ANOTHER GREAT DAY AHEAD LISTNING TO THE SOUND OF WIND FROM A FAN, THE GOD AWFUL HISSING SOUND CURRENTLY ASSAULTING ME AND MY DADS TV AT 80 DAMN DECIBELS…IF IT WAS NOT SO FRIGGIN PITIFUL TO ENDURE, I WOULD BE CRYING.  THE IPAD WILL NO LINGER PLAY SOUND CORRECTLY THRU HEADPHONES SO I CANNOT WATCH MOST MOVIES EVEN IF THE JERKS STILL HACKING ME LET ME PLAY ONE.  I GAVE MY COUSINS KIDS A PC TO PLAY AROUND WITH AND AM WAITING FOR THEM TO FIND WHERE THE KIDS LEFT THE THING SO I CAN TRY TO PLUG MY IPAD INTO THE PC AND GET SUPPORT TO HELP ME SEE IF RELOADING THE AUDIO DRIVERS WILL FIX THE PORT OR JUST WATCH MOVIES ON THE OLD PC THAT USED TO HAVE WORKING AUDIO…AT LEAST I THINK IT WAS WORKING AS IT WAS SAMPLING AIDIOMAT 22050 Hz and 44100 Hz CAPTURING THE NOISE I AM NEING TORTURED WITH.  JUST ANOTHER FOR OF DENIAL OF SERVICE… I NEVER COULD HAVE IMAGINED HAVING TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE ELSES TV AT 80 DECIBELS.  AND THE SAME MOVIES OVER AND OVER AND OVER.  I AM GETTING DEPRESSED SITTINGHERE THE WHOLE DAY BY MYSELF WHILE DAD WATCHES THE SAME MOVIES OVER AND OVER WITH THE VOLUME AT FULL BLAST AS WELL AS DEAL WITH THE AUDIO TORTURE I AM  URRENTLY LISTENING TO.   MY EDEMA IS OBVIOUSLY A HEALTH ISSUE AS ME TROTTING FIVE MILES A DAY HAS NOT HAD ANY POSITIVE RESULTS AT ALL, IN FACT MY WEIGHT IS SOME DAYS ADDING FIVE POUNDS BETWEEN MORNING AND NOON AND THAT IS WITHOUT HAVING A SINGLE BITE OF FOOD OR ANYTHING TO DRINK.   I HAD TO DO THE EXPERIMENTS TO DEDUCE THIS.  EVERY SINGLE HOUR ON THE HOUR I RUN  1/2 A MILE UNTIL 5 PM, AND MONITOR MY LIQUID AND FOOD INTAKES METICULOUSLY TO SEE IF MY WEIGHT ISSUE IS FROM BEING LAZY OR FROM SOMETHING ELSE.  I AM ON FIFTY MG OF A PRESCRIPTION WATER PILL SO I SOULD NOT BE HOLDING THIS MUCH WATER AROUND MY MIDDLE.  I AM DYING OF BOREDOM HERE ALWAYS UNDER WATCH IN MY DADS LIVING ROOM AND YOU CAN BET HE FINDS SOMTHING TO BITCH ABOUT EVERY SINGLE DAY.  I DO NOT WANTTO BE HERE AT ALL WITHOUT EVEN A ROOM OF MY OWN TO SLEEP IN OR ANYWHERE TO GET AWAY FROM THE REDICULOUS AMOUNT OF NOISE DADS TV MAKES BUT I AM STUCK TIL I FIND MYSELF ANOTHER RV AND YOU CAN BET YOUR A$$ I AM SAVING EVERY FRIGGIN CENT TO GET MYSLF ANOTHER MOBILE HOME OF MY OWN.  I AM WAITING TIL DAD HAS HIS EYE SURGERIES DONE BEFORE I TAKE A COLORADO BREAK, I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE FOR A WHILE AND GO SMOKE SOME REAL BUDS INSTEAD OF THE GOD AWFUL MEXICAN BRICK WEED GOING AROUND THAT SMELLS LIKE PERFUME. I AM SAVING FOR AN RV OR A TRUCK AND CAMPER OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES BUT I WILL USE SOME OF THAT CASH FOR A COLORADO VACATION,THIS YEAR WAS MY FIRST TIME MISSING THE TREES CHANGE IN 15 YEARS.  SO YES I AM DEPRESSED FOR  SEVERAL REASONS BUT I AM DEALING WITH THEM ALL BY MY SLF AS BEST AS I CAN. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO.