEP IN OF MY OWN AND NOW I WILL BE UNABLE TO DRIVE AFTER THE FEW BOTTLES OF OXYGEN ARE GONE.  THAT ALSO MEANS MY ABILITY TO USE ANY INTERNET WILL CEASE.  I WILL NOT PUT ANY MORE GAS IN HIS CAR AND HAVE DROPPED OFF ALL THE MOVIES I HAVE BORROWED FROM THE LIBRARIES AND HAVE NOT CHECKED OUT ANY MORE.  I DO NOT FEEL IT IS ALL HIS FAULT, I FEEL THE SOUND THAT HAS BEEN KEEPING ME AWAKE FOR DAYS AT A TIME IS TO BLAME FOR THE WAY HE TREATS ME.  I AM DAMAGED GOODS ALREADY, BUT TO FEEL UNWANTED WHEN YOU HAVE NO WAY TO BE ALONE IS WHAT IS REALLY HARD.  I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I WILL BE ABLE TO HANDLE THIS WITHOUT HAVING ANOTHER MENTAL BREAKDOWN.  I WANT IT TO BE A MATTER OF PUBLIC RECORD THAT WHILE I MAY WISH I WAS ALREADY DEAD-THAT I HAVE TAKEN A SOLEMN VOW TO MY FORMER FRIEND NANCY KLANCKE NEVER TO ATTEMPT TO END MY LIFE AGAIN-EVEN THOUGH SHE IS NO LONGER MY FRIEND-I KEEP MY WORD TO NEVER DO THIS. SO IT CANNOT BE CLAIMED I AM IN ANY WAY SUICIDAL EVEN IF I SAY I WISH I WERE DEAD ALREADY.   I AM SIMPLY TIRED OF LIVING A LIFE BEING UNWANTED AND ABUSED.  I HAVE A NUMBER OF PRETTY MUCH FATAL ILLNESSES THAT ARE TAKING ME DOWN ALREADY-I JUST WISH IT WERE OVER AS A SLOW DEATH IS A REAL DRAG TO DEAL WITH WHEN YOU ARE LOOKED UPON AS A THING. AN UNWANTED THING. THE THING IN THE CORNER TAKING OVER SOMEONES’ HOME.   I DO NOT WANT TO BE WHERE I AM UNWANTED AND I HAVE NO RV ANYMORE TO RETREAT TO SO I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH BEING THE THING ON THE FLOOR IN THE CORNER OF A HOME WHERE I HAVE BEEN TOLD I AM TAKING IT OVER.  I AM NOT TAKING IT OVER- THE FERAL CAT HE LOVES MORE THAN ME TOOK IT OVER- THE RACCOONS IN THE CEILING TOOK HIS HOUSE OVER, HIS LAST WIFE TOOK IT OVER BY HAVING A BED IN THE LIVINGROOM- I AM AS FAR FROM HIM AND HIS CAT AS I CAN GET.  YES- MY ATTITUDE IS ROTTEN…YOURS WOULD BE TOO IF YOU WERE ME.  I AM UNDER SOME KIND OF ELECTRONIC ATTACK AND I CANNOT FIGURE OUT THE SOURCE YET.  I HAVE NOT SEEN THE NEWS IN YEARS SO I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND WHAT I HAVE LEFT IN THIS WORLD IS TOO MUCH TO CARRY ON MY BACK.  MOST OF IT IS CLOTHING THAT NO LONGER FITS ME SINCE GETTING SICK- I HAVE LOST AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF WEIGHT, I AM DOWN TO 167 AS OF THIS MORNING FROM THE 288 POUNDS I WAS WHEN I VISITED MY DAD IN 2012 AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH- IT’S TOO HOT TO EAT MUCH OF ANYTHING-I CAN BARELY STAND CLOTH TOUCHING MY SKIN IN THIS HEAT.  I HAVE BEEN LIVING AT AN ALTITUDE OF AROUND 9000 FEET FOR OVER 15 YEARS AND THE DROP IN ALTITUDE ALONG WITH THE 50+ DEGREE TEMPS ARE KILLING ANY APPETITE I MAY HAVE HAD.  MY DADDY COOKS FOR ME AND SOMETIMES I WILL EAT THE FOOD BUT USUALLY IT IS LATE AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEMP IS BELOW 80 DEGREES.  I HATE BEING A BURDEN ON ANYONE EVER AND CANNOT HELP MY MENTAL SATES AS I FEEL THEY ARE BEING INDUCED TO BE BAD BY THIS AUDIO TORTURE I DOCUMENT DAILY AS I HAVE BEEN SINCE MY HEATING ISSUES STARTED BEING AN ISSUE IN 2013 WHEN LIVING WHERE THE HACKING BEGAN-IN THE APARTMENT BUILDING OWNED BY MICHAEL SHURER- THE OWNER OF THE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS THAT THE HACKING BEGAN THROUGH THE COMCAST BUSINESS ACCOUNT AND ROUTER OWNED BY THIS MAN.  I ALSO CAUGHT HIS EMPLOYEES CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND THE CELLPHONE PAIRING AND LANDLINE PROBLEMS BEGAN THERE.  THEY HAVE FOLLOWED ME TO THIS VERY DAY.  I JUST HAD GOTTEN A NEW CHEAPO CELLPHONE FROM WALMART AND GOT THE USUAL 3 TEXT MESSAGES FROM ANOTHER STATE THAT OPENED BY THEMSELF AND THEN THE HANG UPS AND TONES DURING CALLS BEGAN.  THEN BEFORE THE CELLPHONE EXPIRED-I GOT ONE MORE TEXT SAYING THAT LAURA HARRIS HAD REMOVED ME FROM HARRIS FIRST GRADE CLASS AND THE ONLY INFO THE PHONE SHOWS AS THE EXTRACTED ADDRESS IS ‘81010’.  I JUST LOOKED AT IT TO GET THIS INFO AND THE PHONE I COULD NOT KEEP ‘ON’ AT ALL WAS STILL ON…THAT IN AND OF ITSELF IS STRANGER THAN IT BEING LISTED AS A LANDLINE OWNED BY LEVEL 3 COMMUNICATIONS LlC-TX… IT IS 4:35PM AND I MUST PUBLISH THIS QUICK BEFORE THE LIBRARY CLOSES SO I CAN PRINT IT UP. SO THIS IS PROBABLY ALL YOU WILL BE HEARING FROM ME ONLINE FOR A WHILE AS MY O2 ISSUES AND NO CAR OF MY MY OWN WILL BE KEEPING ME FROM ACCESSING THE INTERNET. SO TO ALL MY FAITHFUL FOLLOWERS AND THOSE HACKING ME- SO LONG FOR NOW-NO MORE FISH FOR YOU TO FEED OFF IN THIS HOLE- GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO VICTIMIZE-I AM ALREADY LIVING IN HARSH CONDITIONS SO MOST OF YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY…WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 5-30-17 LATE AFTERNOON AFTER BEING KEPT AWAKE OVER 48 HOURS BY THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS FOLLOWED ME FROM COLORADO YET AGAIN.

HONESTY-I AM KNOWN FOR IT. MOST PEOPLE HOWEVER TEND TO BELIEVE THOSE THAT LIE ABOUT ME.  I HAVE BEEN HERE LONG ENOUGH TO GET I AM NOT WANTED. MY FATHER SAID TO ME I HAD TAKEN HIS HOUSE OVER.  RACOONS TOOK HIS JOUSE OVER. OLIVIA, HIS LAST WIFE TOOK HIS HOUSE OVER.  THE FERAL CAT HE HAS TOOK HISM HOUSE OVER.  ME-I SIT IN A CORNER THAT IS A CONSTANT 80 DEGREES OR HIGHER, LAYING IBASICALLY ON THE FLOOR-JUST SOME PILLOWS AND A MATRESS PAD HAVE ME IN PAIN MOST COULD NOT EVEN IMAGINE.  MY NECK HURTS SO BAD-ON SUNDAY I COULD NOT EVEN LIFT IT UP WITHOUT USING MY HAND TO SUPPORT IT AND COULD NOT GO TO CHURCH.  I HAVE BEEN GETTING ATTACKED BY THE SOUND PRETTY MUCH CONSTANTLY, I HAVE MY LOGBOOK I WRITE ALL MY ISSUES IN AND I HAVE ONLY WRITTEN A FEW DAYS THATM THE SOUND WAS NOT PRESENT, SATURDAY MORNING-AFTER WRITING THE PREVIOUS DAY THIS IN MY LOGS:SOUND IN CAR I9S BAD! 4:52PM BACK AT DADDY’S, 9:45PM AS SOON AS DADDY WENT TO BED-TEMP INCREASED TO 80 DEGREESAND I BEGAN TO SWEAT HARD AND SOUND HASHAS CHANGED TO AN ANGRY HISS!  VERY NOTICEABLE OVER SOUND OF DVD PLAYER WITH HEADPHONES9 (I WAS ACTUALLY USING EARBUDS) UNDER THAT I WROTE -THIS SOUND HAS MYM GUTDS SCREAMING AT ME. I GOT NAUSEUS QUICK  AND AM SITTING IN CORNER WITH BOX AND BEDFAN ON AND A WET RAG COVERING MY HAIR AND STILL CAN BARELY STAND TO HAVE CLOTH TOUCH MY SKIN.  9:48 MY EYEBALLS HURT! NECK ISCAUSING EXTREME PAIN ON LEFT SIDE.SPASMS ARE HORRIFIC TODAY.  5/27/17 EARLY AMNO SOUND IN TRAILER TODAY-CAT HAS COME OUT AND WALKING AROUND. SO THE CAT DOES HEAR THE SOUND. 7:25PM CALL TO AUNT MARTHA WAS CUT OFF- ENTERING AND LEAVING SERVICE AREA AND ANOTHER ERROR I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE.AUNT MARTHA HEARD SCRATCHING -I GOT POP UPS AND KNEW PHONE WAS GOING TO HANG UP- THIS CORNER IS SO HOT MY GLASSES ARE FOGGING UP.-YET ANOTHYER HINTPOINTING TOWARD ELECTRONIC INVASION.  6:35PM HOT AS HELL IN CORNER ON ME- NOT SURROUNDING AREAS JUST MY BODY BEING HEATED UP- HAVE NIGGER LITES OUT AND  CAN CLEARLY SEE VOLTAGE VARIATIONS WHEN ON FADE SETTING. BATTERIES JUST CHARGED YESTERDAY WERE NOT DEADE BUT EXTREMELY DRAINED AND NEEDED MORE CHARGING. LED LITES PRODUCE NO HEAT. N I AM ON SECOND DOSE OF OXYCONTIN BECAUSE OF NECK PAIN AND SOUND RESTARTED EARLIER-I DID NOT NOTE EXACT TIME BUT SAID OUT LOUD I HEARD A HIGH PITCHED SOUND START-COULD BE POSSIBLE CAUSE OF ROTTEN MOOD.   6:40PM JUST PUT FRESHLY CHARGED BATTERIES IN CAMERA AND THEY WERE ALREADY DEAD. JUST PURCHASED AND PRECHARGED ARE DEAD!~ALSO CELLPHONE CUT ITSELF OFF AFTER CALL TO AUNT MARTHA. SOUND IS A HIGH RING RING RING SOUND I CAN SEE AS LED LITES FADE-THERE IS A PATTERN.  5/28/17 3AM SOUND CHANGED TO AN ANGRY BUZZING WOKE UP BY DAMN  SOUND.  3:20AM SOUND IS SO LOUD I CANNOT HEAR DVD PLAYER OVER IT EVEN AT HIGHEST SETTING. HEAR VEHICLES GOING UP AND DOWN ROAD. NO ONE SHOULD BE DRIVING AROUND AT THIS TIME OF DAY- MUCH LESS MULTIPLE VEHICLES. WATCHING RIDDICK AND FLASHLITE ISACTING STRANGELY,TURNING OFF AND ON AGAIN NECK PAIN BAD! SOUND KEPT ME AWAKE THE WHOLE NIGHT AGAIN. SICK, NECKPAIN, KIDNEY PAIN.  THE LOGS GO ON LIKE THIS.  MEMORIAL DAY- DAD SAID I AM TAKING OVER HIS HOUSE- I TO0LD HIM I WISH I WAS DEAD ALREADY. CAT TOOK OVER HIS HOUSE-NOT ME.  HE FOLLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE, HOVERING AND BITCHING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING I DO FROM WASHING CLOTHES AND DISHES TO TURNING OFF SHOWER KNOBS TOO HARD-HE HAS ONE DRIPPING AND I AM NOT GOING TO TOUCH IT. I WILL STAY IN THIS CORNER PACKING WHAT LITTLE I HAVE UP TIL I AM WELL ENOUGH TO MOVE MY THINGS BACK OUT TO SHED. HE WOULD NOT TREAT ANYONE ELSE LIKE THIS AND HAS RUINED MEMORIAL DAY.  I HAVE COUNTED 25 TIMES HE HAS WATCHED SYMBICORT VIDEO AND WONDER WHAT THE HELL HE WILL LEARN WATCHING IT OVER AND OVERSAME WITH MOVIESSO LOUD I CAN HEAR THEM OVER EARBUDS AND DVD PLAYER AT HIGHEST VOLUME  AUNT MARTHA OFFERED ME A TWIN MATRESS TO SLEEP ON BUT TO SLEEP ON A MATRESS WOULD BE TAKING OVER HIS HOUSE MORE-SO NO MATRESS FOR MRE- HE HAS GOTTEN 3750CASH FROM ME AND I STILL FEEL UNWELCOME-ONLY TIME I AM HAPPY IS WHEN I AM NOT HERE.  SOUND IN CORNER IS SUPER LOUD HISS.  THIS IS WHAT I WRITE: THIS IS THE TRUTH AS I SEE IT. THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE HAS BEEN REDUCED TO SINCE THE HACKING.  ME SITTING IN A CONER LAYING IN THE HEAT ON THE FLOOR IN SO MUCH PAIN FROM SO MMANY PLACES AND BREATHING AIR SO HOT IT HURTS MY LUNGS WORSE THAN THE EMPHYSEMA DOES.  TODAY DADDY REFUSED TO LET ME BORROW HIS REFILLABLE OXYGEN TANK TO RETURN MOVIES TO THE LIBRARIES I HAD BORROEWED THEM FROM SO I WILL NOT BE GETTING ANY MORE MOVIES AS I ONLY HAVE A FEW SMALL TANKS LEFT.   I MFOUND OUT ABOUT ANDREW WRIGHT HAVING BEEN TO COURT WITH THE ARMY QUITE A BIT AFTER HE RIPPED ME OFF WHILE I WAS AT WORK. I JUST FOUND THIS OUT AND HAD WANTED MY COUSIN AND HER HUSBAND TO READ THIS AS I HAVE GOTTEN ONE OF THOSE GUT FEELINGS THAT HE IS IN THE AREA- AFTER THE DAMAGE HE DID WHEN LIVING WITH ME-INCLUDING RUNNING OUT ON A LOAN CO-SIGNED BY HIS FORMER FRIEND, JERRY FULTON, CURRENTLY IN ARLINGTON TEXAS- AND FIN\DING OUT THAT HE WAS INTO E-FILINF THINGS BACK IN THE LATE 90’S -I KNOW HE IS COMPUTER LITERATE AND THE COLLECTION CALLS STARTED AROUND THE TIME MY HACKING PROBLEMS DID-SO HE COULD HAVE GOTTEN IN CAHOOTS WITH MICHAEL SHURER- OWNER OF MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO AND THE ROUTER I CAUGHT HACKING MY PC’S AND CREATING A NEW USER ON 7-23-13- AND I FEAR FOR THE SAFETY OF MY FAMILY. I TRIED TO SEND DODY, CHARLOTTE AND GABBY, HER DAUGHTER A WARNING AND PICTURE OF ANDREW WRIGHT/WILLIAM ALEXANDER ON FRIDAY OF LAST WEEK BUT THEY SAID THEY DID NOT GET THE POSTS.  I HAND DELIVERED THE 20 PAGES OF THE CASE I FOUND ABOUT HIM LYING ON FORMS HE SUBMITTED ABOUT SECURITY CLEARANCE AND THAT HE HAD A PAST HISTORY OF DECEIT.  I KNOW HIM AS WILLIAM ALEXANDER AND ANDREW WRIGHT SO I KNOW HE IS A LIAR FOR A FACT. NOW I KNOW THE ARMY ALSO CAUGHT HIS LIES.  THAT THE ARMY WOULD REVOKE HIS SECURITY CLEARANCE IS PROOF ENOUGH FOR ME THAT THIS CREEP IS EXACTLY WHAT I TRIED TO TELL THE IRS YEARS AGO AND WHEN THE COLLECTION CALLS BEGAN AGAIN AFTER MORE THAN 20 YEARS AFTER HE HAD LOADED UP A UHAUL WHILE I WAS AT WORK.  IT SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME TO THINK I MAY BE GETTING VICTIMIZED BY NOT ONLY MICHAEL SHURER-OWNER OF THE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS I CAUGHT HACKING ME IN 2013 BUT ALSO BU A GUY THAT STOLE WHAT HE WANTED FROM MY HOME WHILE I WAS AT A WELDING JOB I TOOK FROM HIM-TWICE.   IF HE IS ALSO IN ON THIS HACKING -I HAVE VERY REAL REASONS TO FEAR FOR MY FAMILY’S SAFETY.  THIS SOUND I AM BEING TORTURED WITH COULD BE FROM WEAPONS THE ARMY USED OVER SEAS.  I HAVE WATCHED MANY TV SHOWS WHEN I STILL HAD TV SERVICE ABOUT RAIL GUNS ENERGY AND SONIC WEAPONS SO I KNOW THEY EXIST. THIS WOULD DEFINITELY AFFECT MY MENTAL STATE.  I HAVE BEEN KEP T AWAKE THIS TIME FOR 48 HOURS STRAIGHT AGAIN. I HAVE NOT TAKEN DAY MEDS FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS AS I DID NOT FEEL GOOD ENOUGH TO TAKE THEM-SO WHAT IS REALLY DISRUPTING MY SLEEP AND TURNING ME INTO THIS HORRIBLE ANGRY PERSON?  IS IT ALSO DOING THIS TO MY DAD AND HIS CAT?  I9 WOULD THINK THE ANSWER IS ‘YES’.  I WILL END THIS WRITING AND SEND IT TO FAMILY AND ALSO PRINT IT UP AND GIVE THEM COPIES.  9I CAN DO NOTHING ELSE BUT DOCUMENT WHAT IS GOING ON AS I NO LONGER KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 5-30-17  AND PLEASE-SOMEONE LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU GET THIS OR ANYTHING I SEND ON FACEBOOK SO I KNOW IT IS GETTING OUT- THE ONLY OTHER PROOF I HAVE OF MY WRITING IS WHAT I PRINT OUT AND THE STATS PAGE ON WORDPRESS IS SHOWING VERY STRANGE STATS.

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