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TODAY WAS THE DAY DADDY’SCAT LET ME HOLD IT AND SAT IN MY LAP!   I AM THE LUCKY ONE HERE… AFTER DADDY LEFT TO GO TO THE DOCTOR TODAY, I GOT UP AND GOT THE CAT AND TOOK HIM TO BED WITH ME AND I WILL BE DARNED IF THAT CAT DID NOT ENJOY THIS. HE PURRED AS I RUBBED HIM AND TALKED AS CALMLY AS I COULD, TOUCHING HIS LITTLE NOSE AND RUBBING MOST EVERY PART OF THAT CAT.   THE CAT DID NOT LEAVE WHEN DADDY CAME HOME AND MADE US COOKIES, DADDY SCARED THE CAT BEDORENHE MOVED…AFTER DADDY SCARED THE CAT, IT DID NOT GO TO HIS LAP BUT SAT IN THE CHAIR UNDER THE TABLE NEAR ME. AFTER A  OUPLE HOURS I GOT UP AND APPROACHED THE CAT UNCER THE TABLE AND RUBBED IT AND ASSURED IT I WAS NOT OUT TO HURT IT AND THAT IT NEEDED TO GO SIT ON DADDY’S LAP NOW.  I HAD TO MOVE THE CHAIR OUT FROM UNDER THE TABLE SO I COULD PICK THE CAT UP CAREFULLY AND TAKE IT OVER TO DADDY AND THEN THE CAT WAS STILL WANTING TO BE NEAR ME, AT LEAST THAT IS HOW I SAW THE ACTIONS OF THE CAT WHEN DADDY GOT UP, I PICKED IT UP AND SAT IN HIS CHAIR WITH IT ON MY LAP!  SO NOW THERE IS YET ANOTHER GOOD THING THAT HAPPPENED IN JUNE WHICH IS USUALLY  ERY BAD FOR ME, I HAVE BEEN INJURED A LOT IN THE MONTH OF JUNE, I EVEN CAUGHT MY FACE ON FIRE A FEW YEARS OON MY BIRTHDAY AND SINCE I GAD THE OXYGEN TIED ON, I HAD TO PUNCH MY FACE TO TRY AND SEAL THE OXYGEN OFF FROM THE FIRE AND BROKE MY NOSE BAD DOING IT…THAT WAS ONE PAINFUL BIRTHDAY.  NOW TO THE FUNNY PART-DADDY TOLD ME THERE WAS A RACOON OUTSIDE SO I DECIDED TO INTRODUCE MYSELF TO IT, AND WENT OUTSIDE TO SEEK THE LARGE COON OUT AND GREET IT.   DAD WAS AT THE SINK WWHILE I WAS ON THE PORCH AND I HEARD THAT CHUCKLE TH COONS MAKE WHEN THEY WANT YOUR ATTENTION AND THERE WAS THE COON NOT MORE THAN FIVE FEET AWAY FROM ME AND HEADED RIGHT AT ME AND FAST TOO!  I PICKED UP ON IT’S INTENT REAL QUICK, IT WANTED IN THE COOL TRAILER AND WHEN IT CAME RUNNING AT ME TO TRY AND GET IN, I LOUDLY SAID “NO” AND POINTED MY INDEX FINGER RIGHT IN IT’S FACE AND MADE  THE MOTION TO LAY DOWN WITH MY HAND AND THE COON IMMEDIATELY STOPPED DEAD IN IT’S TRACKS AND DROPPED TO THE PORCH ON IT’S TUMMY THE  TURNED TAIL AND RAN OFF.   I TOLD DADDY ABOUT IT AND WENT OUT AND AGAIN THE COON RUSHED ME TO TRY AND GET INTO THE COOL TRAILER BUT THIS TIME I COULD TELL THE COON HAD ONLY ONE THING ON MIND…TO GET INTO THE THE HOUSE AND I LITERALLY HAD TO SLAM THE DOOR IN IT’S FACE.   I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT THE SCENE WOULD HAVE BEEN IF THE COON HAD GOTTEN INTO THE HOUSE, MY DADDY FREAKING OUT, THE FERAL CAT FREAKING OUT EVEN MORE THAN DAD OR THE COON AND ME LAUGHING AT THE WHOLE SCENE LIKE A MANIAC !!!  THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN ONE FOR THE BOOKS  INDEED…  NOW FOR THE CHERRY ON THE CAKE, I HAD MISPLACED MY CAMERA AND  IT WAS JUST HANDED TO ME BY ONE OF THE GALS THAT WORK THE STACKS!  I HAD ACCESS TO ANOTHER NEW CAMERA BUT SINCE MY PARANOIA HAS REDUCED WITH MY CHANGE OF ATTITUDE, I DID NOT THINK I NEEDED TO TAKE PICS OF CARS I THOUGHT MIGHT BE FOLLOWING ME AND I EVEN GOT A FREE TWENTY DOLLAR CREDIT ON MY DISH TV JUST FOR THE ASKING…LIFE IS GOOD NOW FOR ME AND I HOPE THAT JUST MAKES THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN HARMING ME MAD AS HELL.  EVERYTHING THEY HAVE TAKEN FROM MEI AM GETTING BACK TENFOLD AND I APPRECIATE IT MORE NOW, EXCEPT FOR THE CABLE WHICH I FINALLY SAT DOWN TO WATCH AMOVIE ON WITH A FERAL CAT IN BED WITH ME.  I HAD A MALE IN MY BED AND HE WAS A PUSSY…HAHAHAHAA BI POLAR LIFE IS EXCITING IF NOTHING ELSE…WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-13-17 

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REALLY…I HAVE NOT ONLY FATHER’S DAY COMING UP BUT MY DADDY’S BIRTHDAY TOO AND THERE IS NOT ONE SINGLE THING I COULD BUY FOR THIS MAN THAT HE WOULD NEED OR ENJOY AS HE ALREADY HAS A HAPPINESS FROM HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD THAT FEW WILL EVER ACHIEVE.  MY DADDY AND I HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS LIVING TOGETHER BUT THAT ALL CHANGED AFTER CHURCH LAST SUNDAY AND EVEN HIS FERAL CAT CAN SEE THE DIFFERENCE IN MY ATTITUDE AND WILL LET ME TOUCH AND PET IT AND IF A CAT CAN TELL I HAVE A DIFFERENT ATTITUDE – I WONDER WHAT HUMANS SEE?   THE ONLY THING MY DADDY WOULD GET JOY FROM S SEEING ME HAPPY SO FOR HIS BIRTHDAY AND FATHER’S DAY THAT IS WHAT I AM GIVING MY DADDY- I WILL PUT THIS STUPID HACKING AND THE HORRIBLE ATTITUDE IT CAUSED ME TO BE IN ON A DAILY BASIS FOR YEARS BEHIND ME AND FROM THIS DAY FORWARD THERE WILL BE NO PROBLEMS WITH MY ATTITUDE FROM THE HACKING OR ANY OTHER SOURCE.  IF I GET UPSET-I WILL GO TAKE A DRIVE IN THE CAR HE GOT ME AND I WILL DO AS HE ASKS ME THE FIRST TIME WITHOUT ARGUING WITH HIM OR COPPING AN ATTITUDE.  I WILL SHOW MY DADDY THE RESPECT HE DESERVES AND BE A RESPECTFUL DAUGHTER.   TODAY DADDY ACTUALLY ASKED ME TO COVER THE OTHER WINDOW WITH MYLAR TO REDUCE COOLING COSTS AND THAT IS A GIANT STEP FORWARD RIGHT THERE! HE IS SEEING THAT SOME OF THE IDEAS I HAVE ARE GOOD INSTEAD OF REJECTING EVERYTHING BEFORE CONSIDERING THE PROS OR CONS OF THINGS.  WE ARE FINDING OUT THAT WE EAT AT DIFFERENT TIMES AND NOW INSTEAD OF BEING MAD AT ME BECAUSE IT IS TOO HOT FOR ME TO EAT OR I DO NOT LIKE WHAT HE COOKS-HE EITHER ASKS ME WHAT WE WANT FOR DINNER OR WILL COOK IT AND SET IT ASIDE SO I CAN HEAT IT UP LATER.  THESE ARE ALL POSITIVE THINGS I COULD NOT HAVE EVEN IMAGINED US FIGURING UOT LAST WEEK, HECK-HE EVEN LET ME COOK HIM CHICKEN FRIED STEAK ONE NIGHT AND ATE IT!!!  HE DID NOT LIKE THE MASHED POTATOES AND WHITE GRAVY BUT HE DID EAT ALL THE CHICKEN FRIED STEAK FINGERS I PUT ON HIS PLATE!  I GOT TO DRINK MILK WITH REAL ICE CUBES IN IT AND I HAVE NOT HAD THAT IN YEARS…SO MUCH GOOD STUFF IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE LATELY THAT I AM KIND OF IN SHOCK.  I DID NOT REMEMBER WHAT BEING HAPPY WAS AND PEOPLE AT THE WALMART I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE GOING TO MOST EVERY DAY ARE THE ONES POINTING THIS OUT TO ME AS I SKIP AND WALTZ THROUGH THE STORE!  TWICE WOMEN HAVE SAID TO ME THAT I SOUND HAPPY AND THE FIRST TIME I HAD TO STOP AND THINK ABOUT IT AND THEN I REALIZED SHE WAS RIGHT-I AM HAPPY NOW!   CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING MISERABLE FOR SO LONG THAT YOU FORGOT WHAT BEING HAPPY WAS LIKE TO THE POINT THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAD TO POINT IT OUT TO YOU?  SO THIS ARTICLE IS MY COMBINATION BIRTHDAY AND FATHER’S DAY PRESENT TO MY DADDY WHO IS SHOWING ME WHAT FAMILY REALLY IS LIKE AND THE THINGS THEY ARE WILLING TO GO THROUGH FOR ONE OF THEIR OWN.  THIS IS SOMETHING NEW TO ME-FAMILY- AND I AM FINDING THAT IT REALLY IS BETTER THAN I COULD HAVE IMAGINED JUST LAST WEEK!  SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND FATHER’S DAY, DADDY!  I LOVE YOU AND YOUR FERAL CAT BOTH AND AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU PUT UP WITH YOUR BI-POLAR DAUGHTER AND HER HORRIBLE ATTITUDES SHE HAS BEEN GOING THROUGH.  THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER EVERY SINGLE DAY AND WILL CONTINUE TO IMPROVE BECAUSE I WILL KEEP MY MIND RIGHT AS MY GIFT TO YOU!  I LOVE YOU MORE EVERY DAY AND I NOTICE THE LITTLE THINGS THAT YOU PUT UP WITH EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU DO NOT LIKE THEM.  I AM GETTING BETTER EVERY DAY, MENTALLY, AND EVEN A FRIGGIN FERAL CAT CAN TELL I HAVE HAD A CHANGE OF ATTITUDE!  I AM SURE WE WILL HAVE ONE HECK OF A GREAT LIFE TOGETHER FROM NOW ON AND IF THINGS GET ROUGH- WE CAN TALK THEM THROUGH INSTEAD OF ME COPPING AN ATTITUDE AND MAKING YOU FEEL BAD LIKE I WAS WHEN I FIRST GOT HERE. SO THIS IS NOT THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-10-17-THIS IS MY GIFT TO MY DADDY FOR HIS BIRTHDAY AND FOR FATHER’S DAY!  

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