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THIS EVENING I ENJOYED ONE OF THE MOST RELAXING SWIMS  HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE… AFTER TROTTING MY EVENING MILE ON MY TREADMILL, I GOT MY BOTTLE OF  FROZEN JUICE AND JUG OF JELLYBEANS AND MY 3 RING BLOW UP KIDDIE POOL OUT OF THE SHED AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE TO THE LAKE WITH MY SWIM FINS AND REFRESHMENTS IN  THE OLD GREEN NYLON BAG I HAVE CARRIED THEM IN FOR YEARS OVER MY LEFT SHOULDER AND THE NOW HALF LIMP POOL OVER THE OTHER ONE… THE WATER WAS STILL AS I HAVE EVER SEEN IT AS I THREW THE WHOLE MESS INTO THE LAKE AFTER A FEW PUFFS IN THE RINGS OF THE POOL THAT HAVE LEAKS FROM CUTS FROM MY FINGERNAILS IN THEM AND I WAS OFF ON ONE OF THE LAZIEST SWIMS OF MY LIFE! I HAVE A SMALL BLOW UP ARC SHAPED BLOW UP THAT I LAY BACK ON AND JUST FLOATED ON WHILE THE KIDDIE POOL DRIFTED NEARBY, MY FIN TIPS STICKING UPOUT OF THE WATER LOOKING AT THE BITS OF FLUFF FROM WEEDS AND LITTLE BUGS STICKING TO THE SURFACE TENSION OF THE WATER…THE ONLY WAVES FROM THE OCCASIONAL FLIP OF MY FINS.   IJUST LAY BACK AND WATCHED THE HALF MOON  UP IN THE SKY RISEAS THE FEW PUFFY CLOUDS DRIFTED PAST IT, ALL THOUGHTS OF HACKING AND AUDIO TORTURE FAR FROM MY MIND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS!   I WOULD SEE THE OCCASIONAL WHITE CRANE FLY OUT INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE WATER AND SETTLE NEAR ME AND GET THAT LIITLE THRILL YOU GET WHEN SOMETHING WITH FINS BRUSHES AGAINST YOUR LEG AND REALISE THERE WAS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT I REALLY HAD TO WORRY ABOUT RIGHT NOW, NOT MY EMPHYSEMA OR ANY SINGLE THING BAD AT ALL…NOTHING BUTME LAYING INTHE WATER AND WATCHING THE STREAMS OF BUBBLES APPEARING AND THEN THE FAMILIAR LITTLE CIRCULAR WAVES OF THE MANY WATER TURTLES THAT WERE OUT IN THE WATER WITH ME AS THIER LITTLE HEADS WOULDPOKE UP OUT OF THE WATERLOOKING AT ME AND WONDERING WHAT KIND OF NEW FISH THIS WAS OUT THERE WITH THEM.  I SWAM LAZILY LIKE THIS FOR ABOUT A MILE TO WHERE THERE ARE BOUYS TO KEEP THOSE WATER SKIING OUT OF THE SHALLOW AREAS AND  MET A MAN WHO WAS FISHING FOR BASS ANDSPOKE WITH HIM ABOUT THE BEAUTYF THE CALM LAKE WATCHING HIM CAST HIS LINEOUT AND IT STAY ON THE TOP OF THE STILL WATER IN LONG SPIRALS AND TO MY DELIGHT I SAW HIM CATCH A SMALL BASS, WAY TOO SMALL TO KEEP, I WOULD GUESS IT TO BE ABOUT 9 INCHES AND SAW HIM SET THE LITTLE FISH BACK IN THE WARER GENTLY AND THE  CAST THE OLD JIG  HE WAS FISHING WITH OUT AGAIN NOT REALLY TRYING TO CATCH SOMETHING TO EAT, JUST ENJOYING SLINGING THE LINE OUT MOSTLY FROM THE LAZY WAY HE WENT ABOUT IT.   FINALLY I WATCHED THE SUN DIP BEHIND THE TREES LINING THE SHORE ANDHEADED TOWARDS IT AND STROLLED THE QUARTER MILE BACK HOME AND EVEN FOUND A PENNY ON THE GROUND ON MY WAY BACK TO THE TRAILER AND THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THATWILL BE KEEPING ME FROM SLEEPING AGAIN THIS WHOLE LABOR DAY WEEKEND AS HAS BECOME THE NORM SINCE 2014..,ONCE AGAIN I AM HAVING PROBLEMS WHILE TYPING THIS AND THE BEST I CAN DO TO NOT GET PISSED OFF IS THINK OF MY LEISURELY SWIM AS THE AIRPLAY MIRRORING KEEPS POPPING UP.  WRITING DONE BY A  VERY RELAXED KARIN WRAPE, 9-1-17 WHILE SITTING NEXT TO HER DADDY AND HIS  CAT IN MY FAVORITE BLACK SILK PAJAMAS IN THE RECLINER NEXT TO HIM WATCHING AN OLD MOVIE CALLED ‘A POCKET FULL OF MIRACLES’ WHILE I LOVINGLY STOKE THE CAT IN HIS LAP…HOPE TOMORROW IS EXACTLY LIKE TODAY WAS AND THINKING ABOUT BAKING SOME SNICKERDOODLE COOKIES LATER TO ENJOY WITH WOME ICED MILK IN MY FAVORITE ALUMINUM  MUG!!! HOPING SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS HAD A DAY LIKE THIS THEMSELVES…

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I HAVE A CATEGORY CALLED LIFE WITH A CAT MORE PSYCHOTIC THAN I AM.  THE CAT IS MORE PSYCHOTIC THAN I AM BECAUSE IT DOES NOT UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS BUT I CAN SEE THOSE LITTLE WHEELS SPINNING IN ITS LITTLE HEAD SOME DAYS, OTHER DAYS-THE CAT CANNOT DEAL WITH THE SITUATIONS AND RESORTS TO EITHER FIGHT OR FLIGHT MODE OR IS JUST SCARED OF EVERYTHING.  I GET LIKE THAT MYSELF SO I UNDERSTAND IT.   TODAY I FOUND MYSELF IN A AITUATION THAT SICKENED ME…MY DAD HAD CALLED THE VET AND WAS GOING TO HAVE THE PSYCHOTIC CAT PUT DOWN BECAUSE IT IS LIVING WITH A LOT OF FEAR, AND I GUESS MY DAD THOUGHT IT BETTER TO THROW THE CAT AWAY IN A MANNER OF SPEAKING RATHER THAN HELP TRAIN IT TO DEAL WITH LIFE WITHOUT BEING PARALIZED BY FEAR.  I STILL HAVE LOTS OF FEARS THAT MOST PEOPLE DO NOT SEE BECAUSE I AM TRYING MY BEST TO DEAL WITH THESE FEARS BY MYSELF, I DO NOT HAVE ANY PSYCIATRIC DOCTORS TO HELP ME ANYMORE SO I DEAL WITH THESE THINGS THE BEST I CAN AND NOW I WONDER HAS MY DADDY THOUGHT OF GETTING RID OF ME?  HE DOES NOT BELEIVE A WORD I SAY ABOUT THE SOUNDS THAT PLAGUE ME OR ABOUT THE HACKING I AM STILL DEALING WITH TO THIS VERY DAY BECAUSE HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ANY OF THE TECHNICAL STUFF.   NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT MY PARNTS DID WITH ME WHEN I WAS A KID, BECAUSE I WAS LOOKED UPON AS INCORRIGIBLE AS A CHILD, BOTH OF MY PARENTS DID THEIR BEST TO THROW ME AWAY JUST LIKE THEY DID THEIR MARRIAGE WHICH WAS NOT WORKING OUT, THEY BOTH DID THE SAME THINGS BUT IN DIFFERENT MANNERS, MY MOM PUT ME IN FOSTER HOMES AND MENTAL HEALTH FACILITIES AND MY DAD FARMED ME AND MY SISTER OUT TO WHOMEVER HE COULD PAY TO TAKE CARE OF US WHILE HE WAS DOING WHATEVER IT WAS HE DID BACK THEN, PART OF THE TIME WE LIVED WITH MY AUNT MARTHA AND UNCLE CHUCK AND THOSE WERE THE BEST DAYS OF MY CHILDHOOD AND WHEN THEY WERE GONE, I WAS GOTTEN RID OF FIRST TO A FOSTER HOME AND A FEW YEARS LATER MY KID SISTER WAS PUT IN FOSTER CARE TOO.  I DO NOT KNOW WHY I WAS NOT VALUED MORE BY MY PARENTS BUT I AM POSITIVE MY BEING THE INCORRIGIBLE ONE IS WHAT MADE ME THE FIRST TO GO INTO FOSTERCARE… BECAUSE I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MY PARENTS BREAKING UP OUR HOME I WAS LOOKED UPON AS SOMETHING TO BE GOTTEN RID OF AS TOO MUCH TROUBLE TO KEEP.  THIS CAT HAS CHANGED SO MUCH FROM WHEN I FIRST MET IT YOU WOULD NOT EVEN RECOGNISE IT AS THE SAME CAT.   YEAH, SOME DAYS THE CAT HIDES AND IS SCARED OF ITS OWN SHADOW BUT OTHER DAYS IT IS SO LOVING THAT IT GETS IN THE WAY OF EVERYTHING.   WHAT THE CAT NEEDS IS WHAT I NEEDED BACK THEN-SOMEONE WITH THE TIME TO TEACH IT HOW TO BEHAVE.   IF I HAD GOTTEN THAT-I WOULD HAVE TURNED OUT MUCH DIFFERENT, BUT I DID NOT GET THAT SO I GREW UP UNWANTED AND REPELLED BY ALL DUE TO MY BEHAVIOR.   I DROVE PEOPLE AWAY ON PURPOSE, I GUESS IN MY ATTEMPTS TO GET ATTENTION, I DID NOT KNOW WHO TO BEHAVE, IT WAS NOT AN ACT. I JUST DID NOT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE LIKE A LADY AND NO ONE REALLY HAD THE TIME OR THE PATIENCE TO DEAL WITH THE WILD ONE AND I WAS THROWN OUT.  BACK TO THE CAT…IT IS NOT LIKE IT IS A FEMALE CAT PRODUCING A LITTER OF KITS EVERY COUPLE MONTHS AND MAKING ALL FEEL GUILTY LOOKING AT THE STARVED CREATURES AS THEY TRY THEIR BEST TO GET SOME ATTENTION AND FOOD, THE BASIC NEEDS OF EVERY CREATURE.  THE ONLY THING REALLY WRONG WITH OUR CAT IS IT A FLEA BITTEN RUG WITH A CATTITUDE THAT CHANGES AS SWIFLY AS MY BI POLAR MANIA DOES AND IT IS DEALING WITH IT THE ONLY WAY IT KNOWS HOW TO, IT GETS SCARED AND HEADS FOR DADDYS LAP, ITS ONLY SAFE PLACE NOW THAT I AM HERE… I KNOW WHY DADDY IS KIND OF TIRED OF THE THING IN HIS LAP AS IT HAS TO BE HOT ON THE LAP FOR HOURS EVERY DAY BUT THAT IS NO REASON TO HAVE IT PUT DOWN WHEN WE HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO TEACH THE ANIMAL TO SIT NEXT TO US.  IF THAT LIITLE ANIMAL ONLY KNEW WHAT MY DADDY WAS THINKING THIS MORNING I BET HE WOULD NOT BE ON HIS LAP LIKE HE HAS BEEN.   IT WOULD FEEL BETRAYED.  AND THAT IS HOW I FEEL EVERY TIME MY DAD TELLS ME THE SOUND I AM BEING TORTURED WITH IS BULLSHIT.  THIS SOUND IS SOMETHING THAT OTHERS HAVE HEARD, POLICE AND CLINIC STAFF INCLUDED AND WHEN SOMEONE DOUBTS THAT IT IS TRUE JUST BECAUSE THEY DO NOT HEAR IT, I WONDER IF THEY THINK EVERYTHING I SAY IS FALSE.  TO BE CALLED A LIAR ABOUT SOMETHING JUST BECAUSE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND IT REALLY SUCKS BUT IT SUCKS MORE FOR THOSE IS THE CARE OF THOSE WHO DO NOT BELIEVE US.   MY FORMER MENTAL HEALTH PROVIDER ACTED THE SAME WAY MY DAD DOES…THEY COULD NOT HELP ME SO THEY TRIED TO GET ME PUT IN AN INSTITUTION AS BEING GRAVELY DISABLED.   AND IF YOU THINK THIS IS BULLSHIT, I HAVE THE POLICE REPORT WHERE THEY CONSPIRED TO KEEP ME ON A MENTAL HEALTH HOLD AS LONG AS POSSIBLE FOR ANYONE TO READ, I MAY EVEN POST IT ON THE WEB AS IT IS QUITE A FUNNY THING TO READ ABOUT YOURSELF…ESPECIALLY THE PART WHERE THE COPS LISTED MY RACE AS ‘BLACK’…YOU WOULD GET A LAUGH OUT OF HOW I DEALT WITH THAT AS I DREW A SHIRT THAT READ ‘black lives matter’.   I FELT OUTRAGED THAT BECAUSE THEY COULD NOT HELP ME THAT THIER RECOURSE WAS GETTINGME PUT IN A LONG TERM MENTAL HEALTH HOLD MUCH LESS THAT THEY SAW ME AS BEING A NIGGER…  SO BEFORE YOU JUDGE ANYONE OR ANYTHING DEALING WITH A SITUATION THEY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE, INCLUDING MY DADDY THINKING A CAT WAS AS DISPOSABLE AS HIS KIDS WERE WHEN HE WAS A DRINKER, YOU MAY WANT TO TRY AND PLACE A DOLLAR VALUE ON THE THING BEFORE THROWING IT AWAY BEAUSE SOMETIMES YOU CANNOT GET BACK WHAT IS THOWN OUT.  AND I ONLY PUT IT THAT WAY BECAUSE MONEY SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY MEASURE OF WORTH PEOPLE UNDERSTAND…ME, MONEY IS NOT MY GOD. I HATE THE STUFF.  YOU CANNOT SCREW IT EAT IT OR GET LOVE FROM IT AND IT IS WHAT PEOPLE KILL FOR.   THE THINGS I VALUE ARE THE HARDEST THINGS TO COME BY…CARE, HONESTY, HOPE AND LOVE.  THE THINGS I NEVER HAVE HAD.  BUT I AM STILL SEEKING THESE THINGS EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I MAY NEVER FIND THEM, MAYBE I SHOULD SIGN UP TO FARMERS.COMhehehe writing done by karin wrape 8-9-17  and for you daddy…you get rid of ME before you ever think of harming that cat.ONE LAST THING…THE DVR AND TV SERVICE THAT SHOULD BE CUT OFF WAS RECORDING PROGRAMS THIS MORNING.  AND SOMEONE STILL IS ADDING A WHOLE LOT OF ADULT PROGRAMMING AND SPORTS CHANNELS TO THE THING TO THIS VERY MINUTE THERE ARE ABOUT 175 CHANNELS I KEEP TRYING TO LOCK DOWN FROM THE PEOPLE HACKING IT

I ACTUALLY GOT SOME SLEEP LAST NIGHT…THE PEOPLE WHO ARE CAUSING THIS SOUND IN THE TRAILER AND THE CAR ARE DOING THIER BEST TO KEEP ME EXHAUSTED BUT I ACTUALLY GOT SOME SLEEP LAST NIGHT AND WOKE TO ONLY ONE CHANNEL FOR SPORTS UNLOCKED ON DVR AND THE SOUND WAS NOT NOTICEABLY PRESENT, THAT IS WHAT MUST HAVE LET ME GET TO SLEEP TO WHERE I WAS ABLE TO DREAM AND FEEL A BIT BETTER TODAY.  I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG THE SILENCE WILL LAST BUT IT IS USUALLY NOT VERY LONG, AND REQUIRES BEING PUT ON THE CALENDAR AS A DAY WITHOUT AUDIO TORTURE.  MY LEFT HANDED WRITING IS GETTING BETTER THAN MY RIGHT HANDED WEITING AND YESTERDAY I FILLED OUT A DOCTOR OFFICE FORM WITH MY LEFT HAND AND IT WAS ACCEPTABLY LEGIBLE, I EVEN WRITE IN MY LOGS LEFT HANDED WHILE DRIVING…  THAT IS ONE OF MY CONTINGENCIES IN CASE THE PEOPLE HACKING ME BROKE MY RIGHT ARM IN SOME KIND OF ATTACK SO I WOULD BE ABLE TO STILL WRITE SHOULD THIS HAPPEN.  ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS I AM REAL BIG ON CONTINGENCIES AND USUALLY HAVE THREE ALTERNATIVES TO WHATEVER I FEEL NEEDS BACK UP.   THAT IS THE REASON WHY WHEN MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH TRIED TO PUT ME IN LONG TERM MENTAL HEALTH HOLD FOR BEING GRAVELY DISABLED I KNOW THAT WAS SOMETHING THEY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO PROVE AS I HAS EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY LIFE NECESSARY TO SURVIVE MINUS TWENTY DEGREE WEATHER WITH A BACK UP SHOULD HEATING OR COOKING ITEMS QUIT WORKING.  I AM NOT EVEN SLIGHTLY GRAVELY DISABLED, I DO HAVE A FEW TREMINAL ILLNESSES BUT I TRY TO TAKE THE BEST CARE OF MYSELF POSSIBLE AS THAT DEATH THING IS REALLY PAINFUL AND I AM NOT QUITE DONE WITH MY EARTHLY TASKS YET.  I STILL HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET A PRIMARY CARE PHYSICIAN YET AS I HAVE CALLED EVERY SINGLE DOCTOR OFFICE MEDICARE PROVIDED ME WITH NUMBERS TO AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM REFUSED TO TAKE ME AS A PATIENT AS I HAVE NUMEROUS SEROIUS HEALTH ISSUES, I AM RUNNING OUT OF MEDICATIONS I NEED AND WAS LOOKING INTO GETTING MEDICATIONS FOR PETS LIKE I USED TO WHEN I WAS STILL A DOPE ADDICT-WHEN I WOULD GET SERIOUS INFECTIONS, I COULD GET FISH ANTIBIOTICS REAL CHEAP BUT MY EDEMA IS GETTING BAD AND FISH DO NOT TAKE WATER PILLS SO I WAS LOOKING INTO OTHER AVENUES SUCH AS CANADIAN PHARMACIES AND LIVESTOCK MEDICATIONS BUT I ENDED UP GOING TO AN EMERCENCY CARE CLINIC ND WAS ABLE TO GET FOUR MONTHS OF MY WATER PILLS PRESCRIBED SO THE NEXT PROBLEM WILL BE MY THYROID MEDS AND I STILL HAVE AROUND TWO TO THREE MONTHS OF THEM BEFORE THINGS GET SEROIUS, PLENTY OF TIME TO DO DOCTOR SHOPPING WITHOUT BEING STRESSED.  NOTICE THE CHANGE IN MY WRITING FROM BEING EXTREMELY ANGRY WHEN EXHAUSTED ABOUT STUPID STUFF LIKE DVR HACKING AND TELEPHONE DISRUPTIONS BUT AFTER FOUR OR FIVE GOOD HOURS OF SLEEP THAT I CAN LOOK UPON THE STRESS FACTORS IN MY LIFE WITHOUT FREAKING OUT…THE DVR SHOULD GET SHUT OFF BY SATURDAY AND THEN I WILL DISABLE THE SATELLITE DISHES ON ROOF TO ELIMINATE THEM AS POSSIBLE SOURCES OF THE AUDIO TORTURE.   HERE IS A GOOD LAUGH…GAVE MY NEICES A PILE OF PCs AND THEY GOT ONE GOING AND ARE PROBABLY CONNECTING TO FAMILY INTERNET WITH THE DEVICE THAT HAS A VPN PROFILE ON IT DATED 7-23-13, THE EXACT DATE I CAUGHT MICHAEL SHURERS ROUTER CONNECTING TO MY ETHERNET TO MODEM INTERNET AND CREATING NEW USERS WITH THIER OWN PASSWORD AND ANSWER TO A SECRET QUESTION, THE PC I BOUGHT FROM AN ENGLEWOOD, COLORADO WALMART AND WHEN OPENED INSIDE THE STORE, THE BRAND NEW PC HAD THE VPN CONFIGURATION ON IT BEFORE IT EVER LEFT WALMART…I HOPE MY FAMILY IS READY TO DEAL WITH THE HACKING I DEAL WITH EVERY SINGLE DAY SINCE HEN BECAUSE THIEVES NEVER STOP AT ONE…  MY FAMILY IS FIXING TO HAVE EVERYTHING THEY OWN HACKED AND SINCE THEY THINK GOD WILL PROTECT THEM FROM THIS, I GUESS WE WILL SEE JUST HOW GOOD IS AT BLOCKING HACKERS,hehehe… REALLY-I AM POSITIVE THAT ONCE THE KIDS CONNECT TO ANY INTERNET THE FAMILY IS PAYING FOR THAT THEY WILL SOON BECOME VICTIMS JUST LIKE ME AND BEGIN TO AUFFER THE SAME CRAP I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH SINCE 2013…THAT IS IF THEY ARE SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT HACKING LOOKS LIKE… UNLESS MY FAMILY CONSISTS OF MORONS WITH SELECTIVE STUPIDITY THEY SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL WHEN THINGS START TO GO TO HELL.   BUT MOST PEOPLE ARE UNAWARE OF THE VARIOUS TYPES OF CRIMES THAT CAN BE DONE WITH A STUPID PC OR A SMART PHONE, THE MAIN HACKING PORTS ARE 80, 443 and 1900 AND THEY WILL NEED TO WATCH TO SEE IF ANY STRANGE DEVICES SHOW UP ON THE NETWORKS CAUSE ONCE THESE HACKERS HACE YOUR IP AND ROUTER INFO THEY DO NOT SEEM TO HAVE A PROBLEM GETTING PASSWORDS AND CREATING SHELL ADVANCED FIREWALL RULES THAT WILL LITERALLY LOCK EVERYONE OUT OF THIER THINGS OR PROVIDE THE HACKERS WITH FREE TV OR SPORTS THROUGH ONLINE GUIs  AND I HAVE CAUGHT QUITE A FEW TYPES OF ATTACKS, EVERYTHING FROM PROGRAMS SPECIFICALLY FOR FERRETING OUT PASSWORD TO DIFFERNT TYPES OF BRITE FORCE, DICTIONALRY ATTACKS AND OF COURSE THE ‘GET’ METHOD OF HACKING.  MY FAMILY SHOULD WATCH THIER ANTIVIRUS PROGRAMS FROM BEING TAKEN OVER BY THE ‘TRUSTED INSTALLER’ AND WATCH THIER EVENT LOGS TO SEE IF THERE ARE ANONYMOUS LOG ONS THAT END UP TAKING ADMINISTRATIVE  CONTOL OF THIER VARIOUS DEVICES AND ESPECIALLY FOR  COMMAND CREATED WITH THE SHELL COMMAND PROMPT WINDOW…THAT WILL SHOW UP AS TAKING OVER CONTROL OF ANY MICROSOFT PROGRAMMING BASED DEVICE OR FOR THE QUAGGA REMOTE ACCESS VIA Iv6 THAT I HAVE ON THIS IPAD I AM USING RIGT NOW.  APPLE IS GOING TO BE ADDING 64 BIT PROGRAMMING TO THIER STUFF AT THE END OF AUTUMN, SO IF ANY C++ PROGRAMMING OR SCRIPTING STARTS TO SHOW UP ON APPLE PORDUCTS THE FAMILY MAY HAVE, THEY WILL KNOW THIER STUFF HAS BEEN HACKED.  THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS PEOPLE CAN BE EXPLOITED THROUGH TECHNOLOGY AND MOST PEOPLE CAN NOT EVEN IMAGINE THE THINGS BEING DONE, MUCH LESS BELIEVE THEM TO BE POSSIBLE, BUT I GUESS IT IS LIKE SPEAKING IN TONGUES…YOU WILL NOT KNOW IT IS REAL UNTIL YOU EXPERIENCE IT FIRSTHAND, TIL THEN MOST PEOPLE THINK IT TO BE BULLCRAP, I AM STILL TRYING TO PROVE OR DISPROVE OF SPEAKING IN TONGUES MYSELF AND I PRAY NOT ONLY TO EXPERIENCE THIS FOR MY SELF BUT ALSO FOR THE GIFT OF INTERPRETATION SO IF I EVER DO EXPERIENCE SPEAKING IN TONGUES, I WILL KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING…LATELY AT CHURCH, I HAVE FELT A MANEVOLENT PRESENCE THERE AND LITERALLY NO SPEAKING IN TONGUES HAS BEEN DONE THERE WHEN I AM PRESENT, BUT I CANNOT SAY FOR A FACT IF THEY ARE JUST PUTTING ON A SHOW WHEN THEY DO THIS OR IF I HAVE CAUSED THE HOLY SPIRIT TO DEPART FROM MY FAMILYS CHURCH, I AM STILL DOING MY EXPERIMENTS TO FIND OUT EITHER WAY IF IT IS REAL OR JUST CROWD INDUCED SPEAKING IN TONGUES AND I WONDER IF WHEN THESE PEOPLE WHO SHABALA AT CHURCH DO THIS IN THE PRIVACY OF THIER HOMES… I SAW A CHURCH SHOW ON TV WITH SOME GUY BY THE NAME OF PRINCE RUNNING THE SHOW AND WHEN HE WAS PRAYING  HE BEGAN TO SPREAK THE NOW FAMILIAR PHRASING BUT WHEN HE DID IT, THERE WAS NO JOY OR SHAKING OF THE BODY OR ANYTHING THAT WOULD MAKE ME BELIEVE IT WAS NOT AN ACT, IN FACT THE GUY WAS SAYING THE ‘SHABALAs’ IN SUCH A MONOTONE I WAS ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE HE WAS FAKING IT… I TOLD MY AUNT MARTHA ABOUT THIS FAKER AND APPARENTLY THEY WORSHIP THIS NUT AND BELIEVE HIM TO REALLY BE SPEAKING IN TONGUES.  I HOPE THEY ARE NOT SENDING THIS FAKE CHRISTIAN A BOATLOAD OF MONEY CAUSE IF THEY ARE-THEY ARE SCREWING THE POOCH BY SENDING THIER MONEY TO A PERSON WHO IS CLEARLY DOING THIS SPEAKING OF TONGUES AS AN ACT.  BODY LANGUAGE SAYS IT ALL CLEARLY.  IF YOU WANT TO SEE A BERY CLEAR CASE OF BODY LANGUAGE-GO TO YOUTUBE.COM AND LOOK UP VIDEOS POSTED BY KARIN WRAPE, SPECIFICALLY THE ONE CALLED ‘i do not like being touched like that’…AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEE WHAT BODY LANGUAGE IS AND HOW CLEARLY YOU CAN TELL WHAT A PERSON IS FEELING SIMPLY BY WATCHING THIER BODY.  MY FORMER SECTION EIGHT WORKER, LINDA BLACKWELL ENDED UP WITH CRIMINAL CHARGES OVER THAT VIDEO SO A JUDGE COULD CLEARLY SEE THAT I INDEED DID NOT LIKE BEING TOUCHED. AND ESPECIALLY LIKE THAT…  WELL, I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD GET SOME OF MY THOUGHTS OUT AND ALSO APOLOGISE TO MY FAMILY FOR THAT ARTICLE I WROTE WITH CURSING IN IT.  SOME DAYS YOU REALLY DO NEED TO CURSE.  AND THAT WAS ONE OF THEM.  IT CAME OUT MAILY FROM ME BEING EXHAUSTED AND PISSED OFF BECAUSE I HAVE TO RID MYSELF OF THE TV SERVICE I JUST PAID A CHUNK TO GET AND HAVE TO RID MYSELF OF WITHIN TWO MONTHS BECAUSE OF THE JERKS AHCKING THE DVR…AND IF YOU REALLY DO NOT THINK A DVR CANNOT BE HACKED OR REMOTELY ACCESSED, JUST REMEMBER THE COMANY PROVIDING IT IS REMOTELY ACCESSING THE THING SO YOU CAN GET TV…SELECTIVE STUPIDITY…I GUESS WE ARE BORN WITH IT AND PART OF THE GROWING TO BECOME AN ADULT INCLUDES LOSING THAT NIATIVITY WE HAVE WHEN  WE ARE KIDS.   LOSING THAT IS WHAT MAKES US NO LONGER CHILDREN, I FEEL.   WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 8-3-17 and after over sixteen hundred words that some of you are going to read, there should be at least one comment…unless you want to remain selectively stupid, that is,hehehe  and if you do not believe people can use electronic devices to harm you, i sure hope you end up a victim of one of these creeps so you know by personal experience what i say is totally possible and really real.

STRENGTH OF CHARACHTER. A STRONG WILL.  WHAT DO YOU HAVE?   YES, I HAVE HAD TO DRIVE TO COLORADO THREE TIMES FOR MY MEDS AND YES, I CAN JUST SAY ‘NO’ TO THE LEGAL WEED I USED TO LOVE SO MUCH.  COULD YOU?  YESTERDAY I WAS GOING TO GET ME SOME WEED AFTER THE LONG DRIVE BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH-I WOULD RATHER HAVE THE BRAGGING RIGHTS OF BEING ABLE TO SAY ‘NO’ THREE TIMES RATHER THAN RISK A DUI OF ANY KIND…THE VAST AMOUNT OF BUMS HAS ME KIND OF WORRIED TO THE POINT THAT AFTER WRITING THIS, I AM GOING TO LOOK FOR A COPSHOP OR A FIRESTATION TO PARK AT UNTIL DAWN.   AFTER HAVING MY LAST THREE VEHICLES BROKEN INTO-IT MIGHT BE WISE…BUT I WANT IT TO BE ON THE RECORD THAT I AM NOT GOING TO RISK SMOKING OR EATING ANYTHING THAT COULD GET ME IN TROUBLE.   I DARE A COP TO DRUG TEST ME…  IN FACT, I WOULD LOVE IT!!!  THEN THERE WOULD BE BONA FIDE PROOF POSITIVE THAT MY BLOOD IS A NEGATIVE FOR ANY SUBSTANCES THAT MIGHT GET ME A DUI.   JUST SAYIN’…THIS WILL BE THREE TIMES I SAID “NO”TO DRUGS.    I CAN WAIT TIL I GET ANOTHER RV AND DRIVE HERE SPECIFICALLY  FOR RECREATIONAL USE OF MARIJUANA.  HOW MANY OF YOU COULD PULL THAT OFF?   WELL, I HAVRE BEEN BEHIND THE WHEEL FOR TWELVE HOURS SO IT IS TIME TO LOOK FOR A SAFE PLACE TO PARK, AND IF THE POLICE REFUSE TO LET ME PARK IN THIER LOT-I WILL FIND A FIRESTATION OR DRIVE BACK TO THE TRUCK SCALES WHERE THERE IS A STATE PATROL VEHICLE PARKED SO I FEEL SAFE. ENOUGH SAID.  I AM A PERSON OF EXTREMELY GOOD CHARACTER AND I DO WHAT I SAY AND SAY WHAT I DO WITHOUT FEAR MY WORDS WILL BE MISCONSTRUED. TIL NEXT TIME, GOOD NOGHT TO ALLMY FAITHFUL FOLLOWERS INCLUDING THOSE FOLLOWING ME TO TRY AN DHURT ME.  NO THERAPY NEEDED TODAYWRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE, 7-19-17 AND I DID NOT GET LOST ONE SINGLE TIME TODAY.

EXPERIMENTS- I AM BIG ON EXPERIMENTS, THEY PROVE THINGS LIKE MIGRAINE BEING CAUSED BY SOUND RECEEDING WHEN OUT OF ENVIRONMENT THE NOISE HARMING ME IS IN.  TODAY DID JUST THAT.  I WAS IN MAJOR PAIN WHEN I LEFT FOR MENTAL HEALTH INTAKE EVALUATION AND AFTER LEAVING THE NOISY CAR AND ENTERING THE BUILDING AFTER ABOUT 20 OR 30 MINUTES THE MIGRAINE WAS NOTICEABLY LESSENING…I TOLD THE GAL DOING THE EVAL I PLANNED TO DO AN EXPERIMENT TO SEE IF THIS WOUND WOULD STILL BE PRESENT IF I WAS NO WHERE NEAR ELECTRONICS AND I AM GOING TO DO THIS EXPERIMENT AND POST MY RESULTS HERE FOR ALL TO READ.   I SHOWED HER THE PHONE BILL I GOT FROM CENTURYLINK FROM ANOTHER PHONE NUMBER WHEN I WAS LIVING AT THE TABOR GRAND IN LEADVILLE, COLORADO AND A USER CREATION LOG FROM 2013 SHOWING A MULTITUDE OF USERS BEING CREATED AND ME, USER S-1-5-21 BEING DENIED INTERACTIVE AND NETWORK LOG ON RIGHTS AND WHEN I INSTALLED AN APP FOR WIFI NETWORK ANALYSIS UP COMES A WHOLE BUNCH OF UNKNOWN I.P. ADDRESSES AND THE ONE THAT STOOD OUT TODAY WAS 224.0.0.251… I HAVE NOT READ MUCH ON IT BUT ENOUGH TO KNOW IT SHOULD NOT BE THERE.  ANOTHER UNUSUAL THING IS MY UNCLES NETWORK STARTS WITH 10… THOSE ARE USUALLY PUBLIC I.P. ADDRESSES THAT START WITH A 10.   SHE ASKED ME A VERY PARTICULAR QUESTION TODAY, IF I FELT HOPELESS…NO. I DO NOT FEEL HOPELESS AS I NOW FOR A FACT THAT I CAN ESCAPE THE SOUND IN DADDY’S TRAILER AND CAR AND THE MIGRAINE WILL LESSEN WHEN I LEAVE  THE AFFECTED ENVIRONMENT.  SO HOPELESS IS NOT WHAT I AM. MORE LIKE HOPEFUL THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO IDENTIFY THE SOURCE BECAUSE IT IS CAUSED BY SOMETHING IN THE CAR THAT I CAN GET AWAY FROM.  ONCE THE THING CAUSING THE MIGRAINE INDUCING SOUND, I WILL BE ABLE TO REMOVE OR BLOCK IT.  I MAY TAKE LONGER TO ARRIVE AT THE ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS THAN OTHERS BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I WAS RAISED DIFFERENTLY THAN MOST FOLKS BUT I DO FIND ANSWERS… ONE THING YOU SHOULD NEVER, EVER DO-DOUBT MY ABILITY TO FIND SHIT OUT.  YES I USED A CURSE WORD HERE AS IT EMPHASIZES THAT I SHOULD NEVER BE UNDERESTIMATED ON MY ABILITIES. EVER. WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 7-10-17 AFTER A PARTICULARLY BRUTAL MIGRAINE ATTACK ON THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY FRIEND BOB GANT’S DEATH AND A PLANNED  VISIT TO MY AUNT MARY’S THAT THE MIGRAINE THAT HIT ME HARD WHILE IN CHURCH STOPPED ME FROM GOING TO.

THE SOUND HAS RETURNED AND WITH IT THE MIGRAINE…BUT JUST ONE SINGLE HOUR OUT OF THAT GOD AWFUL NOISE AND MY MIGRAINE HAS GOTTEN BACK TO THE HANDLEABLE POINT AND I WAS SINGING WITH THE CAR RADIO AGAIN EVEN WITH THE SOUND BACK IN THE CAR AGAIN.  THE FACT THAT THE SOUND IS STOPPING FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS PROVES IT S NOT TINNITUS.  THE SOUND LEFT THE HOUSE  AND MY CAR FOR TWO DAYS AND I STILL HAVE THE SHAKES FROM THE LAST ASSAULT WHEN IT RETURNED.  I AM CONCERNED ABOUT MY BLOOD PRESSURE AS IT WAS 165 OVER 125…MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS USUALLY MUCH LOWER AROUND 95-100 OVER 80-90 WITH A PULSE RATE OF AROUND 90-100 BUT MY PULSE RATE WAS AT 70 SO THERE IS REALLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME WHEN THIS SOUND IS PRESENT.  THE FACT THAT IT RECEDES WHEN OUT OF THE NOISE SHOWS IT IS THE SOUND THAT IS CAUSING IT.  THE STRANGE TASTE IS KINDA NASTY- REMINDS ME OF WHEN I WAS COOKING DOPE AND WE MADE A BAD BATCH… THE TASTE WAS LIKE WHAT I AM TASTING RIGHT NOW-BUT I DO NOT DO DOPE ANYMORE…THE PAIN IS ONLY IN ONE EYE-NOT IN THE ONE I HAVE GONE BLIND IN BUT THE ONE I CAN SEE WITH- THE OTHER EYE IS SO MESSED UP TO READ I HAVE TO COVER IT WITH MY HAND BUT I CAUGHT PIGMENT CHANGES TO THE CELLS IN MY EYES RIGHT AWAY- AND MY OPTOMETRIST SAID HE HAD ONLY SEEN THIS 5 TIMES IN HIS 30 YEAR CAREER BUT NEVER IN RED.  HE TOOK A NICE PICTURE OF MY EYEBALLS AND IT WAS WEIRD SEEING THE BLOOD VESSELS IN MY OWN EYEBALL.  THE PAIN IN SO BAD I CAN FEEL THE EYEBALL IT IS IN PULSING IN ONLY ONE EYE-WHY NOT BOTH?  I AM SURE THE SOUND WAVES ENTER BOTH EYES AND HIT ALL OF MY SKIN.  LAST NIGHT I WAS ON THE COUCH AND SUDDENLY THE SOUND INTENSIFIED SO BAD I WAS IMMEDIATELY HOT AND WSUDDENLY SO SICK I PULLED THE CUSHIONS OFF THE COUCH AND USED THEM TO COVER THE AREA I SLEEP IN BUT THE NOISE WAS SO BAD LAST NIGHT THAT I GOT NO SLEEP AGAIN AND I WAS WEARING EARBUDS AND LISTENING TO THE INTRO MUSIC I LOVE FROM THE FRINGE SERIES- I KEEP THESE DISKS SIMPLY TO LISTEN TO THIS MUSIC WHILE SLEEPING BUT THE SOUND IS SO FRANTIC AND LOUD THAT IS OVERPOWERS THE SOUND COMING FROM MY NEW NOISE ISOLATING EARBUDS AND I CAN HARDLY HEAR THE MUSIC OR THE SOUND ON THE DVD I AM WATCHING.  I STILL HAVE THE SHAKES FROM BEING IN THIS SOUND THAT IS LIKE LIVING IN A SWARM OF ANGRY WASPS AND HAS ME LOOKING AT A POINT I EXPECT TO SEE SOME KIND OF THING WHERE IT IS, I HAVE BEEN CATCHING MYSELF LOOKING WHERE I ‘FEEL’ THIS SOUND ON SEVERAL DIFFERENT DAYS.  I THINK THE PEOPLE WHO ARE CAUSING THIS SOUND KNOW WHEN THEY ARE CLOSE TO CAUSING ME TO HAVE BRAIN BLEEDING AND STOP JUST SHORT OF CAUSING IT BECAUSE THEY ARE REALLY SADISTIC AND WOULD NOT LIKE FOR ME TO DIE JUST YET AS THEY HAVE NOT TORTURED ME ENOUGH FOR THEM TO GET THE PLEASURE GIVING ME PAIN GIVES THEM.  BEING SOMEWHAT SADISTIC MYSELF- I UNDERSTAND THIS…WOULD NOT WANT TO KILL A PERFECTLY GOOD VICTIM NO ONE BELIEVES ALL AT ONCE WHEN THEY CAN HURT ME AND STOP JUST SHORT OF KILLING ME AND THEN IN A COUPLE DAYS START HURTING ME SOME MORE.  WHAT THE HELL IS BEING USED TO CAUSE THIS DAMN NOISE AND WHY CAN I HEAR IT RAMP UP AND LOWER LIKE SOME KIND OF LOOPBACK? WTF IS THE SOURCE??? THE APPS I PUT ON THE IPAD THE OTHER DAY THAT DETECT ELECROMAGNETIC FIELDS WERE SHOWING THE LINES CROSSING AND UNCROSSING THE OTHER DAY WHEN I FELT LIKE THE SOUND WAS SPRAYING THE WHOLE AREA…ANYHOO, AS I AM TIRED I AM GONNA DO MY SHOPPING AND WHEN I GET DONE WITH SOME THINGS I HAVE NOT ADDRESSED YET I AM GOING TO START MY EXPERIMENTS OF CREATING POWER CORD FOR DEVICES I WAS GIVEN BY SOMEONE WHEN I WAS LIVING IN MY CAR SO I CAN SEE WHAT IS ON THE THINGS GIVEN TO ME-IF I HAVE TO CRACK THE DEVICES OPEN AND SOLDER MY OWN HOME MADE CORDS TO MAKE THEM WORK I CAN DO THAT TOO.  I HAVE MY BIG BOOK OF ELECTRONICS HANDY SHOULD I FEEL THE NEED TO CONSULT IT BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH- I LIKE FIGURING OUT THINGS THAT OPERATE OFF ELECTRICITY THE OLD FASHIONED WAY BY RISKING GETTING A JOLT- MAKES YOU REMEMBER YOUR MISTAKES BETTER,hehehe  JUST HAD SOMETHING STRANGE HAPPEN HERE AT THE LIBRARY- A TOAD PLUGGED IN A CAMERA AND THE CAMERA SHOWED UP ON THE PC SCREEN I AM USING AS THIS- Icatchtek Co. Ltd GENERAL (/dev / sdc1) THE UDISK PROJECT MOUNTS A FIKLE SYSTEM FROM A DEVICE PLUGGED INTO ANOTHER SEAT- polkit.subject pid- 4817  polkit.caller pid-2251 AND WGHEN I GHIT THE DROPDOWN TWO NAMES COME UP-BRIAN CLUFF AND NEAL DUNCAN- ONE OF THESE NAMES BELONGS TO THE TOAD 3 SEATS DOWN FROM ME… MORE NEAT CRAP TO INVESTIGATE!  HE IS WEARING A DEVICE PLUGGED INTO A PHONE SO I WONDER IF THIS JIGABOO IS LISTENING TO WHAT I AM TYPING?  IT IS POSSIBLE- I HAVE SEEN SOME REALLY CREEPY THINGS SINCE THIS HACKING BEGAN… HOPE HE LIKE HEARING THE WORD ‘TOAD’ AND ‘JIGABOO’…I USED TO VERY RACIST DUE TO BEING GANG RAPED BY A BUNCH OF TOADS THAT USED TO CHASE ME AROUND WHEN I WAS A RUNAWAY – SO’METIMES I GOT AWAY BUT MOST OF THE TIME THEY CAUGHT ME AS I WAS OUTNUMBERED…I AM NOW MORE PREDJUDIST AGAINST THE WHITE NIGGERS CAUSE THEY HIDE EASIER… YOU CAN’T SEE THE NIGGER IN THE WHITE ONES TIL ITS TOO LATE.  SO I HOPE HE IS LISTENING IN TO WHAT I AM TYPING CAUSE SOME DAYS YOU WANT TO HURT PEOPLE’S FEELINGS…HUMAN NATURE.  SO AFTER THAT LITTLE COMMENT I AM DONE TYPING FOR NOW, MAYBE THIS TOAD WILL LEAVE A COMMENT ON WHAT HE IS HACKING INTO! WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 7-8-17  STILL IN PAIN FROM THE MIGRAINE BUT STILL HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVE ASCERTAINED THE MIGRAINE WILL SUBSIDE IF I LEAVE THE ENVIRONMENT THE SOUND IS SPRAYING!  BET I WILL ENJOY READING ABOUT THE UDISK PROJECT…

TO SAY THAT I HAVE SEEN THIS PATTERN OF EVENTS WITH 3 DIFFERENT TV SERVICES AND DVR’S IS TRUE- THE EXTENT OF THE HACKING IS WHAT IS SHOCKING…YESTERDAY I WAS SICK WITH A MIGRAINE THE WHOLE DAY FROM WHATEVER IS TRANSMITTING THE ‘SOUND’ INTO MY DADDY’S TRAILER AND TODAY IT WAS WORSE- THE SOUND HAD ME SO SICK MY GUTS WERE SCREAMING AT ME TO ‘GET OUT! GET OUT NOW!’ I WAS VOMITOUS AND LIGHT SENSITIVE AGAIN AND HAD TO RESORT TO TAKING MEDICATION PRESCRIBED FOR MIGRAINES- AGAIN.  I KNEW I WOULD BE TORTURED WITH THIS SOUND THIS WHOLE WEEKEND AS HAS BEEN THE PATTERN IN THE PAST- THIS BUZZING SOUND WAKING ME UP IN THE EARLY AM AND ME GETTING SICK FROM IT.  MY HAIR HAS STARTED TO COME OUT IN CLUMPS AGAIN IN THE LAST 2 DAYS THE SOUND HAS BEEN BACK AFTER THE DISH TECH GUY LEFT.  I HAVE CALLED DISH QUITE A BIT ABOUT THIS AND THEY CANNOT PROVIDE A REAL EXPLANATION AS TO WHY I KEEP HAVING LOCKED OUT CHANNELS REAPPEARING- THEY SAY EVERY NIGHT THEY UPDATE THE SYSTEM AND THAT IS WHAT IS PUTTING UNLOCKED CHANNELS ON MY DVR- BULLSHIT IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT.  IT DOES NOT EXPLAIN WHY AFTER I LOCKED EVERY SINGLE CHANNEL DOWN OVER AND OVER YESTERDAY THAT I WOULD GET KICKED OUT OF WHAT I WAS WATCHING BECAUSE MY DVR WAS BEING RESET AND REFRESHED AND THEN I WOULD CHECK THE LOCKED CHANNELS AND FIND HUNDREDS MORE UNLOCKED… THE NUMBER OF LOCKED CHANNELS WOULD VARY TOO- THAT SHOULD NEVER VARY,  LAST NIGHT AT 6:15 pm THERE WERE 433 UNLOCKED AND 615 LOCKED CHANNELS!!!!!!!THAT IS A TOTAL OF 1048 CHANNELS.  EXPLAIN THAT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE, I DARE YOU.  I DO NOT WATCH SPORTS OR LATIN CHANNELS OR PORN AND THEY MUST BE ADDING THE SHOPPING CHANNELS BECAUSE OF PLAYBOY CHANNEL FREEVIEWS.  I AM SUPPOSED TO ONLY HAVE 240 CHANNELS- THAT IS WHAT IS IN THE TOP 200 PACKAGE.  MY DVR IS SHOWING ME THE TOP 500…  I HAVE LOCKED THE CHANNELS OUT I DO NOT WANT AND WHEN I LEFT THE HOUSE AT 11 AM TODAY THERE WERE 160 UNLOCKED CHANNELS AND 457 LOCKED CHANNELS AND AS THE DISH TECH SAID TO DO I SAVED SETTINGS AND HID THE ADULT AND LOCKED CHANNELS-I BET YOU EVERY DAMN PENNY I HAVE THE NUMBER WILL BE DIFFERENT WHEN I RETURN.  MY FEELING ILL STOPPED WHEN I CAME TO THE LIBRARY- THE SOUND IS IN MY CAR TOO.   I AM STILL HAPPY ABOUT WHO I AM BUT AM GETTING A BIT PISSED ABOUT THIS HAPPENING AGAIN AFTER YEARS OF NO TV SERVICE JUST BECAUSE OF CATCHING  EMPLOYEES OF THAT AUDIO AND VIDEO STORE CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV DISH AND SPORTS PROGRAMS APPEARING ON MY DVR BACK IN 2013.  I ALREADY KNEW SOMEONE WHO SPEAKS AND READS AND WRITES SPANISH IS HACKING ME BECAUSE OF THE DIFFERENT KEYBOARD SHOWING UP AND BECAUSE OF THE LAST MENTAL HEALTH HOLD I WAS FORCED TO ENDURE IN SUMMIT COUNTY, CO. I WAS FOLLOWED FROM THE SILVERTHORNE, CO. PUBLIC LIBRARY TO THE REC CENTER BY 3 MEXICAN MALES WHO SAT WITHIN FEET OF ME AND I SAW STUFF BEING ADDED TO MY PC- THAT IS A FACT.   I HAVE TRIED TO TELL THE SHERIFF THAT THIS AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS IS CAPABLE OF PRETTY MUCH ANY KIND OF REMOTE ACCESS TO ANYTHING YOU OWN WITH A PLUG OR A BATTERY BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW I WAS FINDING PROGRAMMING CARDS IN THE TRASH WHEN I WAS LIVING IN SHURER’S BUILDING- HE SIGNS PEOPLE UP FOR DISH, DIRECT TV AND COMCAST BUT DOES NOT DO INSTALLATION OR REPAIR-JUST HACKING INTO CUSTOMERS DISHES THAT HE SIGNS UP.  THE COPS HERE ARE FIXING TO HAVE MAJOR INTERNET CRIME OCCUR AND THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD IT IS GOING TO GET-YET.  I CANNOT DO AN UPDATE ON MY IPAD AT ALL SINCE TV PROVIDERS WERE ADDED ON THE ONLY UPDATE I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO ON IT.  I GAVE UP ON CELLPHONES BECAUSE THEY WERE BEING TAKEN OVER BY LANDLINES IN THE AREA.   I AM AT A LOSS ON HOW TO GET ACROSS TO POLICE THE CAPABILITIES OF THESE CRIMINALS. I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO CALL THE CRIMESTOPPERS HOTLINE NEXT TO ALERT POLICE OF WHAT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN TO THE SYSTEMS HERE.   THE FACT I AM AGAIN HAVING MIGRAINES AND THAT DAMN SOUND IS BACK IN DADDY’S AND IN THE CAR SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME AS  WHEN I FIRST STARTED TO GET MIGRAINES IN 2014- MY NEIGHBORS ON ONE SIDE – THE MOTHER AND KIDS, NOT THE FATHER BECAUSE HE WAS AT WORK BUT THE NEIGHBOR ON THE OTHER SIDE DIED OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT…ANAL BLEEDING.  I THINK THIS OCCURRED FROM THE WATER MOLECULES IN HIS BODY BEING EXITED BY THE SOUND WAVES BEING TRANSMITTED AT ME AND HIS INTESTINES AND ORGANS RUPTURED FROM IT AND HE HAD INTERNAL BLEEDING TO THE POINT OF DEATH I8NSTEAD OF DYING FROM LIVER FAILURE AS HE WAS DOING HIS BEST TO DRINK HIMSELF TO DEATH.  MY PC WAS SAMPLING AUDIO AT 22050 Hz AND 44100 Hz THEN.  I AM GOING TO TRY AND GET MY PACKAGE CHANGED WITH DISH TV SO THERE ARE NO SPORTS OR LATIN CHANNELS BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH-I DO NOT EVEN THINK I CAN GET RID OF THE SPORTS AND PORN AND LATIN CHANNELS EVEN IF I CHANGE MY PACKAGE TO ONE WITHOUT THEM.  THESE HACKERS KNOW HOW TO REMOTELY MANAGE SMART CARDS AND THAT IS WHAT IS IN MY DVR.  I INVITE ALL TO LOOK AT THE MEDIA (PICTURES) ON THIS SITE AS I HAVE ADDED SEVERAL PHOTOS FROM MY IPAD AT THE LIBRARY THIS MORNING.  I FEEL HORRIBLE ABOUT WHAT THIS TOWN IS FIXING TO GO THROUGH AS I HAVE SEEN THIS SAME THING HAPPEN OVER AND OVER- I AM SICK OF BEING VICTIMIZED BY THESE METH ADDICTS AND THIEVES.  ANYONE WHO MAY HAVE SOME IDEA OF HOW TO STOP THESE CRIMINALS FROM ADDING LATIN CHANNELS, PORN AND SPORTS CHANNELS TO MY UNLOCKED CHANNELS=-PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS SITE- I WILL SEE IT WHEN I LOOK AT MY STATS PAGE BUT THE PAGE SEEMS TO ONLY HAVE 3- 7 PEOPLE LOOKING AT IT.    I MAKE SURE TO SHARE IT WITH MY FAMILY SO IT SEEMS KIND OF STRANGE TO ONLY HAVE 3-7 PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY WORDPRESS SITE WHEN I HAVE OVER 40 FOLLOWERS.   THE ONE GOOD THING ABOUT TODAY IS I GOT A REALLY COOL SHIRT FOR MY COUSIN’S HUSBAND- I KNOW HE DOES NOT LIKE ME BUT I BET HE WOULD LOOK GREAT IN IT!  I DO NOT HOLD A GRUDGE IF I CAN AVOID IT AS REGRET IS AN AWFUL THING SO I HOPE HE ACCEPTS THE SHIRT AS A PEACE OFFERING.  I9 WAS AT THE POINT OF SEEKING ANOTHER CHURCH TO ATTEND BUT MY AUNT MARTHA CAME OVER YESTERDAY AND ASKED ME TO GO TO CHURCH WITH THE FAMILY THIS SUNDAY SO I WILL-IF THE MIGRAINES THAT STARTED WITH THE RETURN OF THE ‘SOUND’ ALLOW IT.  THE CHURCH HAS WONDERFUL MUSIC AND YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HOLD A HYMNAL TO SEE THE WORDS AS THEY PROJECT THEM TO THE WALL ABOVE THE PULPIT.  I HOPE THIS SOUND GIVES ME A BREAK BUT I HAVE WRITTEN IN MY LOGBOOK THAT I WILL MOST LIKELY BE TORTURED WITH IT THE WHOLE HOLIDAY WEEKEND AS I HAVE BEEN SINCE 2014.   THIS IS THERAPUTIC WRITING TODAY AS I NEED TO GET THIS OUT WHERE PEOPLE CAN READ WHAT I AM SUFFERING THROUGH-AGAIN-IN A DIFFERENT STATE BUT THE SAME EXACT CRIMES AND AUDIO TORTURES AND BATTERY DRAINAGES OCCURRING ON MY THINGS.  I GIVE UP ON THE CELLPHONE THING SO I WILL NOT EVER BE ABLE TO GET IN MY EMAIL AGAIN.   JUST ANOTHER THING I HAVE TO DO WITHOUT BECAUSE POLICE HERE DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT PROGRAMMING.  AND ANOTHER GOOD THING TO ADD- I WAS ABLE TO GO TO THE SENIOR CENTER AND PLAY DOMINOES WITH THE LADIES THERE THURSDAY! TO SIT WITH PEOPLE I KNOW FOR A FACT ARE NOT HACKERS WAS NICE AND TO ENJOY A GAME OF CHICKENFOOT DOMINOES WAS FUN!  SO THERE IS STILL GOOD STUFF IN MY LIFE DESPITE THE HACKING…AND I BEAT DODY’S BEJWELLED SCORE BY SEVERAL MILLION POINTS TOO!

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