WELL IT IS FRIDAY AGAIN!   DOESN’T EVERYONE LOVE A FRIDAY?  I AM LISTENING TO THE SAME SONG OVER AND OVER-‘IT’S FRIDAY I’M IN LOVE’ I CAN LISTEN TO THE SAME SONG OVER AND OVER IF I FEEL LIKE IT.   AT LEAST IT ISN’T THE E4MINEM I USED TO BLAST…  SO FAR I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED A LOT, MY COUNSELOR AT MINDSPRINGS ASKED ME TO SET MYSELF 2 TASKS FOR TODAY, ME, BEING OBSESSIVE/COMPULSIVE BY NATURE MADE A LAUNDRY LIST OF THINGS TO DO LAST NIGHT -MOST ARE DONE-ONLY 3 OR 4 THINGS TO BE DONE LEFT AND THESE ARE THINGS THAT CAN BE DONE OVER THE WEEKEND OR HAVE TO BE CREATED FOR ME BY MENTAL HEALTH.  I AM NOT REALLY CONCERNED ABOUT LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO STAY AT THE MOMENT AS THE FAMILY LETTING ME RENT THE BOONDOCKING TRAILER WILL MOST LIKELY WANT TO KEEP RENT MONEY COMING IN-AS I HAVE LIVING WITHOUT ANYTHING DOWN TO AN ART- BIRDBATHS AND WASHING OF MY HAIR IN THE BATHROOM AT THE LIBRARY AND OF COURSE I HAVE USING THE ‘BUCKET’ DOWN TO AN ART- BEEN GOING TO THE BATHROOM  OUTDOORS FOR YEARS AND HAVE MY OWN SETUP FOR THOSE ‘EMERGENCIES’ THAT SNEAK UP ON YA…I AM EATING OK- A LITTLE MORE SODIUM THAN I LIKE AND I SORELY MISS MY RIBEYE STEAKS, BUT HAVE LOCATED THE FREE BREAD SOURCE AT THE LOCAL SENIOR CENTER, THAT HELPS SHAVE OFF A FEW BUCKS EVERY MONTH NOT HAVING TO BUY BREAD.  JUST ONE OF THE MANY THINGS THRIFTY FOLKS LIKE ME DO- SEEK SOURCES FOR THE THINGS MOST BUY IN STORES AND FIND LOW COST OR FREE ITEMS NEEDED.  THIS STAY IN THE TRAILER HAS BEEN TOTAL LUXURY FOR ME, ASI HAD NOT HAD ANY FURNITURE IN WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER AND SLEEPING ON THAT LEAKY AIR MATTRESS WAS JUST STUPID. I WAS WAKING UP WITH MY BACK FEELING WORSE WHEN TRYING TO SLEEP ON THE LEAKY THING NITE AFTER NIGHT TO THE POINT I JUST QUIT TRYING TO KEEP AIR IN IT.   THE WARM, SAFE PLACE TO SLEEP HAS BEEN APPRECIATED MORE THAN THESE PEOPLE COULD EVER KNOW- YOU TRY SITTING IN A CAR IN -15 DEGREE TEMPS A COUPLE NIGHTS AND YOU MIGHT FIND OUT WHAT THE WORD ‘COMPASSION’ MEANS… THE OXYGEN HAS BEEN TAKEN CARE OF FOR WHEN I AM DRIVING AND THE ONLY REAL ISSUE IS WHERE TO PUT ME THAT I WON’T GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH AT THE TABOR GRAND (thanks a bunch, caroline).   THE DEPOSITS I HAVE PAID OUT HAVE NEVER BEEN RETURNED EVEN THOUGH I NORMALLY LEAVE A PLACE IN BETTER SHAPE THAN WHEN I MOVED IN- WITH THE EXCEPTION OF THE APARTMENT I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO RENT FROMN MICHAEL SHURER-THE MAN WHOSE PET HACKERS ARE STILL TRYING TO DESTROY MY LIFE AND THAT FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I GO- IF THEY ONLY KNEW HOW STUPID THEY APPEAR TO SOMEONE WHO WAS CHASED BY THE LAKE ELSINORE POLICE FOR YEARS WHEN I WAS A TWEEKER- THEY WOULD BACK AWAY FROM THE BIPOLAR BROAD.  AT LEAST NOW I CAN SEE THE PATTERN OF TERRORISM STARTING AND STOP IT BEFORE I GO INTO THE ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ THING AGAIN.  I AM GETTING BETTER EVERY DAY AT LIVING WITH YOU ‘PEOPLE’ OR WHATEVER YOU PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO BE SANE CALL YOURSELVES.   THERE WILL ALWAYS BE THAT SUSPICION SINCE THE HACKING AND FOLLOWING FROM PLACE TO PLACE- BUT AT LEAST NOW I CAN RECOGNIZE THE SYMPTOMS OF A BREAKDOWN COMING AND DO WHAT IS NEEDED TO AVERT THE TERRORISM… THAT IS WHAT THIS WHOLE HACKING THING HAS BEEN ALL ALONG-TERRORISM.  BECAUSE IT IS BEING DONE TO SOMEONE WITH MENTAL ISSUES, WELL THAT IS A WHOLE NEW TYPE OF CRIME AND IT IS BEING DONE TO AN ‘AT RISK’ ADULT.   CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE MOVING INTO A PLACE TO FIND OUT THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE BUILDING ORDERING  PRODUCTS AND SERVICES FROM THE PHONE COMPANY IN A NAME SIMILAR TO YOURS, TRACKING THE PRODUCTS ORDERED TO A DIFFEREENT ADDRESS IN THE BUILDING AND A DIFFERENT PHONE NUMBER AND GETTING THE BILLS IN THE MAIL?  AND NOT ONE SINGLE COP WILLING TO EVEN LOOK INTO THE CRIMES DONE THROUGH THE FEDERAL MAIL SYSTEM?  IT HAS BEEN ROUGH DEALING WITH NO ONE GIVING A DAMN WHO VICTIMIZES ME ALL BY MYSELF- BUT THAT IS THE REASON I EVENTUALLY GAVE UP ON TRYING TO GET INTERNET OF ANY KIND.  THAT WAS WHAT EVERYONE SAID I SHOULD DO- GET RID OF INTERNET AND WHEN I FINALLY DID- IT WAS NOT CUT OFF AND I STILL HAVE A REALTEK ETHERNET DEVICE TRYING TO PROTECT A COUPLE USERS.  I USED TO TELL PEOPLE-YOU CUT YOUR OFF FIRST-THEN I WILL BUT IT IS TO THE POINT I CANNOT EVEN LOCK MY PC DOWN.   IT WAS ALL INVADED AND EVERY DEVICE I OWNED HACKED OR JACKED TO THE POINT OF IT BECOMING ANOTHER USELESS ITEM TO ANYONE BUT THOSE HACKING ME.  IPOD AND EVERYTHING.  SO NOT HAVING ANY TV OR PHONE TO PAIR UP WITH IS FINE BY ME.  AND IF YOU ARE STUPID ENOUGH TO THINK I AM NOT BEING HACKED- TODAY, FIRST THING ON PC WAS ANOTHER RAIDPORT/ RESET  -SECOND THING WAS A ‘UMDF’  USER MODE DRIVER FRAMEWORK ADDED TO PC -REFLECTOR FOR LOCATION PROVIDER SHOWING UP.   I AM NOT SURE HOW MANY OPERATING SYSTEMS ARE ON MY PC- BUT I CAN DEFINITLY SAY IT IS NOT THE ‘WINDOWS’ THAT THE PC SHOULD HAVE- I GOT CRAP FOR LINUX SYSTEMS,VISTA AND FOR OS X- THAT IS THE APPLE CRAP.  I HOPE THESE FIENDS DO NOT ATTACK THE PC’S OF THE PEOPLE RENTING TO ME-I HAVE WARNED THEM ABOUT THE ‘QUAGGA’ THAT I KEPT FINDING LOADING ITSLF UP ON MY IPAD BEFORE IT BURNED UP- THE APPLE PEOPLE REPLACED THE DEVICE TWICE AND IT CAME BACK ON THE NEW IPADS AFTER ABOUT A WEEK.  I THINK I WILL PRINT THE INFO UP FOR THEM, JUST TO BE SAFE AND MAKE SURE THEY UNDERSTAND THE LENGTHS THESE CREEPS HAVE GONE TO AND ARE STILL DOING.  IF THERE IS SOMEONE CREATING MASTER KEYS IN YOUR PC AND IT IS NOT YOU- YOU HAVE PROOF YOU ARE HACKED- I ALSO HAVE AN EXTRA PROCESSOR ON HP#3 AND ON HP #2- HP#1 IS NOT EVEN ABLE TO PLAY A CD OR DVD-I WOULD BE SHOCKED IF I COULD PLAY A GAME OF FREECELL ON THE DAMN THING- HP#3 HAS A GAMING MENU I DID NOT INSTALL-POKKI- DEFINITELY NOT ME AND THE MCAFEE 30 DAY TRIAL HAS BEEN GOING ON ALMOST 10 MONTHS NOW… AND HAS COMPLETE CONTROL OF THE FIREWALLS.  I AM BEING BLOCKED FROM CONTACTING WALMART ABOUT THE PC THAT WAS HACKED IN THE STORE THAT I HAVE, BUT THAT IS JUST FOR NOW. AT THE VERY LEAST-I GAVE PC NUMBERS TO THE LEADVILLE COLLEGE THAT HAD WHAT THE INSTRUCTOR CLAIMED TO BE THE WORST CASE OF HACKING HE HAD EVER SEEN- SOMEONE CREATING MASTER KEYS IN THIER SYSTEMS, I GOT A REAL NICE PICTURE OF MY EVENT LOGS FROM CRYPTO/DPAPI AND IT IS 11 MASTER KEYS BEING CREATED, THERE WERE MORE- BUT THE PC HAD TO BE WIPED OVER AND OVER- MY NEXT STEP IS TO CONTACT A ‘TIGER TEAM’ TO GET THE AUDIO THAT IS CONSTANTLY RECORDING AND BEING SENT TO SOME REMOTE ENDPOINT INVESTIGATED.  THE DTS CONTROL PANEL STILL SHOWS THE RECORDING DEVICES BEING PHONES…  THE MORE I READ- THE MORE I KNOW ABOUT WHERE TO FILE COMPLAINTS AND I AM PRETTY SURE WALMART DON’T WANT IT GETTING OUT THEY SELL PRE-HACKED COMPUTERS… SO SINCE I CANNOT EVEN INSTALL THE ‘RUBY’ IRB BECAUSE IT’S FOR A DIFFERENT OS THAN IS ON MY PC, MAYBE I WILL HAVE TO INTALL IT FOR LINUX OR VISTA OR APPLE TO GET IT TO WORK SO I CAN LEARN TO WRITE SCRIPT- I CAN SEE IN LOTS OF WAYS THE LOCAL LIBRARIES NOW BEING INVADED- ONE HAD THE ‘BSOD’ (blue screen of death)ON THE ONE PC I WAS USING AND THE OTHER HAD A ‘RED’ SCREEN OF DEATH-SOMETHING I DID NOT KNOW EXISTED.  NOW IT IS GETTING POINTLESS TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING AT THESE LIBRARIES AND I HAVE NOT MET ANYONE YET THAT CAN IDENTIFY WHY MY PC IS RECORDING AUDIO CONSTANTLY AND  FIND OUT WHERE IT IS BEING SENT. THAT IS THE NEXT THING- TO FIND SOMEONE SMART ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THE TERMINOLOGY OF COMPUTERS.  I WILL, OF COURSE EVENTUALLY FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THESE BOXES INSIDE AND OUT AND WHO CAN HELP ME LEARN SCRIPT MYSELF- TIL THEN IM WILL; JUST HAVE TO LEARN THE WAYS I HAVE BEEN AND KEEP QUESTIONING EVERYTHING…  THAT IS THE BEST ADVICE I CAN GIVE ANYONE WHO FEELS THEY ARE BEING HACKED-ALWAYS QUESTION EVERYTHING- AND LOOK AT THE DIDFFERENT KINDS OF LOGS ON YOUR DEVICES AND FOR CHRISTS’ SAKE-TURN OFF THE FRIGGIN BLUETOOTH!  I WAS ALMOST I A CAR WRECK THE OTHER DAY COMING OUT OF THE HOSPITAL PARKING LOT BY A WOMAN IN SCRUBS WHO WAS TALKING ON HER CELL PHONE WHILE DRIVING.  SOMEONE WORKING FOR THE SUMMIT HOSPITAL ACTUALLY WAS DRIVING AND TALKING ON A CELLPHONE AND DARN NEAR T-BONE’D ME… I WAS MAD AS HELL AND MADE SURE THE CHICK KNEW THE NEXT TIME I SAW HER ON A PHONE WHILE DRIVING I WOULD GIVE HER PLATE NUMBER TO POLICE.  AND IF YOU THINK I WILL NOT DO THIS-YOU ARE A FOOL.   AFTER CATCHING 2 DEVICES PAIRING WITH MY OLD CELL PHONE-I HATE THOSE FUCKING THINGS.  THEY HAVE RUINED OUR SOCIETY AND THERE IS NO MORE SHAME OR PRIVACY WHAT SO EVER ANYHWERE THERE IS A CELLPHONE WITH A HUMAN HOLDING IT.  I HOPE THE WHOLE GRID GOES DOWN AND THOSE THINGS BECOME USELESS WITHIN MY LIFETIME -IF ONLY TO LAUGH MY A** OFF AT PEOPLE WHO CANNOT EVEN REMEMBER THIER OWN PHONE NUMBER OR FIND ANYTHING.   I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT HACKING ME- COULDN’T CARE LESS WHAT THE GOVERNMENT GETS FROM MY DEVICES- IT’S THE KIDS THAT HAVE THEIR FAC3ES STUCK TO A FUCKING 3×5 CELLPHONE SCREEN U GOTTA WORRY ABOUT- AND NOW THAT WIFI IS IN CARS- THE WORLD IS A MUCH EASIER PLACE TO BE VICTIMIZED IN. AND I FOR ONE AM SICK OF COMMON CRIMINALS WITH A LITTLE BIT OF KNOWLEDGE AND NO MORALS OR ETHICS BEING ABLE TO BUY A CELLPHONE AT ANY CONVENIENCE STORE.  THESE ARE THE ONE WE NEED TO WATCH OUT FOR  -KIDS GROWING UP AND THINKING IT IS COOL TO DESTROY SOMEONE’S DIGITAL LIFE -OR WORSE YET-THOSE THAT TEACH THESE KIDS TO DO IT.  THERAPITIC WRITING DONE BY KARIN WRAPE 2-5-16

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