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THIS IS SOMETHING NOTEWORTHY TO ME AS IT PERTAINS TO PROOF OF THE SOUND BEING THE SAME IN THE CAR AS IN THE TRAILER… WHEN I WENT TO BROOKSHIRES JUST A BIT AGO, THE SOUND WAS THE SAME IN THE TRAILER AS IN THE CAR-A LIGHT TAPPING NOISE, WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE STORE THE SOUND IN THE CAR HAD CHANGED TO A HISS WITH NO TAPPING, WHICH WAS VERY NOTICEABLE, SO NOTICEABLE I LOGGED IT IN MY BOOK, AND WHEN I GOT BACK TO DADS THE SOUND INTHE TRAILER HAD CHANGED TO A HISS AS WELL… SO I NOTICED THE SOUND CHANGING AT THE STORE AND COME BACK TO FIND IT CHANGED AT THE TRAILER TO WHAT THE NOISE WAS IN THE CAR.   I KNEW THE SOUND WOULD BE DIFFERENT BEFORE ARRIVING BACK AT DADS.  TELL ME I AM HEARING THINGS BEFORE  I INSTALL AN APP FOR CHECKING DECIBEL LEVELS AND CHECK WHAT IT IS IN THE CAR.  I THINK THIS IS A MIGRAINE SOUND I AM BEING HIT WITH…I WILL TELL YOU WHAT THE DECIBEL LEVEL IS WITH VERY HUMID AIR JUST AFTER THE RAIN.

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WAS WATCHING YOUTUBE  VIDEOS OF ALL MANNER TODAY WHEN I CAME ACROSS SEVERAL TYPES OF INSULATED WALLS BEING CREATED TO BLOCK OUT ECHOS…EVERYTHING FROM SOUND BLANKETS TO FOAM INSULATION TO LAYERED TOWELS WERE BEING USED BY MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE FOR A VARIETY OF ISSUES, MOSTLY NOISY NEIGHBORS.   MY ISSUE IS ABOUT UNWANTED SOUNDS TRAVELLING THROUGH THE AIR IN THE PLACE I AM AND IT IS NOT JUST ONE TYPE OF SOUND I AM DEALING WITH BUT A WIDE VARIETY OF NOISE TO DO A LOT OF UNWANTED THINGSS INCLUDING CHANGING HOW ELECTRIC SIGNALS WORK IN MY BRAIN PRODUCING THINGS LIKE JUST SCATTERBRAINING ME TO CAUSING ME TO FEEL PUKEY OR WORSE TO A DEEP DEPRESSION AND FINALLY UNWANTED BURNS ON MY BODY, BROKEN BLOOD VESSELS ON HANDS THEN FINALLY INTENSE MIGRAINES AND I EVEN HAD A NEIGHBOR THAT DIES OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT THAT I AM CERTAIN WAS CAUSED WHEN THE SOUND FIRST APPEARED IN MY LIFE IN 2014 AFTER I WAS HACKED BY AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSNESS CALLED MICHAELS AUDIO AND VIDEO BASED IN FRASER, COLORADO…I RENTED A UNIT FROM MICHAEL SHURER, THE OWNER OF MICHAELS AUDIO AND VIDEO WHERE HE HOUSED HIS EMPLOYEES AND WAS HACKED BY HIS ROUTER AND BUSINESS ACCOUNT  WITH COMCAST AND HAD MY DIRECT TV DISH CUT INTO BY EMPLOYEES OF THE SAME BUSINESS AND THAT IS WHEN MY HOME AND CELL PHONE PROBLEMS BEGAN THAT I AM STILL PLAGUED WITH TO THIS DAY.  THE SOUND HAS APPEARED NOW IN BOTH THE CAR MY DAD GOT FOR ME TO USE AND HIS TRAILER AS WELL, SAME SOUND IN CAR, THE SOUND IN THE HOUSE CHANGES TO EXACT SAME SOUND IN THE CAR EVEN WHEN I AM NOT AT DADS HOME AND SOMETIMES, THOUGH RARELY, I GET A FEW DAYS OF TOTAL SILENCE TO RECUPERATE FROM PARTICULARLY VIOLENT AUDIO ASSAULTS THAT CAUSE DEEP DEPRESSION, MIGRAINES AND BURNS TO MY BODY.  IN A YOUTUBE VIDEO I SAW  THIS FOAM BEING USED TO CREATE THE ANECHOIC CHAMBER AND IN PARTICULAR THE VIDEO WAS CALLED ‘CAN SILENCE ACTUALLY DRIVE YOU CRAZY?’  NEEDLESS TO SAY THE TITLE WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO GRAB MY INTEREST AND AS I WATCHED I SAW THESE DIFFERENT PEOPLE USING THIS FOAM RUBBER CRAP TO SOUNDPROOF A ROOM FROM REVERB WHILE RECORDING AUDIO BUT WHAT REALLY CAUGHT MY INTEREST WAS WHEN THEY SAID THE HIGH POTCHED NOISES WERE ABSORBED BY THE FOAM INSTEAD OF BOUNCING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THE PEAKS TO,DEADEN  LOW FREQUENCIES…I AM VERY INTERESTED IN THEHIGHNFREQUENCIES BEING ABSORBED SO I GUESS I WILL BE WATCHING QUITE A BIT OF STUFFABOUT CREATING ANECHOIC XHAMBERS SO I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT TYPE OF FOAM I,WILL BE NEEDING FOR THE TAPPING SOUNDS AND FOR THE HIGH PITCHED RINGINGSOUNDS AND POSSIBLY THROUGH A COMBINATION BE ABLE TO,DEADEN ALL THE STRANGE UNWANTED FREQUENCIES I AM BEING ASSAULTED WITH TO GET THE DECIBEL LEVELS DOWN WELL BELOW THE 100 I AM CURRENTLY DEALING WITH NOW. I HAVE USED A DECIBEL METER IN BOTH HOME AND CAR AND THEY ARE ALWAYS PEAKING OUT AT 100 DCB, WHEN CAR IS NOT RUNNING AND THE AC OFF IN THE HOME.   NOTHING SHOULD BE CREATING 100 DECIBELS OF NOISE IN THE CAR WHEN THE ENGINE IS NOT RUNNING PARKED OUT IN THE COUNRTY OF EAST TEXAS WHERE MY DAD LIVES…NOTHING.   NOTHING CAN JUSTIFY THIS MUCH NOISE IN A STILL CAR, EVER.    I THINK I SHOULD TRY THESE IN THE CAR BEFORE THE HOUSE AS THIS SMALL AREA WILL MAKE A PERFECT SMALL SOUND ROOM AND AS THE SOUND IS COMING FROM THE REAR PASSENGER AREA OF THE CAR-IT SHOULD BE EASIEST TO BLOCK.  IF I CAN DEADEN THE NOISE OCCURRING IN THE CAR TO A N ACCEPTABLE LEVEL…THE HOUSE IS NEXT.   IN THESE DIFFERENT VIDEOS I AM SEEING JUST PARTSOF THE ROOMS BEING COVERED TO THE WHOLE THING, CEILINGS INCLUDED AND I SHOULD HAVE MY CHOICE OF MATERIALS DRASTICALLY WITTLED DOWN TO FIND WHAT WILL WORK, IF ANYTHING… I HAVE TO CONSIDER ALL OPTIONS WHEN BATTLING THIS UNWANTED SOUND.  TO NOT CONDCIDER THE MERITS OF EACH IS NOT DOING IMPERICAL RESEARCH AND THAT IS WHAT I AM TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH SO THAT IS WHY I HAVE BEEN WATCHING VIDEOS OF SUCH VARIETY.  MY SEARCH TODAY BEGAN WITH REVENGE ON NOISY NEIGHBORS AND HAS STOPPED FOR THE TIME BEING TO INVESTIGATING THE MERITS OF THE ANECHOIC CHAMBER…I WILL GO FROM THERE.  SO TO ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS IN THE AREA…START SAVING ANY KIND OF FOAM YOU MAY FIND IN PACKAGING AND SHIPPING FOR ME AND I WILL BE TRYING WHAT I CAN IN MY CAR SO I WILL BE NEEDING ENOUGH OF VARIOUS MATERIALS FOR  SHIPPING AND SOUND DAMPENING TO  DO COVER THE INSIDE OF THE CAR.   HOPE YOU ALL READ THIS AND I END UP WITH A NICE BIG PILE OF INSULATING STUFF TO TRY AND HELP MY PROBLEMS WITH UNWANTED NOISE SOON, TIL THEN, I WILL KEEP LEARNING ALL I CAN ABOUT WHAT IS MAKING IT BUT NOW I CAN AT LEAST FOCUS ON BLOCKING IT IN ONE PLACE, THE CAR.   IF I CAN GET RELIEF IN THE CAR I WILL CALL IT A SUCESS AND PROCEED FROM THERE.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE, NEW TERMINOLOGY HAS CREATED ANOTHER COURSE OF STUDY…ANECHOIC CHAMBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTR

IF I COULD ONLY GET ACROSS HOW NICE SILENCE IS…AFTER YESTERDAYS BRUTAL ASSAULT THAT MADE THE CAT WIG OUT, IT IS ALL I CRAVE ANYMORE, SILENCE.    NO VIOLENT FAST TAPPING, NO TICKING SOUND AND NO PRESSURE AT ALL…YES, THE CAT FREAKED OUT YESTERDAY-IT WAS WHEN I WAS TRYING TO LOAD A MOVIE AND THE SOUND MADE A VERY STRANGE NOISE THAT HAD THE CAT SCARED SO BAD IT TWISTED AND SCRATCHED ME TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE THEN RAN AND SAT UNDER THE TV.  UNDER THE TV. DID YOU GET THAT? under the tv.  MY DAD PLAYS THE TV AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE SO HE CAN HEAR IT AND THAT IS WHERE THE CAT WENT WAS UNDER THE  OISIEST THING IN THE HOUSE TO TRY AND GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE, HE STAYED THERE TIL BEDTIME.  AT ABOUT THE TIME THE CAT WIGGED I DECIDED TO TRY ANDL LOAD ONE OF MY APPS PREVIOUSLY USED TO GET A DECIBEL READING AND I COULD ONLY LOAD ONE THAT WOULD WORK AND IT SHOWED SOMETHING VERY LOUD, TO THE TIPS OF THE SCALE AND TEN I NOTICED THE SOUND WAS TO BE SEEN ON THE LIGHTS OF DADS MODEM.   THE LIGHTS ON HIS MODEM WERE OCCILATING AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE NOISE.  I HAVE SEEN THIS IN THE PAST SEVERAL TIMES, AND USUALLY THE FLASHLIGHTS WILL DIM AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE SOUND.  IT WAS VERY NOTICEABLE WHEN I TURNED ON ONE OF THOSE MINI FANS WITH LIGHTS IN THE PLASTIC LITTLE BLADES AND THE LIGHTS ON THE FLOOPY PLASTIC TWIN WINGS OF THE FAN WOULD OCCILATE IN TIME TO THE SOUND I WAS CURRENTLY HEARING, I HAVE MADE RECORDINGS OF THIS AND I THINK I POSTED SOME OF THEM ONLINE…IPAD WILL NO LONGER RECORD ANY VIDEO AND EVEN THOUGH I AM PAYING FORL CLOUD STORAGE I CANNOT GET THINGS TO GO INTO THE CLOUD  AND OFF THE IPAD ENOUGH TO EVEN RECORD ANY VIDEO AT ALL, IF I WANT TO TAKE A PIC OF ANYTHING, I HAVE TO DELETE STUFF.   BACK TO THE SOUND AND IT SINGING IN TIME TO THE LIGHTS ON DADS MODEM, I POINTED IT OUT THAT THE SOUND WAS VISIBLE TO,SEE WHAT I HEAR ON THE MODEM LIGHTS TO DAD BUT HE DOES NOT BELIEVE THIS IS EVEN HAPPENNING SO POINTING THINGS OUT TO SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT BELIEVE YOU IS POINTLESS, I WILL TRY TO CAT H THIS HAPPENNING AGAIN AND RECORD IT WITH MY CAMERA, THEN USE THE CARD READER TO TRANSFER THE VIDEO TO THE IPAD FOR ONLINE UPLOADING. APPLE HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO HELP ME GET MY IPAD SOME FREE SPACE YET AND I HAVE CALLED THEM SEVERAL TIMES.  I CANNOT GET THE APPS TO RECORD EITHER, SOMETHING HAS CONTROL OF THE MICROPHONES AND NO MATTER WHAT I TRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO ENABLE THE MICROPHONE FOR THESE APPS YET. THEY USED TO WORK REAL GOOD, NOW SOMEONE DOES NOT WANT ME USING THESE APPS AS THEY DISCLOSE THE DECIBEL LEVELS I AM DEALING WITH.  I AM TRYING TO PROVE THE SOUND OCCILATES TO OVER 100 DECIBELS AGAIN LIKE I HAVE ALREADY DONE IN THE CAR AND WHEN I DISCOVERED THE SOUND COMING FROM THE FLOOR VENT IN THE KITCHEN AT 100DECIBELS WITH THE AC UNIT OFF.  I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO TRY OUT NEW APPS FOR RECORDING DECIBEL LEVELS TIL I CAN GET ONE TO WORK.   AT TIMES I FEEL HOPELESS BECAUSE OF THIS SOUND AND THE WAY IT DISRUPTS THE ELECTRICAL SIGNALS IN MY BRAIN – THIS IS USUALLY THE SIGNAL I AM FIXING TO BE HIT WITHA TWO DAY MIGRAINE. RECOGNIZING WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A CERTAIN SOUND IS IN THE AREA IS HALF THE BATTLE OF KEEPING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS UNDER CHECK.   I AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT THESE SOUNDS INDUCE THOUGHTS OF DESPAIR OR HORROR OF REALISING I AM GOING TO DIE FROM THE NOISE, IF I SAID THEY DO NOT I’D BE LYING.  YES I FEEL ALL MANNER OF DEPRESSION AND DARK THOUGHTS FROM THESE SOUNDS AND THE OTHER NIGHT IN PARTICUAL I NOTICED THE PATTERN HIT ME BEFORE THE MIGRAINE. ASK MY DAD IF HE SAW ME ACTING A BIT WORSE OR MORE DESPONDANT THAN USUAL AND HE WOULD TELL YOU I WAS SAYING SOME VERY DEPRESSING STUFF BUT THEN MIGRAINE HIT AND NO MORE SOUND FROM ME FOR TWO DAYS.  I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING BUT GET UP AND DO MY FOUR TREADMILL SESSIONS THEN GO BACK TO MY CORNER AND LAY ON MY SIDE MUCH LIKE THE DEAD WILD PIG I SAW ROADSIDE A FEW WEEKS BACK, WITH ITS  SWOLLEN MIDSECTION AND FOUR LEGS STICKING STRAIGHT OUT-THAT IS EXACTLY HOW THIS SWELLING OF MY MIDSECTION FEELS, LIKE I AM A BLOATED CARCASS WITH MY BELLY UP AND ALL FOUR LIMBS STICKING OUT FROM THE SWOLLEN GUT.  I WILL NOT HARM MYSELF, JUST THOUGHT FAMILY SHOULD BE AWARE THAT EVEN THOUGH I MAY HAVE THOUGHTS OF ENDING THIS SUFFERING THAT I HAVE MADE A VOW NEVER TO TAKE MY LIFE OVER THIS ISSUE, THERE MAY BE A TIME IN THE FUTURE WHEN MY HEALTH IS SO BAD I WILL  CHOOSE TO END MY PAIN BUT I AM NO WHERE CLOSE TO THAT TIME SO SUICIDE IS NOT A THING FOR ME TO CONSIDER.  I AM READING ABOUT MATERIALS THAT WOULD ABSORB THE MICROWAVES I BELIEVE TO BE THE SOURCE OF THE SOUND AND EVEN FOUND A PLUG IN DEVICE THAT IS A NOISE CANCELLING PLUG FOR YOUR SOCKETS TO OFFSET SOUNDS THROUGH WALLS OF NOISY NEIGHBORS CALLED ‘QLOUD’, IT IS ON YOUTUBE.COM WHEN YOU LOOK UP NOISY NEIGHBORS AND AM SERIOUSLY THINKING THAT IT IS WORTH THE FIFTY BUCKS TO TRY IT OUT AND THEN I SAW A NOISE MACHINE I PLAN TO TRY AND CONSTRUCT MYSELF WITH MY REMAINING CONTRUCTION FAN AND IT WORKS BY AIR RESTRICTION TO PRODUCE  WHITE NOISE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE THE NESTED COVER FOR THE FAN WHERE YOU CONTROL THE NOISE BY TURNING THE TOP COVER TO COVER UP OR UNCOVER HOLES TO PRODUCE DIFFERENT SOUNDS WITH ONE FAN, THE ONE I SAW IN PARTICULAR WAS CREATED BY DOHM, AND REALLY, IF I CANNOT MAKE THIS THING AFTER SEEING HOW IT WORKS I AM ONE LAME CHICK…I AM ALSO LOOKING INTO CARBON SOUND ABSORBING MATERIALS MICROWAVES ARE JUST ANOTHER TYPE OF SOUND OR LIGHT, THEY ARE ACTUALLY LISTED AS A FORM OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIATION THAT OPERATES ON CERTAIN FREQUENCIES AND FREQUENCIES ARE WHAT SOUND WAVES ARE MEASURED IN, SO I KIND OF CATEGORIZE THEM AS SOUND WAVES.  SO THE NEXT QUESTION IS WHAT RANGE OF OBSORBTION IS NEEDED? I CANNOT PINPOINT THE EXACT FREQUENCY SINCE MY APPS WILL NOT WORK BUT ALSO IN RESEARCHING SOUND FOUND THAT FOG IN THE HOUSE LIKE FROM A STEAMY SHOWER OR BOILING A PAN OF WATER, WILL DAMPEN SOUND WAVES.  I HAVE NOT GOTTEN SO DESPARATE AS TO LIVE IN A FRIGGING RAIN FOREST TO TRY AND QUELL THE NOISE…YET. JUST THE FACT THE SOUND HAS STOPPED TODAY IS ENOUGH TO GET MY MIND RIGHT FOR A DAY OR SO, I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG SILENCE WILL PERSIST BUT EVEN A SHORT TIME IS BETTER THAN NOTHING, AT LEAST FOR THE POOR CAT.  I AM TAKING IT VERY EASY RIGHT NOW TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THIS LAST ASSAULT, BUT SINCE I AM FEELING GOOD ENOUGH TO WRITE, YOU KNOW AT THE VERY LEAST MY CAUSE IS NOT HOPELESS AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR TODAY, KNOWING THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO ON DAY AFTER DAY WITHOUT A BREAK.  YESTERDAY AFTERNOON WHEN THE CAT FREAKED, I REALISED I KNEW THE SOUND IN PARTICULAR AS THE PUKE POOP URGE SOUND, ONE I AM VERY FAMILIAR WITH SO LOOKS LIKE MY TORTURERS ARE RUNNING THE WHOLE SOUND SPECTRUM AT ME TO CAUSE THE MOST DAMAGE AND HAVE CIRCLED BACK TO THAT ONE PARTICULAR SOUND AGAIN IN AN EFFORT TO MAKE ME SICK AGAIN.  THIS WOULD EXPLAIN THE CAT THROWING UP SO MUCH TOO.   I AM DONE WRITING FOR THE ,MOMENT SO THE THREE PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTANTLY READING THIS WRITING, I HOPE ONE OF YOU WILL TAKE A MOMENT TO LEAVE A SINGLE COMMENT OF YOUR CHOICE, WHETHER YOU WANT TO CALL ME A NUT OR WHATEVER, JUST A SINGLE WORD WOULD BE APPRECIATED. WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 10-1-17 JUST OVER FOUR YEARS I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING THIS SOUND INVADING MY LIFE.

ONE OF THE THINGS I AM REALLY SCARED OF MAY HAPPEN WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT, THE CAT, MAY GET TAKEN TO THE VET AND PUT TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DADDY IS GETTING SCRATCHED BY HIM AROUND THE HEAD.  THE CAT SPENDS A LOT OF TIME ON TOP OF THE CHAIRS AND THE ONLY THING I CAN DO TO HELP THE CAT STAY ALIVE IS TO DILIGENTLY SHOO THE CAT FROM THE TOPS OF THE RECLINERS AS THE CAT SMACKED  DAD UPSIDE THE HEAD AND DAD SAID IT JUST MISSED HIS EYE AND CAUGHT IN HIS EAR…THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THIS IS TO KEEP THE CAT FROM SITTING WHERE IT COULD POTENTIALLY  BLIND DADDY SO HAVE GOTTEN A FLY SWATTER AND I AM NOW SITTING BEHIND DADDY AND WHEN THE CAT TRIES TO CLIMB UP TO THE BACK OF THE CHAIR, I WILL BE WAITING WITH THE FLYSWATTER, I CAN ALSO GET A SPRAY BOTTLE TO HELPTRAIN THE ANIMAL.  THE ONLY OQTHER THING WOULD BE FOR ME TO VERY QUICKLY GET ME A SMALLRV OR TRAILER AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT INTO IT.   I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH ABOUT THE CAT BEING VERY SMART AND THAT IT IS EXTREMELY TRAINABLE AND THAT IF IT CANNOT KEEP FROM SWIPING AT DADDY I WILL HAVE TO LEAVE THE MAIN HOUSE WITH THE ANIMAL, AS I KNOW WHAT BEING GOTTEN RID OF FEELS LIKE.   I GUESS DADDY HAD ALREADY MADE HIS MIND UP TO PUT THE CAT DOWN THIS MORNING BUT I REFUSE TO LET HIM OFF THIS SO EASILY AND I INSIST THAT IF THE CAT IS GOING TO BE KILLED THAT HE DO THE DIRTY WORK HIMSELF, FUNNY HOW IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO THE KILLING HOW MUCH HARDER IT SUDDENLY IS…SO THIS IS MY NEW STRESS FACTOR, HAVING TO MAKE SURE DADDY DOES NOT SNATCH THE CAT UP WHILE I AM ASLEEP AND RUN THE ANIMAL OFF TO A VET TO GET KILLED.   I AM ALREADY DEALING WITH STRESS BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH AT THIS VERY MINUTE AS SOMETHING KEEPS GRABBING CONTROL OF THIS IPAD WHILE I AM TYPING, THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS RETURNED AFTER TWO SMALL BREAKS FROM THE NOISE AND HAS COME BACK WITH A VERY PAINFUL AND FAST TAPPING AND MY DADDY WITH THE ATTITUDE THAT THE CAT IS GOING TO BLIND HIM THERFORE IT SHOULD BE KILLED WITHOUT TRYING ANY KIND OF TRAINING TO STOP THIS.   IF I HAVE TO, I COULD EVEN MAKE THE CAT SOCKS TO WEAR AND KEEP THE CLAWS COVERED…AND IF YOU THINK I HAVE NOT HAD MORE THAN A FEW THOUGHTS ABOUT HOW I COULD DO THIS -YOU ARE WRONG AS WHEN MY DADDYSTARTED TO GET THESE DEEP CUTS ON HIS ARMS FROM THE CAT, THE NAILS BEING TRIMMED WAS THE FIRST THING I DID AND THINK OF WAYS TO COVER ITS CLAWS WHILE DADDYWAS HEALING UP WAS SECOND. IF I HAVE TO I WILL GET A CAMPER FOR ME AND THE CAT TO LIVE IN BECAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT GO AROUND KILLING YOUR PETS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP IT FROM DOING SOMETHING THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE.  YES, IF THE CAT DIES, I AM GOING AWAY MYSELF.  THAT IS THAT.   I WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH DADDY IF HE DOES KILL THIS ANIMAL.  NO I DO NOT WANT DADDY GETTING BLINDED BY HIM SO THAT IS WHY I AM GOING TO SIT BEHIND DAD WITH AFLYSWATTER AND TRAIN THE CAT NOT TO SIT WHERE IT. CAN REACH HIS FACE BUT HE HAS TO WEAR THE LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS TO PROTECT HIS ARMS FROM SCRATCHES AS HE ALREADY KNOWS HIS FLESH IS HEALED AND SHOULD WEAR LONG SLEEVES TO PROTECT FROM FUTURE SCRATCHES TOO, HE WENT AND GOT THE SHIRTS, NOW HE HAS TO WEAR THEM.   IF I HAVE TO, I WILL CLEAN OUT A SIDE OF THE SHOP AND MOVE ME AND THE CAT. I THERE BUT I GOT TO MAKE SURE IT DOES NOT GET KILLED FIRST.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY A RATHER UPSET KARIN WRAPE 9-14-17 CAUSE YOU JUST DO NOT TAKE THE LIFE OF YOUR PETS SO LIGHTLY THAT YOU LOOK UPON THEM AS DISPOSABLE.  I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE THE SOUND NOT ONLY AFFECTS THE CAT BUT THAT IT CAUSES MY DADDY TO THINK AND ACT STRANGELY TOO EVEN IF HE DOES NOT BELIEVE IT DOES, I SEE IT.  THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME.  LOOKS LIKE I WILL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH TO TRY AND KEEP CAT FROM GETTING TAKEN OUT WHILE I SLEEP.

THIS EVENING I ENJOYED ONE OF THE MOST RELAXING SWIMS  HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE… AFTER TROTTING MY EVENING MILE ON MY TREADMILL, I GOT MY BOTTLE OF  FROZEN JUICE AND JUG OF JELLYBEANS AND MY 3 RING BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL OUT OF THE SHED AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE TO THE LAKE WITH MY SWIM FINS AND REFRESHMENTS IN  THE OLD GREEN NYLON BAG I HAVE CARRIED THEM IN FOR YEARS OVER MY LEFT SHOULDER AND THE NOW HALF LIMP POOL OVER THE OTHER ONE… THE WATER WAS STILL AS I HAVE EVER SEEN IT AS I THREW THE WHOLE MESS INTO THE LAKE AFTER A FEW PUFFS IN THE RINGS OF THE POOL THAT HAVE LEAKS FROM CUTS FROM MY FINGERNAILS IN THEM AND I WAS OFF ON ONE OF THE LAZIEST SWIMS OF MY LIFE! I HAVE A SMALL BLOW UP ARC SHAPED BLOW UP THAT I LAY BACK ON AND JUST FLOATED ON WHILE THE KIDDIE POOL DRIFTED NEARBY, MY FIN TIPS STICKING UPOUT OF THE WATER LOOKING AT THE BITS OF FLUFF FROM WEEDS AND LITTLE BUGS STICKING TO THE SURFACE TENSION OF THE WATER…THE ONLY WAVES FROM THE OCCASIONAL FLIP OF MY FINS.   IJUST LAY BACK AND WATCHED THE HALF MOON  UP IN THE SKY RISEAS THE FEW PUFFY CLOUDS DRIFTED PAST IT, ALL THOUGHTS OF HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE FAR FROM MY MIND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS!   I WOULD SEE THE OCCASIONAL WHITE CRANE FLY OUT INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE WATER AND SETTLE NEAR ME AND GET THAT LIITLE THRILL YOU GET WHEN SOMETHING WITH FINS BRUSHES AGAINST YOUR LEG AND REALISE THERE WAS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I REALLY HAD TO WORRY ABOUT RIGHT NOW, NOT MY EMPHYSEMA OR ANY SINGLE THING BAD AT ALL…NOTHING BUTME LAYING INTHE WATER AND WATCHING THE STREAMS OF BUBBLES APPEARING AND THEN THE FAMILIAR LITTLE CIRCULAR WAVES OF THE MANY WATER TURTLES THAT WERE OUT IN THE WATER WITH ME AS THIER LITTLE HEADS WOULDPOKE UP OUT OF THE WATERLOOKING AT ME AND WONDERING WHAT KIND OF NEW FISH THIS WAS OUT THERE WITH THEM.  I SWAM LAZILY LIKE THIS FOR ABOUT A MILE TO WHERE THERE ARE BOUYS TO KEEP THOSE WATER SKIING OUT OF THE SHALLOW AREAS AND  MET A MAN WHO WAS FISHING FOR BASS ANDSPOKE WITH HIM ABOUT THE BEAUTYF THE CALM LAKE WATCHING HIM CAST HIS LINEOUT AND IT STAY ON THE TOP OF THE STILL WATER IN LONG SPIRALS AND TO MY DELIGHT I SAW HIM CATCH A SMALL BASS, WAY TOO SMALL TO KEEP, I WOULD GUESS IT TO BE ABOUT 9 INCHES AND SAW HIM SET THE LITTLE FISH BACK IN THE WARER GENTLY AND THE  CAST THE OLD JIG  HE WAS FISHING WITH OUT AGAIN NOT REALLY TRYING TO CATCH SOMETHING TO EAT, JUST ENJOYING SLINGING THE LINE OUT MOSTLY FROM THE LAZY WAY HE WENT ABOUT IT.   FINALLY I WATCHED THE SUN DIP BEHIND THE TREES LINING THE SHORE ANDHEADED TOWARDS IT AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE BACK HOME AND EVEN FOUND A PENNY ON THE GROUND ON MY WAY BACK TO THE TRAILER AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THATWILL BE KEEPING ME FROM SLEEPING AGAIN THIS WHOLE LABOR DAY WEEKEND AS HAS BECOME THE NORM SINCE 2014..,ONCE AGAIN I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WHILE TYPING THIS AND THE BEST I CAN DO TO NOT GET PISSED OFF IS THINK OF MY LEISURELY SWIM AS THE AIRPLAY MIRRORING KEEPS POPPING UP.  WRITING DONE BY A  VERY RELAXED KARIN WRAPE, 9-1-17 WHILE SITTING NEXT TO HER DADDY AND HIS  CAT IN MY FAVORITE BLACK SILK PAJAMAS IN THE RECLINER NEXT TO HIM WATCHING AN OLD MOVIE CALLED ‘A POCKET FULL OF MIRACLES’ WHILE I LOVINGLY STOKE THE CAT IN HIS LAP…HOPE TOMORROW IS EXACTLY LIKE TODAY WAS AND THINKING ABOUT BAKING SOME SNICKERDOODLE COOKIES LATER TO ENJOY WITH WOME ICED MILK IN MY FAVORITE ALUMINUM  MUG!!! HOPING SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS HAD A DAY LIKE THIS THEMSELVES…

LOOKS LIKE IT IS GOING TO BE A TOUGH DAY AS THE SOUND WHICH KEPT ME FROM SLEEPING IN MY BED LAST NIGHT IS GETTING WORSE… LAST NIGHT THE SOUND WAS ONLY HISSING LIKE ONE PISSED OFF SNAKE AT ME AND WHEN DADDY WENT TO BED THE SOUND INTENSIFIED TO AN ALARMING DECIBEL LEVEL AND WAS COMING FROM,THE CORNER WHERE MY BED IS IT WAS SITUATED EXACTLY WHERE MY FOAM MATTRESS IS ON THE FLOOR.  I WAS LOOKING OVER AT THE AREA AFTER I WAS DRIVEN FROM  ONE COUCH TO THE OTHER ONE LIKE I WOULD SE SOMETHING TANGIBLE HANGING INTHE AIR CAUSING THE NOISE… ANYHOO, IT WAS SO BAD I DECIDED NOT TO SLEEP IN THE BED LAST NIGHT AND THOUGH IT WAS WAY TOO SOFT FOR MY SPINAL FUSION TO BE SAFE  I SLEPT ON ONE OF THE COUCHES LAST NIGHT AND MY SLEEP WAS KIND OF BAD, BUT I DID FINALLY GET TO THE POINT OF DREAMING.  THIS MORNING WHEN I GOT UP, THE SOUND HAD AGAINCHANGED TO THE JUMPY CRICKET SOUND I HAVE BEEN HEARING QUITE A BIT OF LATELY BUT THE TAPPING OR TIC TIC TIC SOUND WAS NOT IN IT AS USUAL AND RIGHT AFTER DADDY FED OUR CAT, THE CAT CRAWLED UNDER HIS COVERS INHIS BED AND THREW UP ITS BREAKFAST…DADDY HAD TO WASH HIS COVERS THIS MORNING AND HE HAD JUST DONE THAT THE DAY BEFORE… THEN I NOTICED THE SOUND HAD CHANGED RIGHT AFTER THE CAT PUKED AND THE JUMPY  RICKET SOUND WAS GONE LEAVING ONLY THE HISS THAT CAN BE HEARD EVEN OVER MY APPLE EADBUDS WHEN WATCHING SOMETHING ON MY IPAD… IT KEEPS GETTING LOUDER THEN LOWERING AND I WONDER JUST HOW BAD TODAYS TORTURE IS GOING TO BE FOR DADDY AND THE CAT.  I AM PRETTY MUCH USED TO HAVING A CONSTANT HEADACHE BUT WHAT WORRIES ME IS THE BLEEDING THAT STARTED A COUPLE DAYS AGO WHEN THE SOUND FIRST DROPPED THE JUMPY CRICKET SOUND AND TIC TIC TICKING AND BECAME A LONE HISSING SOUND.   SOMETHING IS CONSTANTLY TAKING MEMORY SNAPSHOTS OF THIS IPAD ABOUT EVERY HOUR AND WHENI LOOK AT THE ANALYICTICS THERE ARE A WHOLE LOT OF DIRTY PAGES AS WEL, AS TWO ACTIVE CPUS AND WHEN I AM TYPING LIKE RIGHT NOW AND WANT TO CHANGE TO THE NUMBERS KEYPAD, I CANNOT DO IT.  THIS HAS BECOME AN ISSUE IN THE LAST FEW DAYS, NOT BEING ABLE TO GET TO THE NUMBERS KEYBOARD.  WELL THIS IS ALL THAT IS OF INTEREST AT THE MOMENT, I HAVE DONE MY MILE ON MY TREADMILL THIS MORNING AND BREATHING IS KINDOF HARD TODAY BUT THAT IS MOST LIKELY FROM THE HUMID AIR SO I AM GOING TO END THIS POST AND DO SOMETHING TO TRY AND TAKE THE HISSOFF MY MIND  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE, 8-29-17  I SEE PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT MY WORDPRESS POSTS AND WAS HAVING A BLAST SEEING WHAT OTHERS READ AND ACTUALLY RE READING WHAT I WROTE BACK THEN…ONE THING EVERYONE NEEDS TO BE AWARE OF IS THAT I WRITE WHAT IS ON MY MIND AT THE MOMENT AND THAT I DO NOT BOTHER TYING TO CORRECT ANYTHING BECAUSE IF I TRY TO PROOFREAD ANYTHING, CHANCES ARE THE POST WILL DISSAPPEAR… KEEP THAT IN MIND BEFORE YOU START TO BITCH ABOUT MY SPELLING AND TYPOS, PLEASE AND OF COURSE ANY AND ALL COMMENTS ARE WELCOMED WHETHER GOOD OR BAD!  AND IF YOU DO LEAVE A COMMENT  IF I CAN ACTUALLY SEE IT, I WILL MOST LIKELY RESPOND TO IT!

 

WELL, THE SOUND RETURNED THIS MORNING AND ALONG WITH IT MY GAME IS BEING DISRUPTED…I HAVE HAD TWO BOOSTS STOLEN THIS MORNING SO I FUCKING QUIT. I AM GETTING RID OF BEJEWELED STARS AT LEVEL 431. 

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