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I CAN JUST SAY “NO” TO ANYTHING…EVEN TV!  I HAVE NOT SEEN TV IN YEARS BUT I AM STILL NOT STUCK TO THE NEW TV MY DADDY JUST GOT FOR ME.  I WOULD RATHER SIT NEXT TO DADDY AND SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH HIM AND HIS CAT… TIHE CAT LETS ME PET IT LONGER EVERY DAY AS LONG AS IT IS IN DADDY’S LAP, BUT STILL I GET THE SHAKES AND AM NERVOUS AND THE CAT CAN FEEL THAT, IT WILL ACTUALLY GET UP AND REPOSITION ITSELF SO IT CAN SEE WHO IS REALLY PETTING IT!  THE CAT SHOULD BE IN HEAVEN WITH TWO  PEOPLE LOVING ON IT I GAVE IT A KITTY FOOTRUB AND IT WAS STRECHING OUT THE TOES AND EVEN LETTING ME RUB ITS BELLY!   IF THE LITTLE ANIMAL ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH JOY I GET TOUCHING IT, MAYBE IT WOULD UNDERSTAND WHY I GET THE SHAKES WHEN I GET TO PET IT.   I HAVE HAD NOTHING IN MY LIFE FOR YEARS TO PET AND I HAVE SOOOO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE, I JUST HAVE NO ONE TO GIVE IT TO.  MAYBE SOON I WILL BE ABLE TO FIND A FRIEND OUT HERE..ALL PEOPLE DO HERE IS GO TO WALMART AND MOW THE GRASS ON THESE RIDING LAWNMOWING TRACTORS THAT I CAN  ARELY WAIT TO PLAY ON, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED DRIVING SO A LAWNMOWER WILL BE FUN TO ME TO RIDE!  THE GUY AT THE WALMART CHECKED MY RECEIPTS AT THE DOOR LIKE I WOULD EVEN THINK OF STEALIING FROM WALMARRT AFTER BEING FREAKED OUT BY THE THEFT AGENT AT THE FRISCO , COLORADO WALMART INCIDENT WHERE THE THEFT AGENT KEPT STARING AT ME WHILE USING THE PHONE AT THE ELECTRONICS DEPT. TO CALL ASURION ABOUT THAT PC I BOUGHT THAT CAME WITH A VPN CONFIGURATION ON IT WHEN IT WAS OPENED UP IN THE STORE TO CHECK SPECIFICALLY FOR A VPN CONFIGURATION.   THE THEFT AGENT THREATENED ME WITH GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE STORE IF I TOLD ANYONE HE WAS THE THEFT PREVENTION GUY…AND THAT DID HAPPEN AS I HAD TRIED TO APOGIZE TO HIM FOR HIM FREAKING ME OUT TWO DIFFERENT DAYS BY STARING AT ME OVER TWO HOURS WHILE I WAS USING THE PHONE, THAT IS WHAT I GOT FOR TRYING TO APOGIZE FOR HIM FREAKING ME OUT.   THREATS AND THEN POLICE CALLED AND OF COURSE THE PUBLIC EMBARRASSMENT OF BEING HELD AT THE FRONT ENTRANCE WHILE COPS WERE CALLED WHEN I TOOK A PIC OF THE CREEP TO INCLUDE WITH A COMPLAINT ABOUT HIS THREAT.  DO NOT WORRY AS I GOT HIM BACK THE OLD SCHOOL WAY BY TELLING ALL ABOUT THE GUY BEING A THEFT AGENT AND POSTED HIS PIC ALLL AROUND SO THE SPICS COULD KNOW WHO TO DISTRACT SO THEY COULD STEAL WHATEVER THEY WANTED…I EVEN WROTE AN ARTICLE HERE ON WORDPRESS ABOUT IT, IT IS A GOOD READ, YOU WOULD GET A GOOD LAUGH IF YOU READ IT BUT I DOUBT HE THOUGHT IT WAS AS FUNNY AS I DID AFTER FINDING PICTURES OF HIMSELF AT BUS STOPS AND ON THE POLES OF CROSSWALKS AROUND THE STORE!   NO WALMART WITHIN 100 MILES FOR YEARS WHEN LIVING IN GRAND COUNTY, COLORADO THEN WHEN I WENT TO SUMMIT COUNTY THAT TREATMENT???? BEING ALLOWED IN A WALMART AFTER NO WALMART FOR YEARS AND YEARS IS A TRIP AND I BOUGHT EVERY FLASHLIGHT OF THIS ONE KIND THEY HAD BUT THE RECEIPT FOR THE FOOD I GOT WITH MY EBT CARD WAS NOT COMPLETE SO AFTER WE WENT BACK AND TALKED TO THE GAL AT THE REGISTER I HAD TO PULL OUT THE IPAD AND SHOW THE GUY A PICTURE OF THE LETTER WRITTEN ABOUT MY VERACITY BY MY FORMER NURSE MAUREEN WENGER OF GRAND COUNTY NURSING…AT LEAST NOW HE KNOWS A BIT MORE ABOUT THE GAL WITH THE GREAT BIG SMILE AND A DIFFERENT DRESS EVERY DAY!   I AM GETTING READY TO GO  AND SPEND A BIT OF QUALITY KITTY TIME AFTER I BUILD UP SOME POINTS ON MY GAMES WITH THE INTERNET CONNECTION I CAN USE WHILE SITTING IN THE CAR WITH  THE STERO BLASTING THE TOP 40 POP MUSIC I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE.  THIS IS JUST WRITING  BY THE AMAZING ONE AND ONLY KARIN WRAPE-ACCEPT NO CHEAP IMITATIONS…6-9-17 NO THERAPY NEEDED TODAY! HERE IS A PICTURE OF ME WITH A SMILE TO INFURIATE ALL THOSE TRYING THEIR BEST TO MAKE ME MISERABLE, GOTTA BE DRIVING THEM INSANE SEEING ME WITH THAT SH*T EATING GRIN I USED TO BE SO FAMOUS FOR, DAMN I AM ONE SADISTIC CHICK AND THE ONLY THING NEEDED TO TORTURE OTHERS IS A SMILE…

 

I HAVE NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE BUT I KNOW THERE ARE TWO DIFFERENT OPERATING SYSTEMS ON THIS DEVICE.  FUNNY IT SHOULD POP UP TODAY AS I JUST FOUND OUT THE SOUND I AM BEING TOTRURED TO DEATH WITH CAN BE CANCELLED OUT BY -60db.   I JUST FOUND THIS RELIEF LAST NIGHT BUT DID NOT USE THE SOUND MASKING APP THE WHOLE NIGHT, JUST LONG ENOUGH TO TAKE OVER TO MY COUSIN’S AND LET THEM HEAR THE SOUND THAT I FEEL VIBRATING MY JAWBONE UP TO THE POINT THAT MY JAW WAS WIRED TOGETHER AFTER BEING BROKEN WHEN I WAS 18… THE ADDRESS IN THE ADDRESS BAR WAS THIS- frifitox.win- I HAVE NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE BUT I TOOK SCREENSHOTS OF IT AND DID NOT CLOSE THE WINDOW.  THE SOUND IN THE CAR IS HARDLY BAREABLE RIGHT NOW.  I AM AFRAID TO TRY AND OPEN A DECIBEL APP BUT I WAS GETTING READINGS ON SEVERAL OF THESE DECIBEL METERS OF OVER ONE HUNDRED DECIBELS WITH CAR PARKED AND MOTOR OFF AND TOTAL SILENCE OUTSIDE…  I HAVE FOUND A WAY TO MASK THE SOUND AT MINUS SIXTY DECIBELS.   I DO NOT KNOW THE MATH BUT I FEEL THREE SEPARATE SOUNDS WITHIN THE AUDIO NOISE.   NOISE IS DEFINED AS UNWANTED SOUND.  I THINK IF I PUT MYSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF THREE NOISES THAT ARE HIGHER IN DECIBELS THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO CANCEL IT OUT.  ONE SOUND DID NOT DO IT AND MY EPIPHANY CAME WHEN MY AUNT MARTHA GAVE ME A HORRIBLY LOUD FAN THAT PRODUCED OVER 100db AND THE PINK NOISE ON THE WHITE NOISE GENERATING APP.  I MADE MYSELF A PADDED CELL TO SLEEP IN AND IT HAS DRASTICALLY REDUCED THE NOISE FROM THAT COMPARABLE TO A GARBAGE DISPOSAL TO A QUIET CONVERSATION IN A RESTAURANT JUST WITH THE FAN AND ONE SOUND GENERATING APP.  I USED VERY LOUD SOUNDS TO REDUCE THE DECIBEL LEVEL IN A SMALL PADDED AREA.  THAT IS TANTAMOUNT TO USING TWO KINDS OF FIRE TO CREATE ICE.   I TOLD YOU PEOPLE I WOULD FIGURE OUT SOME WAY TO BLOCK THIS NOISE, I CANNOT HARDLY BELIEVE THAT MORE NOISE COULD REDUCE THE SOUND IN MY ENVIRONMENT BUT I HAVE PROVED IT TO MYSELF.   MOST THINGS IN YOUR HOME OPERATE AT 60 DECIBELS, MICROWAVES, PHONES AND OTHER ELECTRONICS SO NOW THIS MAKES PERFECT SENSE TO ME, I JUST HAVE TO UTILIZE THREE VERY LOUD SOUNDS TO CANCEL OUT WHATEVER IS BEING RANSMITTED AT ME.  I AM READING ABOUT VOICE TO SKULL TRANSMISSIONS AND AM ACTUAL WITNESS TO THINGS THAT PRODUCE VIBRATION OF BONE.  YOU CAN CALL ME CRAZY IF YOU WANT BUT I AM NOT NUTS, I AMA PERSON WHO IS BEING DELIBERATELY TORTURED BY A NOISE I HAVE BEEN DOCUMENTING FOR YEARS.  I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO LET ANYONE SEE THESE LOGBOOKS.  TODAY AFTER CHURCH WAS OVER AND MY FAMILY LEFT I WENT BACK INSIDE AND ASKED FOR PRAYER.   I TRIED TO EXPLAIN MY SITUATION AS SIMPLY AS POSSIBLE AND WHEN THESE PEOPLE LAID HANDS ON ME AND PRAYED FOR MY RELIEF FROM THE DEMON IN ME, I FELL TO MY KNEES IN TEARS AND WAS IMMEDIATELY VERY TIRED.  SOMETHING INSIDE ME FELT DIFFERENT.  I DO NOT KNOW IF IT WAS JUST SOMEONE LISTENING TO ME WITHOUT CALLING ME CRAZY OR IF THE HOLY SPIRIT TOOK CONTROL OF MY MIND OR SOME OTHER THING I CANNOT PUT A NAME TO BUT THE SENSE OF BEING TIRED ENOUGH TO FALL ASLEEP RIGHT THERE ON THE FLOOR OF THE CHURCH WAS VERY REAL.   DOUBT GOD ALL YOU WANT BUT ME, I BELIEVE IN GOD WITH ALL MY HEART JUST AS I BELIEVE IN SATAN AND DEMONS AS I HAVE MET THE DEVIL AND HIS CREATURES MANY TIMES.  IF YOU STILL THINK I AM CRAZY, I PUT ONE MORE THING BEFORE YOU TO CONSIDER…MY DAD HAS A FERAL CAT AND THE LAST TWO NIGHTS IT HAS BEEN ATTACKING HIS FEET WHILE HE HAS BEEN SLEEPING.  IT WAS TWO DAYS AGO I FOUND THESE APPS.   THE CAT IS SCARED TO DEATH OF THE JACKSON GALAXY CAT TOYS MY FORMER FRIEND INCLUDED IN A PACKAGE SHE SENT ME.  I TRIED TO JUST LAY THE THINGS ON THE FLOOR BUT THE CAT WAS SO AFRAID OF THEM IT WOULD YOWL AND NOT COME DOWN THE HALL UNTIL MY DAD REMOVED THEM.   THE CAT HAS GOTTEN SO SCARED THAT MY DAD TOLD ME THE CAT BOLTED AND HIT THE WALL OF THE HALL AT FULL SPEED AND I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVE IT IS BECAUSE OF THE SOUND THAT I AM BEING KEPT AWAKE BY.  I AM GOING TO TRY TO CONTACT THIS JACKSON GALAXY GUY AS THE CAT IS SCARED OF HIS TRADEMARKED PRODUCTS AND AS HE IS KNOWN TO FIX CATS OTHERS WOULD HAVE PUT DOWN, I AM IN HOPE THAT HE WILL TAKE AN INTEREST IN THIS SITUATION AS IT IS SO FAR FROM NORMAL I DOUBT THE CAT WILL SURVIVE IF THIS IS NOT CORRECTED AND RIGHT FAST.  I WOULD LOVE TO PET THIS ANIMAL AND LET IT KNOW I AM BEING HURT TOO BUT I CAN BARELY SIT NEXT TO MY DAD WITHOUT THE CAT BOLTING.   THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 6-4-17 

FEELING VERY WEAK RIGHT NOW.  THE DAY IS HOT AND I AM TRYING TO STAY AWAY FROM MY FATHER’S HOME AS I DO NOT FEEL WELCOME THERE.  I HATE BEING THE THING IN THE CORNER BUT HAVE NO OTHER PLACE TO BE NOR A VEHICLE OF MY OWN AND THE OXYGEN ISSUE IS NOW A REAL ISSUE SINCE MY FATHER DENIED ME USE OF HIS RECHARGEABLE BOTTLES TODAY.  I ONLY HAVE A FEW BOTTLES LEFT AND THE UNOPENED ONES HAVE SHOWN TO BE ALMOST EMPTY-2 OF THEM SO FAR. I ONLY HAVE A FEW LEFT AND CAN ONLY EXPECT THEM TO BE MOSTLY EMPTY AS WELL SO I HAVE DECLINED BORROWING ANY MORE MOVIES FROM THE LOCAL LIBRARY AS I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO RETURN THEM.  THE THREAT MY FATHER WOULD NOT LET ME USE THE CAR ANYMORE IS VERY REAL AS IT IS IN HIS NAME AND UNDER HIS INSURANCE.  BEING TRAPPED IN HIS HOME AND FEELING I AM UNWELCOME IS NOT UNWARRANTED AS HE HAS TOLD ME I AM TAKING OVE4R HIS HOUSE- I HAVE NOT ASKED TO USE HIS INTERNET AT ALL AS ALL MY MACHINES ARE HACKED- AND BAD- THE PC THAT JUST WAS RETURNED FROM YET ANOTHER REPAIR WAS OPENED IN FRONT OF A WITNESS AT THE MINEOLA, TEXAS LIBRARY AND UNDER ‘SCHEMAS’ THERE WAS A VPN CONFIGURATION DATED 7-23-13-THE DARN HARD DRIVE WAS REPLACED-HOW WAS THIS ADDED YET AGAIN?  MY IPAD IS USELESS TO ME FOR ANYTHING BUT PLAYING BEJEWELED AND WILL NOT UPDATE ANYTHING AND I CANNOT SIGN OUT OF THE APPLE ACCOUNT  AT ALL.  SO I WOULD NOT EVEN THINK OF CONNECTING TO MY DAD’S INTERNET KNOWING FOR A FACT THESE DEVICES ARE HACKED BY REMOTE ACCESS. THE LOCATION ON THE IPAD IS CONSTANTLY BEING QUERIED… I CANNOT CHANGE THESE SETTINGS AS YOU HAVE TO CONNECT TO INTERNET TO UPDATE OR CONNECT TO ICLOUD AND I WILL NOT WILLINGLY DO THIS TO THE LOCAL LIBRARY SYSYEM.  THEY ARE BEING ACTIVELY SCRIPTED AS IT IS.  THE FACT THAT MY FATHER WILL NOT WATCH ANY KIND OF MOVIE WITH ME IS WHAT UPSETS ME.  NOT A SINGLE MOVIE I HAVE BROUGHT BACK TO SHARE WITH HIM HAS HE SAT DOWN FOR LONGER THAN TEN MINUTES-THEN HE GETS UP AND GOES TO PLAY SOLITAIRE ON HIS PC.   IT WOULD BE CONSIDERED RUDE IF I DID THIS.  I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GO THROUGH MY THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN IN STORAGE SINCE 2013 BUT AS I BRING MORE THINGS IN THIS IS WHAT HE CONSIDERS TAKING OVER HIS HOUSE.  WHEN I WAS STAYING OUT IN THE SHED WHERE WHAT IS LEFT OF MY LIFE IS STORED- I DARN NEAR DIED FROM THE HEAT AND I WAS BEGGED TO COME BACK INSIDE THE HOUSE.   HIS TRAILER IS NICE AND COOL EVERYWHERE EXCEPT THE CORNER BEHIND THE RECLINER WHERE I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR- AND THAT IS A CONSTANT 80 DEGREES OR HIGHER. I HAVE 3 DIFFERENT THERMOSTATS AROUND ME AND THE ONE I WEAR ON MY COLLAR SHOWS THE HIGHEST TEMPERATURE -I DO NOT WEAR IT ON MY SKIN BUT HANG IT FROM THE STRAP OF MY SPORTS BRA FREELY SWINGING TO BE SURE IT IS NOT IN CONTACT WITH MY SKIN. FLASHLIGHTS HAVE BEGAN TO BLINK AGAIN. MY FORMER CELLPHONE WHICH JUST EXPIRED REFUSED TO STAY ON AT ALL AND WAS SHOWING UP AS A LANDLINE WITH LEVEL 3 COMMUNICATIONS LlC.-TX…I AM LEGALLY CONSIDERED HOMELESS AT THIS TIME- I USED TO HAVE A SMALL RV BUT IT WAS TAKEN FROM ME IN A RATHER RANK MANNER BY UHAUL AND EDWARDS TOWING IN SHAMROCK TEXAS- I CALLED UHAUL AND THEY TOLD ME THEY HAS A HAULER THAT I COULD RENT WITH THE TRUCK TO DRAG THE RV TO MY DAD’S – I PAID EDWARDS TOWING $510.00 TO TOW THE TINY 20 FOOT TOYOTA DOLPHIN TO THE UHAUL IN SHAMROCK BUT WHEN I GOT THERE THEY SAID THEY DID NOT HAVE THE THING NEEDED TO HAUL MY RV.  EDWARDS TOWING ALSO PRETTY MUCH DESTROYED THE RV WHEN DROPPING IT ANYWAYS BUT THE WORST PART WAS THE HORRIBLE WOMAN WHO STOOD THERE CARPING AT ME AND TAKING PICTURES OF EVERYTHING I HAD LEFT IN MY LIFE HARPING AT ME AND I KEPT ASKING HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE BUT THIS CREEPY FAT BROAD WITH PURPLE HAIR JUST KEPT AT ME AND I WAS ONLY GIVEN $50 FOR A RUNNING TRUCK-IT COULD HAVE BEEN FIXED BUT I WAS OUT OF OXYGEN AND SICK AND SIMPLY COULD NOT HANDLE TRYING TO FIX THIS THING AGAIN IN THE STATE MY HEALTH WAS AT.  THE LOCAL MARSHAL WAS CALLED AND I HAD TO THROW WHAT LITTLE I HAD LEFT WITH HIS STAND THERE AND PARKED JUST DOWN THE ROAD.  JUST TO KEEP THAT CREEPY UHAUL WOMAN FROM HARASSING ME.  ONE THING I MUST SAY IS THAT I SAW EVERY SINGLE THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME COMING- ALL EXCEPT THE BEHAVIOR OF MY FATHER.  SINCE I HAVE SEEN HOW THE CAT ACTS WHEN THE SOUND THAT PLAGUES ME IS PRESENT-I CAN ONLY ASSUME HE IS AFFECTED BY IT AS WELL IN A NEGATIVE MANNER.  AT LEAST I AM WILLING TO MAKE THIS ASSUMPTION AS EXCUSE FOR HIM MAKING ME FEEL LIKE THE UNWANTED THING IN THE CORNER.  THE PAIN I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH IS BAD ENOUGH BUT TO FEEL LIKE MAKING MYSELF PICKLE AND TOMATO SANDWICHES WITH FOOD I HAVE PURCHASED IS AN INTRUSION OF HIS KITCHEN IS BAD.  IF I HAD ANYWHERE ELSE TO BE I WOULD-BUT I DO NOT-I DO NOT EVEN HAVE A VEHICLE TO SLEEP IN OF MY OWN AND NOW I WILL BE UNABLE TO DRIVE AFTER THE FEW BOTTLES OF OXYGEN ARE GONE.  THAT ALSO MEANS MY ABILITY TO USE ANY INTERNET WILL CEASE.  I WILL NOT PUT ANY MORE GAS IN HIS CAR AND HAVE DROPPED OFF ALL THE MOVIES I HAVE BORROWED FROM THE LIBRARIES AND HAVE NOT CHECKED OUT ANY MORE.  I DO NOT FEEL IT IS ALL HIS FAULT, I FEEL THE SOUND THAT HAS BEEN KEEPING ME AWAKE FOR DAYS AT A TIME IS TO BLAME FOR THE WAY HE TREATS ME.  I AM DAMAGED GOODS ALREADY, BUT TO FEEL UNWANTED WHEN YOU HAVE NO WAY TO BE ALONE IS WHAT IS REALLY HARD.  I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I WILL BE ABLE TO HANDLE THIS WITHOUT HAVING ANOTHER MENTAL BREAKDOWN.  I WANT IT TO BE A MATTER OF PUBLIC RECORD THAT WHILE I MAY WISH I WAS ALREADY DEAD-THAT I HAVE TAKEN A SOLEMN VOW TO MY FORMER FRIEND NANCY KLANCKE NEVER TO ATTEMPT TO END MY LIFE AGAIN-EVEN THOUGH SHE IS NO LONGER MY FRIEND-I KEEP MY WORD TO NEVER DO THIS. SO IT CANNOT BE CLAIMED I AM IN ANY WAY SUICIDAL EVEN IF I SAY I WISH I WERE DEAD ALREADY.   I AM SIMPLY TIRED OF LIVING A LIFE BEING UNWANTED AND ABUSED.  I HAVE A NUMBER OF PRETTY MUCH FATAL ILLNESSES THAT ARE TAKING ME DOWN ALREADY-I JUST WISH IT WERE OVER AS A SLOW DEATH IS A REAL DRAG TO DEAL WITH WHEN YOU ARE LOOKED UPON AS A THING. AN UNWANTED THING. THE THING IN THE CORNER TAKING OVER SOMEONES’ HOME.   I DO NOT WANT TO BE WHERE I AM UNWANTED AND I HAVE NO RV ANYMORE TO RETREAT TO SO I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH BEING THE THING ON THE FLOOR IN THE CORNER OF A HOME WHERE I HAVE BEEN TOLD I AM TAKING IT OVER.  I AM NOT TAKING IT OVER- THE FERAL CAT HE LOVES MORE THAN ME TOOK IT OVER- THE RACCOONS IN THE CEILING TOOK HIS HOUSE OVER, HIS LAST WIFE TOOK IT OVER BY HAVING A BED IN THE LIVINGROOM- I AM AS FAR FROM HIM AND HIS CAT AS I CAN GET.  YES- MY ATTITUDE IS ROTTEN…YOURS WOULD BE TOO IF YOU WERE ME.  I AM UNDER SOME KIND OF ELECTRONIC ATTACK AND I CANNOT FIGURE OUT THE SOURCE YET.  I HAVE NOT SEEN THE NEWS IN YEARS SO I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD AND WHAT I HAVE LEFT IN THIS WORLD IS TOO MUCH TO CARRY ON MY BACK.  MOST OF IT IS CLOTHING THAT NO LONGER FITS ME SINCE GETTING SICK- I HAVE LOST AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF WEIGHT, I AM DOWN TO 167 AS OF THIS MORNING FROM THE 288 POUNDS I WAS WHEN I VISITED MY DAD IN 2012 AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH- IT’S TOO HOT TO EAT MUCH OF ANYTHING-I CAN BARELY STAND CLOTH TOUCHING MY SKIN IN THIS HEAT.  I HAVE BEEN LIVING AT AN ALTITUDE OF AROUND 9000 FEET FOR OVER 15 YEARS AND THE DROP IN ALTITUDE ALONG WITH THE 50+ DEGREE TEMPS ARE KILLING ANY APPETITE I MAY HAVE HAD.  MY DADDY COOKS FOR ME AND SOMETIMES I WILL EAT THE FOOD BUT USUALLY IT IS LATE AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEMP IS BELOW 80 DEGREES.  I HATE BEING A BURDEN ON ANYONE EVER AND CANNOT HELP MY MENTAL SATES AS I FEEL THEY ARE BEING INDUCED TO BE BAD BY THIS AUDIO TORTURE I DOCUMENT DAILY AS I HAVE BEEN SINCE MY HEATING ISSUES STARTED BEING AN ISSUE IN 2013 WHEN LIVING WHERE THE HACKING BEGAN-IN THE APARTMENT BUILDING OWNED BY MICHAEL SHURER- THE OWNER OF THE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS THAT THE HACKING BEGAN THROUGH THE COMCAST BUSINESS ACCOUNT AND ROUTER OWNED BY THIS MAN.  I ALSO CAUGHT HIS EMPLOYEES CUTTING INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH AND THE CELLPHONE PAIRING AND LANDLINE PROBLEMS BEGAN THERE.  THEY HAVE FOLLOWED ME TO THIS VERY DAY.  I JUST HAD GOTTEN A NEW CHEAPO CELLPHONE FROM WALMART AND GOT THE USUAL 3 TEXT MESSAGES FROM ANOTHER STATE THAT OPENED BY THEMSELF AND THEN THE HANG UPS AND TONES DURING CALLS BEGAN.  THEN BEFORE THE CELLPHONE EXPIRED-I GOT ONE MORE TEXT SAYING THAT LAURA HARRIS HAD REMOVED ME FROM HARRIS FIRST GRADE CLASS AND THE ONLY INFO THE PHONE SHOWS AS THE EXTRACTED ADDRESS IS ‘81010’.  I JUST LOOKED AT IT TO GET THIS INFO AND THE PHONE I COULD NOT KEEP ‘ON’ AT ALL WAS STILL ON…THAT IN AND OF ITSELF IS STRANGER THAN IT BEING LISTED AS A LANDLINE OWNED BY LEVEL 3 COMMUNICATIONS LlC-TX… IT IS 4:35PM AND I MUST PUBLISH THIS QUICK BEFORE THE LIBRARY CLOSES SO I CAN PRINT IT UP. SO THIS IS PROBABLY ALL YOU WILL BE HEARING FROM ME ONLINE FOR A WHILE AS MY O2 ISSUES AND NO CAR OF MY MY OWN WILL BE KEEPING ME FROM ACCESSING THE INTERNET. SO TO ALL MY FAITHFUL FOLLOWERS AND THOSE HACKING ME- SO LONG FOR NOW-NO MORE FISH FOR YOU TO FEED OFF IN THIS HOLE- GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO VICTIMIZE-I AM ALREADY LIVING IN HARSH CONDITIONS SO MOST OF YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY…WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 5-30-17 LATE AFTERNOON AFTER BEING KEPT AWAKE OVER 48 HOURS BY THE GOD AWFUL SOUND THAT HAS FOLLOWED ME FROM COLORADO YET AGAIN.

HONESTY-I AM KNOWN FOR IT. MOST PEOPLE HOWEVER TEND TO BELIEVE THOSE THAT LIE ABOUT ME.  I HAVE BEEN HERE LONG ENOUGH TO GET I AM NOT WANTED. MY FATHER SAID TO ME I HAD TAKEN HIS HOUSE OVER.  RACOONS TOOK HIS JOUSE OVER. OLIVIA, HIS LAST WIFE TOOK HIS HOUSE OVER.  THE FERAL CAT HE HAS TOOK HISM HOUSE OVER.  ME-I SIT IN A CORNER THAT IS A CONSTANT 80 DEGREES OR HIGHER, LAYING IBASICALLY ON THE FLOOR-JUST SOME PILLOWS AND A MATRESS PAD HAVE ME IN PAIN MOST COULD NOT EVEN IMAGINE.  MY NECK HURTS SO BAD-ON SUNDAY I COULD NOT EVEN LIFT IT UP WITHOUT USING MY HAND TO SUPPORT IT AND COULD NOT GO TO CHURCH.  I HAVE BEEN GETTING ATTACKED BY THE SOUND PRETTY MUCH CONSTANTLY, I HAVE MY LOGBOOK I WRITE ALL MY ISSUES IN AND I HAVE ONLY WRITTEN A FEW DAYS THATM THE SOUND WAS NOT PRESENT, SATURDAY MORNING-AFTER WRITING THE PREVIOUS DAY THIS IN MY LOGS:SOUND IN CAR I9S BAD! 4:52PM BACK AT DADDY’S, 9:45PM AS SOON AS DADDY WENT TO BED-TEMP INCREASED TO 80 DEGREESAND I BEGAN TO SWEAT HARD AND SOUND HASHAS CHANGED TO AN ANGRY HISS!  VERY NOTICEABLE OVER SOUND OF DVD PLAYER WITH HEADPHONES9 (I WAS ACTUALLY USING EARBUDS) UNDER THAT I WROTE -THIS SOUND HAS MYM GUTDS SCREAMING AT ME. I GOT NAUSEUS QUICK  AND AM SITTING IN CORNER WITH BOX AND BEDFAN ON AND A WET RAG COVERING MY HAIR AND STILL CAN BARELY STAND TO HAVE CLOTH TOUCH MY SKIN.  9:48 MY EYEBALLS HURT! NECK ISCAUSING EXTREME PAIN ON LEFT SIDE.SPASMS ARE HORRIFIC TODAY.  5/27/17 EARLY AMNO SOUND IN TRAILER TODAY-CAT HAS COME OUT AND WALKING AROUND. SO THE CAT DOES HEAR THE SOUND. 7:25PM CALL TO AUNT MARTHA WAS CUT OFF- ENTERING AND LEAVING SERVICE AREA AND ANOTHER ERROR I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE.AUNT MARTHA HEARD SCRATCHING -I GOT POP UPS AND KNEW PHONE WAS GOING TO HANG UP- THIS CORNER IS SO HOT MY GLASSES ARE FOGGING UP.-YET ANOTHYER HINTPOINTING TOWARD ELECTRONIC INVASION.  6:35PM HOT AS HELL IN CORNER ON ME- NOT SURROUNDING AREAS JUST MY BODY BEING HEATED UP- HAVE NIGGER LITES OUT AND  CAN CLEARLY SEE VOLTAGE VARIATIONS WHEN ON FADE SETTING. BATTERIES JUST CHARGED YESTERDAY WERE NOT DEADE BUT EXTREMELY DRAINED AND NEEDED MORE CHARGING. LED LITES PRODUCE NO HEAT. N I AM ON SECOND DOSE OF OXYCONTIN BECAUSE OF NECK PAIN AND SOUND RESTARTED EARLIER-I DID NOT NOTE EXACT TIME BUT SAID OUT LOUD I HEARD A HIGH PITCHED SOUND START-COULD BE POSSIBLE CAUSE OF ROTTEN MOOD.   6:40PM JUST PUT FRESHLY CHARGED BATTERIES IN CAMERA AND THEY WERE ALREADY DEAD. JUST PURCHASED AND PRECHARGED ARE DEAD!~ALSO CELLPHONE CUT ITSELF OFF AFTER CALL TO AUNT MARTHA. SOUND IS A HIGH RING RING RING SOUND I CAN SEE AS LED LITES FADE-THERE IS A PATTERN.  5/28/17 3AM SOUND CHANGED TO AN ANGRY BUZZING WOKE UP BY DAMN  SOUND.  3:20AM SOUND IS SO LOUD I CANNOT HEAR DVD PLAYER OVER IT EVEN AT HIGHEST SETTING. HEAR VEHICLES GOING UP AND DOWN ROAD. NO ONE SHOULD BE DRIVING AROUND AT THIS TIME OF DAY- MUCH LESS MULTIPLE VEHICLES. WATCHING RIDDICK AND FLASHLITE ISACTING STRANGELY,TURNING OFF AND ON AGAIN NECK PAIN BAD! SOUND KEPT ME AWAKE THE WHOLE NIGHT AGAIN. SICK, NECKPAIN, KIDNEY PAIN.  THE LOGS GO ON LIKE THIS.  MEMORIAL DAY- DAD SAID I AM TAKING OVER HIS HOUSE- I TO0LD HIM I WISH I WAS DEAD ALREADY. CAT TOOK OVER HIS HOUSE-NOT ME.  HE FOLLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE, HOVERING AND BITCHING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING I DO FROM WASHING CLOTHES AND DISHES TO TURNING OFF SHOWER KNOBS TOO HARD-HE HAS ONE DRIPPING AND I AM NOT GOING TO TOUCH IT. I WILL STAY IN THIS CORNER PACKING WHAT LITTLE I HAVE UP TIL I AM WELL ENOUGH TO MOVE MY THINGS BACK OUT TO SHED. HE WOULD NOT TREAT ANYONE ELSE LIKE THIS AND HAS RUINED MEMORIAL DAY.  I HAVE COUNTED 25 TIMES HE HAS WATCHED SYMBICORT VIDEO AND WONDER WHAT THE HELL HE WILL LEARN WATCHING IT OVER AND OVERSAME WITH MOVIESSO LOUD I CAN HEAR THEM OVER EARBUDS AND DVD PLAYER AT HIGHEST VOLUME  AUNT MARTHA OFFERED ME A TWIN MATRESS TO SLEEP ON BUT TO SLEEP ON A MATRESS WOULD BE TAKING OVER HIS HOUSE MORE-SO NO MATRESS FOR MRE- HE HAS GOTTEN 3750CASH FROM ME AND I STILL FEEL UNWELCOME-ONLY TIME I AM HAPPY IS WHEN I AM NOT HERE.  SOUND IN CORNER IS SUPER LOUD HISS.  THIS IS WHAT I WRITE: THIS IS THE TRUTH AS I SEE IT. THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE HAS BEEN REDUCED TO SINCE THE HACKING.  ME SITTING IN A CONER LAYING IN THE HEAT ON THE FLOOR IN SO MUCH PAIN FROM SO MMANY PLACES AND BREATHING AIR SO HOT IT HURTS MY LUNGS WORSE THAN THE EMPHYSEMA DOES.  TODAY DADDY REFUSED TO LET ME BORROW HIS REFILLABLE OXYGEN TANK TO RETURN MOVIES TO THE LIBRARIES I HAD BORROEWED THEM FROM SO I WILL NOT BE GETTING ANY MORE MOVIES AS I ONLY HAVE A FEW SMALL TANKS LEFT.   I MFOUND OUT ABOUT ANDREW WRIGHT HAVING BEEN TO COURT WITH THE ARMY QUITE A BIT AFTER HE RIPPED ME OFF WHILE I WAS AT WORK. I JUST FOUND THIS OUT AND HAD WANTED MY COUSIN AND HER HUSBAND TO READ THIS AS I HAVE GOTTEN ONE OF THOSE GUT FEELINGS THAT HE IS IN THE AREA- AFTER THE DAMAGE HE DID WHEN LIVING WITH ME-INCLUDING RUNNING OUT ON A LOAN CO-SIGNED BY HIS FORMER FRIEND, JERRY FULTON, CURRENTLY IN ARLINGTON TEXAS- AND FIN\DING OUT THAT HE WAS INTO E-FILINF THINGS BACK IN THE LATE 90’S -I KNOW HE IS COMPUTER LITERATE AND THE COLLECTION CALLS STARTED AROUND THE TIME MY HACKING PROBLEMS DID-SO HE COULD HAVE GOTTEN IN CAHOOTS WITH MICHAEL SHURER- OWNER OF MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO AND THE ROUTER I CAUGHT HACKING MY PC’S AND CREATING A NEW USER ON 7-23-13- AND I FEAR FOR THE SAFETY OF MY FAMILY. I TRIED TO SEND DODY, CHARLOTTE AND GABBY, HER DAUGHTER A WARNING AND PICTURE OF ANDREW WRIGHT/WILLIAM ALEXANDER ON FRIDAY OF LAST WEEK BUT THEY SAID THEY DID NOT GET THE POSTS.  I HAND DELIVERED THE 20 PAGES OF THE CASE I FOUND ABOUT HIM LYING ON FORMS HE SUBMITTED ABOUT SECURITY CLEARANCE AND THAT HE HAD A PAST HISTORY OF DECEIT.  I KNOW HIM AS WILLIAM ALEXANDER AND ANDREW WRIGHT SO I KNOW HE IS A LIAR FOR A FACT. NOW I KNOW THE ARMY ALSO CAUGHT HIS LIES.  THAT THE ARMY WOULD REVOKE HIS SECURITY CLEARANCE IS PROOF ENOUGH FOR ME THAT THIS CREEP IS EXACTLY WHAT I TRIED TO TELL THE IRS YEARS AGO AND WHEN THE COLLECTION CALLS BEGAN AGAIN AFTER MORE THAN 20 YEARS AFTER HE HAD LOADED UP A UHAUL WHILE I WAS AT WORK.  IT SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME TO THINK I MAY BE GETTING VICTIMIZED BY NOT ONLY MICHAEL SHURER-OWNER OF THE AUDIO AND VIDEO BUSINESS I CAUGHT HACKING ME IN 2013 BUT ALSO BU A GUY THAT STOLE WHAT HE WANTED FROM MY HOME WHILE I WAS AT A WELDING JOB I TOOK FROM HIM-TWICE.   IF HE IS ALSO IN ON THIS HACKING -I HAVE VERY REAL REASONS TO FEAR FOR MY FAMILY’S SAFETY.  THIS SOUND I AM BEING TORTURED WITH COULD BE FROM WEAPONS THE ARMY USED OVER SEAS.  I HAVE WATCHED MANY TV SHOWS WHEN I STILL HAD TV SERVICE ABOUT RAIL GUNS ENERGY AND SONIC WEAPONS SO I KNOW THEY EXIST. THIS WOULD DEFINITELY AFFECT MY MENTAL STATE.  I HAVE BEEN KEP T AWAKE THIS TIME FOR 48 HOURS STRAIGHT AGAIN. I HAVE NOT TAKEN DAY MEDS FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS AS I DID NOT FEEL GOOD ENOUGH TO TAKE THEM-SO WHAT IS REALLY DISRUPTING MY SLEEP AND TURNING ME INTO THIS HORRIBLE ANGRY PERSON?  IS IT ALSO DOING THIS TO MY DAD AND HIS CAT?  I9 WOULD THINK THE ANSWER IS ‘YES’.  I WILL END THIS WRITING AND SEND IT TO FAMILY AND ALSO PRINT IT UP AND GIVE THEM COPIES.  9I CAN DO NOTHING ELSE BUT DOCUMENT WHAT IS GOING ON AS I NO LONGER KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THIS.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 5-30-17  AND PLEASE-SOMEONE LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU GET THIS OR ANYTHING I SEND ON FACEBOOK SO I KNOW IT IS GETTING OUT- THE ONLY OTHER PROOF I HAVE OF MY WRITING IS WHAT I PRINT OUT AND THE STATS PAGE ON WORDPRESS IS SHOWING VERY STRANGE STATS.

YES, IT IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I AM GETTING TO WEAR MY PRETTY DRESSES AGAIN THAT HAVE BEEN IN STORAGE FOR YEARS!  I LOOK GREAT TOO…I SEE THE MEN TAKING SECOND LOOKS AS WELL AS SOME OF THE WOMEN!  FIRST MATTER I GOTTA DEAL WITH IS FINDING OUT JUST HOW ILLEGAL THE ACTIONS OF MY PRESCRIBING DOCTOR AT MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH ARE.  MIND SPRINGS HAS DONE SOME RANK THINGS TO ME IN THE PAST BUT I READ POLICE REPORTS FROM MY LAST MENTAL HEALTH HOLD WHERE THEY CALLED ME A NEGRO ON THE POLICE REPORT AND I KNOW NOW THAT LIZ AND POLICE WERE WORKING TOGETHER TO HAVE ME TAKEN IN FOR THAT HOLD AND PURPOSELY DRUGGED AND KEPT OVERNIGHT AT THE EMERGENCY ROOM WHERE THEY DID NOT EVEN GIVE ME A WRISTBAND WHEN ADMITTED ON 4-2-17  THE HOSPITAL STAFF TOOK MY IPAD FROM ME AFTER DRUGGING ME AND WHAT I FOUND IN THE LOGS YESTERDAY EXPLAINS WHY THEY TOOK ME IN.   MY MENTAL ISSUES ARE DUE TO BEING VICTIMIZED BUT NOT RECOGNIZED AS A VICTIM.   I AM NOT A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE BUT OF TERRORISM.  I DO NOT DO ILLEGAL DRUGS OR DRINK AND MIND SPRINGS COULD NOT HELP ME SINCE THEY REALLY NEVER HAD A CASE LIKE MINE TO DEAL WITH, BUT WHEN I FOUND OUT WHO WAS HACKING MY CELLPHONE AND TRIED TO GET POLICE TO INVESTIGATE IT OR AT LEAST WRITE A REPORT ON MY FINDINGS – WELL. THAT IS WHEN THEY DECIDED TO TRY AND GET ME COMMITTED FOR BEING ‘Gravely Disabled’.   I NOT ONLY READ THE DEFINITION OF THIS DIAGNOSIS BUT KEPT THE WHOLE THING ON MY IPAD IN THE FORM OF SCREENSHOTS AS WELL AS PICTURES SO I HAVE THIS INFO TO REFER TO EVEN IF I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET.   I AM WONDERING JUST HOW ILLEGAL THE ACTIONS OF MY VARIOUS DOCTORS REALLY ARE AS I HAVE CAUGHT SOME RANK THINGS JUST ON MY PRESCRIPTIONS FOR SCHEDULE 2 MEDICATIONS SENT TO ME LAST WEEK-ON THE BOTTOM OF THE PRESCRIPTIONS MY DOCTOR, RICHARD BERKLEY TYPED THAT I AM ALLERGIC TO ONE OF MY MEDICATIONS I HAVE BEEN ON FOR YEARS…IT IS MY MEMORY ENHANCING MEDICATION THAT IS OFFERED TO ASTRONAUTS…IT ALSO HAS TO DO WITH MY DIFFERENT TYPES OF SLEEP APNEA AND TO JUST CUT A PRESCRIPTION A CLIENT HAS BEEN ON FOR MANY YEARS BY HALF WITHOUT INFORMING THE PATIENT AND THEN TO FIND THEY HAVE CLAIMED I AM ALLERGIC TO IT???  BET I GOT ONE HECK OF A MALPRACTICE SUIT ON MY HANDS AS I WAS TAKING THE MEDICATION HE CHANGED AS I HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS AND AM NOW OUT OF IT.  THESE CREEPS WERE TRYING TO DUMMY ME UP AND KEEP ME SO MEDICATED THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO BE TAKEN IN FOR THESE MENTAL HEALTH HOLDS.  I HAVE FOUND THAT A PERSON’S CELLPHONE CAN BE LEGALLY TAPPED IF THEY ARE A MENTAL HEALTH CLIENT… I WAS PRESCRIBED AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF SEROQUEL TO TAKE DAILY-900 MILLIGRAMS!!! THAT IS JUST CRAZY TO PRESCRIBE A PERSON ENOUGH MEDICATION TO KNOCK OUT 9 GROWN MEN TO TAKE DAILY ON TOP OF 20 MG. OF VALIUM AND STILL I CAN ONLY GET 3-4 HOURS SLEEP AFTER HE CUT MY MEMORY ENHANCING MEDS BY HALF.  HE ALSO HAS NOT SENT ME CURRENT ANTIPSYCHOTIC PRESCRIPTIONS SO I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT  MEDICATIONS I AM SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING AT THIS TIME BUT HE DID HAVE ME PRESCRIBED TO TWO DIFFERENT ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATIONS LAST MONTH.  I CANNOT GET MY SCHEDULE 2 MEDS FILLED WHILE VISITING MY DADDY HERE IN TEXAS AS THE PRESCRIPTIONS NEED TO BE FILLED IN COLORADO AND THOUGH I HAVE CONTACTED MIND SPRINGS ABOUT THIS, THEY ARE NOT REALLY LOOKING INTO WHAT I CAN DO TO GET MY DAILY MEDS AND THAT THERE IS GOOD REASON TO SUSPECT THESE DOCTORS DO NOT HAVE MY BEST INTERESTS AT HEART.  I SUSPECT THESE DOCTORS OF MALPRACTICE CONCERNING MY CARE AND THEY ARE FIXING TO FIND OUT JUST HOW MOTIVATED I CAN GET ABOUT AN ISSUE WHEN I FEEL I HAVE BEEN WRONGED.  GONNA SUCK TO BE THEM.  ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT I JUST GLANCED OVER AFTER LOOKING UP THE DEFINITION OF MALPRACTICE AND THESE DOCTORS HAVE HIT ON A WHOLE BUNCH OF THE REQUIREMENTS FOR A MEDICAL MALPRACTICE LAWSUIT…  AND THAT IS WHAT I READ IN JUST A FEW MOMENTS.  I WILL GIVE THEM A CALL AND SEND THEM A COPY OF THIS ‘THERAPUTIC WRITING’ THAT MY DOCTORS ASKED ME TO DO BUT FOR SOME REASON NEVER READ…I HAVE RECENTLY HAD A MAJOR ALTITUDE CHANGE AND THE HEAT AND MOIST AIR IS KILLING MY LUNGS- THIS EMPYSEMA IS ROUGH IN THIS WET WEATHER, ESPECIALLY AFTER BEING AT HIGH ALTITUDES FOR OVER 15 YEARS-THE AIR IS THICK AND WET AND HURTS TO BREATHE AND I AM DOING MY BEST TO AVOID ‘WETLUNG’ OR ‘RALES’ AND END UP WITH PNEUMONIA.  IF MY MEDICATION SITUATION HAS NOT BEEN DEALT WITH BY THE END OF THIS WEEK- IT IS TIME TO CONTACT SOME MEDICAL MALPRACTICE LAWYERS.  I GIVE EVERYONE A CHANCE TO DO THE RIGHT THING BUT THIS WILL BE THE LAST ONE WHEN DEALING WITH MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH.  I AM NOT MAKING THREATS OF SUING FOR MEDICAL MALPRATICE- I AM MAKING A STATEMENT ABOUT HOW I AM GOING TO HANDLE IT…MY MENTAL STATE IS PRETTY DARN GOOD CONSIDERING I JUST LOST EVERY DARN THING I OWNED BESIDES CLOTHING BUT THERE ARE SIMPLY THINGS THAT I WILL NO LONGER ENDURE BECAUSE OF THE ACTIONS OF A MENTAL HEALTH PROVIDER THAT DID NOT EVER GIVE ANY ACTUAL ‘HELP’.  I AM GONNA GO FOR NOW AND SEND MIND SPRINGS THIS ARTICLE SO THEY KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF DOUBT WHERE MY THINKING LIES ABOUT THEIR ACTIONS AND THEIR LACK OF ACTION.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE-5-2-17  OH, ONE MORE THING FOR MY FAMILY-I MAY DO OR SAY THINGS THAT OFFEND-IF I DO -PLEASE POINT WHAT IT IS OUT IMMEDIATELY AS I MAY NOT EVEN KNOW I AM DOING SOMETHING OFFENSIVE AND IF I CURSE-PLEASE-KEEP AT ME, POINT OUT EVERY SINGLE THING UNTIL I STOP!!!!!!  I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.  THE ONLY WAY A CHILD LEARNS IS IF THE FAMILY POINTS OUT WHAT NEEDS LEARNED- AND ME, I MIGHT TAKE CONSTANT REMINDING BUT AT LEAST I AM ASKING MY FAMILY TO DO THIS SO I CAN BECOME A PART OF THE FAMILY INSTEAD OF BE UNWANTED BECAUSE OF MY MOUTH.  I HAVE NO PROBLEM CONTROLLING WHAT GOES INTO MY BODY BUT THE STUFF THAT COMES OUT OF THE MOUTH – I HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF TROUBLE THERE. 

YES, IT IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND I AM GETTING TO WEAR MY PRETTY DRESSES AGAIN THAT HAVE BEEN IN STORAGE FOR YEARS!  I LOOK GREAT TOO…I SEE THE MEN TAKING SECOND LOOKS AS WELL AS SOME OF THE WOMEN!  FIRST MATTER I GOTTA DEAL WITH IS FINDING OUT JUST HOW ILLEGAL THE ACTIONS OF MY PRESCRIBING DOCTOR AT MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH ARE.  MIND SPRINGS HAS DONE SOME RANK THINGS TO ME IN THE PAST BUT I READ POLICE REPORTS FROM MY LAST MENTAL HEALTH HOLD WHERE THEY CALLED ME A NEGRO ON THE POLICE REPORT AND I KNOW NOW THAT LIZ AND POLICE WERE WORKING TOGETHER TO HAVE ME TAKEN IN FOR THAT HOLD AND PURPOSELY DRUGGED AND KEPT OVERNIGHT AT THE EMERGENCY ROOM WHERE THEY DID NOT EVEN GIVE ME A WRISTBAND WHEN ADMITTED ON 4-2-17  THE HOSPITAL STAFF TOOK MY IPAD FROM ME AFTER DRUGGING ME AND WHAT I FOUND IN THE LOGS YESTERDAY EXPLAINS WHY THEY TOOK ME IN.   MY MENTAL ISSUES ARE DUE TO BEING VICTIMIZED BUT NOT RECOGNIZED AS A VICTIM.   I AM NOT A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE BUT OF TERRORISM.  I DO NOT DO ILLEGAL DRUGS OR DRINK AND MIND SPRINGS COULD NOT HELP ME SINCE THEY REALLY NEVER HAD A CASE LIKE MINE TO DEAL WITH, BUT WHEN I FOUND OUT WHO WAS HACKING MY CELLPHONE AND TRIED TO GET POLICE TO INVESTIGATE IT OR AT LEAST WRITE A REPORT ON MY FINDINGS – WELL. THAT IS WHEN THEY DECIDED TO TRY AND GET ME COMMITTED FOR BEING ‘Gravely Disabled’.   I NOT ONLY READ THE DEFINITION OF THIS DIAGNOSIS BUT KEPT THE WHOLE THING ON MY IPAD IN THE FORM OF SCREENSHOTS AS WELL AS PICTURES SO I HAVE THIS INFO TO REFER TO EVEN IF I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET.   I AM WONDERING JUST HOW ILLEGAL THE ACTIONS OF MY VARIOUS DOCTORS REALLY ARE AS I HAVE CAUGHT SOME RANK THINGS JUST ON MY PRESCRIPTIONS FOR SCHEDULE 2 MEDICATIONS SENT TO ME LAST WEEK-ON THE BOTTOM OF THE PRESCRIPTIONS MY DOCTOR, RICHARD BERKLEY TYPED THAT I AM ALLERGIC TO ONE OF MY MEDICATIONS I HAVE BEEN ON FOR YEARS…IT IS MY MEMORY ENHANCING MEDICATION THAT IS OFFERED TO ASTRONAUTS…IT ALSO HAS TO DO WITH MY DIFFERENT TYPES OF SLEEP APNEA AND TO JUST CUT A PRESCRIPTION A CLIENT HAS BEEN ON FOR MANY YEARS BY HALF WITHOUT INFORMING THE PATIENT AND THEN TO FIND THEY HAVE CLAIMED I AM ALLERGIC TO IT???  BET I GOT ONE HECK OF A MALPRACTICE SUIT ON MY HANDS AS I WAS TAKING THE MEDICATION HE CHANGED AS I HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS AND AM NOW OUT OF IT.  THESE CREEPS WERE TRYING TO DUMMY ME UP AND KEEP ME SO MEDICATED THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO BE TAKEN IN FOR THESE MENTAL HEALTH HOLDS.  I HAVE FOUND THAT A PERSON’S CELLPHONE CAN BE LEGALLY TAPPED IF THEY ARE A MENTAL HEALTH CLIENT… I WAS PRESCRIBED AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF SEROQUEL TO TAKE DAILY-900 MILLIGRAMS!!! THAT IS JUST CRAZY TO PRESCRIBE A PERSON ENOUGH MEDICATION TO KNOCK OUT 9 GROWN MEN TO TAKE DAILY ON TOP OF 20 MG. OF VALIUM AND STILL I CAN ONLY GET 3-4 HOURS SLEEP AFTER HE CUT MY MEMORY ENHANCING MEDS BY HALF.  HE ALSO HAS NOT SENT ME CURRENT ANTIPSYCHOTIC PRESCRIPTIONS SO I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT  MEDICATIONS I AM SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING AT THIS TIME BUT HE DID HAVE ME PRESCRIBED TO TWO DIFFERENT ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATIONS LAST MONTH.  I CANNOT GET MY SCHEDULE 2 MEDS FILLED WHILE VISITING MY DADDY HERE IN TEXAS AS THE PRESCRIPTIONS NEED TO BE FILLED IN COLORADO AND THOUGH I HAVE CONTACTED MIND SPRINGS ABOUT THIS, THEY ARE NOT REALLY LOOKING INTO WHAT I CAN DO TO GET MY DAILY MEDS AND THAT THERE IS GOOD REASON TO SUSPECT THESE DOCTORS DO NOT HAVE MY BEST INTERESTS AT HEART.  I SUSPECT THESE DOCTORS OF MALPRACTICE CONCERNING MY CARE AND THEY ARE FIXING TO FIND OUT JUST HOW MOTIVATED I CAN GET ABOUT AN ISSUE WHEN I FEEL I HAVE BEEN WRONGED.  GONNA SUCK TO BE THEM.  ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT I JUST GLANCED OVER AFTER LOOKING UP THE DEFINITION OF MALPRACTICE AND THESE DOCTORS HAVE HIT ON A WHOLE BUNCH OF THE REQUIREMENTS FOR A MEDICAL MALPRACTICE LAWSUIT…  AND THAT IS WHAT I READ IN JUST A FEW MOMENTS.  I WILL GIVE THEM A CALL AND SEND THEM A COPY OF THIS ‘THERAPUTIC WRITING’ THAT MY DOCTORS ASKED ME TO DO BUT FOR SOME REASON NEVER READ…I HAVE RECENTLY HAD A MAJOR ALTITUDE CHANGE AND THE HEAT AND MOIST AIR IS KILLING MY LUNGS- THIS EMPYSEMA IS ROUGH IN THIS WET WEATHER, ESPECIALLY AFTER BEING AT HIGH ALTITUDES FOR OVER 15 YEARS-THE AIR IS THICK AND WET AND HURTS TO BREATHE AND I AM DOING MY BEST TO AVOID ‘WETLUNG’ OR ‘RALES’ AND END UP WITH PNEUMONIA.  IF MY MEDICATION SITUATION HAS NOT BEEN DEALT WITH BY THE END OF THIS WEEK- IT IS TIME TO CONTACT SOME MEDICAL MALPRACTICE LAWYERS.  I GIVE EVERYONE A CHANCE TO DO THE RIGHT THING BUT THIS WILL BE THE LAST ONE WHEN DEALING WITH MIND SPRINGS MENTAL HEALTH.  I AM NOT MAKING THREATS OF SUING FOR MEDICAL MALPRATICE- I AM MAKING A STATEMENT ABOUT HOW I AM GOING TO HANDLE IT…MY MENTAL STATE IS PRETTY DARN GOOD CONSIDERING I JUST LOST EVERY DARN THING I OWNED BESIDES CLOTHING BUT THERE ARE SIMPLY THINGS THAT I WILL NO LONGER ENDURE BECAUSE OF THE ACTIONS OF A MENTAL HEALTH PROVIDER THAT DID NOT EVER GIVE ANY ACTUAL ‘HELP’.  I AM GONNA GO FOR NOW AND SEND MIND SPRINGS THIS ARTICLE SO THEY KNOW BEYOND A SHADOW OF DOUBT WHERE MY THINKING LIES ABOUT THEIR ACTIONS AND THEIR LACK OF ACTION.  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE-5-2-17  OH, ONE MORE THING FOR MY FAMILY-I MAY DO OR SAY THINGS THAT OFFEND-IF I DO -PLEASE POINT WHAT IT IS OUT IMMEDIATELY AS I MAY NOT EVEN KNOW I AM DOING SOMETHING OFFENSIVE AND IF I CURSE-PLEASE-KEEP AT ME, POINT OUT EVERY SINGLE THING UNTIL I STOP!!!!!!  I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.  THE ONLY WAY A CHILD LEARNS IS IF THE FAMILY POINTS OUT WHAT NEEDS LEARNED- AND ME, I MIGHT TAKE CONSTANT REMINDING BUT AT LEAST I AM ASKING MY FAMILY TO DO THIS SO I CAN BECOME A PART OF THE FAMILY INSTEAD OF BE UNWANTED BECAUSE OF MY MOUTH.  I HAVE NO PROBLEM CONTROLLING WHAT GOES INTO MY BODY BUT THE STUFF THAT COMES OUT OF THE MOUTH – I HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF TROUBLE THERE. 

IF YOU ONLY KNEW JUST HOW STUPID EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU LOOK FROM MY PERSPECTIVE- IT LOOKS ALMOST LIKE A BUNCH OF DRUG ADDICTS WALKING AROUND TO ME, EACH ONE HOLDING THE PHONE AND SCROLLING WITH THE OTHER HAND, NOT LOOKING AT ANYTHING AROUND THEMSELVES BUT THAT SCREEN.  IT IS FUCKING PITIFUL TO SEE THAT OUR WHOLE NATION HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY THESE LITTLE BOXES, AND THERE IS NO POLICING OF ANY OF IT- NO ONE TO CALL AND GET ANY REAL HELP IF YOU GET PAIRED WITH LIKE HAPPENED TO ME AFTER BEING HACKED BY MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO IN 2013.  NOT ONLY DID HIS EMPLOYEES LIVING INTHE BUILDING CUT INTO MY DIRECT TV SATELLITE DISH- I HAD NOT ONE BUT TWO DEVICES PAIR UP WITH MY CELLPHONE WHEN LIVING IN SHURER’S BUILDING IN FRASER, COLORADO… TWO DEVICES I DID NOT KNOW THE OWNER OF PAIRED UP WITH MY OLD CELLPHONE, AN LG P509 CELLPHONE AND A FRIGGIN  CHROMEBOOK TOO…   THAT IS WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT BLUETOOTH.  BUT IT WAS ALREADY TOO LATE- THEY HACKED ALL MY ONLINE ACCOUNTS -INCLUDING MY WALMART AND LIFELOCK ACCOUNT, MAKING CHANGES TO HOME TELEPHONE CONTACT INFO AND MY WALMART ACCOUNT WAS STRAIGHT UP TAKEN OVER WITH A JUMBLED UP EMAIL ADDRESS SIMILAR TO MINE BUT NOT ME.  THE HACKERS WERE CAUGHT TRYING TO SPEND ONE OF THE REFUNDS WALMART SENT TO MY EMAIL AND IT TOOK MONTHS TO FINALLY GET THAT ONE REFUND.  MY IPOD ALSO DEVELOPED AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT WAS ANOTHER JUMBLED UP SIMILAR EMAIL TO MINE- EXCEPT I HAD NEVER LOADED ITUNES EVER-SOMEONE ELSE LOADED MY IPOD FROM THEIR PC FOR ME, BUT NOW THAT DEVICE IS NO LONGER ABLE TO BE USED BY ME- YET ANOTHER PILE OF MONEY THOSE HACKING ME HAVE COST ME-AND I LOST ALL THE MUSIC ON IT…  THIS WHOLE THING WITH THE HACKING BY THOSE ASSOCIATED WITH MICHAEL’S AUDIO AND VIDEO HAS BEEN AN ENORMOUS DDOS ATTACK ~DENIAL OF EVERY SERVICE, EVERY KIND OF ENTERTAINMENT BEING BLOCKED, INTERNET WAS BLOCKED AND I TRIED SEVERAL VENDORS-NOT JUST ONE-EVERY SINGLE SERVICE I HAD WAS INVADED FROM TV TO CELLPHONE-ALL BLOCKED OR THE MINUTES USED UP OR THE DEVICES KILLED, OVER AND OVER AND IT STILL CONTINUES TO THIS VERY DAY.  SO NOW THAT I HAVE NO TV TO WATCH, NO INTERNET TO USE AND NO MORE WORKING PC’S- I AM BEING FOLLOWED EVERYWHERE SO THEY CAN MESS WITH MY CAR STEREO…THAT IS SO FUCKING LAME-IF IT WAS NOT HAPPENING TO ME-I WOULD BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF.  WHAT WOULD ANY PARENT DO IF THIS KIND OF ATTACK HAPPENED TO ONE OF THEIR KIDS OR TO THE PARENTS, FOR THAT MATTER-WHAT WOULD ANY OF YOU DO??? THROW AWAY ANOTHER DEVICE THAT YOU NO LONGER ARE THE OWNER OF AND BUY ANOTHER CELLPHONE OVER AND OVER? THAT WOULD BE INSANE.   I HAVE ELIMINATED EVERY SERVICE FROM MY LIFE -BUT MY PC WAS STILL HOOKING UP TO SOME KIND OF NETWORK WITH A USER AND A PASSWORD I COULD NEVER SEE-JUST THE DOTS WHERE PASSWORD IS.  I HAVE TO SAY THAT TRUTHFULLY-I AM WISHING THE POWERGRID GOES DOWN BEFORE I DIE SO I CAN SEE A WORLD WHERE PEOPLE ACTUALLY HAVE TO INTERACT WITH EACH OTHER FACE TO FACE AGAIN INSTEAD OF THIS STUPID CELLPHONE CRAZE THAT IS DESTROYING PEOPLE’S ABILITY TO CONSIDER THEIR SURROUNDINGS, CARE FOR THEIR KIDS OR EVEN DRIVE A CAR.   I WAS ALMOST HIT BY A WOMAN ON HER CELLPHONE WHEN EXITING THE HOSPITAL PARKING LOT RECENTLY-YOU WOULD THINK A HOSPITAL EMPLOYEE WOULD BE EXTRA AWARE OF THE DRIVING WHILE TALKING ON A CELLPHONE, I DO NOT HAVE A CELL PHONE, BUT I HAVE TO PAY EXTRA ATTENTION TO AVOID BEING HURT BY PEOPLE WHO DO HAVE ONE… I HAVE TO WATCH OUT FOR DUMBASSES DRIVING AND TALKING ON A DEVICE I WILL NO LONGER OWN DUE TO THE THING BEING PAIRED UP WITH BY STRANGERS.  I AM ALMOST AT THE POINT OF TAKING PICTURES OF EVERY ONE I SEE DRIVING AND TALKING ON A CELLPHONE AND TURNING THE PICTURES OVER TO POLICE AT THE END OF THE WEEK.  THIS SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME- NOW, EVERY CAR HAS A LITTLE BLACK DICK ON IT FOR CELLPHONE RECEPTION OR INTERNET OR GPS- I AM TEMPTED TO GET MY OUT MY WIRECUTTERS AND CUT THE LITTLE BLACK DICK OFF EVERY DAMN VEHICLE I SEE WITH ONE OF THEM.  SO THAT IS WHAT IS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND TODAY- THAT I AM THE ONLY PERSON I KNOW WITH NO MEDIA OR NEWS INCOMING OTHER THAN WHAT GETS THROUGH THE LIBRARY, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS BEING ERASED-BUT I DO KNOW THINGS ARE DISSAPPEARING-AND IT AIN’T ME-YET AGAIN.   I HOPE EVERY SINGLE PERSON WITH A CELLPHONE READS THIS.  IF ONLY SO THEY KNOW HOW STUPID AND CO-DEPENDANT THEY LOOK TO SOMEONE LIKE ME WITH NO DEVICES.  OH, AS FOR THE IDIOTS FOLLOWING ME EVERYWHERE I GO-I MAY BE MOSTLY BLIND, BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM STUPID- EVERY TIME I DO THE ‘OFF THE MAIN DRAG’ DRIVING I SOMETIMES DO-YOU ALL SCRAMBLING AROUND TO SEE WHERE I AM-YOU STAND OUT LIKE YOU ARE WEARING A HOT PINK HAT WITH A FLUORESCENT YELLOW BILL…hahaha!!!  THERAPUTIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 2-29-16

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