YEP, THAT SCAREDY CAT IS LOVING HIS JACKSON GALAXY FEATHERED CATFISHIN ROD CAUSE MAMA DONE SOAKED IT IN CATNIP LEAVES FOR HIM!  THIS CAT IS ACTUALLY NIGGER RICH, AS FAR AS CATS CAN BE WEALTHY, HE HIT THE KITTY CAT JACKPOT.  HE HAS SEVERAL KINDS OF FOOD A DAY BUT THE ONES HE LOVES MOST OF ALL ARE THE SOFT KITTY CRUMBS I FOUND FOR HIM, THE HARD ONES HE DONT LIKE SO MUCH CAUSE HE HAS SOME BROKEN TEETH SO I FOUND HIM SOME SOFT KIBBLES AND THIS CAT IS EATING THEM LIKE THEY AINT GONNA MAKE NO MORE OF THEM, I PUT OUT TWO KINDS A DAY ANDBOTH CUPS ARE USUALLY EMPTY BEFORE DINNER AND HE HAS A BOWLING BALL SHAPE THAT HAS ME LAUGHING!  DADDY COMPLAINED TO ME TODAY ABOUT THE CAT AS IT WAS STUCK TO HIS LAP WHILE I WAS SLEEPING TODAY, I MUST HAVE STEPPED ON A SCORPION AS ONE FOOT IS QUITE SWOLLEN, SO MUCH SO THAT I CANNOT USE MY TREADMILL AT ALL, THE PAIN WAS SO BAD LAST NIGHT THAT I CHOSE MORPHINE OVER ANOTHER ALL NIGHT THROBBING SESSION SO KITTY HAD TO SIT ON DADDY TODAY… MY LITTLE STINKER HAS GOTTEN QUITE FOND OF ME LATELY AS I HAVE MADE HIM HIS OWN PILLOW SO HE CAN LAY NEXT TO ME DURING THE DAY AND HE HAS TAKEN TO SLEEPING WITH ME ALMOST THE WHOLE NOGHT TOO, FINALLY GETTING HIS BOWLINGBALL SHAPED BUTT UP AROUND4am AND I CAN HEAR HIM YELL FOR FOOD AROUND 6am, HE SOUNDS SO PITIFUL YELLING FOR HIS MEATY BREAKFAST, YOU WOULD THINK WE WERE STARVING HIM IF YOU HEARD IT… BUT THIS IS OUR KITTY AND HE IS THE LUCKIEST CAT I KNOW CAUSE HE HAS ME!!! HE EVEN HAS A $245 DOLLAR LASER BUT HE IS STILL TOO SCARED TO PLAY WITH IT YET, IT IS A MIRACLE THAT I CAN PLAY WITH HIM WITH ANY CAT TOY–THAT IS HOW SPYCHOTIC HE USED TO BE, JUST RATTLING OF THE LIZARD TOY WOULD HAVE HIM BOLTING FOR THE CHAIR HE USED TO HIDE UNDER! ME SHOWING UP HAS DEFINITELY CHANGED THIS ANIMAL FROM A SCAREDY CAT TO A SPOILED ROTTEN KID FOR BOTH DADDY AND ME TO LAUGH AT AND THE BEST THING IS I AM TRAINING HIM TO COME WHEN I CALL HIM AND HE IS LEARNING TO DO IT REAL GOOD EXCEPT FOR TODAY WHEN HE WAS WANTING TO HOLD DADDY DOWN IN THE CHAIR SO HE COULD NOT PLAY ON HIS PC, THE CAT IS JEALOUS OF THE PC AND HAS TAKEN TO SITTING ON THE CLOSED LAPTOP TO KEEP DADDY FROM PLAYING SOLITAIRE ON IT AND HE HAS PUSHED EVERYTHING THAT WAS ON THAT SHELF WHERE HE WAS SQEEZING IN UNDER TO THE FLOOR.  I WAS LAUGHING PRETTY GOOD AS I WATCHED THIS CAT TRY AND SQUEEZE HIS GUT UNDER THE SHELF WHERE THE PC IS, HE HAD TO WEDGE HIMSELF INTO THE SPOT UNDER THE SHELF BY WIGGLING BACK AND FORTH…BUT ONCE YOUR CAT MAKES HIS MIND UP TO DO SOMETHING, YOU CAN BET HE WILL TAKE THE TIME TO WADDLE OVER AND DO IT!  IM TELLING YOU, THIS CAT IS ABOUT THE ONLY GOOD THING IN MY LIFE SINCE MY HACKERS ARE STILL INFECTING MY IPAD DAILY WITH MULTIPLE VIRUSES, IT HAS GOTTEN SO BAD I CANT EVEN WATCH MOVIES ON THE WEEKENDS AT ALL, USUALLY STARTS UP ON FRIDAY AND IF THERE IS A HOLIDAY, IT LASTS TIL TUESDAY.   I STILL CANNOT UPLOAD ANYTHING TO THE CLOUD AND MY IPAD IS COMPLETELY FULL STORAGEWISE, I CANNOT TAKE PICS OR VIDEO MOSTOF THE TIME AND WHEN I  AN IT IS ONLY BECAUSE MY HACKERS HAVE REMOVED SOMETHING.  AT LEAST TODAY THERE IS NO NOISE PISSING ME OFF  THE MOVIES AND YOUTUBE BEING BLOCKED IS BAD ENOUGH WITHOUT HAVING TO LISTEN TO THAT CRAP.  SO I AM STUCK IN BED TIL WHATEVER HAPPENED TO MY RIGHT FOOT DROPS THE SWELLING, ENFORCED BREAK.  WELL NIGHT TO YOU ALL, I AM GOING TO TAKE THAT MORPHINE AND GET AGOOD NIGHTS SLEEP SINCE I CANNOT WATCH ANYTHING ON MY IPAD…CANT EVENPUT A NEW PASSWORD ON MY ROUTER…SAD. ALMOST FORGOT…DISH SENT ME A BILL TODAY WITH AN INTERRUPTION OF SERVICE NOTICE, IF I DO NOT WANT SERVICE CANCELLED, THEY WANT ALMOST $500 BUCKS.  I KNEW SOMEONE WAS STILL USING THE DISH SERVICE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN CUT OFF AT THE END OF JULY.  MAYBE NOW THERE IS A SERVICE INTERUPPTION IS WHY THE HACKERS ARE HARRASSING ME WIRSE THAN USUAL, NO MORE FREE SPORTS AND PORN FROM MY SERVICE.

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THIS IS SOMETHING NOTEWORTHY TO ME AS IT PERTAINS TO PROOF OF THE SOUND BEING THE SAME IN THE CAR AS IN THE TRAILER… WHEN I WENT TO BROOKSHIRES JUST A BIT AGO, THE SOUND WAS THE SAME IN THE TRAILER AS IN THE CAR-A LIGHT TAPPING NOISE, WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE STORE THE SOUND IN THE CAR HAD CHANGED TO A HISS WITH NO TAPPING, WHICH WAS VERY NOTICEABLE, SO NOTICEABLE I LOGGED IT IN MY BOOK, AND WHEN I GOT BACK TO DADS THE SOUND INTHE TRAILER HAD CHANGED TO A HISS AS WELL… SO I NOTICED THE SOUND CHANGING AT THE STORE AND COME BACK TO FIND IT CHANGED AT THE TRAILER TO WHAT THE NOISE WAS IN THE CAR.   I KNEW THE SOUND WOULD BE DIFFERENT BEFORE ARRIVING BACK AT DADS.  TELL ME I AM HEARING THINGS BEFORE  I INSTALL AN APP FOR CHECKING DECIBEL LEVELS AND CHECK WHAT IT IS IN THE CAR.  I THINK THIS IS A MIGRAINE SOUND I AM BEING HIT WITH…I WILL TELL YOU WHAT THE DECIBEL LEVEL IS WITH VERY HUMID AIR JUST AFTER THE RAIN.

YES, IT SEEMS  IT TAKES FIVE FULL MONTHS FOR A FERAL CAT TO ACCEPT A HUMAN INTO ITS CIRCLE.  I HAVE  HAD TO CHANGE PLACES FOR SLEEP A FEW TIMES BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN SOUND AND NOW I HAVE ME A LITTLE  CUSHION FORT TO PROTECT ME FROM THE MAIN BLAST OF TICKING NOISE I AM CURRENTLY BEING ASSAULTED WITH AND THE CAT SEEMS TO LIKE THE ARRAINGEMENT AS HE NOW HAS A PILLOW OF HIS OWN TO LAY ON RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND HE IS USING IT! HE IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME RIGHT NOW AS I TYPE AND I LIKE IT A LOT, IT HAS BEEN MANY YEARS SINCE I DARED TO HOPE FOR HAVING PETS IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS BECAUSE HUMANS LIKE TO HARM THE THINGS I LOVE.  HOPEFULLY THE CAT WILL BE SAFE ENOUGH LIVING IN THIS NOISE BUT I CAN SEE THAT IT EFFECTS HIM NONE THE LESS.  I USED TO WATCH WILDLIFE VERY CLOSELY WHEN THE SOUND WOULD GET BAD SO I COULD KIND OF GET A DIRECTION AS TO WHERE THE SOUND WAS VOMING FROM, THE ANIMALS WOULD NOT COME NEAR MY RV TOWARDS THE END OF MY STAY IN COLORADO BECAUSE OF THE NOISE  COMING FROM SOMETHING PLACED IN THE RV LIKE THERE IS NOW A NOISE IN THE CAR THAT MATCHES WHATEVER THE SOUND IS IN DADS TRAILER.  I JUST GOT OVER ANOTHER BRITAUL SOUND ASSAULT THAT LEFT ME WITH A TWO DAY MIGRAINE.  THE SOUND QUIT FOR A SHORT WHILE BUT IT IS BACK AND TICKING AWAY AS I TYPE THIS ON A RAINY TEXAS MORNING BUT THE CAT SEEMS TO BE PRETTY HAPPY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME AND IT IS REALLY NOT THAT BAD RIGHT NOW SO I CAN IGNORE IT EASIER, I CAN IMAGINE IT WILL START  UP BEING SUPER FAST AND LOUD BEFORE TOO LONG THOUGH.  I AM FINSLLY STARTING TO SHOW A BACKWARD STEP IN THE EDEMA BUT IT HAS BEEN BECAUSE I AM NOT EATING OR DRINKING AT ALL DURING THE DAY AND DOING THREE MILES A DAY ON THE TREADMILL I GOT MYSELF, I TROT FOUR TIMES A DAY, BESIDES THE SELF IMPOSED FASTING, ONE MILE FIRST RATTLE OUT OF THE BOX THEN 3/4 A MILE AT NOON, ANOTHER 3/4 MILE AT 3 PM AND THEN A HALF MILE AT SIX PM… THAT IS A PRETTY TIGHT SCHEDULE TO KEEP JUST TO STOP THE EDEMA FROM GETTING ANY WORSE BUT IT IS WHAT HAS TO BE DONE SO I DO IT WHETHER I HAVE A MIGRAINE OR NOT…THAT IS WHAT SEPARATES THE JUNK FROM THE JEWELS.  THE ABILITY TO SET A DIFFICULT PATH FOR YOURSELF THEN TO STICK WITH IT DAY AFTER DAY WHATEVER THE WEATHER OR ISSUES THAT MAY COME UP.  I AM A SLAVEDRIVER WHEN IT COMES TO DOING WHAT I MUST TO REGAIN CONTROL OF MY HEALTH AFTER ALL I SPENT A WHOLE YEAR GETTING RID OF OVER 100 POUNDS.  IT WAS SO BAD THAT I COULD NOT GET INTO ANY OF MY DRESSES DUE TO THE EDEMA THAT WAS PUTTING ON SOMETIMES 5 POUNDS OF WATER ON MY MIDSECTION BEFORE NOON, I HAD TO DO SOMETHING BEFORE I  COULD NOT DO ANYTHING.  FOR SOMEONE WITH A MOUTH THAT NEVER SEEMS TO SHUT UP THAT IS A PRETTY TALL ORDER BUT I AM REAL GOOD IT SEEMS AT CONTROLLING WHAT GOES INTO MY MOUTH, WHAT COMES OUT OF IT HOWEVER STILL SEEMS TO SHOCK EVEN ME AT TIMES BUT A AM WORKING ON THAT AS BEST I CAN.  I MAY BE WATCHING MY WEIGHT BUT IT IS WATER BEING RETAINED, NOT FAT.  MY HANDS AND FEET ARE NOT COLLECTING ANY WATER AS OF NOW BUT MY CHEST HAS GOT 20 FULL POUNDS OF FLUID AROUND MY LUNGS AND ORGANS.  THIS IS A VERY UNCOMFORTABLE THING TO DEAL WITH WHEN COUPLED WITH INDICED DEPRESSION BUT I AM COPING AS BEST I CAN… I AM GETTING SOME OF THE THINGS BACK I HAVE HAD TO SELL OR JUST GIVE AWAY THAT I GOT AS TREATS OR TOUS AND YESTERDAY I GOT DADDY N ME A SMALL DEEP FRYER SO WE CAN ENJOY HOME MADE ONION RINGS AND DEEP FRIED MUSHROOMS! I HAD A REAL NICE DEEP FRYER, A PROFESSIONAL ONE I GAVE FIFTY BUCKS FOR, I REMEMBER IT CAUSE I GOT IT RIGHT BEFORE I GOT MY ICE CREAM MAKER…I USED TO MAKE THE BOMB ICE CREAMS!  LOTS OF FRESH FRUITS AND COCONUT WAS WHAT I LIKED  MAYBE DADDY AND I CAN DO THIS TOO SOON, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS UNLESS YOU ARE DEEPLY DEPRESSED, THEN ALL IT HOLDS IS DARK THINGS.   SPEAKING OF DEPRESSING THINGS, REMEMBER THE BUZZARD WITH THE BROKEN WING I TRIED TO HELP?  I THINK IT LIVED AS I SAW SOMEONE HAD THROWN OUT A BUNCH OF BREAD RIGHT WHERE IT WAS THE OTHER DAY… THERE WAS A DOG EATING SOME OF THE BREAD SO THAT IS HOW I KNOW IT WAS FOOD INSTEAD OF TRASH.  I STILL REMEMBER TOUCHING THE FEET OF THE BUZZARD, I KNOW THE WAY ITS FLESH FEELS FROM WHEN I GRABBED HOLD OF ITS CLAWS WHEN I THREW THE BLANKET OVER IT, IT REMINDED ME OF A GILA MONSTER LIZARD I ONCE OWNED, FELT EXACTLY LIKE THE SCALES OF THE CRITTER WHICH ARE KIND OF LIKE ROUND  SCALES, VERY SOFT WHICH WAS KIND OF SURPRIZING… I WILL NEVER FORGET HOLDING A GIANT BUZZARD BY THE FEET AS I GOT A GOOD TAP FROM ITS BEAK RIGHT AFTER I GRABBED THEM, IT DID NOT UNDERSTAND I WAS TRYING TO HELP SO I DO NOT RESENT THE CUT I GOT.  TODAY IS KIND OF NICE AND LAZY, YESTERDAY I COOKED MY FIRST ROAT THAT I CONSIDER AS GOOD, I ROASTED IT SLOWLY IN THE OVEN WRAPPED IN TINFOIL FROM 9 am TIL AFTER 3 pm AND COOKED CARROTS AND YELLOW POTATOES IN ANOTHER ALUMINUM PACKAGE SO I WOULD HAVE THE JUICE AND A WHILE BEFORE DINNER, I TOOK THE ROAST OUT OF THE TINFOIL AND DUMPED THE JUICE INTO AN OVEN PAN AND PUT THE CUT ROASTED POTATOES CUT SIDE DOWN IN THE JUICE TO SOAK IT UP, THEN MADE A GRAVY WITH A POUND OF SHROOMS AND A CAN OF BEEFY MUSHROOM CAMPBELLS SOUP AND THEN POURD THAT OVER THE SLOW ROASTED GOODIES…DADDY ATE ONE HE K OF A HUGE PLATE, I PUT FOUR HALVED TATERS AND A SMALL AMOUNT OF CARROTS ON HIS PLATE BESIDES A GOOD SIZED HUNK OF ROAST AND THE PLATE CAME BACK EMPTY, SO THERE IS YOUR REVIEW BY MY DADDY WHO WILL NOT EAT SOMETHING HE DOES NOT LIKE, I GUESS THE CARROTS WERE NOT BAD ENOUGH TO NOT EAT, I PERSONALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE PRETTY DARN SWEET, I ATE THE REST OF THE CARROTS AFTER DINNER WHEN PUTTING THE LEFTOVERS IN THE FRIDGE, THEY DID NOT STAND A CHANCE AS I LOVE SWEET CARROTS!  I AM FIXING TO GO GET A CERTAIN KIND OF BATTER FOR ONION RINGS THAT DADDY LIKES ALONG WITH SOME MILK AS HE JUST MADE ANOTHER BATCH OF DADDY  COOKIES SO I AM GOING TO  UT THIS OFF FOR NOW, THIS IS JUST PLAIN OLD WRITING TODAY-NO THERAPY NEEDED…AT LEAST I  CAN SAY ANOTHER OF THE THINGS I HAD TO LOSE TO LEAVE A BAD SITUATION ARE COMING BACK AND I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW JUST HOW MUCH DADDY LIKES HAVING A MINI DEEP FRYER TO EXPERIMENT WITH, GUESS I WILL FINISH WATCHING HUMAN CENTIPEDE…ONE CREEPY MOVIE.  EVEN FOR ME.

WAS WATCHING YOUTUBE  VIDEOS OF ALL MANNER TODAY WHEN I CAME ACROSS SEVERAL TYPES OF INSULATED WALLS BEING CREATED TO BLOCK OUT ECHOS…EVERYTHING FROM SOUND BLANKETS TO FOAM INSULATION TO LAYERED TOWELS WERE BEING USED BY MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE FOR A VARIETY OF ISSUES, MOSTLY NOISY NEIGHBORS.   MY ISSUE IS ABOUT UNWANTED SOUNDS TRAVELLING THROUGH THE AIR IN THE PLACE I AM AND IT IS NOT JUST ONE TYPE OF SOUND I AM DEALING WITH BUT A WIDE VARIETY OF NOISE TO DO A LOT OF UNWANTED THINGSS INCLUDING CHANGING HOW ELECTRIC SIGNALS WORK IN MY BRAIN PRODUCING THINGS LIKE JUST SCATTERBRAINING ME TO CAUSING ME TO FEEL PUKEY OR WORSE TO A DEEP DEPRESSION AND FINALLY UNWANTED BURNS ON MY BODY, BROKEN BLOOD VESSELS ON HANDS THEN FINALLY INTENSE MIGRAINES AND I EVEN HAD A NEIGHBOR THAT DIES OF A G.I. BLEEDOUT THAT I AM CERTAIN WAS CAUSED WHEN THE SOUND FIRST APPEARED IN MY LIFE IN 2014 AFTER I WAS HACKED BY AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSNESS CALLED MICHAELS AUDIO AND VIDEO BASED IN FRASER, COLORADO…I RENTED A UNIT FROM MICHAEL SHURER, THE OWNER OF MICHAELS AUDIO AND VIDEO WHERE HE HOUSED HIS EMPLOYEES AND WAS HACKED BY HIS ROUTER AND BUSINESS ACCOUNT  WITH COMCAST AND HAD MY DIRECT TV DISH CUT INTO BY EMPLOYEES OF THE SAME BUSINESS AND THAT IS WHEN MY HOME AND CELL PHONE PROBLEMS BEGAN THAT I AM STILL PLAGUED WITH TO THIS DAY.  THE SOUND HAS APPEARED NOW IN BOTH THE CAR MY DAD GOT FOR ME TO USE AND HIS TRAILER AS WELL, SAME SOUND IN CAR, THE SOUND IN THE HOUSE CHANGES TO EXACT SAME SOUND IN THE CAR EVEN WHEN I AM NOT AT DADS HOME AND SOMETIMES, THOUGH RARELY, I GET A FEW DAYS OF TOTAL SILENCE TO RECUPERATE FROM PARTICULARLY VIOLENT AUDIO ASSAULTS THAT CAUSE DEEP DEPRESSION, MIGRAINES AND BURNS TO MY BODY.  IN A YOUTUBE VIDEO I SAW  THIS FOAM BEING USED TO CREATE THE ANECHOIC CHAMBER AND IN PARTICULAR THE VIDEO WAS CALLED ‘CAN SILENCE ACTUALLY DRIVE YOU CRAZY?’  NEEDLESS TO SAY THE TITLE WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH TO GRAB MY INTEREST AND AS I WATCHED I SAW THESE DIFFERENT PEOPLE USING THIS FOAM RUBBER CRAP TO SOUNDPROOF A ROOM FROM REVERB WHILE RECORDING AUDIO BUT WHAT REALLY CAUGHT MY INTEREST WAS WHEN THEY SAID THE HIGH POTCHED NOISES WERE ABSORBED BY THE FOAM INSTEAD OF BOUNCING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THE PEAKS TO,DEADEN  LOW FREQUENCIES…I AM VERY INTERESTED IN THEHIGHNFREQUENCIES BEING ABSORBED SO I GUESS I WILL BE WATCHING QUITE A BIT OF STUFFABOUT CREATING ANECHOIC XHAMBERS SO I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT TYPE OF FOAM I,WILL BE NEEDING FOR THE TAPPING SOUNDS AND FOR THE HIGH PITCHED RINGINGSOUNDS AND POSSIBLY THROUGH A COMBINATION BE ABLE TO,DEADEN ALL THE STRANGE UNWANTED FREQUENCIES I AM BEING ASSAULTED WITH TO GET THE DECIBEL LEVELS DOWN WELL BELOW THE 100 I AM CURRENTLY DEALING WITH NOW. I HAVE USED A DECIBEL METER IN BOTH HOME AND CAR AND THEY ARE ALWAYS PEAKING OUT AT 100 DCB, WHEN CAR IS NOT RUNNING AND THE AC OFF IN THE HOME.   NOTHING SHOULD BE CREATING 100 DECIBELS OF NOISE IN THE CAR WHEN THE ENGINE IS NOT RUNNING PARKED OUT IN THE COUNRTY OF EAST TEXAS WHERE MY DAD LIVES…NOTHING.   NOTHING CAN JUSTIFY THIS MUCH NOISE IN A STILL CAR, EVER.    I THINK I SHOULD TRY THESE IN THE CAR BEFORE THE HOUSE AS THIS SMALL AREA WILL MAKE A PERFECT SMALL SOUND ROOM AND AS THE SOUND IS COMING FROM THE REAR PASSENGER AREA OF THE CAR-IT SHOULD BE EASIEST TO BLOCK.  IF I CAN DEADEN THE NOISE OCCURRING IN THE CAR TO A N ACCEPTABLE LEVEL…THE HOUSE IS NEXT.   IN THESE DIFFERENT VIDEOS I AM SEEING JUST PARTSOF THE ROOMS BEING COVERED TO THE WHOLE THING, CEILINGS INCLUDED AND I SHOULD HAVE MY CHOICE OF MATERIALS DRASTICALLY WITTLED DOWN TO FIND WHAT WILL WORK, IF ANYTHING… I HAVE TO CONSIDER ALL OPTIONS WHEN BATTLING THIS UNWANTED SOUND.  TO NOT CONDCIDER THE MERITS OF EACH IS NOT DOING IMPERICAL RESEARCH AND THAT IS WHAT I AM TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH SO THAT IS WHY I HAVE BEEN WATCHING VIDEOS OF SUCH VARIETY.  MY SEARCH TODAY BEGAN WITH REVENGE ON NOISY NEIGHBORS AND HAS STOPPED FOR THE TIME BEING TO INVESTIGATING THE MERITS OF THE ANECHOIC CHAMBER…I WILL GO FROM THERE.  SO TO ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS IN THE AREA…START SAVING ANY KIND OF FOAM YOU MAY FIND IN PACKAGING AND SHIPPING FOR ME AND I WILL BE TRYING WHAT I CAN IN MY CAR SO I WILL BE NEEDING ENOUGH OF VARIOUS MATERIALS FOR  SHIPPING AND SOUND DAMPENING TO  DO COVER THE INSIDE OF THE CAR.   HOPE YOU ALL READ THIS AND I END UP WITH A NICE BIG PILE OF INSULATING STUFF TO TRY AND HELP MY PROBLEMS WITH UNWANTED NOISE SOON, TIL THEN, I WILL KEEP LEARNING ALL I CAN ABOUT WHAT IS MAKING IT BUT NOW I CAN AT LEAST FOCUS ON BLOCKING IT IN ONE PLACE, THE CAR.   IF I CAN GET RELIEF IN THE CAR I WILL CALL IT A SUCESS AND PROCEED FROM THERE.  WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE, NEW TERMINOLOGY HAS CREATED ANOTHER COURSE OF STUDY…ANECHOIC CHAMBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTR

IF I COULD ONLY GET ACROSS HOW NICE SILENCE IS…AFTER YESTERDAYS BRUTAL ASSAULT THAT MADE THE CAT WIG OUT, IT IS ALL I CRAVE ANYMORE, SILENCE.    NO VIOLENT FAST TAPPING, NO TICKING SOUND AND NO PRESSURE AT ALL…YES, THE CAT FREAKED OUT YESTERDAY-IT WAS WHEN I WAS TRYING TO LOAD A MOVIE AND THE SOUND MADE A VERY STRANGE NOISE THAT HAD THE CAT SCARED SO BAD IT TWISTED AND SCRATCHED ME TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE THEN RAN AND SAT UNDER THE TV.  UNDER THE TV. DID YOU GET THAT? under the tv.  MY DAD PLAYS THE TV AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE SO HE CAN HEAR IT AND THAT IS WHERE THE CAT WENT WAS UNDER THE  OISIEST THING IN THE HOUSE TO TRY AND GET AWAY FROM THE NOISE, HE STAYED THERE TIL BEDTIME.  AT ABOUT THE TIME THE CAT WIGGED I DECIDED TO TRY ANDL LOAD ONE OF MY APPS PREVIOUSLY USED TO GET A DECIBEL READING AND I COULD ONLY LOAD ONE THAT WOULD WORK AND IT SHOWED SOMETHING VERY LOUD, TO THE TIPS OF THE SCALE AND TEN I NOTICED THE SOUND WAS TO BE SEEN ON THE LIGHTS OF DADS MODEM.   THE LIGHTS ON HIS MODEM WERE OCCILATING AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE NOISE.  I HAVE SEEN THIS IN THE PAST SEVERAL TIMES, AND USUALLY THE FLASHLIGHTS WILL DIM AT THE EXACT PATTERN OF THE SOUND.  IT WAS VERY NOTICEABLE WHEN I TURNED ON ONE OF THOSE MINI FANS WITH LIGHTS IN THE PLASTIC LITTLE BLADES AND THE LIGHTS ON THE FLOOPY PLASTIC TWIN WINGS OF THE FAN WOULD OCCILATE IN TIME TO THE SOUND I WAS CURRENTLY HEARING, I HAVE MADE RECORDINGS OF THIS AND I THINK I POSTED SOME OF THEM ONLINE…IPAD WILL NO LONGER RECORD ANY VIDEO AND EVEN THOUGH I AM PAYING FORL CLOUD STORAGE I CANNOT GET THINGS TO GO INTO THE CLOUD  AND OFF THE IPAD ENOUGH TO EVEN RECORD ANY VIDEO AT ALL, IF I WANT TO TAKE A PIC OF ANYTHING, I HAVE TO DELETE STUFF.   BACK TO THE SOUND AND IT SINGING IN TIME TO THE LIGHTS ON DADS MODEM, I POINTED IT OUT THAT THE SOUND WAS VISIBLE TO,SEE WHAT I HEAR ON THE MODEM LIGHTS TO DAD BUT HE DOES NOT BELIEVE THIS IS EVEN HAPPENNING SO POINTING THINGS OUT TO SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT BELIEVE YOU IS POINTLESS, I WILL TRY TO CAT H THIS HAPPENNING AGAIN AND RECORD IT WITH MY CAMERA, THEN USE THE CARD READER TO TRANSFER THE VIDEO TO THE IPAD FOR ONLINE UPLOADING. APPLE HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO HELP ME GET MY IPAD SOME FREE SPACE YET AND I HAVE CALLED THEM SEVERAL TIMES.  I CANNOT GET THE APPS TO RECORD EITHER, SOMETHING HAS CONTROL OF THE MICROPHONES AND NO MATTER WHAT I TRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO ENABLE THE MICROPHONE FOR THESE APPS YET. THEY USED TO WORK REAL GOOD, NOW SOMEONE DOES NOT WANT ME USING THESE APPS AS THEY DISCLOSE THE DECIBEL LEVELS I AM DEALING WITH.  I AM TRYING TO PROVE THE SOUND OCCILATES TO OVER 100 DECIBELS AGAIN LIKE I HAVE ALREADY DONE IN THE CAR AND WHEN I DISCOVERED THE SOUND COMING FROM THE FLOOR VENT IN THE KITCHEN AT 100DECIBELS WITH THE AC UNIT OFF.  I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO TRY OUT NEW APPS FOR RECORDING DECIBEL LEVELS TIL I CAN GET ONE TO WORK.   AT TIMES I FEEL HOPELESS BECAUSE OF THIS SOUND AND THE WAY IT DISRUPTS THE ELECTRICAL SIGNALS IN MY BRAIN – THIS IS USUALLY THE SIGNAL I AM FIXING TO BE HIT WITHA TWO DAY MIGRAINE. RECOGNIZING WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A CERTAIN SOUND IS IN THE AREA IS HALF THE BATTLE OF KEEPING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS UNDER CHECK.   I AM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT THESE SOUNDS INDUCE THOUGHTS OF DESPAIR OR HORROR OF REALISING I AM GOING TO DIE FROM THE NOISE, IF I SAID THEY DO NOT I’D BE LYING.  YES I FEEL ALL MANNER OF DEPRESSION AND DARK THOUGHTS FROM THESE SOUNDS AND THE OTHER NIGHT IN PARTICUAL I NOTICED THE PATTERN HIT ME BEFORE THE MIGRAINE. ASK MY DAD IF HE SAW ME ACTING A BIT WORSE OR MORE DESPONDANT THAN USUAL AND HE WOULD TELL YOU I WAS SAYING SOME VERY DEPRESSING STUFF BUT THEN MIGRAINE HIT AND NO MORE SOUND FROM ME FOR TWO DAYS.  I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING BUT GET UP AND DO MY FOUR TREADMILL SESSIONS THEN GO BACK TO MY CORNER AND LAY ON MY SIDE MUCH LIKE THE DEAD WILD PIG I SAW ROADSIDE A FEW WEEKS BACK, WITH ITS  SWOLLEN MIDSECTION AND FOUR LEGS STICKING STRAIGHT OUT-THAT IS EXACTLY HOW THIS SWELLING OF MY MIDSECTION FEELS, LIKE I AM A BLOATED CARCASS WITH MY BELLY UP AND ALL FOUR LIMBS STICKING OUT FROM THE SWOLLEN GUT.  I WILL NOT HARM MYSELF, JUST THOUGHT FAMILY SHOULD BE AWARE THAT EVEN THOUGH I MAY HAVE THOUGHTS OF ENDING THIS SUFFERING THAT I HAVE MADE A VOW NEVER TO TAKE MY LIFE OVER THIS ISSUE, THERE MAY BE A TIME IN THE FUTURE WHEN MY HEALTH IS SO BAD I WILL  CHOOSE TO END MY PAIN BUT I AM NO WHERE CLOSE TO THAT TIME SO SUICIDE IS NOT A THING FOR ME TO CONSIDER.  I AM READING ABOUT MATERIALS THAT WOULD ABSORB THE MICROWAVES I BELIEVE TO BE THE SOURCE OF THE SOUND AND EVEN FOUND A PLUG IN DEVICE THAT IS A NOISE CANCELLING PLUG FOR YOUR SOCKETS TO OFFSET SOUNDS THROUGH WALLS OF NOISY NEIGHBORS CALLED ‘QLOUD’, IT IS ON YOUTUBE.COM WHEN YOU LOOK UP NOISY NEIGHBORS AND AM SERIOUSLY THINKING THAT IT IS WORTH THE FIFTY BUCKS TO TRY IT OUT AND THEN I SAW A NOISE MACHINE I PLAN TO TRY AND CONSTRUCT MYSELF WITH MY REMAINING CONTRUCTION FAN AND IT WORKS BY AIR RESTRICTION TO PRODUCE  WHITE NOISE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO MAKE THE NESTED COVER FOR THE FAN WHERE YOU CONTROL THE NOISE BY TURNING THE TOP COVER TO COVER UP OR UNCOVER HOLES TO PRODUCE DIFFERENT SOUNDS WITH ONE FAN, THE ONE I SAW IN PARTICULAR WAS CREATED BY DOHM, AND REALLY, IF I CANNOT MAKE THIS THING AFTER SEEING HOW IT WORKS I AM ONE LAME CHICK…I AM ALSO LOOKING INTO CARBON SOUND ABSORBING MATERIALS MICROWAVES ARE JUST ANOTHER TYPE OF SOUND OR LIGHT, THEY ARE ACTUALLY LISTED AS A FORM OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIATION THAT OPERATES ON CERTAIN FREQUENCIES AND FREQUENCIES ARE WHAT SOUND WAVES ARE MEASURED IN, SO I KIND OF CATEGORIZE THEM AS SOUND WAVES.  SO THE NEXT QUESTION IS WHAT RANGE OF OBSORBTION IS NEEDED? I CANNOT PINPOINT THE EXACT FREQUENCY SINCE MY APPS WILL NOT WORK BUT ALSO IN RESEARCHING SOUND FOUND THAT FOG IN THE HOUSE LIKE FROM A STEAMY SHOWER OR BOILING A PAN OF WATER, WILL DAMPEN SOUND WAVES.  I HAVE NOT GOTTEN SO DESPARATE AS TO LIVE IN A FRIGGING RAIN FOREST TO TRY AND QUELL THE NOISE…YET. JUST THE FACT THE SOUND HAS STOPPED TODAY IS ENOUGH TO GET MY MIND RIGHT FOR A DAY OR SO, I DO NOT KNOW HOW LONG SILENCE WILL PERSIST BUT EVEN A SHORT TIME IS BETTER THAN NOTHING, AT LEAST FOR THE POOR CAT.  I AM TAKING IT VERY EASY RIGHT NOW TRYING TO RECOVER FROM THIS LAST ASSAULT, BUT SINCE I AM FEELING GOOD ENOUGH TO WRITE, YOU KNOW AT THE VERY LEAST MY CAUSE IS NOT HOPELESS AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR TODAY, KNOWING THIS IS NOT GOING TO GO ON DAY AFTER DAY WITHOUT A BREAK.  YESTERDAY AFTERNOON WHEN THE CAT FREAKED, I REALISED I KNEW THE SOUND IN PARTICULAR AS THE PUKE POOP URGE SOUND, ONE I AM VERY FAMILIAR WITH SO LOOKS LIKE MY TORTURERS ARE RUNNING THE WHOLE SOUND SPECTRUM AT ME TO CAUSE THE MOST DAMAGE AND HAVE CIRCLED BACK TO THAT ONE PARTICULAR SOUND AGAIN IN AN EFFORT TO MAKE ME SICK AGAIN.  THIS WOULD EXPLAIN THE CAT THROWING UP SO MUCH TOO.   I AM DONE WRITING FOR THE ,MOMENT SO THE THREE PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTANTLY READING THIS WRITING, I HOPE ONE OF YOU WILL TAKE A MOMENT TO LEAVE A SINGLE COMMENT OF YOUR CHOICE, WHETHER YOU WANT TO CALL ME A NUT OR WHATEVER, JUST A SINGLE WORD WOULD BE APPRECIATED. WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 10-1-17 JUST OVER FOUR YEARS I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING THIS SOUND INVADING MY LIFE.

 

AFTER WRITING THE LAST ARTICLE, I MYSELF WENT TO YOUTUBE.COM AND LOOKED UP ELECRONIC WEAPONS AND WATCHED THE DISCREET SOLUTIONS  IDEO AND GOT THE NAME OF THE DEVICE THEY FOUND IN  WOMANS HOME, IT IS CALLED THE MIND MOLESTER 2.  I THEN GOOGLED THAT AND FOUND THEY HAVE CREATED MORE DEVICES OF THIS NATURE…SOMETHING VERY EASY TO HIDE IN HOME OR VEHICLE BUT NOT TO GO UNNOTICED AS THE SOUND EMITTED IS EXTREMELY PAINFUL, IF I COULD DO APHYSICAL  SEARCH OF  DADS CAR BEHIND THE REAR PASSENGER SEAT I AM SURE I WOULD FIND SOMETHING OF THIS NATURE.   MY UNCLE BILL JUST GOT A VERY NICE ELECTRONICE FIELD DETECTOR I THINK…HE GOT A REAL NICE DEVICE TO HELP HIM WITH HISMELECTRIC PROBLEMS AT HOME, I WONDER IF HIS NEW TOY WOULD BE ABLE TO DETECT SOMETHING LIKE THIS MIND MOLESTER DEVICE?  OUR POOR  CAT IS YOWLING WHEN THIS NOISE GETS BAD, LIKE IT IS NOW AND IS LITERALLY ONCESSIVELY REMOVING ALL HIS HAIR OR IT IS LIKE MINE, FALLING OUT.  THE CAT NOW HAS A NUMBER OF BALD AREAS ON IT AND WILL NOT STOP CONSTANT LICKING OF HIS FURR, LOTS MORE THAN A CAT WOULD NORMALLY LICK ITSELF, WHEN THE CAT SLEPT WITH ME, IT WAS AT IT THE WHOLE NIGHT.  I WONDER IF MY COUSINS HUSBAND IS SMART ENOUGH TO USE SOME KIND OF ELECTRONIC FIELD METER TO HELP ME PIN POINT THE LOCATION OF WHATEVER IS IN THE CAR, AT LEAST AS I CAN CLEARLY HEAR THE SOUND  OMING FROM BEHIND THE REAR PASSENGER SEAT WHEN IN IT AND THE SOUND LOOPS TO 100 DECIBELS WHEN THE CAR IS NOT RUNNING.   THERE SHOULD NOT BE ANY KIND OFSOUND IN THE CAR, MUCH LESS SOMETHING THAT HITS 100 decibels.

 

I AM SITTING IN THIS GOD AWFUL NOISE LISTENING TO THE CAT YOWL WITH ITS EARS BACK.  I AM DEALING WITH SOME PRETTY DEPRESSING STUFF MYSELF AND FEEL LIKE YOWLING MYSELF AS I REALIZE I AM FIXING TO BE THE THIRD WOMAN WHO DIES IN THIS TRAILER.   I FINALLY GOT A DOCTOR TO TAKE ME ON AS A PATIENT AND GOT MY BLOODWORK BACK AND WAS SHOCKED BY THE RESULTS AS THEY SHOWED I HAD REVERSED THE HEP C1 AND THE HEP B TO SHOWING AS NEGATIVE!  I HAD HEARD OF SOMEONE I KNEW IN MY PAST DOING THIS BUT SHE DID NOT HAVE HEP C 1 OR HAVE IT FOR AS MANY YEARS AS I HAVE BUT SHE DID CLAIM TO HAVE GOTTEN RID OF HEP C.  I THINK I HAVE DONE WHAT MY FORMER FRIEND MY PET SNAKE GINA FREIMANTIS DID…I NOW HAVE NO ACTIVE HEPATITIS IN MY BLOODWORK AT ALL!!!  BUT THERE WERE SOME OTHER THINGS THAT HAVE DEVELOPED SINCE COMING TO TEXAS AND I AM SURE THEY DIRECTLY RELATE TO EXTREMELY HIGH CHOLESTEROL LEVELS I DID NOT HAVE BEFORE COMING HERE.  MY DOC EVEN AGREED THAT THIS IS SOMETHING NEW, A LDL OF 320, THAT IS THE HIGHEST LEVEL MY DOCTOR HAD EVER SEEN, HE TOLD ME AND PUT ME ON A STATIN DRUG.    I HAVE NEVER HAD HIGH CHOLESTEROL LEVELS SO SINCE THE NOISE I AM BEING ASSAULTED WITH IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS INCREASING IN MY LIFE THE HIGH CHOLESTEROL LEVELS MUST BE DIRECTLY RELATED TO ME BEING STUCK IN THIS TRAILER WITH THE SOUND ON A CONSTANT BASIS  AND MY CORTISOL LEVELS WHICH REGULATE ADRENAL FUNCTION ARE BEING NEGATIVELY AFFECTED BECAUSE OF THIS AND THE STRESS OF ALL THISIS CAUSING DEPRESSION I FELT COMING THE OTHER DAY WHEN THE SOUND INCREASED TO THE POINT OF BEING EXTREMELY PAINFUL.                   THE OTHER NIGHT I HEARD THE SOUND TURN INTO A TICKING SO FAST AND VIOLENT I COULD NOT HAVE COUNTED THE TICS OCCURING IN A SINGLE MINUTE IF I WANTED TO THEY WERE SO FAST, AND I FELT THIS HORROR CONSUME ME AS I REALIZED I WAS GOING TO DIE FROM BEING HERE AND A LOT FASTER THAT I EARLIER THOUGHT AS MY WEIGHT HAS TAKEN AN ALARMING TURN OF MEGAINING FIVE POUNDS IN HOURS AND THIS HAPPENNING OVER AND OVER, THESE EXTREME INCREASES, AND ALL ON DAYS WHEN I HAVE NOTED THE TAPPING  SOUND BEING ‘VIOLENT’…  I AM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO STOP THIS EXTREME  WEIGHT GAIN FROM OCCURRING BUT I CANNOT KEEP UP WITH IT ON MY TREADMILL AS I AM UP TO THREE MILES A DAY AND STILL I AM INCREASING MY WEIGHT BY SOMETIMES FIVE POUNDS BETWEEN WAKING AND NOON.  I HAVE QUIT DRINKING FLUIDS NOW IN AN EFFORT TO STOP THIS WATER WEIGHT BUT ANYONE LOOKING AT ME COULD SEE I AM SWELLING UP IN MY MIDSECTION BAD ON THE RIGHT SIDE.  MY FACE AND ARMS ARE NOT COLLECTING WATER, MY HANDS ARE COMPLETELY DRAINED BUT MY FEET ARE KILLING ME AND POUNDING LIKE MY HEARTBEAT IS IN THEM.  I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH THIS WATER AROUND MY LUNGS MUCH LONGER BUT AT LEAST I HAVE AN IDEA WHY I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING AND GETTING DEPRESSED. IT IS THE SOUND.  AND ANYONE WHO THINKS THIS IS TINNITUS SHOULD KNOW THAT OTHER PEOPLE CAN HEAR THIS NOISE, INCLUDING POLICE OFFICERS BACK WHEN I WAS IN SUMMIT COUNTY, COLORADO, AND THEY HEARD THE SOUND COMING OUT OF MY RV WHILE THEY WERE STANDING NEXT TO IT.  IF OTHER PEOPLE HEAR IT, IT CANNOT BE TINNITUS.  THE CAT CONFIRMS WHAT I HEAR, IT WILL NOT GO IN THE CORNER WHERE MY BED IS AND IF FORCED TO COME SIT WITH ME, ITS EARS ARE STRAIGHT BACK IN AN EFFORT TO KEEP THE SOUND OUT OF ITS HEAD.   THE CATS BODY LANGUAGE AGAIN IS VERY CLEARLY SAYING WHAT I HAVE BEEN TELLING YOU ALL ALONG-THE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS I CAUGHT HACKING MY PCS IS STILL AT ME AND HAVE PLACED SOME KIND OF DEVICE UNDER THIS TRAILER THAT IS CAUSING A NOISE THAT EXCEEDS ONE HUNDRED DECIBELS OR MORE AT TIMES.  LOUD SOUNDS IN EXCESS OF 50 DECIBELS HAVE VERY NEGATIVE EFFECTS ON METABOLISM  SO THIS WOULD EXPLAIN THE LETHARGY I AM DEALING WITH AS THE SOUND GETS WORSE AND MY SLEEP IS DIRECTLY EFFECTED AS THE FRIGGIN SOUND KEEPS ME AWAKE OR WAKES ME UP VERY EARLY IN THE MORNING, WAY BEFORE THE CAT IS UP AND DEMANDING FOOD.  THE EXTREMELY HIGH LDL LEVELS THEMSELVES CAUSE A NUMBER OF NEUROLOGICAL PROBLEMS AS WELL…I SWEAR I COULD FEEL THE DEPRESSION BUILDING UP THE OTHER DAY AS I SAT IN THE TICKING SOUND TO THE POINT I WAS IN A STATE OF DESEPAIR  WHEN I GOT HIT WITH THE MIGRAINE THE OTHER DAY.  IT LASTED TWO DAYS AND I AM JUST NOW ABLE TO SIT UPRIGHT, THE DEPRESSION AND PAIN FROM THE SWOLLEN SIDE LEFT ME JUST LAYING ON THE FLOOR LIKE A DEAD THING AND EVEN DAD BITCHING AT ME FOR ANY NIT PICKING THING DID NOT BREAK THROUGH THE DEPRESSION AND PAIN THAT LEFT ME HIDING FROM LIGHT UNDER A MAKESHIFT BLANKET AND CUSHION CAVE, I JUST LAY ON THE NOT AS SWOLLEN SIDE BELLY UP SMELLING AMMONIA COMING FROM MY SKIN AND THINKING ABOUT BEING THE THIRD WOMAN WHO WAS GOING TO DIE IN THIS TRAILER…I REALLY HAVE BEEN DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO ARREST FUTHER DAMAGESBY THE SUDDEN WEIGHT GAINS THAT AT TIMES AREOVER FIVE POUNDS IN A SINGLE DAY BUT MY DOCTOR AGREES THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT KEEP UP WITH THIS MUCH FLUID RETENTION TROTTING ON A TREADMILL, MY THYROID LEVELS WERE EXTREMELY LOW  BUT I ALREADY KNEW THAT.   I JUST WONDER HOW MUCH WEIGHT I AM GOING TO GAIN LAYING HERE IN THIS CONSTANT PAINFUL NOISE.   LIVING HERE IS DEFINITELY KILLING ME AND HAVING VERY NEGATIVE EFFECTS ON MY BODY…AND NO ONEBELIEVES THIS IS HAPPENNING AS THEY DO NOT HEAR IT. I HOWEVER HAVE HEARD THE SOUND CHANGE AND EVEN STOP AT TIMES.  I KEEP LOGS OF HOW THIS SOUND IS DAILY SO I KNOW FOR A FACT WHEN IT RAMPS UP, LIKE IT IS DOING RIGHT NOW AS I SIT HERE TYPING, I GET PAIN AND FEEL SWOLLEN AROUND MY CHEST WORSE THAN USUAL.  YOUEOPLE SHOULD BE TRYING TO FIND WAYS TO HELP ME PROVE THERE IS SOMETHING IN MY VICINITY CAUSING THIS SOUND THAT IS COMING DIRECTLY FROM THE KITCHEN AREAOF MY DADS HOME AND FROM THE REAR PASSENGER SIDE OF HIS CAR WHEN I AM IN IT.   I WIULD LOVE FOR YOU ALL TO WATCH A YOUTUBE VIDEO MADE BY DISCREETDEVICES.COM THAT I SAW ON YOUTUBE IN WHICH THEY SHOW A SMALL DEVICE THAT PRODUCES EXACTLY THE NOISE I AM BEING ASSAULTED WITH.  I MERELY TYPED ELECTRONIC WEAPONS INTO THE SEARCH BOX AND HEARD THE EXACT SOUND I AM BEING TORTURED WITH ON THIER VIDEO.  NOW I AM FINDING OUT OTHER WAYS TO DETECT THE ELECTRONIC NOISE WITH AN AM RADIO BUT WHAT REALLY NEEDS DONE IS GET AN ELECTRONIC FIELD DETECTOR AND DO A PHYSICAL SEARCH AROUND THE AREA OF THE KITCHEN UNDER THIS TRAILER  AND IN THE REAR PASSENGER AREA OF THE CAR TO FIND WHAT HAS BEEN PLACED IN THESE AREAS  PRODUCING THE 100 DECIBELS OF NOISE.  IF I FELT JUST A BIT BETTER I WOULD DO THESE THINGS BUT I AM DEALING NOT ONLY WITH DEPRESSION, SWELLING AND NO SLEEP, I CANNOT GET UNDER THE TRAILER MYSELF.  SO ANYONE IN MY FAMILY WHO MAY HAVE AN ELECTRONIC FIELD DETECTOR, PLEASE BRING IT OVER SO I CAN DO A SWEEP. BEFORE I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL TO SAVE MYSELF.

 

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